Unexpectedly, I really found it. The driver wasn't there, but the conductor was. When the conductor heard that I had come to ransom the package, he remembered me. He smiled and said to me, "It's been so long, I thought you didn't need your bag." ”

"Is the bag still there?" I asked him. "In. Several times I tried to throw it away, and then I saved it in the end. I thought you didn't want your bag anymore. I've had a lot of trouble trying to keep it. ”

"Thank you then." I say. Then the man took my bag out of the car's storage compartment. The bag was already dusty and greasy. I got the bag, paid the man's fare, and went to Aksu.

The place where I got off is still where I was deceived by the packet loss scheme. Once there, everything became familiar. It didn't take much effort for me to find the same site I had found when I first came to Aksu.

However, there were not as many people on that site as before. My eldest brother heard that he was doing farm work, and the big guy and the old man's son who introduced us to the construction site didn't know where they went, and my cousin and cousin-in-law were said to have gone to open a bakery, and my little cousin was driving a tricycle to pull people.

However, the others and my fourth uncle are still there. "And how are you going to survive here?" I asked my brother-in-law. He said: "It's still the boss who used to find us some odd jobs to do, and we can take care of our lives, but we can't make any money." ”

Then I told them about my situation in Yarkand and asked them if they would like to come with me. My fourth uncle has a friend named Zhiping who is quite popular, and he praised me for daring to break through, saying that he wanted to break through with me.

However, my brother-in-law was reluctant to go with me. He said I wasn't reliable. There is nothing wrong with that, of course. If readers and friends read my autobiography from beginning to end, they may also say that I am not reliable.

My sister will definitely tell my brother-in-law what happened to me, will my brother-in-law still have a good impression of me after knowing all the stupid things I did before? So, my brother-in-law didn't want to go with me.

Another reason why he didn't want to go with me was that he heard that my third aunt's old cousin was going home to be the boss, and he wanted to follow Lao Ju. My third aunt has four children, two daughters and two sons.

My eldest cousin was admitted to university and majored in architecture. I heard that he was assigned to Yunyang, Henan Province, and worked as a foreman on a construction site. Now I have negotiated with the engineering team and want to contract a project.

When he took office, the first thing that came to his mind was definitely his younger brother Laoju. It is said that the matter is being negotiated. If that old man can become a contractor, we old watches can at least lead a shift or something.

To a great worker like my brother-in-law, that is even more heroic. For these reasons, my brother-in-law was reluctant to go with me.

Then, I stayed with them for a few more days. During that time, they asked me where I had gone during that time. I said I was picking up scrap to support myself. As for the beatings and all the details, I didn't even mention them. Because I'm afraid that others will look down on me.

Then I told my fourth uncle that I had called, but they wouldn't help me call someone. My fourth uncle told me that the phone number he wrote me was the phone number of an old doctor in a hospital in Aksu. Our old family came here to call people to call people, and after a long time, she was a little annoyed, and she didn't help us call if there was something.

"She would have made me miserable if she didn't help, otherwise I might be a class leader now. Why suffer so many sins in Kashgar? "I think.

"That swallow once sent you a letter." My brother-in-law said to me. "Where?" I asked. "At the old gathering." I went to my old cousin and asked him for the letter. But my old watch said to me, "I lost it." "After listening to Lao Ju's words, I really wanted to punch him to death.

The letter that the swallow wrote to me was my reply to the letter I wrote to her. I wrote a letter to her when I first arrived in Aksu. Then I went to her cousin and cousins, and she happened to give me a letter back, and when I was gone, my relatives opened it and read it.

Now that they have read the new letter, the whispering between me and Yanzi has become an open secret. I remember that I told her in the letter that I wanted to kiss her on the way she sent me to xx but did not dare to kiss her, and she told me in the reply that she actually followed me the opportunity, but I didn't grasp it myself.

When my old cousin told me about this, he not only patted me on the shoulder and said, "Old cousin, old cousin, I have never seen such a stupid person as you, and you don't even know that people give you a chance." Hey, I can't help you! After saying that, his head shook like a rattle. I listened to it and said it, and I didn't say anything.

My relatives called me stupid. Reader, am I stupid?

In a few days, I'm leaving. I don't know why, the Zhiping who once swore that he would go with me when I hadn't left suddenly changed his mind when I left. I couldn't help but be the only one back on the construction site.

When I left, I always felt a little reluctant.

One night when I returned to the construction site, I had a dream that I had come home and went to look for the swallow, who ignored me and turned around and walked away. "Could it be that the swallow wants to change her mind?" The thought of this makes me shudder.

One of the biggest shortcomings of me is that I can't let go of things. Sometimes a little thing will be infinitely magnified in my place, and when I think that the swallow may change my mind, I will desperately associate this matter, and the more I think about it, the more afraid I become.

"The only way not to lose the swallow is to go home." I think. I was going to give her a call first. I remember that before coming to Xinx, the swallow wrote me a phone number of their "Red Sun Hotel", and I decided to give it a try.

However, there was no shop or public telephone hall on the construction site where I was working at the time, so the only way to make a call was to go to a foreman on the construction site. However, he has to charge a minute for a piece of eight.

This kind of charging standard is now called a cheat. However, I have a peculiarity, I never care about how much money I have to do. I'm going to fight a piece of eight too.

I remember it was one night, I dialed that number, and the swallow came. When I told her that the work here was hard and hard to do, she said, "If it's not good, come back." "But I said I didn't have a fare (the reason why I say this is because our construction site said that we won't settle the bill until the end of the year, and we won't pay you if we leave halfway).

As soon as the swallow heard me say this. He said to me on the phone: "I'll go back and discuss with our parents today, and I'll call you back tomorrow." Listening to the tone of the swallow's voice, there didn't seem to be any desire to change his mind or had already changed his mind.

Supposedly, I should have worked on the site until the end of the year. Somehow, however, I panicked. The dream haunted me like a devil, causing me to toss and turn and make it difficult to sleep.

So the next day I dialed Swallow's phone again. Unexpectedly, after receiving the call, the swallow said coldly: "You don't want to come back, your uncle doesn't want you anymore." When I heard this, my heart was half cold, and I thought that something must have happened.

That heart was even more panicked. So I discussed with Liu Binxian and said that I wanted to go home. Liu Binxian said that when I came to the construction site, he told the boss that he would not settle the bill halfway, "If you want to go, you can go by yourself, and I will help you if you want to get money." ”

"But you'll have to help me get some money to go to Aksu. I want to go to Aksu to borrow some fare from my old watch and go home. I said.

Then Liu Binxian promised to help me ask. But when he came back, he told me that the boss said that there was no money. "If I don't have money, won't I make my own way?" I think. Does the reader know what comes to mind?

I remember the last time I went to Aksu, you chatted with my relatives for a few days, and they said that if you really can't find a job, you can go to the Baodi to find a job, 30 yuan a day, all kinds of work, what to plant onions, pick up cotton seedlings, order melon seeds, etc.

Those jobs are all in charge of food and housing, and they are given cash. I decided to use this method to earn money, and then I went to Aksu to borrow money from my cousin. So where to go?

This novel comes from Kanshu.com