Chapter 468: Fear of Loss

As for reputation or anything, Jing Hao has never cared, otherwise, he would not have been so happy when the emperor dismembered his military power little by little.

Sitting at the dining table, Su Xi didn't say a word, she was a little more active than before, so she made Zijuan very worried.

"Madame, you ...... Are you alright?"

Zijuan hesitated for a while, but still asked, the recent situation is special, and there will always be a bad look flashing on the faces of Hou Ye and Mrs. from time to time, not to mention that she also knows what kind of situation Hou Ye and Mrs. will face in the future, and worry is naturally indispensable.

It's not just Madame who is worried, Zijuan is also worried about the future situation, for fear that something will happen to Lord Hou and Madame, and even more afraid of the failure of this plan.

Not to mention the safety of Mrs. and Hou Ye, the implication is too widespread, and it will involve too many people's lives.

General Su, the old lady, and Yi Gongzi, as well as his soldiers and horses, will all be implicated.

"I'm fine, you send someone to take a look, why hasn't Hou Ye come yet?" Su Xi's tone was a little irritated and uneasy, obviously, she was very worried about Hou Ye.

"Isn't this coming? Why, I've only been gone for a while, and that's what you think of me?"

Jing Hao walked in from outside, handed the sword in his hand to Shen Qi, and then went down to fetch water to come in, Jing Hao washed his face and wiped it clean with a towel.

I don't know why, the moment Su Xi saw Jing Hao come in, she greeted the light, it was a kind of illusory unreality, which made her heart tighten, and before Jing Hao handed the towel to the next person, she plunged into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Jing Hao was stunned for a moment, smiled faintly, took the towel, and under Jing Hao's signal, they all retreated and closed the door.

Jing Hao hugged Su Xi and chuckled: "What's wrong?, is it because of some nightmare that you are so kind when you see me?"

Su Xi didn't speak, but really felt Jing Hao's existence, greedily smelling the unique aroma of orchids on his body, accompanied by the faint smell of sweat, loving someone, everything about him is beautiful, and because he cherishes it, he wants to stay by his side all the time, and he won't let go even if he dies.

"Don't worry, I'll always be by your side. "The big thing is coming, how can Jing Hao not know what Su Xi is thinking in his heart, but no matter how many words of relief he says at this time, it is not as important and practical as a sentence to ensure his personal life, and it is also more reassuring to Su Xi.

In the past, Jing Hao has always been reluctant to accept anyone's emotions, because if he has not gotten it, he will not have the feeling of loss, and the death of his parents has always been a scar in his heart that he does not want to touch, this scar brings him not only pain, but more importantly, he is too afraid of losing.

Therefore, he ignored Su Xi, not only because of strangeness and alienation, but also because of the shadow that has always existed in his heart.

Even Liu Yiyi is the beginning of no emotion for him, and the friendship of the former childhood sweetheart has long since dissipated without a trace when Liu Yiyi's father chose to betray Jing Hao's father.

To be precise, Jing Hao even has a little more hatred for Liu Yiyi.

It's just that these hatreds, as time goes by, become much heavier and more profound, but they also become much more open-minded and transparent.

Rao is like this, and he still has to avenge the revenge.

Liu Yiyi's father can be regarded as an accomplice in the murder of Jing Hao's parents, so that their family will leave the capital and live in a foreign country from now on, and they will no longer have a rich life and power support, which can be regarded as a punishment for Liu Yiyi's family who yearn for power.

The punishment suffered by Liu Yiyi's family was not physical, but mental, and the huge gap in living conditions and circumstances must be enough to crush their family.

If he really has the ability to live happily in another country, Jing Hao doesn't bother to pay attention to it, punishing this kind of thing, once is enough, cutting the grass and eradicating the roots, it is something that only a vicious person like the emperor and the seventh prince can do.

If it weren't for the fact that the Seventh Prince fell from the position of the crown prince, the eldest prince seized the opportunity and became the crown prince, until the current throne, the two have really become secret "enemies", and they have been secretly competing, you come and go, ignoring or despising the existence of Jing Hao, or, in their eyes and hearts, Jing Hao is just a doll, what the truth is not important to him at all, what matters is how they explain to him about the death of his parents.

Who would have thought that more than ten years later, the former doll grew up and had the ability, in addition to being able to help them fight the world, but also lingering on the things of the year, unable to forget, and has been unremittingly investigating.

And in the end, in the end, the counterattack began.

Didn't the emperor and the seventh prince have the idea of complaining about each other? If it weren't for the beginning of the "civil war" between the two, they ignored and didn't even care about the existence of Jing Hao at the beginning, how could there be such a mess now.

However, no matter how much Rao complains, now that the identity of the emperor and the seventh prince is different, naturally he will not put such a simple and useless complaint on the table to talk about things, knowing that it is useless, why bother, of course, the sooner he takes action to eradicate the better.

But if it weren't for the fact that the emperor and the seventh prince did not have a "civil war", presumably Jing Hao, who was still a child, would not have escaped.

And the woman in her arms is the one who Jing Hao never wants to let go of and lose after getting her and heart, Su Xi is like this, and so is he.

Loss is the most painful thing in the world that Jing Hao has ever tasted.

"Although we don't want to bear the bad results, I promise you, if you really die, I will definitely let you die in my arms. This is very sad to say, which makes the already somewhat silent and sentimental atmosphere even more bleak.

Su Xi suddenly raised his head from Jing Hao's arms, looked at Jing Hao, looked unhappy, and looked very angry: "What nonsense? It's not like your style, not to mention you and my dad...... Oh no, it was our dad who helped to suppress the formation, why did you think that you would fail?"

The change in Su Xi's attitude made Jing Hao a little confused, this ...... Looking at her like this, it doesn't seem like she is worried about herself, in vain she was so emotional and sensational just now, and even thought about how to comfort her next, but she never expected that this was just a moment of raising her head, and it would change so quickly.

"You...... Are you alright?"