Chapter 262: Lost Yourself
A few days later, Xia Chun told Li Xingfeng that she was sick, could Li Xingfeng come to see him?...... This time, the wind didn't go. In the evening, I called Li Xingfeng again, but Li Xingfeng didn't answer. At this time, the butterfly next to him said in a weird way, and he didn't dare to pick it up, right? Luo Bin didn't expect the butterfly to be so unreasonable after she became pregnant. After the two of them had a big fight, Li Xingfeng left. Xiaolu was also scared enough that day, she had never seen them so hot, she thought it was a butterfly who was going to give birth, and Li Xingfeng didn't like him anymore, because recently, he didn't talk to his father much. When Lu sleeps at night, she is afraid that they will send her to an orphanage.
Butterfly and Li Xingfeng fell into a cold war, and Li Xingfeng did not go back to comfort Butterfly, but sent the ghost to Xia Chunna. After Xia Chun opened the door, he saw that it was a strong wind, and he began to feel a little sure in his heart.
"Why are you here? I'm fine, you don't have to worry, I've been like this for the past few years, I want to have someone to accompany me when I'm sick, but now I don't have any relatives......" Xia Chun deliberately pretended to say. Then Xia Chun began to mention the events of the year again, she said that if it weren't for her family, she wouldn't have gone abroad, in fact, she was still reluctant to do it back then.
Li Xingfeng had already checked why she left back then, and he knew that she was also forced to do so, but she didn't even say hello to Li Xingfeng, he was unhappy in his heart after all, he hadn't contacted him for so many years, and now he would come back when he said it, what did she think of Li Xingfeng? Xia Chun also noticed that Li Xingfeng was slowly brought into the scene by him, struck while the iron was hot, took out a bottle of wine, and said, since it is an old friend, it is always okay to have a few drinks. Li Xingfeng thought that he couldn't drink when he went home, the butterfly would say his, otherwise it would be enough to drink a few glasses.
When she was slightly drunk, Xia Chun suddenly talked about her first time, she said that the most right and least regrettable thing she felt in her life was that she had been with Li Xingfeng, and her first time she gave Li Xingfeng. Li Xingfeng was already a little drunk, hearing this, he began to think back to that night, really, indescribably beautiful, maybe Li Xingfeng wanted to recall the pure love of his previous student days, and he also had that beautiful first time, that time, it was also the first time of Li Xingfeng. At that time, I really didn't want to be now, it was all the smell of society, and the school days exuded the sunniest atmosphere, a bicycle, a boy, and a girl in the back seat of the car. It was a beautiful picture, and the sky was always blue and the days were always too slow...... It's like this song by the old wolf. The memory that was broken is the period of youth that we can never go back to.
Li Xingfeng said, yes, it was good at that time. Thank you for spending an unforgettable time with me, that night, in fact, he had dreamed of it. Maybe for the first time, it is a deep memory for everyone, and Li Xingfeng is also a person, and of course, he also paid his feelings. Xia Chun kissed him and said that in fact, he has feelings for Li Xingfeng now, and Li Xingfeng is certainly not that kind of negative person. suddenly sobered up, and said to Xia Chun,
"We can't go back to the past! everything has changed......" But Xia Chun did not give up, but pushed Li Xingfeng, who had drunk too much, down on the sofa, and said very aggrievedly, although time has changed, but she still loves Li Xingfeng, which has not changed over the years, and she just wants to be with Li Xingfeng now. Then he began to kiss Li Xingfeng violently, Li Xingfeng's eyes became more and more blurred, and after a few seconds, Li Xingfeng actually saw him as a butterfly, and then began to crush her under him, and began to attack violently. Since Butterfly became pregnant, they haven't been together for a long time to save the baby. The strong wind twitched violently, there was a very pleasant feeling, breathing became more and more rapid, and the room was filled with the gasps of two people.
When I woke up, Li Xingfeng felt a little dizzy, and looked around, why was it so strange? I found that I didn't have any clothes on in my next life, wasn't I dreaming yesterday? But it was obviously a butterfly!
"Are you awake? I prepared breakfast for you, there are your favorite buns......" Xia Chun walked in happily when he saw him wake up.
"Xia Chun, you, what did we do last night?"
"Don't you remember?"
Xia Chun pretended to be innocent, you drank a little too much last night, so I will let you stay. Your clothes are vomited, I'll wash them for you, get up and eat!" Sure enough, Li Xingfeng was convinced, he wasn't dreaming last night, after all, he was still unfaithful to the butterfly, he got up and was about to leave, Xia Chun ran over and hugged him from behind and asked him not to go, Li Xingfeng was not soft-hearted at all this time, it was not the butterfly that was wrong, it was him, since he already had a butterfly, he always thought about the beginning, causing Xia Chun to press step by step, he slammed Xia Chun's hand away, and now he can't remember their good times at all, and even full of strangeness to the woman in front of him, and suddenly felt sick to his stomach.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other, that's right. Li Xingfeng's memory of Xia Chun is still stuck in the simple, kind her at the beginning, and now, he suddenly feels that Xia Chun is no longer the original Xia Chun, he just misses the lost time, and the person in the time machine, Li Xingfeng was suddenly very sober and sober, and then he remembered the butterflies at home, and especially wanted to run home, he said to Xia Chun,
"We're not the same as before, we've all changed, we can't go back, you know?"
Yes, we can't go back, what we can do is to have the beauty of the present, the home of the wind is the beauty of the present, there is a beautiful wife who loves him, and then the wind is still home, but I don't know how to say to the butterfly, I feel very sorry for the butterfly, I have a big belly, and I still ...... It's still a man, Li Xingfeng asked himself. He has a responsibility to the family.
Xia Chun watched Li Xingfeng leave like this, his heart was half cold, he didn't know that Li Xingfeng would be so ruthless, after so many years, she still underestimated him. I always thought that the person Li Xingfeng loved the most was himself, but I didn't expect him to really love others. But she won't give up, she plans to tell Butterfly Li Xingfeng about spending the night with him, but Li Xingfeng's temper she knows, and he will not let her go if he knows, but she has indeed changed now, and she will do whatever she wants to get what she wants.
After Li Xingfeng went home, she saw the butterfly, and her heart was even more guilty, she couldn't go back to her youth, why didn't she cherish the people in front of her? The butterfly also saw that Li Xingfeng was back, and in the past few days when Li Xingfeng was away, she also thought a lot, if Xia Chun could leave, she would still be the same as before, as long as she left their lives. She believes that there is an attachment to the past between them. After eating that day, Jiaojiao knew that she was unhappy, so she often came to see her, and then in order to make the butterfly want to open up, she also said a lot, because Luo Bin had known Xia Chun before, and in order to make the butterfly feel at ease, she also deliberately pulled Luo Bin to Li Xingfeng's house.