The distance from the county to the city was actually not far, but because of the bad road conditions at that time, we sat on the bus for a full hour, and my beautiful sister's face was a little pale, and my butt was a little numb.

The high-rise buildings in the city, the cars coming and going, and the dirt buns were like the first time I entered the city to see the stunned, and I forgot how to walk. Along the way, there was always someone holding my hand, for fear that I would get lost.

It took us nearly an hour and two bus changes to come to Provincial Satellite TV. At that time, the ratings of Provincial Satellite TV were still quite high, what a happy star face, the ** star big ring, there were a lot of people watching.

Because the recording started at half past two in the afternoon, we had to rehearse twice, so we didn't have time to go to lunch, but the TV station provided a boxed lunch, and the boxed lunches of that year were still okay, the taste was okay, and the portions were sufficient.

At 2:15, the audience began to enter one after another, and the host was in place. Seeing that I was a little dazed, my brothers and sisters repeatedly cheered me up, saying don't be nervous, I said I wasn't nervous, just a little urgent.

My beautiful sister saw me go to the toilet a few times, so she said to me, don't be nervous, it's just that there are more people in the audience, there's nothing to be afraid of, you just treat them like those trees in the street park, just perform as usual.

By the way, if you win the first place, the host will give you a chance to speak! Do you want to use the camera to say a few words to your foreign friends? I nodded, my little hand clenched tightly, I must be the first!

There weren't many people who participated in the singing competition that year, and I heard my brother and sister say that there were eight people who participated in the preliminary round last week, and four of them got the opportunity to challenge the weekly champion on TV.

My brothers and sisters temporarily communicated with the people from the TV station and wanted to be transferred from the youth group to the children's group to compete, because my age to sing met the requirements of the children's group, of course, the people from the TV station did not agree, and we still stayed in the youth group.

The children's group started first, a total of five programs, and a little girl named Huang Xin sang the small basket very well, beating last week's champion. Last week's leader in the children's group was a chubby little boy who threw himself into his mother's arms and cried very sadly.

The brothers and sisters are all rejoicing, saying that they are fortunate not to be transferred to the children's group to compete. It was almost an hour of recording, and then it was finally our turn to compete in the youth category.

We were scheduled to be the second to appear, and after the people in front finished singing, the older brothers and sisters began to move instruments to the stage.

Master said that I should be calm when I am facing a major event, my brothers and sisters all looked at me, I took a deep breath and nodded to them, and when the music prelude played, I forgot many things, but I did not forget the drum beat.

My two older brothers play the guitar, my pretty older sister plays the keyboard, I play the drum kit, and I don't remember the lyrics wrong, because I've listened to it more than a hundred times because of the sad Pacific.

I don't know if I sang well or not, but when I finished singing, the audience applauded. After we left the show, we waited backstage for the others to finish.

After all five performances in the youth group, my beautiful sister led me onto the stage and stood in a row with the other four contestants.

Maybe I was too young, and the hostess asked me a few words with the microphone. She asked me how old I was, I said twelve, she asked me what grade I was in, and I said I had just graduated from sixth grade. She asked me again how long I've been learning the drums, and I said I had been learning for a few days.

The audience in the audience was exclaiming, and the hostess was very surprised and asked me, why can I knock so well after only a few days of learning? I replied that I would only knock on the sad Pacific, and the audience laughed.

Then there are the judges' comments, there are four judges on the stage, and one person gives a maximum of 25 points. I didn't understand the judges' comments, but I remember that one of the aunts said that I was very good, and that if I learned to play the drums well, I would have a bright future in the future.

The first contestant scored eighty points, and we scored ninety-three, and the aunt gave us a perfect score of twenty-five, and we scored the highest score of the four fighters. Last week's winner scored 90 points, so we became the weekly champions of the youth category.

The pretty sister didn't lie to me, I really got the opportunity to speak. The hostess asked me if I was happy to win the weekly championship, and I said I was happy. She asked me if I had anything to say, I nodded, and said Shanshan, I got the first place, did you see it? If someone bullies you outside in the future, remember to tell me in a dream, I ...... I'll go to the bodhisattva in the temple to help you complain. The hostess laughed, and so did the audience......

On the Saturday night two days before the start of junior high school, I stayed by the TV early and locked on **Satellite TV, Louis Koo's "The Condor Heroes" was broadcast, and "News Network" was broadcast, and I finally waited for the broadcast of the **Star Arena.

My parents who watched the show were stunned, and my brother was dumbfounded, so I just got up and lowered my head and walked out of the room in a low mood, because the TV station pinched out what I said to Shanshan and didn't broadcast it. How can you not broadcast it?

I was depressed for a long time, and my brother asked me what was wrong? I told him about the TV station that cut off my words, my brother took a deep breath, looked at me for a long time, and then said, "Fool!" Shanshan went to the United States, and she couldn't see ** satellite TV there......

