0074 The Affection You Want (10)

Maybe it's because it's a memorial before parting, and I can't give up in my heart, everything happens naturally, not a warm and passionate feeling, but like a warm current like jade, shared in our bodies and flowing in our breathing. I kept my eyes closed, mobilized all my senses and every cell, and felt the beauty with all my heart.

At the end, it was like a dream, and people lingered.

He hugged me tightly, conveying the heat to me with every inch of his skin, occasionally calling my name out of his mouth, as if he were afraid of losing me. My little hands were comfortably wrapped in his big palms, but they were still far from fitting more and more.

I don't know if it's my delusion, but I always feel that he is a little depressed tonight, not just because of the short parting. There have been times like this before, and it wasn't so inseparable. Who is Twilight, a god who can cover the sky with one hand, how can he be swayed by mortal things? I persuaded myself, but I still couldn't be sure.

He couldn't have told me about his so-called troubles, but maybe I had to speak first. "That, in fact, I've always wanted to say," I lay with my back to him, and I spoke with a strange boldness, "Although I'm not a popular national idol yet, but you're really in trouble, and the money I earn to feed the two of us is still not a problem." I admit that I still couldn't restrain myself and confessed to him emotionally.

Whatever the facts, I just want him to know that no matter what happens, I'm here. Just like Mom and Dad back then.

The person behind him was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke, "Lin Chuxia, you can't help but think I'm too easy to support, right?"

Well, I thought how affectionately he would reply to my confession, again a joke. Feeling a little angry, I turned over in his arms and met his eyes, only to find that there was the affectionate model I was expecting.

"Lin Chuxia, don't think nonsense, I'll say it one last time. He dropped a deep kiss on my forehead and hugged me tightly in his arms again, "In this life, I am the only one who supports you, and you are not allowed to say such things in the future." If you want to confess, you can change to another way. ”

I was suppressed by him and had some difficulty breathing, but I was addicted to such a domineering love life...... Anyway, I've said everything that needs to be said, and I can't predict what will happen after that, and I don't have the ability to interfere anymore. I wish him all the best on his trip to New York.

When I woke up, my surroundings were empty. When he left, I was completely unconscious. Since then, the quality of my sleep has been getting better and better. It seems that it is from the time we are truly reconciled. Even though I still meditate in my mind three times before falling asleep, to be vigilant, I still didn't react at the critical moment.

His embrace, the warmth and steadfastness I gave me, is really the best hypnotic medicine in the world.

On a new day, life and work are in order, and it is breakfast for me and the little girl, and after the family doctor comes, after a little communication, I rush to the crew. After yesterday's press conference, I didn't know what was going on because I left early, and I didn't browse the Internet at night.

When I arrived at the crew, I learned that the headlines of the major entertainment editions were basically swiped by Director Ji's new film. Among them, the most heated discussion is the role of Song Dizhi. This is to be expected, they don't know the story behind it, and the good guys will naturally see my airborne participation as an example of the unspoken rules. It is reasonable for someone to speak from Zhou Lingling's standpoint.

Even if I have been in this circle for a while, I know that at this time, everything I do will be added with various colors. simply calmed down, studied the role seriously, and interpreted the best during filming, which is a strong response to all the gossip.

Chen Tian was about to talk to me for a while, but when he saw that I looked calm and listened to me again, his solemn expression relaxed, "In early summer, I knew that I didn't misunderstand you." ”

Getting the most pertinent evaluation from people who care about it is the most inspiring.

The day's work was tense and orderly, and when I returned to the villa in the evening, I specially cooked for the little girl. Recently, practice makes perfect, and my cooking skills have obviously improved by leaps and bounds. I remember before the breakup, he also said, my cooking skills are not good enough, now, everything is different. Including our relationship.

After a full meal, there is no twilight existence, and the atmosphere in the villa is lazy.

My little girl and I were huddled on the couch as she watched the comic books I had bought for her. I took advantage of this opportunity to browse the Internet for the latest news. Of course, I'm not interested in paying attention to Director Ji's new movie, there is no shortage of news in this circle, and the headlines can be changed several times in an hour, not to mention this kind of non-existent discussion, and it has been two days.

I was casually browsing through several websites, and it was boring. ran to brush Weibo again, and unexpectedly, in the headlines of Weibo, there were two related to the marriage of Twilight, and one of them was in the top three.

Well, in this regard, the update of information is a little too unapproachable. I thought that this matter had long been forgotten to the clouds, but it turned out that everyone was still so enthusiastic about this issue.

