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"Huh?" As soon as I heard this, I couldn't care less reserved, turned my head again, and explained eagerly, "No, no, how dare I, don't think about it." After a hurried explanation, I found that he was really laughing, not at all angry and indifferent, and then I realized that I was deceived by him, and I was not angry.

With him, even his breathing is cautious, as if he doesn't dare to mess with the rhythm. At this moment, I couldn't help but laugh, and after that moment of joy, I did feel a little uneasy in my heart. I glanced out the window again, not daring to cast my eyes on him again.

It occurred to me that, in fact, there was one more thing I needed to ask him. However, I seemed to be sure that if he didn't take the initiative to tell me, even if I asked, there would be no answer. I also realized where my anxiety might come from.

He's getting married, and I, naturally, became a junior, the character I've always been ashamed of. Isn't that a more dangerous sign that I'm still getting happiness from this kind of relationship? Soon, this anxiety will ferment into even greater sadness and frustration, because the relationship will become more tangled, because I am going to lose him in a sense, because I know that for some things, I am losing control again.

I leaned against the car window like this, so preoccupied that I no longer had the strength to face him. Twilight thought I was asleep, but when I got home, he was not in a hurry to get out of the car, as if he wanted to wait for me to sleep for a while, and sat quietly in the driver's seat without making a sound.

Unexpectedly, the hard-working Qiwei misjudged the situation, came up directly and opened the door on my side, and reached out to carry me upstairs. Twilight yelled 'Stop' in a hurry, and then I heard the door on his side slam open, and Twilight was quickly on my side.

Before Qiwei came, I was thinking about pretending to sleep for a while, and I was also a little curious about what Twilight was going to do. But now, if I continue to pretend, this scene is really not easy to act.

I pretended to be sleepy-eyed, opened my eyes gently, and looked at the two people by the car door with some hesitation, a puzzled expression. Don't forget, I'm an actor, and this series of actions is still done in one go.

Twilight stepped forward and scooped me out of my seat and held me in her arms. Qiwei immediately ran a few steps forward and opened the door for us.

"If you're really tired, don't be so yourself. "Twilight is behind, but it walks unhurriedly. He was looking straight ahead, and when he said this, I even wondered if he was talking to me. I still looked up at him, usually because of the slight height difference, I always have to look up at him, but at this time, I can still maintain a similar level position with him, I wrapped my hands around his neck, and the distance between the two was also very close.

"I said I can raise you, not just a joke. His steps were still moving steadily, and the words of his mouth continued. It seems that he is a bit strange tonight, a little nagging, and he can always follow my thoughts, saying things that I dare not believe to believe, but keep sinking. "As long as you say a word, no matter what the request is, I will do my best to meet you. ”

He probably didn't get a response from me, and looked down at me a few times. Looking at each other, my heartbeat was noticeably skipping a beat.

For fear of looking at him again and being seen by him, I had to lower my head, but my hands were tighter.

Just think of it as his sweet words, although I know that he is a person who does not promise easily but will do what he says, and I believe in the possibility of his best efforts to be satisfied. However, I was afraid, afraid that his good would make me dependent, and afraid that his promise would make me lose my ego.

Since you are already destined to separate, from now on, slowly withdraw your heart and not leave any possibility of harm later. A person who is about to get married, any promise he makes is undoubtedly sweet poison. So, I remind myself over and over again, don't take it seriously, don't take it seriously.

arms, but they hugged him tighter.

Sensing my exertion, he slowed down, but didn't look at me. I secretly raised my eyes, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was breathtaking, warm as the sun, and it made me uncontrollably happy.

He went into the bedroom and laid me lightly on the bed. I sat obediently on the bed, without speaking, and watched him turn away, with some curiosity in my heart, but I couldn't open my mouth.

Where he goes or what he does has nothing to do with me. I should call myself a habit so that the last moments are not too uncomfortable.

Thinking of this, I feel ridiculous again, what are all these sentimental things. I'm Lin Chuxia.

When he came back to his senses, Twilight had closed the door and left.

