Shen Mohe thought that although he stayed in the classroom all day to study, he was not the kind of boy with a weak body, but now no matter how much he pushed, he couldn't push Qian Shuoye in front of him.

He had a gloomy face, silently enduring the madness of Chishuoye.

It wasn't until he felt Qian Shuoye grabbing his hand and slowly relaxing, that Shen Mohe finally pushed him away.

His face was extremely ugly, and there was even a hint of paleness, but unfortunately he couldn't see it when it was dark, and he looked at Qian Shuoye in an extremely indifferent voice and asked, "Have you made enough trouble?" ”

has been suffering for many days, but in Shen Mohe's eyes, it is a joke, Qian Shuoye changed his good temper in the past, and said in a deep voice: "No! It's not enough, satisfied, right? ”

Shen Mohe paused, looked at him and said coldly: "Crazy! ”

As the words fell, he turned and walked away quickly, as if he didn't want to stay longer for a moment.

But Shen Mohe didn't expect that the next day, he didn't see Qianshuoye, and after four or five days, Qianshuoye still didn't appear.

For the first time, he realized what panic was, so much so that he ran into the head teacher's office before he had time to think about it.

When he heard that Qian Shuoye had gone through the transfer procedures and went abroad, Shen Mohe's heart was empty, and he felt that he seemed to have lost something very important.

Maybe this parting, there will be no time to see each other again.

Thinking of this, Shen Mohe unconsciously reached out and touched his lips.

It's really irresponsible, and after kissing, people leave without saying anything.

After that, Shen Mohe's father found their mother and son after the divorce and took them back.

He thought that he might never have the chance to meet Chisaono again, but unexpectedly, a year after he entered the showbiz, he saw his news on the Internet.

At this time, Qian Shuoye has become a super popular new generation idol in South Korea with his outstanding appearance, optimistic and humorous personality and dedicated attitude.

The corners of Shen Mohe's mouth were slightly raised, and a faint smile appeared on his face, which was quickly fleeting.

If they met again this time, how would Chisaono face him, he began to be curious.

I haven't seen him for many years, but he still has the impression of being open-minded and cheerful, but he has matured a lot and become more attractive.

Although he said that he shouldn't, Shen Mohe actually felt a little relieved.

Later, after Su Tian's incident, Shen Mohe was sure that Qian Shuoye's feelings for him had never changed.

If it weren't for being in a big dye vat like the entertainment industry, Shen Mohe might have talked about everything without caring about anything.

Maybe they had lost each other for too many years, and despite the indifference on the surface, Shen Mohe couldn't push him away from him ruthlessly again.

He couldn't bear to see Qian Shuoye jealous, and when Jiang Linuan reminded him, he sensibly distanced himself from Su Tian.

It may be this kind of intolerance that makes him unable to refuse Chisaono anymore.

Jiang Linuan finished ahead of schedule, and at the finale banquet that day, Qian Shuoye drank too much.

Whether he really drank too much Shen Mohe didn't know, and the night he was carried back to the hotel, Qian Shuoye said a lot of drunk words in his ear.

Shen Mohe was very glad that he was not photographed by the paparazzi that day, otherwise the two of them would not be able to wash it if they really jumped into the Yellow River.

He put Chisaono on the bed and hesitated before leaning over to take off his coat for him.

Just when Shen Mohe got up to hang up his coat, Qian Shuoye reached out and grabbed his arm, and before Shen Mohe could react, he pulled him in front of him as soon as he used his hand.

Shen Mohe...... Don't go ......"

Shen Mohe, who originally wanted to push him away, suddenly stiffened when he heard this.

It was this momentary hesitation that gave Chisaono an opportunity to take advantage of, so that what happened later was taken for granted.

Regret it?

Not.

This man lying under him is the calamity of his life and the warmth of his life.

Shen Mohe didn't stay in his room for the night, because it would probably make everyone suspicious, and he couldn't let Qian Shuoye face any crisis.

Many times, Shen Mohe would thank Qian Shuoye for taking the initiative, because he was not an active person himself.

