Chapter 24: Sister Xue Loves Me
"Honey, my brother is here, will you do it later?" Enduring the old man's aggression, Sister Xue's voice was a little flustered, but she seemed to be very jealous of this old man, and only dared to gently put her little hand on the old man's shoulder, and her mouth made a weak resistance, but it did not play the slightest role.
For Sister Xue's request, the old man didn't seem to hear it, his palm continued to move in Sister Xue's skirt, and through the tight hip skirt, the outline of the back of the hand could be clearly seen, bulging up a large piece, Sister Xue's body couldn't help trembling, and a panicked sound came out of her throat.
"Xiaoxue, your body is more honest than your mouth." The old man's voice was hoarse, and he didn't mean to stop at all, he squinted his eyes, and a playful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he glanced at me intentionally or unintentionally.
I stood on the spot, my mind was blank, I couldn't have imagined that I would actually see this scene, this old man was not handsome, the skin on his face was already a little wrinkled, and he was wearing a pair of glasses, which looked sven, but his behavior surprised me.
What makes me even more sad is that Sister Xue actually called this old man who was old enough to be her father "dear", for a while, my heart seemed to be stabbed by a sharp blade, very, very painful, so I couldn't help but grab it with my hands, but the more this happened, the more painful it was.
Maybe I was too surprised, I never thought that a young and beautiful woman like Sister Xue, who is a cold female teacher at school on weekdays, has such a relationship with an old and frail old man, which makes me tremble, I have long forgotten to move my steps, staring at the hand that is moving in Sister Xue's tight hip skirt, and a complex feeling wells up in my heart, which makes me angry, but I don't want to leave.
Sensing my eyes, the corners of the old man's mouth seemed to be bent, one hugged Sister Xue in his arms, and the other hand had lifted Sister Xue's shirt and inserted her hand into it.
"Xiaozhi, can you go out first?" Sister Xue saw that begging the old man had no effect, so she spoke to me in a pleading tone, I trembled, and saw that Sister Xue had closed her eyes with pain after speaking, as if she was enduring something, and vaguely I saw that the corners of Sister Xue's eyes flashed with crystalline meaning.
I shivered, like waking up from a dream, and then I realized what was happening, and the anger in my heart surged out at once, staring at the old man and at Sister Xue with a painful expression on her face.
I suddenly recalled that night, thunderstorms, Sister Xue was pressed on the sofa by my father and begged me in pain to let me do her.
"Don't, let me go, Xiaozhi come and help my sister, your dad is crazy......"
"Xiaozhi, don't go, help my sister quickly, sister beg, Sister Xue can't be sorry for her boyfriend."
Scene by scene, it passed through my mind like a movie, but this time, Sister Xue begged me to leave.
I shuddered, closed my eyes in pain, unwilling to look at the hot scene in front of me, my heart was cold, I knew what would happen after I left, just like I had come back before, although I didn't see it with my own eyes, but the clothes scattered all over the ground and the sounds coming from the room were enough to prove everything.
"I see." I resisted the urge to go up and beat up the old man who was "bullying" Sister Xue, took a deep breath, turned around, and slowly closed the door.
Vaguely, I heard Sister Xue reproaching with coquettishness, and asked why the old man came again so quickly, and was in such a hurry, didn't he just come the day before yesterday.
I didn't hear the rest of the words, I stood at the door like a nerd, the sound insulation of the room was good, I couldn't hear the slightest movement of what was happening inside, but my heart went from anger to coldness.
Pack, raise!
This word, which was originally very far away from me, quietly appeared in my mind at this moment, although it was not confirmed by Sister Xue, but I already knew that ** is not far from ten, judging from the old man's attitude towards Sister Xue, it is enough to prove it.
My mind was in a mess, and I grabbed my hair with my hands in pain, and rushed to the rooftop, standing in the open field, and I let out a scream.
"Ahh
I seemed to be crazy, as if I was going to vent everything in my heart, and after roaring like crazy, my whole body seemed to have lost my strength, and I slowly knelt on the ground, and my heart was cold.
"Why!" I asked myself, it was like looking for a demon, I couldn't figure out how such a thing could happen, no matter what, I couldn't connect the girl Xue who was always cold at school and this woman who was held in the arms of a man as a plaything.
In my heart, it was as if something had collapsed.
I slammed my fist on the ground, the piercing pain came in, and the blood stained the ground red, but I didn't frown, I smiled miserably, and my heart was mixed.
I stayed on the rooftop for a long time before I walked downstairs, but I happened to bump into the old man in his fifties who walked out of Sister Xue's house, while still sorting out his tie and wearing a blazer on his arm, glanced at me faintly, and walked downstairs.
I shuddered, and I saw banter and indifference in the old man's eyes, and I clenched my fists tightly, but in the end I could only let go weakly, and walked towards Sister Xue's house like a walking corpse.
When the old man left, he didn't seem to close the door, I walked over in a trance, and the mess in front of me came into view, the torn blouse and hip skirt, the high heels thrown on the ground at random, and Sister Xue lying on the sofa with long hair half-covering her face, and a pair of torn stockings full of dirty things still on her legs.
I watched all this blankly, with a pain in my heart, and I saw Sister Xue's body again, but I didn't have that kind of sinful expectation in my heart, there was only pain, just like my favorite treasure was taken away by others, and then discarded at will after being broken.
This scene seems familiar, just like back then, Sister Xue stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, and thunder flashed outside, reflecting the dull face.
At this moment, I heard the sound of sobbing, and suddenly shivered, only to find that Sister Xue's face was full of tears, dripping down uncontrollably, and the scattered hair was wet, as if she didn't notice my appearance, crying did not stop, she sat up from the sofa with difficulty, and was about to put on her underwear and clothes, when she suddenly found my existence, and the hand that touched her underwear and clothes also froze in an instant.
"Xiao, Xiaozhi?" Sister Xue's beautiful eyes widened, with tears in her eyes, and she looked at me blankly, with a trace of panic flashing on her face.
I shuddered, ran out again, closed the door, and pressed my back against the door of Sister Xue's house, trembling all over.
After a while, Sister Xue opened the door, because the original clothes were torn by the old man, she had changed her clothes again, and stood at the door looking at me, the tears in the corners of her eyes were very clean, and her face was a little haggard, "Xiaozhi, come in." ”
I replied distractedly, I didn't dare to look at Sister Xue's face, and walked in behind Sister Xue, my eyes inadvertently fell on Sister Xue's legs, the originally white knees had become red, and the plump, plump thighs were pinched.
There was an inexplicable pain in my heart, and anger surged out again, this old man simply regarded Sister Xue as a plaything, ravaged and ravaged it fiercely, and did not cherish it at all!
I couldn't bear it anymore, and as soon as I grabbed Sister Xue's hand, I could clearly feel Sister Xue's body trembling, turned around, and asked me a little stiffly what was wrong.
Seems to know what I will say, Sister Xue's eyes are a little flustered, but she still asks.
"Sister Xue." I held it for a long time, I couldn't speak, I couldn't wait to give myself two big ear scrapers, and secretly scolded myself for being useless, why I couldn't say anything to my mouth.
I want to persuade Sister Xue, don't do this anymore, I know that Sister Xue is not such a depraved person, she must have her own hardships with an old man older than herself, I don't want her to continue to make compromises like this, I don't want to.
Hearing my voice, Sister Xue seemed to be scared, but she continued to listen and asked me what was wrong and what I wanted to say.
"Sister Xue, are you having any difficulties?" I finally mustered up the courage to speak up, and all kinds of thoughts kept popping up in my head.
Maybe it's because Lin Shishi likes to watch all kinds of sadistic TV series in the past, I also watched some of them, and those heroines on TV always have to have a relationship with some men they don't like because of their parents and relatives are sick or other reasons.
I think Sister Xue must be like this, otherwise I really can't think of any reason why she, a beautiful girl in her early twenties, would choose an old man.
After listening to this, Sister Xue's body trembled again and shook her head, "No, Xiaozhi, you think too much." ”
I didn't believe it, so I raised my voice and asked Sister Xue, you must be lying, right, otherwise how could you be with an old man.
