Chapter 5: Love and Hate

I haven't had time to change the auspicious clothes on my body, and I hurried all the way to the Canghua Palace, and the skirt rings were staggered and made a messy and crisp sound, attracting a lot of side eyes.

"Jing Hong!" panting and running to the Canghua Palace, no one answered in the main hall, and I rushed straight to the dormitory, only to see Bi Yu in a coma on the bed, Jing Hong and Zhizhi were standing on the bed, and there was still Shen Zhan standing next to him.

Shen Zhan's white clothes were soaked, his black hair was loose and damp, and his sideburns were clinging to his handsome cheeks, and no one was more beautiful than him when he was embarrassed.

"Why are you here?" I looked at him breathlessly.

"You should ask him. Shen Zhan pointed at Jing Hong, his face was covered with clouds, "I was wandering by the Taiye Pool today, and this woman jumped in front of my eyes." ”

I watched Bi Yu lying on Jing Hong's bed, drowning, and moaning in pain continued to escape from her pale lips. Zhizhi retreated to guard the decoction, and Jing Hong clenched Bi Yan's cold hands, looking like she was not giving up.

I watched the atmosphere in the room stagnate, and knew that it was not the time for me to be entangled with Shen Zhan at the moment, so I ordered the other maids of Canghua Hall to wait for him to change his clothes first.

Shen Zhan froze in place, never moved his footsteps, and looked directly at me: "You go with me." ”

I looked at him with displeasure, but I also knew that such a stalemate between the two would only make the atmosphere in the house worse, so I went to the side hall with Shen Zhan with the other two palace maids.

Shen Zhan stood motionless in front of me, letting the maid change his soaked clothes.

I turned my head away and said, "No matter what happens today, you saved Biyu, and I owe you this favor." ”

Shen Zhan sneered, not shying away from others at all: "What you owe me with high interest month, can you pay it off?"

I was stunned, and the maid sensed the subtle tension in the atmosphere, and hurriedly bowed her head and retreated.

I wanted to go down with the maid, but he grabbed my wrist: "You are avoiding me." "The mouth is quiet and quiet, and the picturesque face is gloomy.

I broke away from his hand and frowned, "I don't want to see you, it's not that I'm afraid of you and I avoid you." ”

He didn't speak, and there were water stains on his cheeks. I thought of the words that made me inexplicably sound on the river that night, when he appeared.

I took two steps back, his eyes dark, and after a while, his tone softened: "That night was my abruptness. ”

I didn't speak, avoiding his gaze.

Seeing that I was silent, Shen Zhan smiled bitterly: "It turns out that we have reached the point where we have nothing to say. If I had known that the Tao would be like this, I would never have let you go. ”

Such a resolute decision, like the Shura hell that I inexplicably remembered on the Canghe River, was like a curse, and it sent chills down my spine.

I was puzzled and said, "I can't remember what happened back then, if I still owe the son of the world, the son of the world will say it." Seeing that his expression became more and more stagnant, he continued, "If you have to force something to do with it, it's just to thank Yan Guo for taking care of him back then." ”

Shen Zhan was silent, and his face was cloudy.

After a long time, he asked me, "Do you really not remember everything that happened that year?"

I listened to what he said, thought about it very carefully for a long time, and shook my head in denial. What is the difference between remembering and not remembering the days when black and white are reversed?

He stepped forward and restrained me with his arms, and no matter how much I struggled, it would be useless.

He clamped my two wrists with one hand and grabbed my hair with the other, and I looked up at him compulsively as I felt pain.

I didn't dare to scream, for fear of attracting others, so I could only bite my lower lip tightly and push aside. He looked at me like a flood beast, and his handsome face was full of fierceness - the corners of his mouth sneered: "Gao Xiyue, since you don't remember, then I'll tell you again now!"

After that, Shen Zhan kissed him fiercely, like a storm. I pursed my lips, but I couldn't free my hands.

He kissed deeper and deeper, and the two of them were close together, and a tide surged in my heart, and I felt like I was about to suffocate......

I closed my eyes tightly, opened my mouth and bit down hard, but he took the opportunity to drive straight in, and his mouth was suddenly filled with a thick blood.

The world began to spin around before my eyes, and I began to feel hopeless, and the cold side hall turned into a thick green shadow before my eyes......

Suddenly the picture of two people falling from the cliff, one red and one white, suddenly flashed in his mind, like two birds with broken wings.

There was a voice that passed through the eardrum in an instantβ€”Ah Yan, you did it on purpose.

