"My dad was very angry and angry, he smashed a lot of things, I remember that day, I stood aside and cried, my brother sat on the sofa and didn't say anything, he was also very angry, but he didn't speak, he looked at it coldly, that look, I can't forget it in my life, do you know that kind of disgust and disgust and cold eyes?" Ni Ziwen looked up at Tang Jian and asked.

Tang Jian didn't speak, she really understood too much. She endured this look for six years.

Ni Ziwen breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Then, I was taken away by my dad that day and never came back, and the relationship between my dad and my brother was even worse." ”

"When he goes to the United States, I sneak away to see him, but I don't let him find out. Oh, my passport is in my dad's possession, and I can't leave the country without his permission. Ni Ziwen explained: "But you must be curious why I know my brother's itinerary. ”

He looked at Tang Jian proudly and said: "I secretly watched in my dad's study, in fact, my dad also cares about my brother, my dad knows what my brother does, but don't get me wrong, it's not surveillance, I just want to know what he's doing, sometimes, my dad often looks at my brother and ...... Belch...... In a daze with pictures of my brother's mom. ”

Tang Jian nodded in understanding, she believed that no matter what she did, her grandfather would also know that it had nothing to do with privacy, but the care of the elders.

"However, my dad never said it, their personalities were too extreme, my dad was also a man in the shopping mall back then, my brother was out of the blue, his temper was even more unpredictable, and in addition, my brother hated my dad, so they never spoke properly. ”

"But...... I really love my brother so much, I'm just such a brother......" Ni Ziwen's eyes were red, he raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, choked up and said: "Later, in order to get his attention, I deliberately did something that made him hate, even if he beat me, I felt that it was better than ignoring me." ”

Tang Jian looked at Ni Ziwen and was very distressed. He has held back his grievances for so many years, and today he has said it all, and someone can finally listen to him.

Tang Jian sat down beside him and touched his head.

"Wow——!" Ni Ziwen cried.

"I didn't do anything wrong," Ni Ziwen finally couldn't help crying: "Why is he so prejudiced against me." ”

Yes, prejudice.

Tang Jian more or less guessed the inside story.

"My mom wasn't the one who caused her to commit suicide, so why was he so cold to us. Ni Ziwen cried too fiercely, and began to cry and hiccup, very sad.

Tang Jian patted Ni Ziwen's hand on the back......

Ni Sheng's mother...... Is it suicidal?

"My mom...... Also...... Nor ...... Doing something wrong, I'm so ...... Love him......" Ni Ziwen said that he was sad and couldn't cry.

"Sister-in-law...... You...... You know, I ...... I've never ...... I didn't complain about my brother, really...... You have to believe...... I...... I really love him......" Ni Ziwen lay on Tang Jian's shoulder and cried loudly.

This book was first published in Reading Books