When my hometown was demolished, my family was divided into two suites and 300,000 yuan, my dad immediately quit his job and was idle at home, and it didn't take long for him to get caught up in the vice of gambling, and he lost only the house he lived in, and his temper was getting worse and worse. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Finally, when I was seven years old, my mother couldn't stand my dad's brutality and eloped with someone else, and my dad came back drunk and whipped me half to death with a belt, and I was even more scared of him, and I trembled when I saw him drunk.

There is a female college student living opposite my house, her name is Cheng Xue, she has just been admitted to college not long ago, she is very beautiful, I call her Sister Xue, once Sister Xue happened to bump into my dad who was drunk and beating me, so she saved me, wiped my wound with Yunnan Baiyao, asked me if it hurt, and said that if my dad beat me in the future, he would come to her.

Since then, when my dad was drunk, I was so scared that I hid to Sister Xue's side, and Sister Xue would stand in front of me and scold my dad, my dad didn't dare to offend the people in the city, so he could only stare dryly and leave in a daze, and sure enough, he never hit me again.

Sister Xue loves me, not only protects me, but also often asks me to go to her house to eat, wash my clothes, and sometimes let me sleep with her, Sister Xue hugs me, I always have a special sense of security, Sister Xue is very fragrant and soft, I like to rub into her arms the most, Sister Xue will always blush and ask me not to move, I asked her what was wrong, she pinched my nose and said I was a little naughty.

Until one night when it rained raining, my dad came back very late, full of alcohol, and still had wounds on his body, and scolded me when he saw me, saying that I was cheap and life, and slapped me hard.

I was so frightened that I hurriedly knocked on Sister Xue's door, and Sister Xue came out wearing a nightdress, I could smell the fragrance on her body, pointing at my dad and scolding him for not being a man, and he was angry with children when he was drunk.

Who knew that when my dad heard this, his expression was extremely hideous, he grabbed Sister Xue's hair and pushed her into the house, and reached out to hit Sister Xue, I was completely frightened.

"Mean women, let you fucking pretend to be tall. My dad scolded and scolded Sister Xue at the same time, pressed Sister Xue on the sofa in the living room, and pulled Sister Xue's clothes like crazy birds and beasts, Sister Xue screamed in horror, and pushed my dad with both hands.

But it didn't work, my dad slapped Sister Xue twice, Sister Xue was suddenly blinded, lying on the sofa and no longer resisting, the lightning outside illuminated everything in the house, I was stunned, Sister Xue asked me for help with tears in her eyes.

"Don't, let me go, Xiaozhi come and help my sister, your dad is crazy......" Sister Xue begged me, still making the last struggle.

I looked at my dad a little timidly, his legs were as heavy as lead, and he couldn't take a step, and it took a long time to squeeze out a pale word from between his teeth, "Dad".

"Get out of the room, or I'll kill you!" My dad yelled at me roughly, violently, and I trembled with fright, and walked to the room in Sister Xue's desperate eyes.

"Xiaozhi, don't go, help my sister quickly, sister beg, Sister Xue can't be sorry for her boyfriend. Sister Xue was begging me, and I nodded, but I couldn't move when I thought of my dad's horror.

Looking at my cowardly appearance, Sister Xue's heart was completely cold, and she begged my dad again, beating him desperately, my dad scolded in his mouth, and two more slaps, slapped Sister Xue, and her hands fell and she no longer resisted.

I hid in the room in fear, the thunder roared outside, but I couldn't hide the screams of Sister Xue from the living room, heartbreaking, Sister Xue's desperate eyes appeared in my mind, I cried in fear, I didn't know what this kind of thing meant at the time, I thought my dad was drunk and crazy, and he was beating Sister Xue.

Finally, the screaming outside stopped, and I cautiously poked my head out, my dad was gone, and Sister Xue was lying motionless on the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling.

I walked over in fear and said sorry to Sister Xue, Sister Xue turned her head, looked at me with resentment in her eyes, pushed me to the ground suddenly, and yelled at me, "Get out, you get out of me!"

I lowered my head and wept, and kept saying sorry to Sister Xue, but Sister Xue got up without saying a word, didn't wear a single piece of clothing, and pushed me out.

When I got home, my dad had fallen asleep in the living room, and I cautiously hid in the room, unable to figure out why Sister Xue had such a big temper.

I was woken up by a noise outside at noon the next day, I rushed out to see my dad being held down by a few policemen, I panicked and pushed those policemen, my dad yelled at me, "Xiaozhi, don't come here, I was wrong this time, I'm sorry for you Sister Xue." ”

I don't understand what it means, after my dad was taken away, I went to knock on Sister Xue's door, but no one opened the door after knocking for a long time, and after two days, a new tenant moved in to the door......

The county is so big, my dad is strong, and the matter of rape Sister Xue is in an uproar, and the children in the community are warned not to get close to me, especially girls, who treat me like a snake and scorpion, and say that my dad is a beast, I am the son of a beast, I don't understand, but I also know that this is scolding me, I feel so wronged.

Later, my mother heard about this and came to pick me up, the man who lived with my mother was called Lin Gang, I called him Uncle Lin, divorced a few years ago and brought a daughter, very beautiful, called Lin Shishi, the same size as me, when I first entered the door, Uncle Lin took Lin Shishi's little hand and said with a smile: "Come, Shishi, this is Yang Zhi, the son of my aunt, I will call him brother in the future." ”

Lin Shishi glanced at me, snorted disdainfully, and said loudly: "He is the son of a strong and traitorous man, it's disgusting." ”

Uncle Lin scolded Shishi for being ignorant, but Lin Shishi raised a little face and was very unconvinced, and said righteously that it was, and asked me not to get close to her, thinking that I was dirty, when Shishi had a birthday, I helped Shishi light a candle, Shishi immediately cried and said that I soiled the cake, let me roll, and since then I have been hiding from Shishi.

