Chapter 153: I've Changed
This is a book, because the things in the carton are placed in a mess, and a corner is opened, revealing a more delicate font inside, which is Sister Xue's.
I picked up the book suspiciously, the book is a little old, the paper is slightly yellowed, obviously a little old, I opened the book to see, and was immediately attracted by the content inside, it was actually Sister Xue's diary!
Sister Xue has a habit of keeping a diary?
I suddenly wondered a little, I have lived with Sister Xue for so long, and I didn't find that Sister Xue had this habit, could it be that she secretly memorized it behind my back, I read it down, and then I found that this diary was really old.
The start date of the diary was a few years ago, and the first page was actually recorded when Sister Xue was admitted to college, and I didn't know Sister Xue at that time.
"I didn't do well in the college entrance examination, I couldn't get into a good school, I didn't expect it to be bad here, although it was only a small county ......"
I never thought that I would actually see Sister Xue's diary a few years ago, and when I read it, I found that there are many, many records here, once a day since Sister Xue entered college.
And Sister Xue's story has just begun here......
"I went out with my roommates to hand out flyers today, I was so tired, and I had to send them out for a week. ”
"The boss who handed out the flyers was really disgusting, he sent out flyers for a week, saying that we were lazy and didn't give money, and Sister Xia said that she would go to him tomorrow to theorize. ”
"That boss was so obscene, he actually said that I would give money for one night with him, I slapped him angrily and left, and I did a week's work in vain. ”
I looked at Sister Xue's diary, Sister Xue's words are very simple, but it touches my heart, her college life seems to be projected in front of my eyes, I vaguely remember Sister Xue at that time, pure and beautiful, full of vitality, I'm afraid a man will be moved.
Looking at the diary, I couldn't help but scold the boss mentioned in Sister Xue's diary, greet his whole family tree, and actually want my favorite Sister Xue to accompany him for one night, and take the salary and don't pay it, what a scumbag!
I tried to calm down, and then looked down, and for the next week, there was no important information, recording the bits and pieces of my life until ......
"Muzi fell in love, he was with our squad leader, he didn't come back last night, and when he came back today, he went straight to the dormitory, and they went to open the room yesterday. ”
"The boss found me again, and I told Sister Xia about it, and Sister Xia was very angry and said that she was going to find him to theorize. ”
"Sister Xia cried inexplicably today, and several of our sisters comforted her and asked her what was wrong, but she refused to say. ”
"Sister Xia told me, she went to the boss to theorize, the boss said that the money was put at home, go to his house, Sister Shan was forced by him, I hurt her ......"
"Sister Xia was wrapped ......"
My hands were trembling, I couldn't believe all this, scolding that boss was a scumbag, actually doing this kind of thing, and I could even feel her self-blame from Sister Xue's words, Sister Xue should have felt very uncomfortable at that time.
For the next nearly a week, Sister Xue didn't record anything, I don't know what happened during this time, but when Sister Xue recorded again, the contents of the diary made me angry.
"Sister Xia also helped the boss to persuade me today to let me be his lover, but I didn't agree. ”
Grass, I scolded angrily, I didn't expect Sister Xue to encounter this kind of thing, I was so angry that I even scolded the person named Sister Xia, I was a little pitiful when I was strong, but I was wrapped up by that person afterwards, and I can't blame others, I was simply willing to fall, and most importantly, I actually came to instigate Sister Xue.
I always thought that those lace news would only appear in the newspaper news, Sister Xue actually experienced it herself, I couldn't help but worry about Sister Xue, and couldn't help but look back.
"Shanshan was pregnant, she didn't have a boyfriend, so I asked me to accompany her to the hospital. ”
"Shanshan was also wrapped up by that person, it was made by Sister Xia, I feel that Sister Xia has changed. ”
"Sister Xia came to me again, I'm a little scared, Sister Xia has become so terrible now, she does everything for money, and often doesn't go home at night, I heard Shanshan say that Sister Xia is doing part-time work, sometimes more than one ...... a night"
"I found a house outside and was ready to go out to live. ”
Sister Xue is recording day by day, my heartache is watching, I finally know why Sister Xue goes out to live, the girls who live outside are either for graduate school entrance examinations or live with their boyfriends, and Sister Xue does not belong to any kind, I now completely understand.
