(011) The martyr was humiliated and died in suicide

(These are not only three "suicide notes" left to the relatives concerned, but also a bloody and tearful accusation against violent and corrupt officials;

After leaving the book, she almost committed suicide, but it was the sincere love and concern in her heart that gave her a new lease of life, but he fell into the trap again- Maybe it's because he hasn't had a good rest and sleep for several days because of anxiety and depression and anger after there was a problem with the student registration file in recent days; or maybe when he had dinner that night, Na Ma Daoran took care of everything in front of his uncle: he took care of the improvement of the student registration file, and asked his uncle to go back to the county to teach with peace of mind; he wanted to listen to the class with peace of mind and wait for him to solve the problem; so that his mind was relaxed and the reason for his sleepiness? In fact, it is even more Ma Daoran, in order to ensure that when sexually assaulting the other party, he will not wake up halfway and spoil the big thing, so he will drug too much in red wine. Therefore, in the bed of the horse thief's bedroom that night, after being tossed like a beast by the other party, he had not yet woken up, so that he slept naked until dawn. She woke up when the first rays of sunlight came in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows of her bedroom the next morning, making her eyes tickle. Suddenly, he subconsciously exclaimed, "It's not good," "I also said that I got up early today, rushed to the guest house to have dinner with my uncle, and then personally sent him to the car.

She hated herself for not telling her roommate in advance, remembering to wake herself up in time, and complaining that her companion didn't wake herself up when she got up early in the morning to? Because in her hazy consciousness, she always felt that she was sleeping in the women's bed that night. But no, why can't I remember what time I came back last night, and I don't remember how my classmates cared about her when she came back?

Thinking of this, she suddenly shuddered, "Didn't she go back to the women's dormitory at all last night? So where did she sleep all night? Where is it now?" In shock, she immediately got up and looked around: No, this is the women's dormitory where she has lived for three years? Judging from these familiar furniture, isn't it clearly the bedroom of the horse department? She remembers clearly that when the ex-wife of the horse office, Aunt Lu, came to visit when she was sick, the other party was lying on this big bed, and there were still these high-end furniture around! But why did she live here? After sending my uncle to the guest house last night, Ming and Qing insisted on going back to the women's dormitory in the class! Ah, I finally remembered that I was going to send my uncle to the guest house last night, and I also wanted to get out by the way and go back to the women's dormitory, so as not to give the ill-intentioned surname Ma any chance. Of course, for the sake of vigilance, he could excuse himself on the grounds that he was unwell, but his uncle, who had always been sincere to others, helped him to help him stay and help him complete the room. This is the authentic French red wine that a friend brought back from abroad, and drinking a glass before going to bed will help you sleep." Thinking of this, she suddenly felt that her lower body was itchy and accompanied by a slight pain, and she subconsciously lowered her head to touch it, but this surprise was not trivial: it turned out that she had been naked! How could this be? Since I can remember, although she lived in the countryside, her mother, who was poor but did not forget to strictly discipline her girls, never allowed herself to sleep naked at night; even if the weather was hot in summer, no matter how bad the conditions for preventing heatstroke and cooling down at home were. Therefore, from childhood to early in the morning, I will develop a good habit of sleeping in autumn clothes at night; sometimes I have just taken a bath and try to sleep naked half the time, but I am not used to it! But last night I actually -- what the hell happened? Combined with the fact that I suddenly felt itchy and slightly painful in my lower body, I lifted the towel quilt on the original cover and subconsciously looked down to see that on the originally white sheet, there was a patch of red, very much like a red flower that had just bloomed. She had already heard the elders of the adult women say that the first night of the bride and the groom was to see the red, which proved that the newlywed wife was originally a "virgin"; that was this kind of "red"! In this way, the cup she inadvertently drank last night must have been the wine that Ma Daoran had drunk with sweat medicine? And he raped himself after he fainted from the medicinal wine; and I don't know what else he did to me? Thinking of this, Arlene suddenly felt her stomach churning, nausea in her throat and eyes, and a burst of nausea, she quickly put on the pajamas that had been stripped off and put aside, ran barefoot into the bathroom in the bedroom, and vomited "choking" on the toilet; not only vomited all the meals she ate the night before, but even vomited out her own bile; but she still felt sick - she suddenly lost her body overnight, which made Ouyang Lin, who had always been arrogant and attached great importance to her reputation for chastity, be frustrated for a while. Looking back on what happened in recent years, even though he tried every possible means to avoid it, he could not escape the fate of being killed, and he also caused his family and aunt to live in peace; he has now lost his life, and spreading the word of disgrace not only ruined his own reputation, but also implicated his family and aunt and parents; and even more felt that he was sorry and shameless to face his boyfriend Zhong Jingliang! Since he was no longer alive, it was better to die. But life can't repay this hatred, and he will not be reconciled in the end. Besides, even if he dies with hatred, he should let his family, aunt and parents, especially his boyfriend Zhong Jingliang, know the reason, so that he can avenge his hatred - thinking of this, Ouyang Lin immediately got out of bed and dressed neatly, and almost rummaged through several drawers of the writing desk before finally finding a stack of manuscript paper and a ballpoint pen. Immediately sit down and write a letter to your parents, family, aunt, and boyfriend Zheng Renjun, and write a letter to each other, including how he was deceived and humiliated, the grievances he suffered, and his bitter hatred for the hypocrite Ma Daoran, and the corruption and bad deeds of the other party that he has mastered up to now. In the letter to her boyfriend Zhong Jingliang, in addition to describing the above plots, you must also pour out the pain of missing and nostalgic for him, and also express the resentment that he could not be united with his original lover because he had lost himself to a thief; The three letters were written in several times. In the middle, he was disturbed by the stalkers of the Ma Dark faction breaking into the house several times, once when the security guards came to deliver milk cakes for breakfast, and several times when they came to pick up trays or deliver drinks. In addition to the occasional interruption when writing a letter, it is even more difficult to write a good letter and send it out.

