A pair of white canvas shoes, stepping on the forest ** covered with fallen leaves, every time I landed, there was a slight friction sound.

In the face of strange or whispering discussions, she left these things behind.

With a blank face facing the sunset that was gradually slanting westward, she walked alone to where she should go, and Wen Ranran, who returned to the bedroom, began to tidy up her things.

In the evening, the tutor will use textbooks, exercise materials, etc., and glance at the time, it is almost four o'clock, excluding the time on the road, she will have almost five hours of work.

"Ranran, are you not eating again?" roommate Zhang Li came in from the dormitory with takeout and handed her the food, Wen Ranran shook her head with a smile when she saw this: "No need, thank you Lili, I have to rush to work part-time and come back to talk in the evening." With that, he hurried away with his schoolbag on his back.

Seeing this, Zhang Li muttered: "When did you come back at eleven or twelve o'clock, everyone slept ......"

"Lili, Ran Ran is out again, did you give her food?" another shadow walked into the bedroom.

"Tang Xinyue, do you say that Ran Ran is a magic barrier? Now she goes out to work part-time every day! Every time she comes back late, is she ......" Zhang Li said with some concern.

Tang Xinyue was also worried when she heard this: "It's very abnormal, it's been more than half a year, and Ran Ran hasn't been normal." ”

"But isn't it, it's all to blame on the person surnamed Chen, if it weren't for him, Ran Ran wouldn't have become like this, it's been so long, Ran Ran hasn't come out yet, hey!" Zhang Li sighed.

"What is the situation in the world, we Ran Ran are too serious, she was not like this before, she broke up and broke up, and she didn't break up with the surnamed Song before?"

"Can the man surnamed Song be compared with the one surnamed Chen? People can crush him to death with a single hair, if it is me, such a good male ticket will be divided, and he will also remember it, and regret not being at the beginning." ”

"You just continue to be nymphomaniac, be careful I tell your old king. ”

"Just tell me, it's not that he doesn't know that Chen Sen, hey, why did he suspend his studies? I heard that there is very little news of him in the entertainment industry now, I still like his plays, handsome and outrageous!"

"Vulgar, superficial! Ran Ran is like this, you still like people, it's really ......"

"Oh, I'll just talk about it, okay, don't talk about him, I'm going to review, I'm going to take the exam in two days, I'm annoyed. ”

……

At this moment, Wen Ranran was already standing in the subway car to Mingxia District, looking at himself in the mirror attentively, the originally round face has now become a pointed melon seed face, which looks much more beautiful.

But there was still a melancholy and sadness in the depths of those eyes, and the constricted brow seemed to be like an unbreakable knot, and there was something that had been blocked in her heart, hard to forget, and she didn't want to forget.

Is he okay? Does he think of me? Where is he now?

She looked at the delicate profile photo of the man on her phone, and fell into a reverie, sometimes when she has it, she wants to give it up for various reasons, and when she loses it, she tries to have it.

At this moment, Wen Ranran's mood is so contradictory, because she has been in a contradictory psychological state for hundreds of days and nights after a man broke up.

Reason told her that she should let go, and feelings told her not to forget this man.

"Silly Xiao Ran, what do you think again?"

"Silly ......"

……

There will always be a whisper in my ears to echo some of the words he has said, thinking of the touching and happiness he brought to her when he was by his side, the sweetness when he was in love, the inseparability when he was separated, and finally turned back without hesitation.

And in the end, it was she who chose herself, which also made Wen Ranran haunted all the time, why did she give up at that time? Why didn't she hold on to him?

The two could have been together forever, but she really couldn't accept some things at the time, and now that she thinks about it, these seemingly uncompromising ideas are worth mentioning compared to tormenting thoughts and attachments.

When she gritted her teeth and persuaded herself to go to him countless times, the original mobile phone number was down, and he was seen on the news hugging another woman who looked more beautiful and better than her.

Compared to Lin Meiru, Wen Ranran felt that he was as tiny as the most humble floating dust in the air, and he might have forgotten her......

So she really decided to face a new life and try to accept a new relationship, but the slender figure in her mind was like a shadow.

I can't help but compare him with other men, and then there is a desperate gap, one is a man, the other is a boy, even if he is excellent in appearance, he can't fill the gap in connotation.

The person with a good personality is not as handsome as him, the handsome is not as interesting as him, interesting and handsome, but she still can't pass her own level.

So after rejecting many suitors, she simply decided to be single to the end, and never settled, at least before she met a man comparable to him, Wen Ranran really didn't plan to start a new relationship in order to forget someone.

In the final analysis, her personality and thinking are all very traditional girls, but it's a pity that she met a Chen Sanmu, and when she met Sanmu, she was mistaken for life.

Could it be a mismatch between the eight characters or a mismatch in the constellations?

Wen Ranran began to make excuses for her decision at that time, and in the end, she was defeated by herself, and in a trance, she arrived at her site.

After getting off the station, she hurried to a tutoring facility and started working.

In fact, it only assists some primary and secondary school students with their homework, and the salary of one-on-one tutoring is also very considerable, with an average of more than 100 yuan per hour.

Of course, the reason why she goes back every day is because she tutors not just one student, but four!

"Teacher Ran Ran. When a little girl saw her coming, she shouted sweetly.

"Wenwen came very early today. But when she saw the innocent child, she also forgot her own thoughts for a while and began to concentrate on tutoring students in terms of schoolwork.

She is very patient and does not lack kindness, coupled with her excellent appearance, she is currently the most sought-after tutor in this training institution, although she has not yet graduated, the head of the institution has invited her to hire her with a high salary.

However, she was rejected by Wen Ranran, obviously she would not work here for a long time, and she worked so hard part-time just because she needed a lot of money.

At least the money will allow her to fly to the country across the ocean, because he is there, like the song.

For you, I used half a year's savings to come across the ocean to see you......

She just wanted to know an answer, at least for the rest of her life, and she wouldn't regret it for missing out.

The blindness of love made this girl rush in an unpredictable direction like a moth to a fire.

And for all this, the man may not know......