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However, this does not mean that these dark sides have completely disappeared, they are just accumulated in the deepest corners of the heart.

Kim Taeyeon's behavior is actually because of long-term depression, her mental condition is getting worse day by day, and her body is very tired because of busyness, and in this case, suddenly because of the Black Sea incident that happened at the Shanghai family concert, it directly led to an explosion of negative emotions in her heart, plus she drank nearly half a box of wine after drinking a glass of wine, the whole person's consciousness was blurred, and the body's reaction was completely out of the control of the brain.

To put it in a more complex way, that is, when a person is awake, the strength and explosiveness of the whole body can only exert about 5%-10% due to the relationship between the inhibition of the brain and the body's endurance, and the person with relatively strong physical fitness can play about 15%-20% or even more than 30% of the potential.

However, once the whole body is no longer controlled by the brain, the strength and explosiveness of the body will break through this limit, and it is very likely to exert several times or even dozens of times the potential of usual, which is why some people who usually seem weak to start a drunken madness after getting drunk are much more powerful than usual, and no one can stop them.

In such a state, just imagine, Kim Taeyeon, who has lost the control of her brain, has dozens of times more explosive power in her whole body than usual at that moment, plus she has Chen Yu's memory, and her skills are the same as Chen Yu, after this outbreak, Chen Yu alone can't stop her at all.

If it weren't for the fact that Kim Taeyeon was awakened by Hwang Mi-young and Chen Woo at the last moment of emergency, I am afraid that things will really make a big deal tonight.

Fortunately, although Chen Yu's injury looks serious, it is actually just a flesh injury, plus he has been practicing martial arts with Ye Yuan for nearly a year, and his physical condition in all aspects is much stronger than before, Kim Taeyeon's wine bottle stabbed his body, which only caused his skin and flesh to be cut open, and after being sent to the hospital, he was anesthetized and stitched a few times.

As for him vomiting blood at that time, it was only because Kim Tae-yeon's previous palm happened to hit his heart and injured his internal organs.

(I remember when I was in junior high school, I started fighting after arguing with someone, and that bastard punched me in the heart, and I almost fainted at that time, but after relieving myself, I kicked him down and beat him to the ground, and I broke two ribs.) After that, the result was also miserable, with a big demerit and 5,000 yuan in medical expenses. But then the idiot went back to school, and he didn't dare to leave the classroom after class, afraid to run into me again, because our classes were next door. ）

Although the injury is not very serious, the hospital still hopes that Chen Yu can be hospitalized for a few days to recuperate, after all, he was stabbed in the chest, and if he stabbed it a few centimeters further, it was very likely to hurt his heart.

It's just that Chen Yu is unwilling to be hospitalized, he is worried that he will not return overnight, and his mother and Lin Shiyao will be worried.

All of this was caused by Kim Tae-yeon, and although Chen Woo said that it had nothing to do with her, Kim Taeyeon still took the blame on himself. In order to apologize, she asked Huang Meiying and Zheng Xiuyan to go back to the dormitory first, and she sent Chen Yu home alone.

Hwang Mi-young and Jung so-yeon didn't say yes at first, until Kim Tae-yeon was vaguely showing signs of anger, and the two of them closed their mouths in amusement, stopped a taxi at the entrance of the hospital and went back to the dormitory.

Because Chen Woo was injured, the errand of driving fell on Kim Taeyeon's head, but Kim Taeyeon did not complain, after all, everything was caused because of her.

On the way home, Chen Yu leaned against the window and looked at the scenery outside the car in a daze, Kim Taeyeon looked at the bandage wrapped around his chest while driving, and saw Chen Yu's pale and expressionless face through the rearview mirror, and felt even more self-reproachful, wanting to say something but not knowing how to say it, until he drove to an intersection and waited for the traffic light, he finally couldn't help but ask: "Are you still angry with me?"

"How can I be angry?" Chen Yu, who was looking at the night scene outside, did not turn his head, but replied casually.

"Look at your expression, and say you're not angry. ”

"Please, old lady, I'm an injury now, okay?The effect of anesthesia is almost gone, and I have lost too much blood, why can't I have this expression?" Chen Yu turned his head helplessly, and endured the pain that was gradually recovering, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"I'm sorry ......" did such a thing, and Kim Taeyeon couldn't think of any other words to express her apology, so she was silent for a long time before saying sorry.

"It's all said that it has nothing to do with you, why do you care so much?" Chen Yu laughed helplessly and said: "I remember that after I secretly drank my father's wine for the first time before, I went crazy for the first time that night, and my father wanted to teach me a lesson, and I would kick him in turn, and if I couldn't kick him, I would catch him, and if I couldn't catch him, I would bite him." At that time, I was only 9 years old, but I was able to force my father to help me, but when he got to the back, he simply treated me as a soldier to practice, no, isn't my body much stronger than others?"