"Ah Yan......" I came to my senses and muttered to my mouth. That day, in the Changle Palace, it was the same, which frightened Lianxi.

Hearing this, Shen Zhan's body shook, and he let go of his grip on my hands.

I took the opportunity to break away from him, wiped my reddened lips, looked up and asked, "Do you know who she is?"

"You ......," he said, with a strange expression.

"County Lord, why are you here......" Just as Shen Zhan was about to speak, Zhizhi's voice suddenly sounded outside the window, and I was instantly stunned in the room, and Zhizhi was still asking outside the window: "County Lord, are you here to find the princess?"

My right eyelid jerked, and before I could open the door and rush out, I heard the sound of sporadic footsteps running away.

"Where are you going?"

I looked anxious: "Lianxi is here, I'm afraid she was hiding outside just now." ”

"You said that Hudong County Lord Gao Lianxi?" Shen Zhan's eyes showed a hint of impatience, and said, "She will follow me wherever I go these days." ”

I expected Lianxi's nymphomaniac, and her boldness was no less than mine, "Lianxi misses you, don't you know the way?"

"She's never seen me......, so why should she say it?" he said, "what does it have to do with me?"

I was worried about Lianxi in my heart, and Bi Yu was still unconscious, and I didn't know how to communicate with him about this problem at the moment, so I just stepped out of the side hall in a hurry.

Zhizhi was just outside the door, and I walked up and asked, "Was it Lianxi just now?"

Zhizhi nodded, seeing that I was going to pursue, she wanted to stop her: "Princess, Biyu has just woken up, you better go and persuade her first." After that, his expression was very solemn.

I was taken aback again and asked, "Bi Yan, ...... this?"

Zhizhi sighed: "I heard that His Royal Highness the Fourth Highness found a good family for Bi Yu and wanted to send her out of the palace, but Bi Yu was ashamed and wanted to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river. ”

"Idiot!" I said angrily, "who is she trying to show herself to in this way! How could a clever girl in the past do such a stupid thing!"

"Sister!" Jing Hong stepped out of the hall and walked in front of me with an unkind expression, "Bi Yu has been harmed like this by me, what are you talking about?"

Zhizhi persuaded: "Fourth Highness, the princess is anxious, and you also know that she is doing this for your own good......

"For me?" Jing Hong smiled bitterly, "Who is Bi Yu for? Now that Sister Yuwen has General Yuwen, doesn't she care if others live or die? Have you ever considered Bi Yan's feelings?"

"You!" I tried to calm myself, "haven't you thought about the stakes involved......? You, how do you know the way?"

I said, "From childhood to adulthood, I don't know anything about you? No matter how well she hides her identity, no matter how pleasing she is, there will be a day when she will be exposed! And you, Jing Hong, you are a prince!"

Jing Hong was stunned there, and after a while, his eyes were slightly red and he asked: "Since I was a child, others have told me that I am a prince." Sister, then tell me again, what is a prince? Why don't you even have the right to love someone?"

I was so confused by his question that I didn't know how to answer it.

The corners of Jing Hong's mouth pulled out a dry smile: "I am a prince, a weak crown and a concubine out of the house, and a county king for a lifetime, if I am a little lucky, I will receive a feudal town for a lifetime without worrying about food and clothing, and be at ease...... I can take the daughters of civil and military officials, and I can also accept countless concubines, and everyone in the world can be my wife, but Bi Yu can't! Sister, is this the only way that you are satisfied?! Is it only when Bi Yu dies that you are satisfied?!"

Somehow, my body began to tremble, and my blood instantly rushed to my head, and my right hand was raised violently in anger, cutting through the tense atmosphere, and the wind of my hand fanned Jing Hong's left cheek - "pop-"

A crisp slap sounded, and everyone was stunned.

The atmosphere cooled rapidly, and I looked at my slightly reddened palms in disbelief.

"Your Highness......!"

Jing Hong rushed out of the palace gate in embarrassment, Zhizhi glanced at me who was stunned, and then quickly chased after me.

Shen Zhan leaned against the door next to him, as if watching a good show.

After a while, he said faintly: "Aren't you afraid that someone will jump into the river again?"

I looked at the direction where Jing Hong was going, and knew that it would be okay to have Zhizhi with me, and said, "Let him be." ”

Shen Zhan snorted coldly, got up and left the Canghua Palace.

I regained my composure, straightened my appearance, and stepped into the dark dormitory......