"Hello, Lin Xigu, my close friend of the base, my name is Xu Yinuo, we meet for the first time, please advise."

"Xigu, can I call you that?"

"Xigu, would you like to go to S City with me?"

"Lin Xigu, who allowed you to come to this kind of place!"

"Konishi, are you sure you won't regret it?"

"There is one in front of you, so why bother to go near and far."

As soon as I closed my eyes, all that jumped out of my mind was this, the words were clear, the sentences were complete, and even the expression on the face of the person when he said these words was still vivid.

My name is Lin Xigu, and at the moment I am sitting on a plane leaving R City for another city, going to a place without him and without a person named Xu Yinuo.

Until I was 12 years old, I always thought that I was the happiest and luckiest child in the world, but then, in just one month, my happiness was suddenly shattered, my parents died one after another, and my only brother was far away from the city where I lived.

From the age of 12 to 19, my life was very peaceful, there was no great sorrow and no great joy, but I was not happy, my body and my heart were not free.

Until I was 19 years old, I met a person named Xu Yinuo at school, and my originally boring and gray world became colorful, and I felt how lucky I was to meet such a him, like a beautiful dream, I didn't want to wake up.

It's just that a few years later, this dream was shattered by his own hands, and it turned out that all this was just a short-lived illusion, and everything was just developing according to the script he set.

I didn't accept it, I struggled, I went crazy to break out of this trap, broke with my heart, resolutely took revenge, and finally it was not only him who was scarred, but also my heart.

30,000 miles in the air cut my concern.

"Konishi, do you still love him?" On the eve of leaving, Gu Yansheng's questioning voice overwhelmed me.

Do I still love him? I looked out the window at the blue sky and white clouds and asked myself. If you don't love, how can you hate? It is precisely because of too deep and too devoted love that there will be an unforgettable hatred today. It's just that what about love, and what about not loving. In this scene, he and I are just lonely characters who have been tricked by fate. Now that the play has come to an end and the ending has been decided, it is time for me to leave the scene as a person in the play.

It's better not to see each other than to see each other, with so many grievances and hatreds, so many rights and wrongs, there is no room for maneuver.

If life can be repeated, I hope that I will not meet him again in this life, and now I leave, maybe one day I will come back, maybe there will be no time in the future, I just hope that he can forget me as soon as possible, free himself as soon as possible, and let me be free.

The love is evil, the origin is extinguished, everything is destined, and it is not up to anyone! I used to be a close lover, I will live well, so, please also eat well, sleep well, and, most importantly, love.