Because Ma Daoran may be a thief, people have been sent outside the house to keep an eye on Jiandu, and it is difficult to get out. Although he has always believed that he has great power in his hands, he can do whatever he wants in the campus of the 'Comprehensive University'; after all, he is still soberly aware of the Tao, and now after all, he is leading the people to be the masters of the country and rule of law in society, and everything he does is against heaven and human ethics, so he is a thief with a weak heart: first, he is afraid that the victim will go out to denounce the bad things he has done, and thus be examined and punished by the organization; second, he is worried that the victim girl will not be able to think of committing suicide for a while after being humiliated; then he will be legally responsible. Therefore, before leaving for the school meeting, in addition to cleaning and hiding all the knives, ropes, sleeping pills, etc. that can be used for self-cutting, two cleaners and security guards were specially arranged to patrol and stand guard at the door and around the house, and call him immediately if he found anything abnormal.

In addition, after I returned to the provincial capital with my girlfriend and uncle in the same car the afternoon of the previous day, although I decided to go separately: Arlene and my uncle went to Ma Daoran to negotiate and mediate to improve the student file, and I went back to work to find my friend Ji Lu to investigate the corruption case in the Ma Department. But she still couldn't rest assured that Arlene and her uncle would "stop falling into the trap again"? Because I was not at ease, I came to the vicinity of the "Red House Community" early the next morning in an attempt to find some traces of their negotiation activities.

Besides, Ouyang Lin, who was trapped indoors, couldn't think of a way to get out, and after writing the letter, he was afraid that the horse thief would return to search for him, and for a while, he was like an ant on a hot pot, anxiously pacing back and forth indoors. At this moment, the conversation between the female janitor and the male security guard immediately caught her attention.

"Sister Liu, look, there is a boy around there who has been here for a long time, and he has been wandering around there. The male security guard whispered to the female companion. "I think it's very suspicious, did you come to find this person in the house?"

"The horse department gives us the task of keeping an eye on it, being entrusted by people, and being loyal to people, we can't be careless. But the woman whispered to her companion. "I think you'd better go over and ask, it's best to keep him out of here. Although the conversation between the two was very low, Arlene still listened to it. She suddenly rejoiced in her heart: This must be her boyfriend Jing Liang, there is no doubt that she wants to inquire about the results of the negotiations here. He knew that—but no matter what I said, it was a good time for me to get out and deliver the letter. At this moment, I clearly heard the security guard arguing maliciously with the boy who was wandering, it seemed that the two were pushing each other in the dispute, the security guard was pushed down by the other party, and the cleaning lady saw that her companion was at a loss, and in a panic she forgot her duty to mark people, and also rushed to help—at this moment, I deliberately led the fire to the female worker and said: "What, you want to bully people? This red house is not under your jurisdiction three feet away, even if you are the last two people, who is afraid of you?" I deliberately shouted loudly obviously to let Arlene listen. The two female security workers didn't know what to do, and after being provoked, they rushed forward together and jumped forward to push with Renjun. Inside, Arlene took the opportunity to quietly escape from the cave—it was noon that day.

