Updates for the past two days...... All I can say is sorry, something happened that made me want to kill myself.

After the update a few days ago, because I wanted to start writing about dangerous teenagers after the end of the plot of this part.,So I've been watching the video since the update.,As a result, I didn't sleep until three o'clock in the middle of the night.。 The next day, my wife had to take a pregnancy test, so I took leave and didn't go to work, and on the way to the hospital, I wanted to sleep because of yawning, and I didn't pay attention to see that the red light was about to turn on, and I was rear-ended by the car behind me when I stepped on the brake.

The car crashed was not a big problem, but my wife didn't wear a seat belt because of her big belly, and her head hit the front dashboard and was injured, and her stomach also hit it. Fortunately, the child is fine, and my wife's injuries are not very serious, but she broke the skin and had some blood, and she was hospitalized for a day of observation.

The result is more fortunate, but I always think it is my own responsibility, if I hadn't slept so late that night, there would have been no such thing the next day, I haven't updated for the past two days are with my wife, I want to make up for my mistakes.

And in the past two days, I have been thinking about whether it is time to give up this book, after all, I write badly, my grades are poor, and I don't expect to make money when I write books, so I never signed a contract, and my parents think that I am wasting time, and they have said that I have said many times, but I have never listened.

This time, I began to have the idea of giving up, and I also told my wife that if it wasn't for my lack of sleep in the middle of the night, which caused me to yawn all day while driving during the day, this would not have happened.

But my wife said that being a human being is still about having a beginning and an end, and I started writing this book because we both got together to commemorate that we both had the same favorite combination when we were in love, which was Girls' Generation, so she felt that I should write it after I finished it, and not feel like I should not continue because something happened like now.

So for the past two days I've been thinking about whether I should continue to write, or if I still have the motivation to write, and if something like this happens to me in the future, can I forgive myself? I really don't know at all.

Seeing that the 10th anniversary of Girls' Generation's debut is approaching, if I disband, maybe I won't have the motivation to continue writing......

So I'm really confused right now and don't know what to do......

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What can I do to relieve my mood when I am sad? Many people will choose to get drunk to relieve their sorrows, because when they are drunk, they will forget those unhappy things.

The same goes for so-young......

After running out of the hotel venue, she wandered outside for more than an hour, and despite the fact that she was dressed in an evening dress, so-young didn't care at all, because nothing could be worse than her current mood.

She made a decision to sacrifice her happiness in exchange for her father's safety, as long as her father can be safe and sound, it doesn't matter if the Daewoo Group collapses, because it was originally a wrong decision by her father, and if it fails, forget it.

The Zheng family is already at the end of poverty, and self-preservation is a problem, not to mention saving the Daewoo Group, which is already on the verge of bankruptcy, but Zheng Jinghao hid it from her, and kept saying that he would help the Daewoo Group, as long as she married him, but in fact, he had no plans for this at all, and just wanted to let the Daewoo Group fend for itself after he got married.

Because he still trusts him so much, he feels that even if he doesn't like him, he will naturally not have the idea of disliking him after getting along for a long time after getting married, but he lied to himself......

Xiuying is desperate in her heart, she decides to sacrifice her lifelong happiness for her father, and when she made this decision, she felt sorry for her sisters, and even had the idea of apologizing to her sisters before quitting Girls' Generation.

But now? These thoughts and decisions that were not made were a joke, and her naïve thoughts made her fully appreciate what it is like to be cheated on today.

The more I thought about it, the more sad and sad I felt, and before I knew it, Xiuying came to the door of a bar, and after seeing the signboard of the bar, Xiuying almost didn't hesitate, and went directly into the bar to open a box and order a few boxes of wine.

Because only when she is drunk can she not be sad anymore.

And Taeyeon, who has been following Suyoung all the time since leaving the hotel, watched Suyoung drink bottle after bottle after bottle in the box outside the box after Suyoung opened the box.

Taeyeon couldn't understand how sad Su-young was in her heart, she saw the whole process at the venue, and thus learned that Su-young and Jung Kyung-ho were engaged to save her father's Daewoo Group, but who would have thought that Jung Kyung-ho's family itself would be difficult to protect but also lied to so-young that as long as she married, she would help Daewoo Group.

If it weren't for Chen Yu's appearance to expose all this, I'm afraid Xiuying would regret it for the rest of her life if she knew the truth in the future.

And now Xiuying already knows all this, and at the same time knows that the decision she made is just the best choice that she unilaterally thinks can save the Daewoo Group, but in the end it has become the most wrong decision, and only she knows how painful and regretful she is in her heart.

Right now, so-young chooses to drink to vent the sadness and pain in her heart, and the only thing Taeyeon can do is to watch her from the outside, lest so-young stay here alone after getting drunk tonight.

More than half an hour has passed, and Xiuying is still drinking endlessly, and the several boxes of beer she asked for have also been drunk by her, and the whole person is also a little dizzy, Taeyeon saw that Xiuying was almost drunk, so she pushed open the door and walked in.

"Xiuying, Xiuying, stop drinking, let's go home. ”

"Don't ...... I'm going to drink more...... Taeyeon, you're here, come and drink with me......" Su-young was obviously drunk, and her speech was a little slurred, and she laughed after recognizing Taeyeon in a daze, and took Taeyeon's hand and said drunkly, "I'll tell you oh Taeyeon, I'm having a treat today, you can drink as much as you want, get drunk...... Let's sleep here together, I've got it here, it's all mine tonight, you let go of the drink......"

