Li Airong smiled and nodded. Then, they were gone. I know things are bad. It is said that I had the idea of disliking Li Airong before, and now I shouldn't be bothered. However, I was jealous.

I asked Li Airong, "Is it okay?" Someone introduced you to a boyfriend. "It's not!" "We're just acquaintances," she said. "You're a liar!" I say. Then I walked to the side with tears in my eyes. Li Airong didn't pay attention to me.

The two of us fought a cold war for a few days. I thought I was squatting on her like this shit, and she probably wouldn't meet the man. Unexpectedly, one day I saw the two of them whispering in a corner of the wall of a building not far from the Henan Hotel.

All I could do was feel a fever at the root of my ears and a swollen head. "Airong!" I was not willing to be defeated by my rival, so I walked to a place not far from them and shouted.

I was pushing a bicycle with a magazine on the back of it with two glittering daggers in it. Because there is no compaction, they all show the tip of the knife. The tips of the two knives stuck out like two thieves and looked at everything around them.

Li Airong immediately ran out when he heard the shout, and the man followed after him. But he only chased a few steps before he stopped, his eyes fixed on the two daggers on the back seat of my bike.

Maybe he thought I wanted to kill him. Actually, he didn't know, I was less daring than him.

I asked Li Airong, "What's wrong?" Changed your mind? Talked to him? When Li Airong heard this, tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes: "Xiaojian, I don't know what I should do?" My heart is in turmoil. I'm afraid I'm much older than you, and you'll dislike me in the future.

And he's just divorced and about the same age as me. What do you say I should do? "I don't know." I said coldly.

"So what are you doing with this?" Li Airong suddenly caught a glimpse of the tips of my two daggers. She suddenly rushed over, picked up the magazine, and shook the two daggers out: "What do you mean by taking this thing?" "I-" I was incoherent.

"Do you want to kill someone?" Come on, we're both here, come on, you kill. She said as she shoved the two daggers into me. I got those two daggers and threw them all the way away. Seeing this, Li Airong cried.

I got angry, threw my bike on the side of the road with a "Teng", found a place to sit down, held my head and began to feel pain. I don't hate anyone else at all, only myself.

I hate myself, why do I hate others in my heart, but when people follow others, they will be jealous? I hated myself, why did I force myself when I knew it was impossible? I don't dare to touch the word "love".

As soon as I touched it, I would have no skin and bruises all over my body. What is there that can cure this part of my heart? I thought about it for a long time and couldn't come up with an answer.

By the time I looked up, Li Airong and the man had already left. Only the bike was still lying alone.

Not far in front of my eyes, there was a magazine, which was rolling upwards in the breeze. The magazine was flanked by only two daggers that shimmered with cold light.

I'd love to use them to stab myself in the heart or in the belly. Since then, I will never fall in love again, I will no longer be hurt by girls, and I will no longer be trapped by love! However, I was reluctant to die, and I couldn't be ruthless.

Actually, that Li Airong completely misunderstood what I meant. I didn't even know the two of them were together, and I bought those two daggers from time to time to kill them both.

I'm a thinker. That night, I somehow remembered to go to a knife shop and buy two daggers. It was just a coincidence to meet the two of them together.

Since then, Li Airong and I have not been broken, which is equivalent to being broken. Although we work together, we rarely speak. But she didn't marry the man in the end. That's an afterword.

That Li Airong worked in the Henan Hotel for less than half a month and left. As soon as she left, my cousin brought in another girl. The girl was a little chubby, about 1.6 meters tall. She had a parted hair, which was neither long nor short, and it covered her forehead in a mess.

Her facial features are also good, but she is not a pretty girl. If you want to score, you can only score five or six points on a ten-point scale. She's from a village near us. I have an excellent relationship with my cousin and sister-in-law. Moreover, she and I are also related. She is the sister of one of our daughters-in-law in the village.

With this level of relationship, we just met and started talking. But this girl obviously liked me very much, and always complimented me on my beauty in front of everyone.

Not only that, but she even touched my hands consciously or unintentionally or looked at me with a pair of eyes that looked like she wanted to eat people. So I decided to chase her. At that time, Wang Tonghe told me that she had a boyfriend. Her boyfriend is my cousin Murakami. Moreover, her boyfriend's father also has a good relationship with my brother-in-law.

As soon as I heard about it, I didn't want to chase her again. He did everything he could to distance herself. But that girl was indomitable and always complained in front of me. I once said to her, "Don't you have a boyfriend?" "yes. However, I thought he was too short. ”

"How tall is she?" "Not as tall as me." She said. When she said this, my heart began to shake again. I decided to give her a chance. Sometimes I look at her, sometimes I find the opportunity to touch her hand.

When Henan was away, we also took the time to secretly hug each other. Especially at night, when the hotel is not busy, the two of us go out to play together.

After all, the girl was from the past (I heard that she and her boyfriend had lived together) and behaved very boldly. When we were together, she took the initiative to hug me, squinted her eyes, stood on tiptoe, and brought her little mouth over.

At times like these, even the most timid people know what to do. I bent down and pressed my mouth against hers. We often hug and kiss together for a long time before leaving.

One day, she told me that she was staying more than a mile away from the Henan Hotel. How many rows and alleys, what is the house number. She told me to go to her at twelve o'clock in the evening.

Even a fool knew what she meant by those words. I was so nervous that day, either misplacing my chopsticks or messing up the dishes. I couldn't stop looking at the chiming clock hanging in the middle of the hotel.

"Bell! Clang! Clang! "It's only ten o'clock. However, at this time, I felt that my heart was already beating to my throat. Because the girl was helping my cousin first (don't be paid to help her), she left early.

I was imagining that she must have been dressed up at home, maybe she had just taken a hot shower, and she was waiting for me with her hair loose and her pajamas and listening to soft music.

As soon as I thought of this, it was not yet twelve o'clock, and I couldn't wait to find her. I found the house number she told me and knocked on the door. "Who?" A trembling voice replied.

"Me." I replied tremblingly, too. "Wait a minute." She said. Then, I heard a rustling sound coming from inside. She was probably getting dressed.

After a while, the door opened. The girl walked out with her hair disheveled. As soon as she got to the door, I jumped up and hugged her. "Don't be in a hurry," she said, clasping my hand away.

You go buy two meals first, and let's eat for the two of us. "Okay." I say. I have to thank my master Wang Tonghe for this matter. He probably knew what I was going to do, so he stopped me before he was leaving, and gave me ten dollars.

I found a restaurant with great difficulty, bought two servings of rice noodles, and carried them in a convenient bag to her. However, when I finally returned, she spoke in a tone that was no longer so affectionate.

"Put the food there." "Where?" I asked. "On the ground." She said. "I'll take it for you." I said as I shoved the rice into her hand. However, after receiving the meal, she still refused to invite me into the house. Just stand at the door and eat.

I took a few casual bites and threw the lunch box in the trash. I know what I'm going to do next. But she ate slowly. While she was eating, her eyes were still looking at her feet, as if she was thinking about something.

This book is derived from reading books