On the bank of the Qishui River, where the two of us used to date, the two lovers talked while walking. Through the other party's intermittent introduction to the situation while sighing, and took the letter written in advance for me to read; the original emotions were already out of control, and I wanted to go to the school council to find a thief to avenge my girlfriend, but I was worried about Arlene's personal safety, afraid that once I left, the other party would really find a short-term view. So, temporarily suppress the anger full of hatred and solve the other party's ideological problems first.

"Okay Arlene, you're still a junior in college, and you've spent a lot of time in the library in your spare time over the years! Where did you use all the knowledge you learned more than the other students?" I said while holding back my excitement, I suddenly turned forward to meet my girlfriend. "Even the saying 'stay in the green mountains, not afraid of no firewood' has been forgotten. Of course, it is absolutely unbearable to be sexually assaulted by a hypocrite, especially for a female college student who has always been arrogant and attaches great importance to honor, and it is more unbearable to be stabbed in the back than to be stabbed in the back. But have you seriously thought about it, what is the great shame of a man who was robbed of his country by the enemy, embezzled the country, and ravaged his compatriots and the common people? And this humiliated and violated was not only the king of a great country, but also Goujian, the king of Yue, who was once one of the five hegemons of the Spring and Autumn Period. But who recommended me to read the book "Lying on Salary and Tasting Courage"? Are we just thinking it is lively and interesting, just reading it casually, but when it comes to implementation, we are duplicitous?"

Hearing this, the junior girl Ouyang Lin immediately stopped, looked at her boyfriend and looked straight at her, as if it had taken a long time to wake up and muttered: "Good Jingliang, I was suddenly sexually assaulted by gangsters, as a like-minded boyfriend who has been in love for two years, don't you hate it and don't care?"

"I suddenly heard that my like-minded girlfriend was sexually assaulted by a gangster overnight, if I don't hate it and don't care, it means that I am not a normal man. I also stopped, and looked at my girlfriend with burning eyes and said emotionally. "But I hate the villain who sexually assaulted you, but I care if you can get out of this shadow as soon as possible. We have watched the Kunqu opera "Peach Blossom Fan" and the Peking opera "Du Shi Niang"; Li Xiangjun Liu Ru Du Shi Niang and others in those plays, as a generation of famous prostitutes, they don't know how many gentlemen have been played with, but they are all like pearls in the mud, once the mud is wiped off the stain, they are still shiny. I believe that Ouyang Lin, who was once a high-minded 'talented woman', will never fall to Lingyun's ambition because of a fall. ”

"Your quotations from scriptures and circumstantial evidence have blown away the dark clouds on my soul. You can rest assured, if I can't think about it anymore, I'm really sorry for anyone. Arlene said convincingly. "But there is one thing: since you enlightened me, I will listen to you, but I have a word of instruction, and you must also listen. ”

"Good. You say. I immediately agreed very happily. "Hey, don't say a word, even if it's a hundred or eighty sentences, it's worth it in exchange for the long-term health and stability of my heart. ”

"As the saying goes, 'it's never too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years'; not to mention that we are all still young, and the road is still long; don't be angry for the sake of avenging me, but ruin your own good future; it is not cost-effective to fight with a gangster who originally had an incurable disease. ”

"Good. As long as you think about it, no longer depressed, I will listen to you. In order to stabilize my girlfriend first, I readily agreed again. "Yes. 'It's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years'. Let's put a long line and prepare to catch a big fish; when the corruption and bad deeds of the dog official are almost investigated, at least it is estimated that it will be enough to remove him from his post and investigate and deal with it, and then we will attack him in a group, and strive to take him down in one go. ”

However, in order to stabilize the other party's position and no longer think about it, I said sincerely in front of Arlene that I would not be emotional; but after going back to bed and resting that night, it was always difficult to fall asleep, and my girlfriend's full of resentment at being bullied was always difficult to calm down; although "it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years", after the materials are neat, there will always be a time to settle accounts with that villain, but at the moment, if you don't have some evil anger for the time being, it will always be difficult to sleep and eat; therefore, in the middle of the night, the ideological struggle still makes a bold decision - so the next night, the huge "comprehensive large" The school yard immediately spread a large number of foreign news: "Ma Daoran, the director of the school's personnel department, was walking on the bank of the Qishui River that night, he was suddenly beaten by three masked people from unknown sources and is now treating his injuries in the hospital"; but only one day later, another news came out: The suspect who violently beat the school's personnel director Ma Daoran a few nights ago, Zhong Moumou, a student of the "12th and fifth classes" of the Chinese Department, has been controlled by the school security department, and it is said that the student is avenging his sexually assaulted girlfriend. This case is currently under investigation, and it will soon come to light - as a result, the huge "comprehensive university" campus has another turmoil and ripples-