"Hehe......" To be honest, his old past is not funny at all, but Kim Taeyeon still laughed twice after hearing it, as if she was sympathetic to what happened to Chen Woo in the past.

"Actually......" After the atmosphere was silent for a while, Chen Yu suddenly said: "Sister, you don't have to be like this. ”

"What?" Kim Taeyeon didn't know why, he didn't know what Chen Yu was referring to, but the green light turned on, and Kim Taeyeon could only concentrate his attention, put on gear and stepped on the accelerator and drove out.

"Speaking of which, you were in such a hurry that you left on the night of the concert, and if you had stayed there for a few more minutes, it wouldn't have happened today. ”

"You mean......" After singing "Radiance" that night, she couldn't hold it anymore, hurriedly bowed and ran back to the side stage, and left the concert venue directly without stopping, and naturally I don't know what happened after that.

But when she heard Chen Yu say this, she instantly realized that in the follow-up of that night, it was very likely that something unexpected would happen.

"After your song was sung, the audience at the scene changed, the original boycott turned into cheers, the insults turned into shouts, and the original Black Sea became a sea of light. It's just a pity that you walked too fast and didn't see it at all. ”

Hearing him say this, Kim Taeyeon was stunned, she didn't understand why the audience who hated her and Girls' Generation so much at that time suddenly changed their attitude, and the doubts in her heart made her unable to hold back, and asked Chen Yu: "What happened? Why did the audience's attitude change?"

"Because I made your ledger public, I wrote out the donation record on the last page in Chinese for everyone to see.

As he spoke, Chen Yu seemed to remember something, opened the co-pilot's storage compartment, took out a ledger and put it on the dashboard and said: "I almost forgot, I wanted to return the ledger to you after I came back from South Korea, but I was delayed because of something, and I didn't have a chance to find you." Well, I'll give it back to you now. ”

"My account book, why is it here for you?" Kim Taeyeon was stunned as soon as she finished speaking, and then remembered that she went to change the money the next day after she arrived in Shanghai and planned to keep the account, only to find that the account book was missing, and I felt that it was a pity that the account book that had been used for so long was lost like this, who knew that it was picked up by Chen Yu, and she sang "Radiance" after she came on stage and made it public for all the audience to see.

After seeing her own ledger, and then thinking of what Chen Yu said just now, she knew that what happened after that was fundamentally different from what she imagined in her heart, although Chinese fans were frantically boycotting them at first, but later because the ledger of her donation for Wenchuan was exposed, the audience changed from boycotting to cheering, and their impression of Girls' Generation also changed greatly.

But she was self-righteous, thinking that the Chinese audience was watching her jokes if they didn't make a sound after she finished singing, so she didn't even dare to look at the audience after singing, so she hurriedly got off the stage, and returned to South Korea without even seeing the results.

If she could stay at the scene for a while longer, even for a few minutes, as Chen Yu said, maybe she wouldn't have stabbed Chen Yu tonight.

Thinking of this, Kim Taeyeon blamed herself even more, looking at the bandage on his chest that was still a little red, she couldn't help but regret it, and hesitated for a long time before she said, "I'm sorry......"

"Why are you telling me I'm sorry? It's none of your business, concentrate on driving, old lady. Chen Yu didn't care much about Kim Tae-yeon's reaction, but he was silently thinking about another thing.

After he woke up after being sent to the hospital for stitches, he found that he couldn't sense Kim Taeyeon's inner thoughts, even if he couldn't feel it no matter how close he was, and he had a feeling that he couldn't explain it.

On the one hand, I feel a pity, but it's a pity that I can't go anywhere in the future until Kim Taeyeon's thoughts, on the other hand, I am glad that I can't sense it, if Kim Taeyeon falls in love in the future, if he can still sense Kim Taeyeon's thoughts, it will be miserable, he is a man, Kim Taeyeon is a woman, and if his mind is full of the girl's thoughts in Kim Taeyeon's heart, he will be affected sooner or later.

"Alas......" Thinking about it, he couldn't understand whether it was a pity or a blessing, Chen Yu sighed helplessly.

