Chapter 151: I'll Wait for You for How Long I Want
Gu Ziyan looked at Shen Fanxi's thin body, and suddenly felt a little unbearable to let her have a child, but he really wanted a child that belonged to him and Shen Fanxi.
He is indeed a man who attaches more importance to his career, but his heart is eager to have a small family and a child.
Holding the woman in front of her, she already shares a small home with her. Now, there is only one child left.
"Give me a monkey. Gu Ziyan wrapped around her from behind and said to her.
"Monkey?" Shen Fanxi looked at him suspiciously, indicating that he didn't understand what he was saying.
Unlike Shen Fanxi, Gu Ziyan usually pays attention to some Internet buzzwords. However, Shen Fanxi only pays attention to the news and never cares about any new words on the Internet.
That's what it means to be a child. He tapped her nose lightly and said to her dotingly.
Boys and girls can do it, if the boy is a boy, he will protect Shen Fanxi with him, and if the girl is a girl, he will protect their mother and daughter, this kind of life is satisfying when you think about it.
"Do you like boys or girls?" Shen Fanxi thought to himself as he looked at his face.
If it's a boy, maybe he's as heroic as him, and he's an iron-blooded man. If it's a girl, maybe it's a girl like Mulan like her?
Thinking of this, she was a little stunned, and didn't hear what Gu Ziyan said to her.
"What do you want, you. Gu Ziyan saw that she had been in a daze recently, and couldn't help but pat her head gently.
She was thinking about being fascinated, when she was flicked by the man in front of her and subconsciously covered her head.
"What, don't bother me. She waved at him, motioning for him to palm.
Who knows, Gu Ziyan just put his palm on her head and ravaged it hard. I just think her action just now is very cute, and I want to watch it again.
Usually when they are barefoot, there is a slight height difference between the two people, but now although Shen Fanxi is wearing high heels, she is still a little shorter than him.
"Take it away. She said those two words aloud to him.
"Be quiet. Gu Ziyan was used to her behavior. It's no surprise anymore.
When I didn't know her so well before, I still thought that she was at least a little arrogant, but now that I am very familiar with her, I know that this woman is still a little spicy.
Compared with other women who can only be coquettish, he thinks this is a little different.
"Didn't you hear what I just said?" she said, never repeating it a second time.
Gu Ziyan looked at her and said, "I heard it, what's wrong." ”
What replied to him was a roll of the eyes, and then he said angrily: "Then why do you insist on putting your dog's paw on my head?"
Gu Ziyan looked at her and said to her unhurriedly: "If you are so fierce, it will be difficult for the daughter born in the future to be a soft girl." ”
Shen Fanxi continued to give him a roll of his eyes, she still knew the word soft girl.
Last time, during the company's lunch break, she happened to pass by the pantry in the office and saw two college students who had just entered the company looking at the online store.
When he is not working, Shen Fanxi still supports the communication between employees.
"What are you discussing?" she asked, stepping forward to the two of them.
When the two college students saw that it was the president coming, they didn't dare to look at Shen Fanxi's face.
"It's okay, you say?" Shen Fanxi said to them.
The two of them glanced at each other, and then looked at Shen Fanxi's face that didn't look like an angry expression, and then said with confidence.
"Because it was lunch break, the two of us looked at the soft girl outfit. ”
"What kind of soft girl outfit?" Shen Fanxi looked at them and asked his own question.
"So you don't know, president!" the two children showed their excitement on their faces.
"Tell me about it. Shen Fanxi also became interested, looking at these two children so excited, it was as if he had returned to his college days, and he was also such a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers and was pure.
"A soft girl is a categorization of a girl's dress and attire. A girl pointed to the screen of her phone and said, "That's what you wear!" ”
Shen Fanxi put his head in front of the screen to take a look, and sure enough, it was the dress of someone who was still on campus.
I've been working for a long time now, and I often dream of the blue sky and white clouds on the campus. But in my dream, as soon as I run, the high heels under my feet remind me that I am already a person who has entered society.
"Although the soft girl is good, I hope that the child will one day have his own armor to protect himself. Shen Fanxi said what he thought.
"Then, I have the landlord. Gu Ziyan walked into her side and said to her, "When will you give birth to a monkey for me?"
At the mention of this, Shen Fanxi felt a little frustrated, and didn't say anything, so he had to sigh softly.
"Have we been discussing for so long, and you don't have any ideas?" he looked at her sighing, and felt a little bad in his heart.
Gu Ziyan imagined that if he had a child, the family of three would be happy, and the child would look like himself and Shen Fanxi, with big eyes, a high nose bridge, and fair skin, how good it would be, in that case, he would like to leave the whole world to it, as long as it was him and Shen Fanxi's child, he would feel satisfied.
Of course, Shen Fanxi didn't know what Gu Ziyan was thinking, she only knew that although Jiang Xue didn't like herself, what she said was not the truth, and she really didn't want children.
Gu Ziyan and her relationship are not too stable, and there are still many variables in the future, she doesn't want her children to be like herself, and they have not been accompanied by their parents since they were young.
Shen Fanxi knew that such an idea was selfish, but there was no way, she had to do it.
Although this kind of thinking is unfair to Gu Ziyan, she knows that he wants more children, but she can't help it, she must be responsible for herself and her children.
Gu Ziyan watched Shen Fanxi fall into deep thought like this, he wasn't sure what Shen Fanxi thought about the child, but he knew that Shen Fanxi was a very insecure person, and he had to give her enough security before she would think about anything else.
Shen Fanxi is indeed an extremely insecure person, because no one has ever been by her side for a long time, and he is used to the people around him coming and going, and in the end, he is still with himself.
She doesn't want this to happen to her children, she feels very uncomfortable, even extremely lonely, and that loneliness is like you being abandoned by the whole world, as if you are the only one in the world.
It is precisely because of such loneliness that Shen Fanxi is so reluctant to bring a fresh life to this world, even she can't guarantee that she and Gu Ziyan can be together for a long time, and she can't risk her own children.
In all failed love or marriages, the child will always be the most innocent and pitiful character, but the child is also the most reluctant to say these grievances, just like Shen Fanxi, who once missed her parents so much.
Gu Ziyan looked at Shen Fanxi, who had been silent, and said, "My mother didn't mean that, don't take it to heart." ”
"It's okay, I didn't take it to heart. Shen Fanxi explained.
"My mother may misunderstand you, maybe because she doesn't understand you, and when you get to know each other, the relationship will definitely get better, you are both the two most loved women in the world. Gu Ziyan comforted Shen Fanxi.
Shen Fanxi smiled, patted Gu Ziyan's hands that were holding his hands, and said, "It's okay, don't worry, I know, I won't embarrass you." ”
Hearing this, Gu Ziyan felt very sad, she really endured so many things that she shouldn't have for herself, which really made people feel distressed.
Thinking of this, Gu Ziyan held Shen Fanxi's hand tighter, and he said promisedly: "Fanxi, don't worry, stay with me, I won't let you be so wronged all the time, my mother will tell me, she won't treat you like this." ”
Shen Fanxi nodded and said sensibly, "Okay, I believe in you." ”
Gu Ziyan pinched Shen Fanxi's face, patted it gently, and began to deal with the work that had not been handled during the day with peace of mind.
Feelings are important, but Gu Ziyan knows that he is the eldest young master of the Gu family, and the responsibility and pressure he bears are too great and heavy, he can't let down all the people who have hope for him, and he can't let down those who trust him so much.
Shen Fanxi looked at Gu Ziyan, who was working hard, and suddenly felt that this man was really handsome and attractive.
Sure enough, men who work seriously are the most attractive, and Shen Fanxi seems to suddenly feel that he understands this sentence.
So Shen Fanxi also started to draw and design drawings seriously, and she also had a feeling that as long as she was with Gu Ziyan recently, her inspiration seemed to be exhausted.
For a moment, the bedroom fell into a quiet, but strange harmony.
After finishing the work in his hands, Gu Ziyan saw such a picture.
The loose hair covered half of Shen Fanxi's face, faintly revealing her beautiful face, tall nose, small mouth, charming and elegant, as if the current Shen Fanxi was sacrosanct.
Shen Fanxi didn't feel Gu Ziyan's vision, she was trying to record her inspiration, and she couldn't take care of anything else.
Gu Ziyan saw that she was working hard, quiet and solemn, as if creation was a sacrosanct thing.
Seeing that she hadn't moved the place, Gu Ziyan smiled dotingly, and tiptoed downstairs, ready to bring Shen Fanxi a glass of water.
"Drink saliva, what are you painting?" Gu Ziyan said.
Although she has been creating, Shen Fanxi still didn't feel abrupt, as if the fact that Gu Ziyan was by her side had been a law for many years, just like an old husband and wife.
'Thank you. Shen Fanxi is used to being polite, because only by doing everything politely will she be liked by everyone.
"With me, there's no need to say thank you. Gu Ziyan didn't like Shen Fanxi to say thank you to him, otherwise he felt as if she was alienating him.
"Good. "Shen Fanxi is a little sweet.
"Wife, do we want a child?" Gu Ziyan pondered for a long time, and finally said what he wanted to say.
Shen Fanxi didn't know how she should answer, she knew that Gu Ziyan wanted a child, but she didn't expect Gu Ziyan to ask directly.
Gu Ziyan looked at Shen Fanxi's eyes sincerely, he wanted a positive answer.
Shen Fanxi had no choice but to dodge, she was really not ready, the child was still too early for her, she felt that she was still a child, how could she support another child?
But Shen Fanxi didn't want to hurt Gu Ziyan's heart, she knew that Gu Ziyan wanted children, not only for herself, but also for the Gu family and the old man.
She is actually quite contradictory sometimes, the old man is really good to her, and she also wants to do something for the old man, but there are really too many reasons for the child, and she doesn't want to be so hasty.
"Ziyan, I'm sorry, I'm ......" Before Shen Fanxi finished speaking, Gu Ziyan pressed her mouth with his hand.
"Okay, it's okay, don't say it, I understand, I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you. ”
This book was first published in the King of Books