I cleaned up my emotions, dragged my tired body, and locked myself in the bathroom. Spread the water to the maximum, the cold water poured down from the top of the head, it felt so good to be cold, although the body shivered involuntarily, but the heart seemed to be injected with new vitality, that Lin Chuxia, it's back again.

I stood facing the wall, letting the water flow freely through my body. I closed my eyes, but Twilight's words rang in my ears again, it was really a dose of poison, which made people addictive and greedy.

Immersed in a chaotic thought, in the fog, there seemed to be the sound of the door opening.

I pulled the water marks off my cheeks and glanced sideways in the direction of the door, and Twilight came in naked. I felt as if I had been electrocuted, completely wooden, and my hands didn't know where to put them, and under his burning gaze, my naked whole body seemed to be magnified countless times. In the end, I could only put my hands on my chest first, and at the same time, nervously shouted at him, "Why did you come in, you get out quickly." ”

With a smile on his lips, he ignored my shouts and walked straight over, one hand naturally reaching into the water, and muttering, "Why is it so cold," and decisively turned off the shower. He stood naked in front of me like this, I didn't look up, I lowered my head, I could only glance to the side, obviously wanting to rush out, but my feet didn't obey the call, I just wanted to stay here honestly.

He naturally reached out and hooked my back and pulled me into his arms, as if trying to use his body to bring me some warmth, "What are you doing, do you know that taking a cold shower is very harmful to the body?" His strength also tightened a little, and his sigh seemed to sound in his ears.

What are we doing, we're hugging right here naked?, "Can you go out and stay here?" yes, that's the priority, I looked up in his arms and timidly consulted him.

Twilight widened the distance between us, and did not answer me, but calmly stretched out his hand behind me, and soon, the warm water sprayed down from the top of my head, and the warmth reached my whole body at the same time. He unceremoniously moved a little closer to me and put himself under the current, "Wouldn't it be better to wash together, this will save time." He explained lightly, and in a grand manner, he shared the whole bathroom with me.

Seeing that he has reached this point, I know that it is useless to drive away. Silently, I could only let the water water, trying to control myself in that narrow space, and keep the greatest distance I could from him.

The bathroom is so luxurious and spacious, but it still makes me feel extremely cramped and have no place to stand.

Twilight was still getting closer to me little by little, and even though he knew that I was dodging constantly, he almost stuck the whole thing against the wall, but he still didn't give up. It wasn't until I really took the last step backwards that he suddenly stretched out his arms and wrapped them around my waist, and I was so the soles of my feet that I slipped a little and threw myself into his arms.

The distance that had been carefully maintained was now completely gone. My two hands were also firmly attached to his back in search of support, wet, but they felt good, strong and solid, and the lines were obvious.

Realizing that I was thinking of this, I blushed and struggled to get out of his arms.

His arms seemed to be on the ground, but the strength was appropriate, and I struggled, but I could only raise my head to meet his eyes, and the next second, I could only dodge.

"I ......" I bit my lower lip, my cheeks were a little hot with shame, but fortunately I was drenched in water, and my whole body did not burn, I was really not used to such a naked and honest meeting, and muttered that I wanted to refuse, and finally I didn't know what to say, so I simply closed my eyes and did whatever he wanted.

He sensitively caught the change in me, clamping my chin with one hand, forcing me to tilt my face up, "Keep your eyes open." It was an order, not as unrefusable as usual, but the soft voice made me even more uneasy, and I couldn't help but do what he said.

At this moment, the water sprinkled on his cheeks, and he did not dodge, but looked at me in a daze, and there was nothing else in his eyes. "Don't reject me again. The thin lips opened slightly, and the sound of the rushing water quickly drowned out the sound, and I looked at the face in the waterline in a trance, a little blurry, but also real.

His hand gently caressed my back, rubbing it as if it were nothing, and a gentle kiss had landed on my lips.

The water hit his shoulder, and a few drops flew to my cheek, and I opened my eyes to look at him, a little strange, but sinking more and more.

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