Chapter 149: It's all right with her

Ou Chenye took a deep breath in pain, calming the turbulent waves in his heart.

"Mommy, if a person's heart is gone, is it still complete?"

"Nightβ€”"

"Mommy, please don't stop me, I've already lost Nuo'er once, and this time, I won't let go again. ”

The night swallows everything, but it can't swallow the loneliness of people.

Mu Qingshui took this yellowed photo of me on it, on which were four little girls, each with a bright smile on their faces. If time really can't erase the pain, then can't it erase the feelings? Two people who have been together since infancy, say that they don't exist, really don't exist?

Sui Ning, I don't believe you can really care about anything, if Zhong Tianqi means life to you, then Nuo'er means your humanity. The person who can read you in the world is definitely not Zhong Tianqi, but Guan Enoch. Both of them are people who have achieved themselves, Sui Ning, how will you choose?

Looking at the endless sea, Guan Enoch stood beside the luxurious bed, without any waves in his heart, not even thinking about Ou Xiche, nor about the official's father and mother, or Ou Chenye. Glancing at the dinner on the table, Guan Enoch curled the corners of his lips, Sui Ning, you can't give up your principles after all, but what do you want to do? Kill Ou Chenye, or watch me die, or there are other possibilities.

Guan Enoch picked up the chopsticks and ate the dinner indifferently, which may mean the last dinner. What Guan Enoch didn't expect at all, Sui Ning actually asked someone to send a mobile phone to Guan Enoch, Guan Enoch saw the mobile phone, and smiled with relief, sure enough, this is you Sui Ning.

Guan Enoch made a few phone calls in a row, but they were all greetings, and there was nothing unusual chatting with everyone, and Mu Qingshui's call was more about children, and it didn't seem like he was going to do anything to explain, he hung up Mu Qingshui's phone, Guan Enoch hesitated, and still entered the familiar number.

Ou Chenye, who was also looking at the direction of the sky, saw the phone, and felt a burst of softness in his heart, and when he connected the phone, Guan Enoch did not speak for a long time.

"No'er, is that you?" Ou Chenye's heart lit up with a wave.

"It's me. ”

Ou Chenye suppressed the thousands of thoughts and worries in his heart, and finally only one sentence was left: "Have you eaten?"

Guan Enoch chuckled: "Well, I ate it." ”

The two of them held their mobile phones, and they didn't say a word for a long time, and Guan Enoch didn't seem to have much energy, but his eyes were still shining like black pearls.

"Ou Chenye, I actually have a lot to say to you, but I don't know which one is the most important thing to tell you. ”

"Then wait until you get back. ”

"Night, actuallyβ€”"

"Nuo'er, can you wait for you to come back?" Ou Chenye interrupted what Guan Enoch was going to say next, looked up at the photo that was cut out by Guan Enoch, and his heart throbbed violently, he absolutely couldn't accept that Guan Enoch said anything to him about making him give up, let alone say goodbye.

Sui Ning stood on the deck, looking at the calm sea, without any fluctuating emotions, and no one knew what she was thinking. As the sky turned white, the night slowly brightened, and it was a sleepless night.

Sui Ning faced a table of meals, and Gao Ziqi sat next to him. Guan Enoch walked in front of Sui Ning, but Sui Ning did not look up.

"Your breakfast is not here. ”

Guan Enoch ignored Sui Ning, sat opposite her, and started to eat breakfast: "I haven't eaten breakfast together for a long time, and I'm not used to eating breakfast alone." ”

A sentence flashed through Sui Ning's mind: "I don't want to eat breakfast alone." ”

Many years ago, Guan Enoch just liked to rub Suining, stick to Suining, and never let her be alone when she was unhappy, she could always get Suining out of the low ebb of mood in time, and then eat happily, she knew that Guan Enoch was not unaccustomed to eating alone, and he didn't need to eat alone, because from childhood to adulthood, Guan Enoch was loved by thousands of people. Sui Ning also liked the feeling at that time, for her, official Enoch was a kind of sustenance of happiness and kindness, and she herself once vowed to protect such an official Enoch, forever.

