It's good that he didn't say it, but as soon as he said it, I couldn't help but spew out a thin anger, turned my head and yelled: "Then you have to talk and count." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Mu Fei's body shook a little, just like his father, even if he drank, he spoke in an orderly manner, "I'm not far away from you, can't I meet if I don't meet?" What more do you want? This time you came to the door, what do you want me to do to be satisfied? ”

I snorted, my eyes full of contempt, "You really forgot that you still have an accident maker at home." Can you control him and prevent him from coming to our house twice in three days to spread wilderness? ”

After hearing this, Mu Fei's expression was drastically different from before, and he lowered his head with shame and guilt.

"Why don't you speak? Didn't you just accuse me of accusations? Why can't you even do this kind of thing? He is your father, do you have the obligation to take good care of him and let him not come out to harm people? ”

Mu Fei lowered his head and admitted that he didn't reply to my scolding, because he fully understood how dirty his father was.

As he once said, "I would be better if it weren't for Mu Shuo's son, Mu Fei." ”

So when it comes to same-sex repulsion, he and I are even the same as inferiority and vulnerability, how can I not want to try my best to escape from this person who seems to be looking at another self.

In the end, just like I didn't know how to throw Mu Fei and his father with all my might, I forgot how I returned home in a trance after accusing Mu Fei.

I only remember pushing open the door of the room, and Song Zhun just lay on it and slept on it.

I knew he wasn't asleep, but I didn't dare wake him up, and I guess he would be relieved when I got back.

And when I'm physically and mentally exhausted, staying by your side is already a lucky thing.

Before closing my eyes, I said to the ceiling, "I hope that after tomorrow, all the gloom will be gone."

I hope he will hear my wishes, forget these embarrassing things, and preferably never mention them in front of me for the rest of his life, although I don't know if I will ever see him in person for the rest of my life.

Just let me be that weird and cold Jiang Nian in his heart.

The next day, my mother went to work early. I hope I don't see her today, people, there is always a need for a period of remission.

This time, Song Zhun didn't make breakfast, he took me out to eat. Anyway, I don't have an appetite, I eat whatever I want, just to fill my stomach.

It's like it says on TV, an injured critter needs a few days of rest, and I need a few days of rest.

Time will tell, and when you're having a hard day, remember to tell yourself that these moments will only turn into memories later. So you don't feel sad, sooner or later it will pass anyway, happiness is the same, and the gray area is the same.

I prayed that it was a rainy day, but the sky was unexpectedly clear. As far as I can remember, it was like the first time I hoped that the clouds and heavy rain would come soon.

Compared to my dead face, Song Zhun is not much better.

I thought he would do everything he could to amuse me, but he ended up grieving with me.

The word "sadness" is wrong, after all, I don't feel that life is too miserable, but I have reverted back to my previous indifference and coldness. These things that are born in the bones do not expect it to really disappear.

Originally, I was thinking about it, but I only wanted to look at me with pride and joy in Song Zhun's eyes.

To put it mildly, it is to do superficial work. This is also something that I am now powerless to discover my nature.

At night, the three of them sat in the living room watching TV, everyone watched the family ethics drama with a boring plot, and the mother suddenly picked up the remote control in embarrassment, and after coughing twice, she said that the TV series was too bloody to even watch it at her age, and changed to a sitcom.

Song Zhun and I nodded one after another, wanting to make the atmosphere less lifeless.

But I had no choice but to pay attention to the TV, resulting in a person who stubbornly echoed every laugh.

In the end, I had to shut up embarrassedly, and when it came to the next laugh, I looked at each other, and no one dared to laugh out loud first.

We both know what we're worried about, but sometimes it's better to take the initiative than wait for death to come.

But now in this situation, there is really no way, after all, I am worried that Mu Fei and his father will suddenly come to this kind of thing like last night, it is unknown and will not necessarily happen. So all we can do is wait, occasionally the neighbor's cat pounces on the door twice, and all three of them will cast their eyes at the same time, and Song Zhun will even get up to check.

The mood of the frightened bird is really tormenting.

After the next few days, Mu Fei's father never came, and I never met Mu Fei at school, his attendance sheet is estimated to have all been crossed, anyway, the teacher can't do anything about him.

A semester is coming to an end, and the head teacher is saying that the semester summary is about the individual, and there are for the grades, and I have both in his mouth. But don't worry, because of Song Zhun's suppression of me, the words that popped out of the head teacher's mouth have become good, and when it comes to excitement, he will look at me with a smile and ask, "Jiang Nian should have gained a lot this semester, right?" ”

I nodded, unable to answer.

He smiled indifferently, and didn't forget to praise at the end, "I hope everyone can learn from Jiang Nian, so that the teacher can sleep a little more fragrant at night, and there is no need to point at the finger and scold people in the middle of the night." ”

The classmates in the hall burst into laughter, and then it was the turn of the classmates who should criticize, I don't know if your parents will be ready to rebuild you in the face of you every day, but I look at you with a lot of teeth.

The head teacher said so.

Song Zhun looked back at me proudly and arrogantly raised his hand under the desk, signaling to touch his head as a compliment.

And I laughed speechlessly.

I haven't sorted out what exactly I have gained this semester? If I had to say the same thing, I think it should be that with Song Zhun as a friend, I lost Mu Fei's troublesome essence.

The plane tree outside the window looks like it is sprinkled with bustling starlight from a distance under the strong illumination of the light, but it is more desolate for no reason in the eyes.

It should be lonely when it is locked up in the yard alone, after all, the little flowers and grass will not understand its annual separation from the branches and leaves, and it is sad as if it is about to grow old. So in autumn, I never dared to look at it closely, and in winter it was fine, with occasional snow, and although it was cold, it had a more pitiful and sad companion than it.

Today is the hottest day since the beginning of summer, and even if the electric fan overhead is turned on to the maximum gear, it still can't withstand the hot breath.

It is as if all you breathe into your mouth is hot air with dozens of degrees.

At times like this, I don't even want to go to the bathroom.

Song Zhun came back from the commissary, bought two bottles of ice water and held them in the palm of his hand, and mischievously slapped me in the face while I wasn't paying attention. The overly cold touch often makes me want to beat him up like thunder.

The man didn't think so, grabbed my arm directly, and used more strength than me to fight.

The two girls who came in from outside the door were discussing something with solemn expressions, but when they saw Song Zhun and I fighting, they directly shook each other's hands excitedly, with an indescribable joy.

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