Both of us are pampered and want others to accommodate us. She accommodated me when we were siblings, but once we became husband and wife, it was uncertain. Also, marriage indicates that two people want to sleep together, to xx, to xx.

However, I can't imagine what it's like to sleep in the same bed with someone I don't feel like, and although my godsister is also a little coquettish when she expresses the characteristic gentleness of a girl, she can't be attracted to me.

My sister saw this. That Fenglian left me a picture of her when she left my house. The photo was taken of her half-lying on a tree, and the godsister in the photo showed a rare charm.

After reading the photo, my sister said to me, "Jianming, look at how cute Wang Fenglian looks like this!" But I didn't feel it at all. How do you become a husband and wife like us? So, after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to give up this marriage.

However, I really want to vent my dissatisfaction with Fenglian's sister-in-law. Of course, I can't find people to scold people. If that's the case, maybe even my godsister will turn against me.

Am I not a literati? I am going to write a letter to Fenglian's eldest brother to explain to her that I am a person with ideals and ambitions.

Because I know that Feng Lian's eldest brother went to college and is considered a cultured person, and if I write to him, he must understand me. But I made another mistake when I wrote the letter. Supposedly, I should only talk about my literary ideals in front of Fenglian's eldest brother.

However, when I write letters to other people's families, I am talking about my own fantasies. At that time, I had fantasized about opening a big company, and I had all the design plans for the company in mind. In retrospect, what I was thinking was a pipe dream under the circumstances.

And I was a very embarrassed person, and I didn't want to send the letter to people in front of others, but found an acquaintance in the Agriculture and Animal Husbandry Bureau where Fenglian's eldest brother worked to help me deliver the letter to him.

I don't know if the eldest brother received the letter, and if he did, what he would think of me, a utopian, and how he would feel, I don't know.

Fenglian, I don't want to chase it, I can't be idle like this. Readers, friends, know who I think of again? Readers who have read the first half of the book know that I took the initiative to break up with Xiaolan for the sake of literature, but later regretted it and went to find someone a few more times.

Although Xiaolan ignored me a few times, I knew that she was not married yet. I always have in my mind the image of her taking me from her aunt's house to our county seat on her bicycle.

I still remember the feeling of being electrocuted when I sat on the back of my bicycle and stuffed her with a red envelope in the back pocket of her butt, and I remember the look in our eyes when we watched a movie in the cinema.

If she still has a little memory, and she just hasn't married, I will go to her again, maybe I can rekindle the old love. I thought to myself.

So, I went to my father to discuss. My father has always complained about Xiaolan, and after saying that, I shouldn't have proposed to break up with others for the sake of literature. So, when I asked to go to Xiaolan again, my father agreed.

However, I found so many girls that I almost ran out of money for my family. Even if you still have some money, this is about to be the New Year. No matter how much you save, it will cost you money for the New Year. So, my father said to me, "If you go, let me go, but you can only give me ten dollars."

I thought, ten yuan, ten yuan, anyway, Xiaolan's house is not far from us, can't I go there by bicycle?

However, the weather was very cold in those days, and the old north wind was blowing strongly, so I had no intention of setting off. Finally one day the wind stopped, and the sun smiled again, and although it was still cold, it was just dry. I'm going to go to Xiaolan that day.

After breakfast at home, I got on my bicycle and headed for the county seat. The county seat is about forty or fifty miles away from my home, and under normal circumstances, if you ride a bicycle a little faster or a little more than an hour, you may be there.

However, my family's Flying Eagle bicycle has been bought for almost ten years, and it seems to have lost its teeth. It's a little better to ride on a bad rope, but the worst thing is that it keeps dropping the chain halfway.

In this case, if you change to someone else, you will definitely not be able to come back. However, I have a characteristic of this person, I don't know whether it is an advantage or a disadvantage, that is, once I identify the target of what I do, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of me, I will go to the wind and frost sword.

However, God wants to test me. When I was about to reach the county seat, the wind wire of the bicycle fell down, and the two pedals could not move the chain. I've heard people say that when the bicycle wind wire falls, just soak the urine and water that place.

I don't understand how it works, but this method is tried. So I found a sheltered place and soaked in the windy place. I didn't expect the bike to work so well.

I drove a few miles north from our county seat, and when I felt a terrible pain in my butt, I got off my bike and found a place to rest on the side of the road. After a short break, I got back on my bike and ran forward.

By the time I arrived at a market not far from Xiaolan's village, it was almost noon. I was afraid that when I went to Xiaolan, people might not take care of my food, so I planned to have a meal in their street and county.

I ate a bowl of noodles at a restaurant, then got on my bike and ran to Xiaolan's house. However, when I saw the old house on the edge of the Sand River from afar, I didn't dare to ride any further, so I hurriedly got off my bicycle and pushed it forward.

Why am I like this? It's because of my introverted personality. If I want to say that I came specifically to find people, I should be eager to see them. However, I was afraid to see people.

If that Xiaolan also pushed a bicycle in front of me and walked to my side, I might still avoid her. However, I was so ambivalent at the time: I wanted to meet people, but I was afraid to meet them.

But I have my own ideas. I'm going to find a place on the other side of the Sand River to put my bike away and wait for someone on a road not far from Xiaolan. If I see someone passing by, I can ask someone about Xiaolan's current condition.

In this way, I not only know whether Xiaolan is married, but also avoid the embarrassment caused by me taking the initiative to find someone else if they ignore me.

So I came to the other side of the Sand River. The old tiled house is still there! It used to be just in my dreams! Since the loss of Xiaolan, this house has broken into my dreams many times!

Even today, now, more than 20 years later, its image still lingers in my mind. Yes, I remember that the house stood alone by the Sand River, like a temple, and like the river god of the Sand River.

To the west of the house is an endless wheat field, to the west of the right is a village, which does not look too big, and to the left is more than a hundred meters to the west, and there is another village, which is the village where Xiaolan's home is located.

There I naturally remember, I remember the last time I went to find Xiaolan before going to Chenghai, and went to her house. Her mother and sister-in-law treated me well. Now, more than a year has passed. How are they doing?

I thought crankily as I walked north along the banks of the Sand River. I don't want to cross the Sand River directly to Xiaolan's house, I want to go a little further north and then cross the river again. Because this way you can avoid directly touching Xiaolan.

I walked about 200 meters along the bank of the Sand River, then went down the bank and crossed the river. After crossing the river, I did not dare to walk along this side of the river, so I went west. After walking about three or four hundred meters to the west, I followed the wheat field south.

I was going to walk to the road that was in a straight line with the little orchid's house, and then slowly approach the house.

When I was nervous, frightened, and cautious, and shrunk like a thief to a distance of about ten meters from the house, I saw a little girl dressed in red. The little girl was picking up stones on the ground and playing.

I thought that the child might be a child of Little Lanna, and I sneaked to the door of the house again. However, I didn't see the shadow of Xiaolan and Ji Yuanzhen. At this moment, the little girl suddenly raised her head. God!

The first book of the Book King novel