Chapter 161: Two short bodies
As soon as they said goodbye to the production team and walked out of the office, the girls couldn't hold back their emotions and almost cried. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
In order to fulfill their dreams and make up for their previous regrets, they rashly came to MENT TV to ask the production team, hoping that they could give them another chance.
But after all, this kind of thing has never happened to them, and their social experience and experience are completely incomparable with those who have been in society for many years, and they are very nervous when facing the production team, they don't know how to say anything, they don't know how to put their hands, and they are so nervous that they feel a little flustered when they stand there.
And when they got the producer's consent and successfully got the opportunity to perform on stage again, they were so excited that they couldn't say anything.
So when they just left the office, their hearts that had been tense finally relaxed, the pressure dissipated, and they could no longer restrain their emotions.
In the hallway, the girls comforted each other, but no one noticed that they had not said a word from the moment they entered the door until they came out.
She blamed herself for her cowardice and cowardice, for her inability to serve as a good example for her sisters.
Just because she is their captain, she is the captain who should lead by example and be able to shelter them from the wind and rain.
But she ...... But she couldn't overcome the distractions in her heart, and she couldn't retreat when her sisters needed her most, when they needed her to protect them the most.
Surrounded by words of comfort from the sisters, Kim Taeyeon only felt that she was really useless and had no way to do anything for them.
However, just as she lowered her head and blamed herself, only one person noticed her abnormality.
A pair of hands gently touched her cheeks, lifting her face up.
"Don't think too much, you may not be able to do what we can't do, don't be too psychologically burdened. As he spoke, he rubbed Kim Tae-yeon's face with both hands, as if he wanted to make her laugh.
"......" Under the comfort of Lee Soon-gyu, a smile appeared on Kim Tae-yeon's face that had not been stretched. Although her smile was so reluctant......
"Thank you......" leaning on Lee Soon-gyu's shoulder, she whispered in Lee Soon-gyu's ear without others noticing her.
"Why do you want to thank me? I should thank you. ”
That's right, I do want to thank you, because without you, I probably wouldn't have joined Girls' Generation, and I wouldn't be where I am today. Because of you by my side, I have been able to come so far as a member of Girls' Generation, and I will comfort you when you feel most guilty as your good sister.
Because of you, Taeyeon, there is what I am now, so I should thank you.
Recalling that when Lee Soon-gyu first came to S.M, her uncle arranged for her to join the lineup of darlings of the era who had already arranged for her debut.
But it seemed like a wrong decision, but it seemed so right.
When Lee Soon-gyu first met the members who were still the darlings of the times, they gave her a warm and hopeful feeling.
Although they are very capable of making trouble with each other, except for the youngest sister, everyone is crazy to the same degree, and even Zheng Xiuyan, who has never liked to talk very much, can inadvertently join the camp of crazy play and can mingle with them.
This is something that she Lee Soon-gyu envies very much.
I think when I was still in my father's company, when she was a trainee and a few other members who were ready to make their debut, all she did every day was practice.
Only with continuous practice can they debut as artists. And this ...... It also makes them feel as if something is missing between them.
It wasn't until after his father's company collapsed and came to S.M, and after seeing this group of girls who were like neurotics as long as they went crazy, Lee Soon-gyu faintly felt what they felt was missing at the beginning.
Sisterhood.
At the beginning, what they lacked between each other should be the sisterhood that everyone has now in Girls' Generation.
Looking back now, she was the daughter of the boss of the company, and this matter was not a secret at all in the original company, basically everyone knew about it, even her former teammates knew about it.
And in the usual practice, it seems that intentionally or unintentionally, her teammates are flattering her and flattering her, treating her as the center of the team, as the captain of the team, and at that time, ...... Their captain wasn't her.
But even so, the captain never said anything to her, but like the other team members, he often cared for her as if he cared, making her feel a different feeling intentionally or unintentionally.
Maybe that's what pampering and pride.
Every day when she came to the company to practice, when she met someone on the way to the practice room, someone would always bend down to her and say hello to the eldest lady, which made her inadvertently become fluttery.
And when her father's company went bankrupt due to problems, her teammates and captains, who used to care so much about her, didn't even say the most basic goodbye, and left without even appearing in front of her, and in a blink of an eye, she entered other brokerage companies as trainees.
People go to tea and cool, and trees fall and scatter, maybe this is the case.
Regarding the attitude of her former teammates, Lee Soon-gyu, who was a little unacceptable for a while, became a little depressed, and hid at home and played games every day, as if she wanted to escape this unacceptable reality by playing games.
And God still seems to have some favor for Lee Soon-gyu, not long after her father's company collapsed, she was recommended to S.M, that is, her uncle Lee so-man's company, by her predecessor Ayumi, who used to be in the same company and had already debuted.
At that time, Lee Soon-gyu was a little reluctant to go to S.M. because she was afraid that what happened to her father's company would happen again, and everyone would flatter her because of her relationship with Lee so-man, which would lead to a high chance of repeating what happened to her before.
But Ayumi's kind recommendation made Lee Soon-gyu unable to refuse, so after hesitating, she decided to hide her identity and join her uncle's company as a trainee.
Because becoming a singer is the dream she wants to fulfill the most after practicing for so many years.
When she first came to S.M., no one knew Lee Soon-gyu's true identity, and naturally there was no such thing as what happened to her father's company, which made her quite happy for a while, because the sisters she knew after joining S.M seemed to be different from her former teammates.
She used to practice day after day, year after year, and there was never much change. Now, the first thing she does after coming to the company every day is to see if her sisters are coming, and she no longer only knows how to practice as before.
The difference they made to her was so different from what she used to be, and while daily practice was essential, it wasn't the whole story.
Looks the same height as himself.,The younger sister who seems to be younger than herself.,In fact, it's the oldest in the team and like an old mother.,Always take care of the sisters in some details of life.。
Although this short body occasionally seems to be a different person, as long as it is less than half an hour after starting to practice, it is guaranteed that he will sit directly on the ground and start panting, looking like he is tired and about to die. But as long as someone comes at this time and deliberately provokes her with words, she will immediately become energetic again, and she will start to go crazy with a look of not knowing how tired, and run after the guy who provoked her all over the practice room.
Among them is her, Lee Soon-gyu herself.
Probably what this feeling brought to her was a sisterhood that she had never felt before.
And as time went by, she became more and more fond of getting along with these sisters who occasionally seemed to be insane.
It's just that the good times don't last long, and the hidden secrets will always come to light one day.
When Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young both took temporary leave to leave because of Jeonju's family affairs, Choi so-young didn't know where to find out her relationship with Lee so-man. When Choi so-young went to question her, Lee Soon-gyu felt panicked and nervous for a while, worried that the time when she was flattered would return to her side.
What she didn't expect was that what she feared didn't happen, it just ...... But something else happened that was equally unacceptable to her.
Choi so-young encouraged the sisters around her to start alienating her.
She can't accept a person who is related to the company's directors to enter the darling of their time, because in her opinion, this is a typical trust relationship through the back door.
During that time, Choi so-young, Kwon Yoo-ri and Jung so-yeon slowly kept their distance from her, and they were reluctant to say a word to her. Not only that, but the three of them took the lead and dragged the two innocent sisters in, as if invisibly isolating her from their small circle.
They all distanced themselves from Lee Soon-gyu, but Kim Hyo-yeon was the only one who did not keep his distance from her like them, but ignored their attitude and got very close to Lee Soon-gyu.
It was because of Kim Hyo-yeon that Lee Soon-gyu did not easily tell his uncle that he wanted to quit the darling of the times.
It is precisely because she did not do so that the misunderstanding between her and the others was resolved after Kim Taeyeon returned.
Zheng Xiuyan didn't know how she persuaded her, anyway, not long after Kim Tae-yeon came back, Zheng Xiuyan seemed to be a different person, and she was slowly able to say a few words to her.
Kwon Yoo-ri is even simpler, just playing a few games together, and the misunderstanding between the two seems to have disappeared, and they can have a common topic to talk about.
But on Choi so-young's side, she still has no way to solve it, so she can only pin her hopes on Kim Taeyeon, who has continuously resolved the misunderstanding between Jung so-yeon Kwon Yoo-ri and her.
It's just that what she didn't expect was that Kim Taeyeon's way of dealing with the misunderstanding between them was very simple and rude, directly breaking the mirror to untie Choi so-young's heart knot.
It seems that at that moment, when Lee Soon-gyu saw Kim Taeyeon's blood on her hands, she was so worried, as if her heart had become torn apart like that broken mirror.
But because of Kim Taeyeon's injury, the misunderstanding between her and Choi so-young has also been resolved, and Choi so-young is no longer hostile to her, but can quickly get along with her, play games together, practice chatting together, and no longer have the same-for-tat meaning as before.
At that moment, Lee Soon-gyu thanked Kim Taeyeon from the bottom of his heart.
Because without her appearance, even if she was accompanied by Jin Xiaoyuan, she was destined to not last long.
So now, when Kim Taeyeon feels guilty because of self-blame and no one notices her, Lee Soon-gyu will raise her face to comfort her and tell her to stop blaming herself for her own affairs.