Although Uncle Lin protected me on the surface, saying that Lin Shishi was ignorant, he actually looked down on me in his heart, and every time he went out with my mother, he would take Shishi with him, and never let her get along with me alone, because I was the son of a strong and traitorous man.

I felt so wronged, I tried to avoid them, but they still looked at me with colored glasses.

After going to school, I gradually understood what it was to be strong and rape, and I also understood the harm my dad caused to Sister Xue that night, and I felt extremely guilty about Sister Xue, and when my classmates talked about me behind my back, I felt so ashamed, according to their words, I had animal blood in my body, and it was very dirty.

Over time, my whole person became autistic, especially with girls, I didn't dare to communicate with them, I was afraid that they would laugh at me if they knew that I was a strong and traitorous son.

When I was in junior high school, I was exposed to the Internet, and on weekends, I often went out with my table mates to play games at night, and in the middle of the night I would watch movies on some websites, and since then my thinking has gradually changed, and when I see girls, I always think about what the other party will look like without clothes.

Gradually, I will have this idea when I look at Shishi, girls always develop a little earlier than boys, Shishi's chest is already bulging in the third year of junior high school, coupled with snow-white skin and a height of one meter six or five, it is recognized as a school flower in school.

I am in the same class as Shishi, and Wu Jie, who is at the same table, always points to Shishi and says, look at that figure, it's really punctual, if it's my horse, I'll go to her house every day.

I always laugh and say that you are true, because my mother and Uncle Lin are living together illegally, Shishi has always thought that it was my mother who broke up her family, not to mention that my father is still a strong and traitor, disgusted and hated me, and threatened me not to show that I knew her at school, otherwise he would kick me out.

As soon as Wu Jie said this, I would pay attention to Shishi's breasts, as well as below, Shishi would always wear a pair of small white hot pants after taking a shower, which looked particularly warped from behind, and every time I would stare at it with a dry mouth.

Once I was so engrossed in watching it, there were some dirty pictures in my mind, so that I didn't notice Shishi when I turned around, my eyes were still straight and hooked, Shishi's face turned crimson all of a sudden, and she pointed at my nose and scolded: "Yang Zhi, you are perverted, perverted, I want to tell my dad that you peek at me." ”

I panicked, I was afraid of Uncle Lin, although Uncle Lin usually treats me well, but I feel that he is a very fake person, he is just for my mother, if he knows that I peeked at Shishi, he will definitely kick me out.

I gritted my teeth, didn't admit that I was peeking at Shishi, and puffed out my mouth: "I didn't peek, I'm in a daze." ”

Shishi looked at me with disdain, and said in disgust, "Yang Zhi, you don't admit it, you are as perverted and perverted as your father, your father is a strong and traitor, and you will definitely be the same in the future, I want my father to kick you out." ”

My face was hot, I felt that she had gone too far, and argued with a red face: "I'm not a pervert, a pervert, and you are not allowed to talk about my dad like that." ”

"I'll just say, your father is a perverted and perverted strong and traitorous criminal, and your mother is a lowly junior, you are a wild seed born of perverted, perverted and cheap, and goods!"

I was trembling with anger, at this time Uncle Lin and my mother walked out of the room, my mother's face was flushed, Uncle Lin's face was not good-looking, he looked at me and Shishi, stepped forward and slapped Shishi.

Shishi suddenly burst into tears, pointed at us and sobbed, "You all bullied me, and I will never come back." ”

After saying that, I ran out crying, Uncle Lin went to chase after me, but I didn't catch up, I could feel that Uncle Lin looked at me with disgust, I was afraid that he would drive me away, so I returned to the room with a weak heart.

When I went to school the next day, Shishi came to school as usual, but her face was very tired, and I regretted it for a while, if it wasn't for me, things wouldn't have been like this, I knew that Shishi had a stubborn temper, and if she didn't give her the stairs, she might really not go home, and after thinking about it, I decided to persuade her.

"Shishi, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect Uncle Lin to beat you, in fact, Uncle Lin loves you the most. I said worriedly, feeling very sorry for Shishi.

Syllable!

The next moment I was stunned, Shishi jumped up like a cat whose tail was stepped on, gave me a slap in the face, pointed at my nose and shouted: "Yang Zhi, don't cry here cats, I'm not done with you!"

This roar, the whole class looked at the two of us in astonishment, I felt hot on my face, so I returned to my seat with a weak heart, Wu Jie asked me curiously how I could offend the school flower, I didn't answer.

was slapped by Lin Shishi in public, I couldn't wait to find a hole to get into, lying on the seat without speaking, during class, the director of discipline walked in and told us that the original head teacher went abroad for further study, and changed a class teacher to our class.

I was in a bad mood and was in no mood to pay attention to this, but at this time, Wu Jie was so excited that he pushed me, "Hastyly, Yang Zhi look at it, the new head teacher is really beautiful." ”

I ignored him, he pushed me again, I still ignored her, isn't it just a change of head teacher, what does it have to do with me, I hate the head teacher the most.

At this time, the new head teacher spoke, and his voice was soft and good, which made me a little familiar, but I couldn't remember it for a while, "Hello students, because Mr. Qu went abroad for further study, I will be everyone's homeroom teacher in the future, first of all, let me introduce myself, my name is Cheng Xue, Cheng next to Hemu, Xuehua Xue." ”

After listening, I raised my head suddenly, and when I saw the familiar and unfamiliar face on the podium, I couldn't believe my eyes, the new head teacher was actually Sister Xue, who I hadn't seen for many years!

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm