Lin Xigu will never forget that summer, her mother was seriously ill, and she spent a lot of money but could not snatch her back from the hands of death, but the nightmare did not end there, the second Sunday after her mother left, she received a call from the hospital saying that her father had been in a car accident and was currently resuscitating, but when she and her brother rushed to the hospital, the doctor told them that her father had left them forever.

In the next few days, people came to the house one after another, Lin Xigu and Lin Donglai were still young at that time, and they couldn't even recognize people, some were distant relatives, some were friends of their parents, and all the aftermath was also handed over to others to take care of.

A few days after his father's funeral, several uniformed policemen came to the door, and it was also on that day that Lin Xi Gu Zhilu said that his father was in a car accident because he accepted bribes and absconded in fear of crime.

Since the death of his parents, Lin Xigu felt that his world had fallen apart, and his brother, who had lived together for 12 years, was also picked up by his grandparents who lived in the north, and the night before leaving, Lin Donglai hugged her and cried bitterly, saying, "Xiaoxi, you wait for me, I will definitely come back." ”

They chatted until late at night, and then, after her brother fell asleep, she sat alone in the yard all night, and then took the bus back to her hometown in the countryside at dawn the next day.

She didn't want to see her brother leave her anymore, she had already sent too many people away in the past few days, almost her entire world. At only twelve years old, she grew up almost overnight.

Although she has lived with her family in a big house in the city since she was ten years old, this is her only home, this is the place where she grew up, it is called Maple Grove, because this place has a large maple forest, and when she was a child, she used to play hide and seek with her brother in this forest.

Lin Xigu and Lin Donglai's half-brother and sister, Lin Donglai's mother is a northerner, the family is in business, and married Lin Yu despite the opposition of his parents, that is, Lin Xigu's father, when he gave birth to his brother Lin Donglai, he died because of dystocia, and later, four years later, Lin Yu remarried, and there was Lin Xigu.

Originally, Lin Donglai's grandparents had already complained about Lin Yu's remarriage, but after all, their daughter had left, and they couldn't say anything, and Lin Donglai wanted to stay in the south, but now, the situation is different, Lin Yu is dead, and they have more reason to take Lin Dong away, as for Lin Xigu, an "outsider", it is naturally impossible to leave with them.

In just a few days, the laughter and noise of the two brothers and sisters in this forest in the past still seem to be wafting in their ears, but people don't know that the road is thousands of meters apart.

That day, Lin Xigu stayed in that forest until the next morning, which is strange to say, as long as it was dusk, she didn't dare to stay in this forest anymore, because she always felt that the suburbs at night were so terrifying, and she couldn't even accompany her brother, but on this day, she was not afraid at all, probably because there was nothing to be afraid of.

The people she loves and the people who love her, she has lost them one after another, and there is nothing to lose anymore, so naturally there is nothing to be afraid of.

When she returned home, Lin Xigu saw her aunt, and she couldn't help but be a little strange, because this aunt usually had no contact with their family, and I heard that she had been at odds with her mother very early.

When the aunt saw her coming back, she lowered her body to look at her and asked, "Xiaoxi, is it okay to go home with me, Xiaoxi will live with her aunt in the future, okay?"

Lin Xigu didn't say yes or bad, just silently returned to his room and began to pack his clothes. Sooner or later, the house would be repossessed, and the house in the countryside would have been sold long ago, so she had no choice but to follow her aunt home.

I saw it again, I only lived in my new home for two years, and I saw it again, Lin Xigu before he was twelve years old, before leaving, Lin Xigu took a look at the compound after the most.

The aunt's family has no children, so the aunt has no opinion on Lin Xigu's arrival. Their home is also in the city, but it is just a simple commercial house, there is no yard, and the location is not as good as her own home, but all this is enough for Lin Xigu, it is much better than sleeping on the road.

Because she is under the fence, Lin Xigu always lives cautiously and does not let herself make any mistakes, and sometimes she is even glad that her aunt has no children, otherwise, no one will give a good face to a person who suddenly intrudes into her life and wants to share everything with herself.

However, fate often likes to play tricks on people, and even if Lin Xi cares about how much she lives, some troublesome things will still find her.

When he was about to graduate from high school, according to the regulations, fresh graduates had to have a physical examination, and Lin Xigu was unfortunately found to have a tumor in his brain. She didn't dare to tell her aunt that she secretly saved money to go to the hospital for a check-up, and the result was benign, a little relieved, but the doctor told her that she still had to have surgery to take it out, otherwise it would still be life-threatening in the future.

In those days, Lin Xigu could hardly sleep, turning over and over in her mind was full of this matter, the operation costs money, and it is a lot of money, these years, Lin Xigu didn't even dare to let herself catch a cold, and sometimes she gritted her teeth and passed with a small illness, but now, she really didn't know what to do, until the head teacher notified her parents.

After the aunt took her home that day, she didn't say anything, and after making a phone call back to the room, she took Lin Xigu in her arms and scolded her, "You kid, what do you think?

Lin Xigu looked at her aunt's reaction, and didn't know what to say, so she could only let her lead her to the hospital.

"Auntie, it doesn't hurt, really. If he hadn't been found out suddenly, he really wouldn't have known that he had such a thing in his head, after all, it didn't hurt or itch.

The aunt glanced back at her, and said angrily, "You still say, you kid, why are you so worry-free?" Although the tone was very serious, the meaning of concern was overflowing, and that day, Lin Xigu's mood was exceptionally good.

Lin Xigu took a year off from school, failed to take the college entrance examination, went to the best brain hospital in Beijing for surgery, and when he came back, it was the end of August, so he went to school without a few days of rest at home.

Although Lin Xigu usually doesn't talk much, he doesn't have any friends, and because he has just had brain surgery, his hair hasn't grown yet, and he wears a hat to class every day. But Lin Xigu's grades were surprisingly good, and many people in the school called her a freak behind her back, so the next summer, it was not surprising that she was admitted to the best university in R City, and it was also one of the best in the country.

This incident made the aunt happy for several days, and she dragged her around every day, and when she met people, she said that her niece was the champion of R City. At that time, Lin Xigu was still a thin little girl with short ear-length hair and a height of only 156, and when she heard those people's praise for her, she didn't know how to respond, so she could only giggle vigorously.

Other people's summer vacation in their third year of high school is either traveling or partying everywhere, but Lin Xigu is busier than usual when he goes to school.

Although R University is good, it is a private school, and the tuition fee is naturally expensive, and the aunt means that she wants her to live at home, which is quite close anyway, and she can save money for accommodation.

But Lin Xigu has her own plans, she wants to live in school, school life is incomplete without roommates, this is known in high school and junior high school, the reason why she didn't have a friend in middle school, her own personality is certainly a problem, but for their class, she, the only day student in the class, is also a strange existence, no time to contact, no time to get along, how can she and others have a common language, how can there be friends?

There is another important reason, I don't know if she has too much heart, she always feels that the eyes of her aunt are wrong, several times she inadvertently looks up and sees him staring at herself, that look should not be the look of the elders looking at the juniors, but, after a few years, there is nothing else to do, but it is better to be careful, she is a sensitive and suspicious person, so this time, if there is a chance, she still wants to move out of that house.

In order to save money for her accommodation, she has to work three jobs a day, and after more than two months, she calculates that she can probably earn an extra 6,000 yuan, and then do a part-time job or something after the start of school, basically there is no problem. Thinking of this, Lin Xigu couldn't help but smile, it turned out that the feeling of earning money with his own hands was like this.

Of course, there were some unpleasant things during this period, she had a job in a holiday hotel, and was harassed by a male customer at a masquerade party, but fortunately a kind person saved her at that time, but because she was wearing a mask, she didn't see his appearance, and she didn't even say anything about Xie Luxie.