Sister Xue shook her head, "Really not, Xiaozhi, don't think too much, Sister Xue just doesn't want to be so bitter, you don't understand the feeling of being alone, there is no one who can take care of herself, besides, Sister Xue is also a woman, an unclean woman." ”
After saying that, Sister Xue went straight to the kitchen, and I stayed there, my mind blank.
Alone? I can understand because I am such a person, a person who has been expelled!
But I don't know what to say, my heart is very complicated, the more I think of what Sister Xue just said, the more painful my heart is, Sister Xue said that she is an unclean woman, but I don't think so, Sister Xue will always be the most perfect in my heart.
Maybe it's because of what happened before, Sister Xue kept silent during the meal, and the atmosphere was a little weird.
After eating, I was still doing my homework, Sister Xue had already taken a shower and gone to sleep, maybe she was too tired just now, the old man treated Sister Xue as a toy, constantly ravaging and ravaging, but discarded it afterwards.
I was angry in my heart, but I couldn't do anything but suffer here.
After finishing my homework, when I arrived at Sister Xue's room, Sister Xue was facing me sideways, as if she had fallen asleep, looking at Sister Xue who was sleeping peacefully, my heart ached again.
Sitting on the bed, the vague fragrance on Sister Xue's body came over, but I couldn't get excited, some were just annoyed, boundless chagrin, and felt that I was a special wretch.
Finally, I still couldn't hold back, and gently called Sister Xue's name, Sister Xue's body moved, lazily asking me to go to bed quickly, and I have to go to class tomorrow.
After saying that, he ignored me as if he was running away.
I smiled self-deprecatingly, sleep? How could I sleep well, when I thought of a girl like Sister Xue, who was almost perfect in my eyes, was with an old man old enough to be her father, to be his lover and person, my heart was as painful as thousands of insects gnawing on it.
My brain was hot, and I suddenly hugged Sister Xue from behind, and said tremblingly, "Sister Xue, leave that old man." ”
My movements were so sudden that even Sister Xue didn't expect it at all, and her body trembled.
Sister Xue only wore a nightdress, her body was very soft and fragrant, I hugged Sister Xue, I had the urge to cry, and I was very unwilling.
After a long time, Sister Xue slowly turned around, her eyes were full of tears, and she said softly: "Xiaozhi, Sister Xue can't go back, Sister Xue is an unclean woman." ”
Sister Xue's words pierced my heart like a sharp knife, I know what she means, all of this is inextricably related to my father, perhaps, because of me, she will come to this point.
My heart is free, I shook my head and said no, in my eyes Sister Xue will always be the most perfect, Sister Xue bit her lip tightly and didn't speak, just gently touched my head.
"Sleep, you don't understand."
After a long time, Sister Xue held back a sentence from her mouth, and then turned around again.
Looking at Sister Xue's back, my heart is unspeakably blocked, especially uncomfortable, I don't know why Sister Xue always emphasizes that she is an unclean woman, but listening to this sentence, my heart hurts very much, all because of me.
If I hadn't relied so much on Sister Xue when I was a child, and I wouldn't have run to Sister Xue because my dad was going to beat me, or maybe everything would have changed since I stopped my dad's atrocities on that thunderstorm night.
Sister Xue is a beauty, among the women I have seen, she is definitely in the top few, although Lin Shishi is also very beautiful, but compared with Sister Xue, she always has a goddess-like temperament, and she does not have that mature charm, and she is a serious college student, and the conditions are very good.
After graduation, it was so easy to find a boyfriend who loved her, but unfortunately in the end, she was completely devastated because of the incident a few years ago that changed the trajectory of her life.
Originally, when I saw Sister Xue appear in front of me again, she was still so beautiful, thrillingly beautiful, with a transcendent temperament, and she became a teacher again, my heart was still a little happy, at least the woman who was hurt because of me is now doing well.
Even if it was two days ago, I knew that Sister Xue had a man, although there was an inexplicable jealousy in my heart, but most of the time I was still relieved, after all, it meant that Sister Xue had found a good home, and the guilt in my heart would be reduced.
However, everything today has subverted my three views, and the spiritual harbor that was originally built with great difficulty collapsed in an instant, and that guilt once again came like a tide, making me unable to breathe.
Sister Xue's "boyfriend" is just the man who took care of her, I really can't accept this fact, how I wish it would be a nightmare at that time.
In the eyes of that old man, Sister Xue is just a plaything, she has no dignity at all, she just needs to use it when she needs it, I see it in my eyes, it hurts in my heart, but I can't do anything about it.
It was late at night, my mood was extremely complicated, staring at Sister Xue's back for a long time and couldn't calm down, I don't know how long it took before I gradually fell asleep.
The next day, I tacitly told Sister Xue about what happened last night, the atmosphere was a little awkward, I knew that this was not a good sign, and I always felt that one day Sister Xue would leave me, and I was very depressed.
Sister Xue accompanied me to the school, and after making sure that I arrived safely, I walked towards my office, and when I arrived at the class, I was not very treated because of Lin Shishi's previous incident, but more people just watched it as a play.
Although I was scolded for Lin Shishi at the time, I didn't care about it afterwards, but two people were particularly obvious, one was Zhang Yu, who always had an inexplicable hostility towards me, as if I owed her eight million.
I wondered why this woman had already hurt me very badly when she framed me for stealing Lin Shishi's mobile phone last time, so why did it make me feel like I owed her something.
As for the other, it was Wu Jie, this wall-grass tablemate was like my enemy, grabbing my pigtails and not letting go, as if he was Lin Shishi's own brother, and he was desperately against me.
Other people's table mates are brothers and comrades-in-arms, but when they come to me, I can only smile bitterly.
As soon as I arrived at the seat, Wu Jie looked at me with a disgusted face, and his words were particularly sour, "Yang Zhi, why is your evil pen here again, don't come near me, I'm afraid that I will be infected by your evil pen." ”
Wu Jie's words made me feel unhappy for a while, and I glared at him viciously, and I noticed that I had passed the position with Wu Jie, and there was a big gap in the middle.
When I looked down, my heart suddenly became angry, and all the books I had put in my desk yesterday were thrown on the ground, and there were footprints on them, which was terrible.
I forcibly suppressed the anger in my heart, pointed at Wu Jie and asked who did it, but Wu Jie shook his head and said I don't know, I guess who saw me unhappy.
I punched the table and made a loud noise, which startled Wu Jie, and looked at me vigilantly, for fear that I would hit him, he was such a timid person who liked to stir up trouble, in fact, I already knew when I saw the shoe prints in the textbook, it must have been Wu Jie's doing.
The shoe prints on it are exactly the same as the shoes on Wu Jie's feet, because it rained a little last night, the nickname on the road is a little wet, and the mud on the textbook has not completely dried up until now.
But in the end, I resisted the urge to beat someone, pointed at Wu Jie's nose and said coldly, "You'd better be careful with me in the future, if you dare to mess with my things again, I will definitely beat you." ”
After finishing speaking, I began to sort out the textbooks, Wu Jie was so fierce that I stopped talking immediately, obviously very weak-hearted, if it wasn't for the fear of causing trouble for Sister Xue, I would definitely kill him.
When I was reading in class, Sister Xue suddenly came to the class and beckoned to me and Lin Shishi, Lin Shishi walked out with a cold face, I followed hard, looking at Sister Xue's face with a worried look, I also knew that there must be nothing good.
Sure enough, Sister Xue took me and Lin Shishi to the office, and as soon as I opened my mouth, Lin Shishi and I knew what it meant.
"Shishi, it was indeed his fault that Yang Zhi beat you before, but the teacher also investigated it clearly, and it was because you insulted Yang Zhi's parents in advance, so he was so excited, do you think this matter can be made small?" Sister Xue asked in a consultative tone.
But as soon as she finished speaking, Lin Shishi smiled coldly, pointing at me disdainfully, "His father was originally a strong and traitor, and his mother is also a shameless junior, am I wrong, Mr. Cheng, you have been shielding Yang Zhi, do you have anything to see?" ”
Lin Shishi's words were unceremoniously, I couldn't believe it at all, this was a seventeen-year-old girl who said it, it was so cold, and it contained a thick sarcasm.
Sister Xue looked at Lin Shishi in disbelief, with a look of disbelief on her face, and asked her what she meant, Lin Shishi pursed her lips disdainfully, don't you know what you mean, what are you pretending.
Sister Xue was even more depressed, her face was very ugly, but she couldn't get angry, if it was usual, Sister Xue didn't need to be so compromised, this matter had nothing to do with Sister Xue, everything was caused by me.
But now, in order not to let my studies be affected and to be able to take the college entrance examination safely, Sister Xue had to wronged herself and discussed with Lin Shishi in a low voice.
However, Lin Shishi's words were extremely cold, Sister Xue didn't know, but I knew very well, because Lin Shishi had read the diary I wrote, and she had already understood my relationship with Sister Xue.
"Sister Xue, I'll discuss this matter with Lin Shishi myself." I saw that Sister Xue's expression was a little wrong, and I wanted to ask you what Lin Shishi meant, so I hurriedly interrupted Sister Xue's words.
I'm afraid that Lin Shishi will blurt out and not give Sister Xue face at all, I really don't know what kind of trouble that will cause to Sister Xue.
"Discuss? There is no need to discuss, I Lin Shishi will do what she says, either you get out of this school, or kneel down and beg me, otherwise don't expect to be fooled around like this, I will give you three days to think about it. Lin Shishi coldly dropped a sentence, flicked her head and left the office directly, slamming the office door very loudly.
My heart also trembled fiercely, and when I came back to my senses, I found that Sister Xue was looking at me thoughtfully, and I felt weak for a while, and asked Sister Xue why she was looking at me like this.
"Xiaozhi, tell Sister Xue honestly, what do you mean by what Lin Shishi said just now?" Sister Xue stared at my eyes, and my heart trembled, I couldn't do it with fear.
I didn't dare to tell the truth, and in a hurry, I quickly explained that Lin Shishi was such a person, she spoke very disproportionately, and often made something out of nothing.
Sister Xue sighed and said she knew.
I asked Sister Xue what to do about this, and Sister Xue said that she originally planned to discuss with Lin Shishi to see if she could make a breakthrough from Lin Shishi's side, so that Lin Shishi's father would not make a big deal about it, and it would not affect my studies, otherwise many times, even she would not be able to guarantee my affairs.
"Sister Xue, if I don't read it, I'll go to work." I whispered, and once again the idea of dropping out of school sprouted in my heart, and I didn't want to continue to be entangled like this.
If it continues like this, it is only Sister Xue who will be hurt, Lin Shishi will always be so domineering and unreasonable, I already have a deep understanding, I don't want Sister Xue to come to this point and be hurt like this.
What's more, the current Sister Xue is in a critical period, and she has to become a regular, which will cause her a lot of trouble, and even affect her work, which is not what I want.
But as soon as I spoke, Sister Xue's face immediately fell, and she said angrily with a straight face: "Xiaozhi, what are you talking nonsense, if you dare to talk like this again, Sister Xue will be really angry and ignore you anymore." ”
Seeing Sister Xue's angry appearance, my heart trembled, and I quickly apologized to Sister Xue.
When I walked out of the office, I sighed helplessly, clenched my fists tightly, and secretly made up my mind that no matter what, I couldn't let Sister Xue be implicated, and I would face my own affairs, like a man!
I walked to the class and stood in front of Lin Shishi, Lin Shishi suddenly raised her eyebrows, looked at me with an unhappy face, and asked me what I was doing.
"Shishi, I'm a little bit of a discussion with you, can you come out for a while?" I said in a consultative tone, and as my voice fell, many people stopped to look at us, and the whole class fell silent.
Lin Shishi stared at me coldly, dropped the textbook in her hand, sneered on her face, her eyes were full of banter, and she pouted, "Go out?" Yang Zhi, who do you think you are, and what qualifications do you have to ask me to go out and talk to you. ”
I didn't expect Lin Shishi to reply to me like this, and suddenly my heart was a little empty, I said that there was something I wanted to discuss with him, but as soon as my words came out, Lin Shishi interrupted me impatiently again.
"Ask for peace, yes, yes, I'll give you a chance, now kneel down in front of everyone and lick my shoes, and learn to bark three times, I'll Lin Shishi treat it as if nothing happened, otherwise, interview!"
Lin Shishi's voice was unceremoniously, pointing to herself wearing white lace-up wedge sandals and said, with a proud face, which made me stand on the spot.