Su Tian said that as a popular actor, he should not affect his star career for the sake of a man.

She didn't understand that Chisaoye was not just a man in his eyes, but also a person he couldn't forget for many years that he had tried so hard to find.

Now that he has sent it to the door himself, how can he let it go so easily.

When he was sure to be together, Chisakuno asked himself, "Have you ever thought about it, as long as we are in this circle for a day, we may never be able to make our relationship public." ”

Shen Mohe pursed his lips and did not speak.

Of course he knew about it, so he had been hiding his feelings very well all along.

But if it's not made public, won't the outside world know about it?

The answer is of course no, sometimes the nose of media reporters and fans is smarter than a dog, and even if they don't say anything, these people will still guess a thing or two.

When the revelation of Qian Shuoye's coming out was exposed on the Internet, Shen Mohe really secretly sweated, and his agent Lorna forcibly confiscated all the media he used to contact the outside world.

At that time, he was worried that Chishuono would not be able to bear it.

Although the matter was perfectly resolved in the end, Shen Mohe knew better than anyone that it was not a way to go on like this, not to mention whether the relationship between the two people would be affected by these external pressures, Shen Mohe's first thought was that he didn't want Qian Shuoye to be wronged.

That day, Father Shen was very angry, pointed at him and scolded angrily: "What kind of virtue are you like this! Do you know what is said about you outside, and do you know that your father's old face has been lost by you! Shen Mohe I have not agreed with you entering the entertainment industry all these years, but at least you don't have such a shameful thing in this circle, like a man, how do you let me explain to your uncle, and how can you explain to Xiaomo? Yes? ”

Shen Mohe looked at his father lightly, and asked slowly, "Why did that father come back to me and my mother after nineteen years?" ”

Father Shen's eyes widened, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

"I've never felt ashamed to like him, and before you recognized me and my mother, do you know how our mother and son have lived all these years?" Shen Mohe looked at him quietly, "Mother loves you so much, she definitely won't say a word to you." ”

He paused, then continued: "Since I became sensible, my mother has been scolded by my neighbors for being unchaste and unclean, and I have been wearing the hat of an illegitimate child for eighteen years. You keep saying that I don't like to talk like you, do you understand the powerlessness and despair that everyone still looks at you with discriminatory eyes and insults you after countless defenses? ”

Father Shen's face turned pale, and he looked at him speechless for a long time.

"Do you know what it feels like to be discriminated against and rejected by someone in the dark? How can you understand without experience, he is the first person in all these years to say that we are friends, and the person who has been by my side and silently supported me when I was the loneliest and most difficult to hold on. It was the first time in my life that I felt warmth and brightness for more than 20 years, and at that time there was a voice in my heart that kept reminding me that you must leave this person behind, so that he can always illuminate you and warm you. ”

Speaking of this, Shen Mohe smiled sadly, "But I still chose to alienate him when I knew that he had different feelings for me, how painful he would be at that time, so he chose to leave resolutely without even saying goodbye to me." Now, he is finally willing to come back, and even if he has everything, I will not let him go again. ”

That day, Shen Mohe, who has always said a lot only when he reads lines, said a lot in front of his father for the first time, until he said that he was willing to find a suitable time to quit the entertainment industry, and Shen's father, who was shaken, finally nodded and agreed.

When he turned around and left the house, Shen Mohe clearly saw Shen's father turn his head to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

For the first time, he had the idea of forgiveness for his father's neglect of their mother and son for so many years.

Three years later, at the award ceremony of the Feitian Award, he finally stood on the podium like Jiang Linuan in the past, and publicly announced his intention to retire.

After saying this, he couldn't help but curl his lips and laugh.

He remembered that on the way to the award ceremony, Chishirono asked himself nervously, "Have you really thought about it?" Once you retire, it's hard to have a result like today. ”

At that time, he said: "The achievement I want to have the most is you." ”

It was you who came into my world and pulled me out of the darkness, and it was you who gave me a reason to persevere.

So what a beautiful thing it would be to have you by your side every day from good morning to good night in the future.