Gao Ziqi glanced at Sui Ning on the side and didn't speak, but a strange smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and a trace of gloom flashed in his eyes.

After breakfast, Guan Enoch asked Sui Ning to go with her to the place where they grew up together when they were children. Looking at the endless grassland, Guan Enoch thought of the time when the four of them were playing together, Xu Ying, Mu Qingshui, and Sui Ning, Guan Enoch was like a lock, tying several of them together, more like a catalyst, making everyone happy together.

"Sui Ning, do you remember the first time we quarreled?" Guan Enoch looked at Sui Ning and smiled faintly, "You slapped me by mistake, and you felt guilty for a long time after that, at that time, we represented ourselves, unlike now, on behalf of anyone." ”

With Guan Enoch's words, the two of them seemed to have entered it, and Sui Ning was the first to withdraw from the memories and said calmly: "Let's go." ”

Guan Enoch looked at Sui Ning's back and smiled, the two of them walked through their alma mater of primary school and junior high school again, but Sui Ning was not willing to get out of the car once, but just looked at it from a distance in the car, and the driver followed the guidance of Guan Enoch until the hospital, Xu Ying's last hospital bed, until the evening when the two returned to the Imperial City Restaurant in Beicheng, the place where the two people were most enthusiastic.

But he didn't walk into Uncle Pei's shop, just glanced at it from a distance, and walked into a restaurant opposite.

Looking at the window position in Uncle Pei's shop, Guan Enoch smiled.

"That's the location, we let Uncle Pei keep it every time, the best position in the whole store is here, Uncle Pei would rather not make this money, but also keep it for us, this is our favorite position, and it is also the origin of our friendship, or the end. ”

Eight years ago, Guan Enoch practiced for Suining in this position, but when he came back, he was no longer the original Suining.

"Suining, this position is also the end of my marriage. It was here, five years ago, that I broke off all ties with him and became the last thing he wanted to talk about. ”

"Suining, do you know? I love him, in order to keep up with him, in order to stand at the same height as him, I have never stopped moving forward. Even in order for him to live well without me, I told a lot of lies, I lied to him, saying that I had changed my mind, only to find out later that we had already come to an end. ”

Guan Ennuo looked at Sui Ning: "Sui Ning, in fact, the person you hate the most is not Ou Chenye, you have always known in your heart that Zhong Tianqi was not killed by Ou Chenye, you hate him, but the person you hate the most is me, it has always been me, even if I trick Ou Chenye into helping you come over this time, you will not let me go, right?"

Sui Ning listened to Guan Enoch's words, and looked at Guan Enoch with heavy suspicion in his eyes.

"You use me to make Ou Chenye miserable, because you also hate him, I die, so that the people I care about and the people I love will not be happy, so that at least you will not be lonely, and you will not feel bored and boring in this world. Sui Ning, for you, I am the most important person before Zhong Tianqi, and after Zhong Tianqi, I am the person you hate the most. Now, I'm the one who makes you the most conflicted. ”

Guan Enoch chuckled and took a sip of water, and continued: "I will die soon, just like five years ago, I still have half a year, and after half a year, there will be no more Guan Enoch in this world, but there will still be Suining." ”

Sui Ning looked at Guan Enoch's calm face with doubts and anxiety, and didn't her illness have been cured for half a year?

"Sui Ning, you should know that only if I leave Ou Chenye, he will be bitter and blamed, and he will not get a good life, and only in this way can you achieve your goal, and I also promise you to go back to the United States with you and stay by your side. ”

Sui Ning looked at Guan Enoch's serious face, why couldn't he fool her with anything, why her eyes were always so clear and clean.

After a long time, a trace of blood appeared in Sui Ning's eyes: "Okay, this is what you said, I will send you back to the Ou Mansion tomorrow." ”

"No, it's a villa around the mountain. ”

The official Enoch was still light, and the next day, the villa around the mountain.