Chapter 69: The Desolation Behind Love
After many inquiries in the past few days, it has been preliminarily determined that the divorce of Xue Qiang and Jiang Yan's mother was not because of Lin Qiao's involvement. Lin Qiao only appeared after Xue Qiang's official divorce, and he has been by his side without a name for so many years.
Chen Ziyu didn't know whether to tell Jiang Yan everything he had heard. He has almost always been physically and mentally because of Lin Qiao's destruction, which will lead to the dissolution of this originally happy family, and now that he knows that Lin Qiao is not the culprit, he is already very disappointed, if he knows ....... Thinking of this, looking at Jiang Yan with painful eyes, Chen Ziyu's heart was extremely conflicted.
"You don't need to be sad, at least, Xue Qiang is not as hateful as you thought before. ”
Chen Ziyu tried to comfort him, but Jiang Yan was still frowning and worried.
"Since it's not Lin Qiao, there must be other reasons, otherwise how could a love that everyone envied back then be broken up like this, and it has been incompatible for so many years, even my son, he doesn't care about it. ”
"Brother, I know the pain in your heart for so many years, you locked yourself abroad like exile, isn't it because you hate him, hate him for not taking on the responsibilities of a father, but have you ever thought that maybe he also has hardships, maybe he also endures the thoughts of you every day. ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"It's not interesting, I just don't want to see you sad, and I don't want you to have hatred for him forever in your heart. ”
Jiang Yan smiled self-deprecatingly: "What else can I do besides hate." ”
"You still have a long time to live, and you can't live in this unwarranted hatred all the time, and it's not fair to you or to your father. ”
"He's not, he's not at all. Jiang Yan ignored the gazes of the people around him and almost roared.
Father, these two words that have been given special meanings, are completely foreign to him, and there is no way to even say them normally. This strange word, like a sharp knife, cut through the most secret memories of his body, his only childhood, although she was by her side, she did not smile almost all day, and the only childishness was occasionally sitting on her grandfather's shoulder and listening to him tell the story of his youth.
The lights in the restaurant were elegant, the sound of the piano was melodious, Jiang Yan's sudden roar was like a lightning bolt in the clear sky, and in an instant, everyone's eyes fell on the two of them.
Two big men in suits and leather shoes, one with a nervous face, the other roaring almost for no reason.
"Okay, I'm wrong, but as a brother, listen to my advice and don't be obsessed with hatred. ”
"Chen Ziyu, if you are really my brother, you should help me, not persuade me to give up, even if it is not because of Lin Qiao, but this does not mean that he is not wrong, I knew that this was the case, why did he get married despite the opposition of the family, why did he give birth to me, and then left, all because of him. ”
Chen Ziyu had already thought about continuing to hide, but at the moment he couldn't bear it: "Jiang Yan, listen well, your parents' divorce back then was not the reason for Xue Qiang, if you want to know why, you can ask your mother in person." ”
As soon as these words came out, Jiang Yan was completely blinded, and he looked at Chen Ziyu in disbelief: "What did you say?"
"I said that it was not your father's fault that they divorced. ”
You can't just watch him live in this wrong hatred, and since it's a mistake, it's better to let it end early. This is the best help Chen Ziyu can think of for Jiang Yan at present.
As soon as Chen Ziyu's words fell, Jiang Yan got up and punched. Chen Ziyu was defenseless, and only felt a bloody taste in his mouth.
"Jiang Yan, you're crazy!"
The waiter rushed to hear the sound and stood between the two men, keeping a certain distance, always ready to step forward and hold them the next time they moved.
"Are you my brother or not, you actually help him speak. ”
Obviously, no matter what he said at this time, Jiang Yan couldn't listen to it, Chen Ziyu didn't want to argue with him about a fact that he didn't want to admit, so he threw down a sentence: "Think about it." ”
He knew why, but he couldn't tell him personally. This is all he Chen Ziyu can do for Jiang Yan in this matter.
After Chen Ziyu left, Jiang Yan finally made up his mind and immediately flew abroad to ask his mother for a finish.
When Xia Qixi heated the dish for the second time, he finally used the sound of opening the door. Chen Ziyu is back.
"Wait a minute, you can eat soon. Xia Qixi said while busy in the kitchen.
But he didn't hear an answer for a long time.
The last dish was put on the table, and when I saw the person sitting on the sofa with his head down, he walked over and squatted beside him: "What's the matter, isn't the work going well?"
Chen Ziyu shook his head silently, pulled her to his side, and hugged her tightly with his arms: "Just let me hold it for a while." ”
His abnormality, Xia Qixi was a little worried, but he didn't dare to ask, so he could only slowly wrap around his waist.
After a long time, Chen Ziyu let go of her, and Xia Qixi finally saw Chen Ziyu's face clearly, and exclaimed, "Why are you injured?"
got up to find the medicine box, but was pulled by Chen Ziyu: "Forget it, a little injury, it's okay, let's eat, I'm going to starve to death." ”
Xia Qixi knew that Chen Ziyu didn't want to explain anything to her at the moment, and she was not reluctant, just as if nothing had happened, and accompanied him to dinner.
Xia Qixi thought that this matter was like a common thunderstorm in summer, and it would soon pass. But she didn't want to, one night a week later, she was watching a movie on the sofa with Chen Ziyu, but Jiang Yan unexpectedly appeared at the door.
I haven't seen him recently, and Xia Qixi thought he was on a business trip. Why did this go straight to her house without saying hello to both.
Xia Qixi let him enter the house, but he didn't say anything, just stood at the door and said sorry to Chen Ziyu, then turned around and left silently, Xia Qixi wanted to catch up and was pulled by Chen Ziyu: "Forget it, let him be quiet." ”
She finally understood how the injury on Chen Ziyu's face came from.
"He was sad in his heart, and no one else could help him, so he let him solve it himself. ”
Chen Ziyu's words Xia Qixi always seemed to understand but did not understand, and he wanted to ask but didn't know where to start. However, Chen Ziyu didn't plan to hide it from her all the time, called her to his side, and told her everything that happened.
Sure enough, behind the prosperity, there must be decay that people can't see. Just like the netherworld, the blooming purple mandalas can easily attract people's hearts, but they forget that even if they are beautiful, they grow in dark places, and behind the beauty is the hideousness of white bones.
Back then, behind the love that almost everyone envied, there was a secret hidden by no one.
This book is derived from reading the rim