"Alas......" Seeing that Suyoung was talking nonsense after getting drunk, Taeyeon was also quite helpless, and helped Xiuying, who had collapsed on the sofa, to sit on her back and said, "Suying, let's go home, let's go home and drink again, it's not safe to get drunk outside." ”

"Who says it's not safe......? I'm not going anywhere, I'm just going to drink here!" Su-young resisted Taeyeon's proposal, broke Taeyeon's hand and said, "Taeyeon, if you want to drink, then you can stay with me, don't drink...... Then you can go! I, Choi so-young, have nothing else, I'm rich! I'm the president of the Daewoo Group! I'm the eldest lady of the Daewoo Group! Without you, I'm afraid I won't be able to find someone else to drink with me?"

"Xiuying, don't make trouble!" was said by Xiuying, and Taeyeon couldn't help but yell at Xiuying.

"What are you murdering, what's wrong with you?" Although Xiuying was drunk, she was also taken aback by Taeyeon's actions, and her voice became heavier: "Why can't I let you go if you don't drink with me......?" I'm just sad...... I just want to drink and get myself drunk...... So I won't think about these things again......"

At the end of the words, Xiuying's tone was already choked, and she subconsciously pounced on Taeyeon and hugged her and cried: "I thought that if I promised to marry Kyungho Oppa, his family would save me ABA, even if ABA's Daewoo Group collapsed, it doesn't matter, as long as I can keep ABA from being collected for debts and going to prison." But...... But he lied to me, and his family couldn't save me at all...... Taeyeon, can you get me drunk......? I don't want to think about it anymore......"

This is the first time to see so-young so fragile and helpless, and it is also the first time to see so-young crying bitterly, Taeyeon can't bear to make her so sad anymore, just now the idea of forcibly taking so-young home was also stranded with the unbearable in her heart, after sitting down next to so-young, Taeyeon didn't know how to comfort so-young, so she could only pick up the wine bottle on the table and pour it directly into her mouth.

After drinking a bottle of wine, Taeyeon's face gradually turned red, and it was not difficult to see that she was already a little drunk.

"Xiuying, you want to drink, right? Okay, I'll drink with you tonight, drink enough until you get drunk!"

Taeyeon's alcohol consumption is very poor, and a small glass of liquor can often make her drunk all night, and such a bottle of beer will inevitably get drunk for a long time.

But Taeyeon has no other way, so-young is now the most helpless and most in need of company, she can't help so-young, why can't she choose to get drunk with so-young? even if she can make so-young happy for a while, she feels that it is enough.

So what she can do is to get drunk with Xiuying, even if both of them are drunk here, it doesn't matter, as long as she can make Xiuying no longer sad.

Taeyeon's actions made the already drunk so-young a lot happier and in a much better mood, wiped her tears and said with a smile, "Good Taeyeon, we won't get drunk tonight." ”

As he spoke, he picked up a bottle of beer, opened the lid, clinked his glass to Taeyeon, and shouted, "Taeyeon, drink!"

"Okay, I'll drink. Under the strong pressure, Taeyeon was not to be outdone, picking up the bottle and drinking it without the slightest hesitation.

The two of them drank one bottle and one bottle of beer in the box, and when the wine was gone, they continued to drink, and before they knew it, they drank seven or eight cases of beer, and they were already drunk and couldn't tell the difference.

"Can I still drink...... Bring me the wine......" Suyoung was already drunk to the point of unconscious, but she still muttered that she wanted to continue drinking, and Taeyeon was no better than her, her whole head was dizzy, and when she stood up, she felt that the world was spinning, and she couldn't walk a few steps.

However, her consciousness was still a little clear, knowing that the two of them would definitely not be able to go out at this time, and only by calling someone to take them away, she took out her mobile phone and made a call, and after she was connected, she didn't care what the other party said, and said in a daze: "Brother, I'm in the bar on X Street now, you come over and help send us home...... Xiuying and I are both ......"

"Hey, hey, X Street is full of bars, where are you going to ask me to find you?" Chen Woo, who was on the other side of the phone, kept screaming, but unfortunately Taeyeon couldn't hear the voice on the phone anymore.

"I'll go, it's ...... Alas. A helpless sigh expressed his helpless feelings.

But the result is not bad, at least so-young and Taeyeon are together, neither of them has an accident, it seems that they are just drunk, and Chen Woo, who has been running around outside for more than two hours, finally put his mind at ease and turned around and drove towards the X street that Taeyeon said.

After Chen Yu drove to X Street and searched for several laps in a nearby bar, he finally found Taeyeon and Xiuying, who were completely drunk, and reluctantly helped them both settle the bill and hugged them both into the car, and then drove back to his house.

It is unrealistic for so-young and Taeyeon to be drunk like this, and it is unrealistic to send the two of them home, and judging from what happened tonight, it is not easy for so-young to come out and get drunk and go back, so it is better to let the two of them stay in their own house for one night, and then solve these things after they both sober up the next day.

Chen Yu has already decided to help Daewoo Group.

At first, he didn't agree because he was worried that Xiuying's father wanted to take a stake in FAW, but until now he knew that Xiuying chose to marry Jung Kyung-ho in order for his father's Daewoo Group not to go bankrupt, and he also understood why Taeyeon said that Xiuying's father's shareholding in FAW was related to Xiuying's lifelong happiness.

Chen Yu knew everything, he knew that he couldn't sit idly by, the Zheng family couldn't help Xiuying and lied to her to let her marry, this kind of behavior was unbearable for Chen Yu.

And he is different, he only has a sister-brother relationship with Xiuying, and there is no relationship between men and women, and Xiuying is a good friend of his cousin Taeyeon, so he should help her.

Even if the hole of the Daewoo Group is very big, so big that it wants to put all the FAW into it? He is still young, and he does not have to worry about having a chance to start over.

What's more, there is a business genius by his side, so he has to worry about not being able to save the Daewoo Group?