…………

After sending Chen Yu home, the exaggerated bandage on Chen Yu's chest was immediately seen by his mother and Lin Shiyao, and both of them were in a hurry, and Chen's mother was even more anxious and asked about the situation: "Why did you go out well, and after you came back, you came back with a body, and it was such a serious injury, and it was all bandaged." ”

"Auntie...... I ......" Kim Taeyeon hesitated, Chen Yu's injury was caused by her, although Chen Yu repeatedly emphasized that it had nothing to do with her, but her conscience was not happy, this will be after Chen's mother asked, she planned to confess, even if Chen's mother blamed her and scolded her, she confessed.

Just when Kim Taeyeon was about to confess, Chen Yu interrupted her and explained to her mother: "Mom, don't make a fuss. The old sister went out for a walk because she was too annoyed and didn't inform Sister Pani, but Sister Pani and they thought that something happened to me when the old sister had an accident, and when I went to look for the old sister, I happened to meet her who was robbed, and when I stopped it, I was stabbed by the person who robbed the old sister. ”

"You stupid boy, don't you know how to be careful when you help Taeyeon?What if something happens?" Knowing that her son was injured because he helped Kim Taeyeon, it would seem that there was nothing abnormal in his spirit except for the exaggeration of the bandage, Chen's mother put down her heart a little, but she still couldn't help but blame him.

"It's okay, Dad used to beat me like that, I didn't carry it all over? ”

Seeing Chen Yu lying to his mother in order to protect her, Kim Taeyeon was full of remorse and self-blame, and when she wanted to continue to explain to Chen's mother, Chen Yu quickly pulled her and said to her mother: "It's nothing that I have a rough skin and a little injury, my sister is a girl, and the injury is serious, and I can be regarded as playing a role in blocking the knife for her." Isn't it, sis?"

"Uh...... It's ......" Seeing that Chen Yu was covering for her, Kim Taeyeon felt very uncomfortable, but she also understood that if she would tell the truth again, not only would she be scolded, but Chen Yu would also be scolded.

It doesn't matter if she is scolded, because she asked for it, but Chen Yu was injured because of her, she didn't want to see Chen Yu scolded by her mother because of her, she had no choice, so she could only hold back and reply, echoing Chen Yu's words.

Chen Yu's injury was finally hidden from his mother and Lin Shiyao, and he had to recuperate for a few days because of the injury, Chen Yu didn't want to go out recently, and when he leaned on the bed after returning to his room, he couldn't stop sighing in his heart.

Lin Shiyao went to take a bath, Chen's mother looked at the time and planned to help her two daughters take a bath, and she was worried that something would happen to her two daughters while releasing the water, so she specially entrusted them to Kim Taeyeon, who had not yet left, to help take care of them.

"Sister, I'll show you something fun. When the two little guys were lying next to Chen Yu and moving their little hands and feet, Chen Yu suddenly remembered that he taught the two little guys to learn to turn over today, so he began to show off again.

"What do you want to show me?" Kim Taeyeon was puzzled, and Chen Woo didn't answer her, but instead put his hand in front of the two little ones and turned in a circle to attract the attention of the two of them.

Just when Kim Tae-yeon wanted to continue asking, she suddenly saw an incredible scene.

Seeing that the two little guys who had been attracted by Chen Yu's hand, they babbled and stretched out their little hands to grab the big hand in front of them, but because Chen Yu dangled his hand around, he couldn't catch it, and he couldn't help but get anxious.

"Fun, isn't it? In the afternoon, when my mother asked me to take them, I inadvertently taught them, and I could only turn a little bit at that time, and I couldn't turn them over later, and I was able to turn over a lot at night, which would make them work hard, and I guess they would be able to learn to turn over." ”

"Huh, is it too early to teach them to learn to turn over in three months?" "Ordinary children start to learn to turn over in about four months, start to sit in five or six months, then learn to climb, and then start to learn to walk when they are older, this will Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi are only three months old, but Chen Yu began to teach the two of them to learn to turn over, but they are a little too impatient, Kim Taeyeon can't help but worry, worried that these two little guys will have any hidden dangers because their bodies have not fully begun to develop.

After all, the body of such a big child is very brittle and tender, and it can hurt them with a little force, not to mention that when learning to turn over, you have to use your body to withstand the squeeze when rolling.

But what Kim Taeyeon didn't expect was that after the two little guys lay on their sides to grab Chen Yu's hand and couldn't catch it, they were so anxious that they screamed, and their bodies swayed because of the outstretched hand, and when they were about to lie down and pounce on the bed, the outstretched hand instinctively formed a support point, supporting the small body, and the whole body had completely turned over.

"It's incredible, isn't it?" Kim Taeyeon was surprised when she saw this scene, and she couldn't find any words to describe the performance of these two little guys.

"Hehe, my sister, naturally better than the other children. Chen Yu showed off complacently, no longer withdrew his hand, and put it there for the two little guys to hold.