Two days later, that beautiful sister called my home, and I answered the phone and said you have this film...... Then I hung up the phone and I didn't go back to the race......

I still think about Shanshan on the other side of the ocean from time to time, whether her front teeth have come out, whether she is doing well abroad, whether she has been bullied, but after many years, I have never seen Shanshan again.

During the winter vacation of the first year of junior high school, Shanshan's grandmother passed away, and my friends and I went, but we didn't see Shanshan and her mother come back.

At that time, I finally understood that any door, any time machine, it was all a lie. The other side of the ocean is too far away, the world is too big, and Shanshan and I, who have lost contact, can never see each other again, just like the beautiful childhood we spent together, even if it was beautiful, we can never go back......

Writing this, Zao Wou-Ki put down his pen and gently closed his notebook, and it was already dawn outside the window. Zao Wou-Ki opened the drawer, took out the old little tape recorder, installed the battery, put on the earbuds, and listened to the song "Sad Pacific" over and over again......

At work the next day, as soon as Zao Wou-Ki sat down on his seat, Xu Yan ran over, "Hey, Zao Wou-ki, hand it over!"

Zao Wou-Ki clasped his hands tightly around his chest, "What? You can say what you want first, you can discuss, but there are some things that can't be handed over, such as my chastity, which is not negotiable." "Get out, who wants your chastity, Mr. Ye specially explained it yesterday. Xu Yan reminded.

Zhao Wuji glanced at her speechlessly, "That! You scared me to death early in the morning, what's the hurry, isn't Mr. Ye still here?"

Xu Yan glanced at him and straightened his chest, "What do you know? Are you Mr. Ye's assistant or am I Mr. Ye's assistant? Something like this that Mr. Ye has specially explained, it must be prepared before she comes." ”

Zao Wou-Ki threw the notebook to her, "Take it, gold medal assistant." Xu Yan held the notebook and walked away gracefully.

It turned out that Xu Yan did the right thing, Ye Shan came earlier than usual today, Xu Yan quickly took the notebook into the office and handed it to Ye Shan, and then withdrew to make coffee for Ye Shan.

As soon as Ye Shan sat down, she couldn't wait to open Zao Wou-Ki's notebook, first glanced at the painting painted by Zao Wou-Ki a few times, and then turned a page back.

When Xu Yan brought coffee to Ye Shan, Ye Shan was concentrating on reading the notes, Xu Yan saw that Ye Shan was looking very seriously, and gently put the coffee on the table, then retreated lightly and closed the door, during the whole process, Ye Shan's eyes never left the notebook.

Zao Wou-ki's handwriting was so good, Ye Shan read it very carefully, smiling slightly from time to time, when she saw the little girl who was crying very sadly holding the iron door, Ye Shan's heart slammed, and the scene when she went to school on her first day immediately appeared in her mind.

Crying at the same table, Ye Shan can be sure that seven or eight times out of ten. That steep slope, XX Central Primary School, is really my alma mater......!

When she saw the dead silkworm buried under the bare mulberry tree, Ye Shan was already 100% sure that it was herself.

Crying and watching "Mom Loves Me Again", in order to help herself get angry, she fought with senior students, flew kites together, picked peaches, and painted Ultraman for him with colored pens......

When I saw the fat monk fortune teller saying that he was not in a shallow marriage with him, even after so many years, recalling the scene where his friends coaxed, Ye Shan's pretty face still couldn't help but be hot......

When he saw him running barefoot on the mountain road to catch up with the jeep, Ye Shan's tears could no longer be held back, like pearls with broken threads rolling down one by one......

After reading more than 10,000 words, Ye Shan's eyes were hazy with tears, and she couldn't wipe her tears clean, and she suppressed herself and didn't dare to cry, Brother Chen Xu, it's really you! I'm Shanshan! The skinny little Shanshan who is missing a front tooth, I left when I was the ugliest and came back at the most beautiful time, but you didn't recognize me......

Closing the note, Ye Shan lay on the table and sobbed uncontrollably. Brother Chen Xu, do you know? Because I couldn't wait to say goodbye to you, I cried and clung to the pillar at home and refused to get into the car......

Brother Chen Xu, do you know? When I saw that your little figure was completely annihilated by the dust raised by the car, I couldn't see it anymore, I cried to open the car door, but my mother hugged me tightly and didn't let me get out of the car......

Brother Chen Xu, do you know? When I was in a foreign country where I was unfamiliar with my life, I had to hold the hairpin you gave me tightly every night to fall asleep......

Brother Chen Xu, do you know? When I was abroad in order to return to China after graduation, I completed four years of college in only two years......

The coffee on the table was already cold, but Ye Shan's heart was warm after crying, he originally thought that he had forgotten the original Shanshan, but he didn't expect that he still remembered it until now;

Brother Chen Xu, now you are Zao Wou-ki, and I am still Shanshan, one day, I will let you recognize me, we have been separated for a full fifteen years, I don't want to wait any longer, so that day will be very soon, very soon......