Everyone has their own luck and misfortune, I don't know what the ending will be after Sister Xia, Shanshan and Muzi mentioned in Sister Xue's diary, but I feel very sad, maybe all this was doomed from the beginning, the boss coveted Sister Xue's beauty and threatened Sister Xue, Sister Xia wanted to get justice but was forced, so that everything that followed.
As for that Shanshan, Sister Xue didn't mention much, but said that she was instigated by that Sister Xia and became someone else's junior, as for Sister Xia, she chose to fall for money, constantly catering to different men, and embarked on a road of no return.
I continued to read, and it wasn't long before I found my track in my diary.
"I had a boyfriend, but I didn't like him. ”
"The man next door is so fierce, he always beats his son, every time I hear a child crying, I feel so pitiful, should I help him. ”
"I couldn't bear it, this kid is so pitiful, when I brought him back, he was covered with scars and scars, and the belt was drawn, I asked him his name, and he refused to say it at first, and then told me that his name was Yang Zhi. ”
"Xiaozhi, this kid doesn't sleep honestly, he always touches my chest, it's strange, it's obviously a child, I actually feel so ashamed. ”
"I took a bath with Xiaozhi today, he touched my side, and I had a very strange feeling......"
I looked at this, my body trembled involuntarily, these things even I don't remember very clearly, now I see it, it seems to have been experienced again.
It turned out that it was not a coincidence that Sister Xue rescued me, but a decision made after being entangled, a female college student who was alone, how kind she was to be able to do this, but because of my cowardice.
Next, for a while, Sister Xue didn't record anything, but later, a paragraph appeared in the diary, "I'm not clean anymore." ”
I grabbed the paper of the diary so hard that I made a piercing grinding sound, and my heart was like a knife, and my heart hurt so much that I even wanted to cry.
I know that Sister Xue at that time had been ...... by my father
"I moved back to the dormitory, last night Sister Xia took Shanshan to the bar, I also followed, I saw the man again, sitting with Sister Xia, but he kept touching me with Sister Xia behind his back, I didn't dare to scream, I was afraid of being discovered. ”
"That man was too good, he came to me with Sister Xia and Shanshan behind his back, and told me that he dumped Sister Xia and Shanshan, and wanted to wrap me up, and I scolded him. ”
"Shanshan dropped out of school, I blamed myself, I asked Sister Xia what happened, Sister Xia refused to say. ”
"I had a fight with my boyfriend, I broke up, the man came to me, I rejected him, I was scared of that. ”
"Passing by there today, I didn't see Xiao Zhi, where did he go, I feel so guilty. ”
"Last night, Sister Xia brought a boy to the dormitory, Sister Xia called him the third brother, they did it in front of me, in the middle of the night, I felt someone climb into my bed......"
"I'm so dirty, I actually had a relationship with two men. ”
"The boss came again last night, his surname is Shao, I hate him, but I don't know why, I went out with him. ”
Seeing this, my heart trembled fiercely, I looked at all this in disbelief, and suddenly I knew something, could it be that this man surnamed Shao is an old man?
Grass, it turned out to be this bastard!
As soon as I thought of the old man's hypocritical face, I felt angry, it turned out that Sister Xue and the old man knew each other like this, my hands trembled fiercely, and I kept asking in my heart, why did Sister Xue go out with the old man.
I'm so angry, this diary records Sister Xue's college career, and the old man is the line that runs through the entire university, from the beginning of the part-time meeting, staring at the prey of Sister Xue, it seems that all this is doomed.
Before I knew it, I realized that there was no record in the back of this diary, and only the last one was left, and there were only three words.
"I've changed!"