Chapter 129: Life and Death

Things have come to this point, what can Qin Yafu do?

After the permanent secretary went out, her heart was actually quite uncomfortable, thinking that she would have to go back after a while, and it was still very difficult for her physical condition to walk, so they just sent herself away, isn't it too cruel?

But looking at Sister Wu lying there, even her breathing is so subtle that it seems to stop at any time.

If someone from the unit comes to pick them up, they see Wu Shanshan, and then ask questions from east to west, tossing and turning in a mess, it is estimated that she may not be able to stand it.

Anyway, Qin Yafu sighed, it is better to seize the time to rest for a while, and leave quickly to recuperate.

Wu Shanshan didn't sleep long before she woke up.

And Qin Yafu was already in trouble, and she had already rested a little, so she was just closing her eyes and recuperating, and when she heard Wu Shanshan's movement, she hurriedly opened her eyes to look at her.

It turned out that Wu Shanshan just turned over, but it seemed that she had used a lot of strength, and she trembled slightly and gasped for breath for a long time.

Qin Yafu's heart was uncomfortable, she forced herself back to tears, and asked her in a dumb voice, "Sister Wu, do you want to drink some water?"

The corners of Wu Shanshan's mouth tried to hook up, revealing a wry smile: "No, Yafu you also saw it, I don't have long to live, before you leave, let's talk for a while." ”

When Qin Yafu heard this, her heart became even more sad, seeing that her bloodshot eyes had long since lost their original look, dry and gloomy, and finally couldn't help but shed tears.

When she realized her gaffe, she hurriedly covered her eyes with her hands, secretly hoping that she didn't see it.

Wu Shanshan calmly explained her: "Yafu, don't be sad, I have already seen it, the so-called 'life and death are fate, wealth is in the sky'." At the beginning, I also used to be in pain, and I resented God for being unfair to me, why should I live a more difficult life than others with the same person, and I can't die well?"

Seeing that Wu Shanshan even expressed her anger in a weak state, Qin Yafu cried silently, what she said was the truth, how many people in this world were born with a golden key, they didn't even know what disease was, they didn't even experience poverty and poverty, but they could live freely!

And he and Sister Wu are just ordinary people living at the bottom of society, why do they have to go through so much suffering?

Although Qin Yafu doesn't know much about Wu Shanshan's specific family situation, she never mentions her personal problems in front of them, but, judging from her usual contact, she has always been very frugal and has never been extravagant and wasteful, so Qin Yafu estimates that she is also the daughter of ordinary people.

Do ordinary people deserve to die? Qin Yafu secretly questioned Cang Tian in her heart.

"But, later, do you know why I changed my mentality later?" Wu Shanshan's godless eyes flashed with a hint of excitement, although it was very short, Qin Yafu still came back to her senses.

Qin Yafu wanted to ask Sister Wu what kind of illness she had, but she continued: "Speaking of which, maybe it was destined fate in my previous life!

I used to be annoyed by him, I was always annoyed by him, I was afraid that he was always disturbing my peaceful life, I was thinking that he was chasing me endlessly, and he was the only one who guarded me until now."

Qin Yafu looked at her bloodless lips slightly raised, revealing a few white and neat teeth, revealing joy, which was also the state of the little daughter who fell in love, and couldn't help but feel a trace of comfort with her.

Wu Shanshan was about to continue, when she saw the permanent secretary come in from outside.

The permanent secretary was very happy to see that Wu Shanshan had woken up, and no one knew how many times when Wu Shanshan was sleeping, he sat next to her, staring at her tightly, deeply afraid that she would fall asleep this time, and would never wake up again.

Although Qin Yafu didn't know what was going on with the permanent secretary, looking at his eyes as if they were treasures, she remembered that Sister Wu had suffered a lot from Director Sang before, and she was able to get the care of true love when her life was dying, perhaps, even if her life was short, she had no regrets.

The permanent secretary leaned the quilt against the wall, then helped Wu Shanshan to lean there, moved the small kang table again, set up the meal, and turned to look at Qin Yafu: "Yafu, how are you?

Qin Yafu was moved by the fact that he was a big man who took care of Wu Shanshan so meticulously, and forgot about himself, and after he said it, he hurriedly shook his head: "I'm fine, Brother Chang, you just take care of Sister Wu." ”

The permanent secretary handed Wu Shanshan most of the bowl of porridge, but in the morning she ate red date and lotus seed porridge, and this time it was replaced by wolfberry and yam porridge.

After eating, Wu Shanshan looked lazy, and she didn't move any more, so she urged the permanent secretary to send Qin Yafu back, she just told Qin Yafu to call the police as much as possible, at least to protect herself.