Driven by injustice, while I sighed, my right hand had already begun to swipe Weibo on this issue. The result I got made me annoyed, but annoyed. I really can't be as calm as I should be, and I can't be as calm as this movie character incident, I'm just very angry, I just can't stand all the ridiculous speculation of these strangers.

Or are the major celebrities, or support Zeng Hao or something, how idle these people are, don't they have anything to care about in their own family, and come to the Internet to pay attention to the marriage of a man who is not related to them, why am I so angry?

And now, I'm having a bad seizure, and there's someone next to me. Besides, if I'm really angry, Twilight will soon know, so how can I be embarrassed?

I turned off my phone and threw it aside, closing my eyes to calm myself down. I told myself repeatedly, Lin Chuxia, you can't be so unproductive, this man is not good, I can't hold my breath anymore, I will really become Mrs. Twilight in the future, and there are far more things to face than these.

The mobile phone suddenly rang when it just landed, and the combination at that point in time was really tight. The two of us looked at each other, and I had to get up and grab my phone.

It's a call from the twilight.

"Didn't you sleep?" he first confirmed the time, and I immediately understood that he had calculated the jet lag and called me at this time. Otherwise, it was the afternoon work time in New York, and he had time to talk to me nonsense.

After getting my confirmation, he didn't have anything to say, "I don't have anything to do, I just want to hear your voice." "Well, look, I feel that he really doesn't look like the man I first knew.

I snickered in my heart, but I remembered the bloody rain on Weibo, which was inevitably a little heavy, and I didn't know how to find a topic for a while.

Witty as he is, even if it's just a phone call, "What's wrong? Is it that your work is not going well today, and your air pressure is a little low." ”

Of course, I couldn't tell him what was on Weibo, and he didn't seem to be on Weibo, so I snorted and thought about fooling around, "It's okay, I'm just too tired." ”

He was silent for a few seconds, "Then you take care of yourself, oh, and the kid." I'll hang up first, you guys rest early. Without the slightest hesitation, it only took a few minutes to make a completely different move from the person who had just called.

I shook my head helplessly, hoping that he would be well in the United States, so that he could come back soon. Even though I may not have been ready to announce our relationship to the outside world at that time, at least with him in his hands, I was very sure.

I glanced at it, and saw that the little girl was staring at me with interest, and when she looked at me, she smiled brightly, but it made me feel weird. She didn't speak, but ran upstairs happily.

I'll rest early, for tomorrow will be another heart-wrenching battle.

The first film in cooperation with Director Ji is basically certain at present, and the results are quite remarkable. Therefore, the entire crew and the main creative staff agreed to hold a celebration banquet in the luxury hall of a five-star hotel tonight, which can be regarded as a reward for everyone's hard work in the past few months, and also a celebration of the film's achievements. Also, I pray for the upcoming Kyoto International Film Festival.

Of course, Director Ji's films have always been of high quality, not to mention blessings and the like. However, Director Ji's strength should not be underestimated, but this film applied for four nominations: Best Feature Film, Best Actor, Best Supporting Actress, and Best Director Award.

Among them, the best supporting actress has been determined, and Zhou Lingling and I were both selected.

Or maybe it's a narrow road. When I heard the news, Chen Tian told me on the way ten minutes before I came to attend the celebration banquet. He also seemed a little surprised, but he covered it up well, and did not bring my already unpeaceful mood to more ups and downs.

When I heard this speechless news, at first I hated to quit immediately, I had no intention of competing with her, but I still caused so many rights and wrongs, and I really competed for an award, maybe she was forced to use some tricks against me.

However, when you think about it, this is also to be expected. I just didn't expect Director Ji to recommend her. And I was nominated by virtue of my strength, and it doesn't matter what tricks she will do. With such a direct confrontation, it was also an opportunity to prove myself.

I may not win the prize, but I won't lose to Zhou Lingling.

The celebration banquet was really lively, and I had a good conversation with the good staff. At the same time, I still have to keep an eye on Zhou Lingling's movements, I don't want to have too much contact with her, so I try to stay as far away as I can.

Helplessly, she was like a gummy candy, sticking to He Jing's side all the time.

I, on the other hand, can't completely avoid any path. Friendship is gone, there is still family affection, this is the bottom line for me to get along with He Jing.

Therefore, when He Jing stood by my side, Zhou Lingling became an opponent that I couldn't hide. What's even more embarrassing is that our current location is a relatively remote place, more than a few steps away from the most lively banquet center, and everyone's attention is not here.

So, the last thing I want to face is to play it ruthlessly.

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