"Sister, in fact, you should learn more from the two of them. Suddenly, Chen Yu said to Kim Taeyeon inexplicably: "Xuanxuan and Qiqi have only been in this world for three months, and there are still many places for them to learn in their future lives. Like now, although I taught them to turn over, what if they could do it later? After they turned over once, they had to turn over a second time, do they still have to be taught by me? Everything has to rely on them. ”

"What do you want to say?"

"I hope that you will encounter setbacks and difficulties in the future, sister, don't give up on yourself like tonight, it will not do you any good to you, to Sister Pani, on the contrary, once it is rumored that you are drunk in a bar or even hurt people, the situation is not very optimistic Girls' Generation is likely to be worse because of tonight's incident, do you understand?"

Kim Taeyeon was silent, she didn't know this, but she didn't know why, when she left the dormitory tonight, she just wanted to find a place to vent fiercely, regardless of the consequences, who knew that so many things had happened.

"For Xuanxuan and Qiqi, I, the elder brother, are richer than others at best, and to put it bluntly, I am not much different from ordinary people. But you're different, you're an artist, you're a star, you have to let the public see your good side at any time, I believe that when Xuanxuan and Qiqi grow up and become sensible in the future, they don't want to see their sister be like the crazy person tonight, right? There must be an example for them to learn. I'm hopeless, hot-tempered, like fights and violent sports, and I'm a man, so I can't set a good example for the two of them, but you can set an example for them, sister, can't you?"

"I ......" Kim Tae-yeon was stunned, the scene when she was taking Ha-yeon a long time ago began to appear in front of her again, and gradually, she understood what Chen Yu's words meant.

No matter what the reason, whether it is for the sake of girlhood, for herself, or for the sake of these two younger sisters who have not yet grown up, she has to become an existence that can be trusted by them, otherwise how can she be worthy of her brother who awakened the only bit of conscience in her heart at the expense of being injured tonight, and how can she be worthy of the two guys who have been worrying about her?

What's more, as Chen Yu said, these two younger sisters, the role models they will learn from in the future are nothing more than the people around them, she can be said to be the first object that the two of them want to learn, how can she just give up on herself?

What is darkness? The natural enemy of darkness is light! If there is no light, then let herself be the light that illuminates the darkness, why cling to pursuing everything that is beyond reach?

Fans don't like her, so what's the matter? If she doesn't like her, then she will try her best to make fans like her? What's more, no one is perfect, it can't be everyone's like, what she has to do is to make others accept her, see her good, and be able to like her, that's enough, isn't it?

Kim Taeyeon's state of mind slowly changed, and the confusion that had been haunting her gradually faded with her changes.

"Looking at your appearance, you should have some ideas, right?" The spontaneous confidence and firm expression all revealed the changes in Kim Taeyeon, and after Chen Yu saw her like that, he knew that she should know what to do, so he asked.

"Of course. But I won't tell you yet, tomorrow, it's just tomorrow, and tomorrow you'll know what I want to do. Thinking of that day, Kim Taeyeon already had a plan in mind.

"Then I'll wait to see how you do tomorrow. ”

"Ok, wrap it up on me, because ......" Kim Taeyeon was full of confidence and stretched out her fist towards Chen Woo.

When Chen Yu saw it, he smiled, and then stretched out his fist and collided with Kim Taeyeon.

"Because I'm Kim Taeyeon from Girls' Generation!"

The tacit understanding of the two people's fists, as well as the smile between each other, can understand that from this day on, it may be the day when Kim Taeyeon is reborn.

However, the actions of the two of them attracted the dissatisfaction of the two little guys, who had been holding their brother's fingers and playing with them just now, suddenly Chen Yu pulled out his hand and punched Kim Taeyeon, and the two little ones directly made a voice of protest.

"Heh, sister, it seems that Xuanxuan and Kiki also want to join Girls' Generation. ”

"Ha, Xuanxuan Qiqi, do you also want to join Girls' Generation? Then you have to grow up quickly, otherwise my sister won't wait for you. Kim Taeyeon laughed and reached out for the two little ones to hold.

The two little ones grinned as they grinned as they regained their grip on the fingers that allowed them both to play with, as if in response to Kim Taeyeon's words.

It seems to be just like the day they were born, on this day, the moment the two little guys held Kim Taeyeon's fingers together, Kim Taeyeon's heart once again felt the feeling of being reborn from the fire.

She is Kim Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon of Girls' Generation, an existence that no one can surpass, low tide? It doesn't matter, there will be pressure when there is a low tide, and there will be motivation when there is pressure, and her rebirth will definitely make everyone cheer up.

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