Qin Yafu agreed verbally, but secretly pondered in her heart that she would have to discuss it with the permanent secretary for a while.

was about to leave, Wu Shanshan's eyes that had been dry finally showed a little tears, and she didn't know if she had already cried dry, just with a damp sentimentality, staring at Qin Yafu reluctantly and unwilling to look away.

Qin Yafu's heart is also sour, this separation is really possible that heaven and man will be separated forever, speaking of which, it is the first time she has encountered such a parting that she knows will not meet again.

She snorted, unable to think of any words of comfort, but she didn't dare to say goodbye.

Seeing the two of them looking so sad and earnest, the permanent secretary felt uneasy, he was worried that Wu Shanshan would be stimulated, she had better not have any joy and sorrow, and she would insist on walking with her! Although he also knew that he was very selfish in such thoughts.

The permanent secretary coughed deliberately: "Yafu, let's go!"

"That's right," Wu Shanshan suddenly stopped Qin Yafu, who was just about to leave, "You leave the phone for a while, Chang Yuan, give her ours too." After Yafu reported the case, if the Public Security Bureau needs to collect evidence or something, oh, I don't know much about it anyway, so you can leave a contact information, and you can take care of things when you encounter them. ”

Wu Shanshan has always been a meticulous person, she is sick to this extent, and she is still thinking about Qin Yafu's affairs, which can be regarded as a piece of her heart, Qin Yafu hurriedly exchanged phone numbers with the permanent secretary before waving away.

Qin Yafu gritted her teeth, no longer looked back at Wu Shanshan, hurriedly followed behind the permanent secretary, and walked to the entrance of the village in one breath, she was a little tired and out of breath, so she had to wave her hand, bend down, and greet the permanent secretary in front: "Brother Chang, Brother Chang, rest for a while, rest for a while......"

After the permanent secretary stopped, he turned his head and looked at Qin Yafu, who was panting, before he remembered that he was too excited, and he only thought about grinding with Wu Shanshan again, for fear that it would affect Wu Shanshan's condition, so he only thought about taking her away regardless of it.

Now, seeing Qin Yafu's pitiful appearance, he was also a little reluctant in his heart, walked back a few steps, got closer to her, and explained apologetically: "Yafu, I'm really sorry, I just got a little out of control, I hope you can understand!"

Qin Yafu breathed a sigh of relief, her eyes were red and she asked, "Sister Wu, what kind of disease does she have?"

"Breast cancer!" the permanent secretary spat out three words with a sad expression.

Qin Yafu was stunned when she heard this, this disease is within the scope of her understanding, and it is only after getting married, and older people can only get it, how can Sister Wu ......

She blinked, looking incomprehensible.

The permanent secretary smiled bitterly: "Speaking of which, I don't believe it either. But after listening to the doctor's explanation, I understood.

You also know that she has always been a strong person, and it is true that what she has experienced is not in your imagination, and today time is tight, and I am not worried that she will stay at home alone, so I will make a long story short, and I will have the opportunity to tell you the specific situation slowly. ”

Qin Yafu nodded.

He thought for a moment and looked around, "Yafu, let's slow down and move forward, do you think it's okay?"

Qin Yafu knew that he wanted to send himself to the place as much as possible, so he had to nod again.

The two men talked as they walked.

It turned out that Wu Shanshan walked to her home after getting off work on the last day at work, because it was not far, she didn't ride a bicycle, and walked every day.

However, that day, she walked extremely hard, only she understood that she was uncomfortable these days, but because she was used to being strong, she never had no personal care, so she held on, but she still dizzy when she was about to cross the street.

She crouched on the side of the road, not daring to move.

In fact, this is also thanks to the permanent secretary who saw that her face was wrong in the past few days, and kindly asked her, but she choked back twice, so she had to shut up, but she didn't have anything to do with her.

On this day, after Wu Shanshan came out, the permanent secretary habitually followed her secretly, and only after seeing her return home would she leave with confidence.

As a result, I happened to see her suddenly squatting on the ground and not leaving, knowing that something was wrong, she hurriedly came to the front to ask, and at this time Wu Shanshan couldn't even raise her head.

He hurriedly picked her up and took a taxi to the hospital.

Since it was evening, some detailed examinations had to wait until the next day, but it happened that the old doctor on duty that day quietly called out to the permanent secretary and told him with a solemn face that his diagnosis was breast cancer.

At that time, the permanent secretary was also stupid, and he also felt that she was so young that she had never even been married, and it was impossible for her to get this disease.

The doctor told him that there are many reasons for the disease, such as long-term sadness and depression, excessive mental stress, poor personal constitution, and genetic factors.

Unexpectedly, I asked Wu Shanshan later to find out that it was indeed genetic.

The permanent secretary was unwilling, and after the examination the next day, even though the doctor diagnosed it, he still insisted on taking Wu Shanshan to Beijing, and after being diagnosed again, he was dumbfounded.