Chapter 18 In the next life, don't change your name.
Feng Fei gently patted Liu Qingqing's back with his hand, Liu Qingqing in his memory has always been a high-ranking goddess fan, he has never seen her like this, and Feng Fei didn't know how to comfort her for a while.
Fortunately, after a while, Liu Qingqing let go of Feng Fei, wiped a few tears with the back of his hand, and snorted and said, "I'm sorry, my emotions are out of control,"
"It's okay, it's me who should say I'm sorry, I've been together for so long, I haven't really understood you, I didn't expect you to have such a bitter background. Feng Fei looked at Liu Qingqing, who had regained his composure, and said softly.
"After that day, I went back to school and studied harder, my father fell, and my mother became the breadwinner of the family. She took over her father's cart and pushed it to the town every day to pick up waste for me to go to school, and after I went to high school, I gradually grew up, elementary school and junior high school were fine, I was small, I didn't know how to compare, and when I got to high school, the students began to pay attention to their appearance and do their best to express themselves in front of the opposite sex. ”
"That was the most uncomfortable period for me, every day just low-key study, I didn't dare to go to crowded places, because they were all dressed brightly, and I could only wear shabby clothes, I was afraid that they would look at me, which made me feel inferior, and gradually I closed my heart and finished high school alone. ”
"I relied on the scholarship for extremely poor students, and I finished my freshman year with the money I earned in my spare time to brush dishes in the restaurant, and my mother's body can no longer push the cart, this time I proposed to withdraw from school, my father and mother did not object, on the day of my withdrawal, I went to a high-end KTV in the city to do a singing, relying on my beautiful face, there are many people who point to me, but I have never done anything out of the ordinary, just singing, a month later I earned 4,000 yuan, I sent 3,800 yuan to my family, I only left 200 yuan to eat, my clothes are just a dozen yuan of stall goods, all the jewelry is also a stall fake, ”
"Later, my mother was seriously ill, and my salary was no longer enough to pay for medical treatment, and when I went to look for a job, famous college students grabbed a lot of them, and no one wanted me for such a diploma, so I realized that I had nothing but a beautiful skin, so I decided to rely on my body to earn money. ”
Hearing this, Feng Fei was surprised for a while, "No, when she was with herself, she was obviously still there."
Liu Qingqing didn't notice Feng Fei's expression, and continued, "Growing up so big, I have never had a true friend, let alone a boyfriend, so before I fell, I decided to give myself time to experience love and find a good man who was sincere to me. Even if it was only for a short time, so I began to pick among those who pursued me,"
Liu Qingqing said this, turned his head to look at Feng Fei, his eyes were full of love, "You have been pursuing me, you are not as rich as those rich second generations, but I can see a different gaze from them in your eyes, that is love, not **." So, I chose you. ”
Feng Fei was silent, he didn't expect that when he chased Liu Qingqing, it was in such a background.
"I gave the first time to the man who really loves me, for me, I have been satisfied, after getting along for a while, I understand your heart for me better, but I am more and more afraid, because I am also in love with you, but this relationship is going to end after all, I don't know what to do, until you bought me the first necklace. ”
Liu Qingqing touched the gold necklace around his neck, with a sweet smile on his face, and said softly, "From childhood to adulthood, I wore a real gold necklace for the first time, the moment you put it on me, I could hardly control my tears, it was really ironic, it was this necklace of yours that inspired me, since then, I disguised myself as a crazy gold worshipper, pestering you for clothes, jewelry, cosmetics, I want you to hate me gradually,"
"But I found that you love me too much, constantly pampering me, tolerating me, even if I become a gold worshipper, you still love me deeply, every time I see your eyes, my heart is dripping blood, but I have to try my best to make you hate me, and finally I found Cao Mingyue, let her take me in and out of the nightclub, and often go to her house to spend the night, pretending to be drunk and not returning at night, sure enough, you began to quarrel with me, but I only have heartache, and there is no joy to achieve the goal. ”
"In the end, we finally broke up, after Cao Mingyue's introduction, I met Chen Bin, I know what kind of person he is, after he knew my situation, he directly gave me 500,000, 500,000 for him, it may be just a drop in the bucket, just to get my body's bargaining chips, but for me, it is my mother's life-saving money. My father and mother have suffered for me all my life, as long as I can let them live a good life, I am willing to do whatever I want, love, I have it, body, I gave my favorite man, I Liu Qingqing only have these two most precious things, and the rest, for my father, I can throw away. ”
The scenes of the past were broadcast in Feng Fei's mind, "It turns out that everything is an illusion, Liu Qingqing, who has always been frugal and withdrawn, suddenly became fond of vanity, such a big flaw, I didn't even notice it, why, why!"
Feng Fei's heart was full of pain, he suddenly grabbed Liu Qingqing's shoulder, and said hoarsely, "You can tell me the truth, I can raise money for you, we can find a way together, why do you have to practice yourself like this!!"
Liu Qingqing let Feng Fei shake himself, tears crossed his face, and said painfully, "Because I don't want you to pay for me anymore, I don't deserve you like this, from the moment I decided to enjoy love, it was doomed to my future fate, but I wronged you, my love." ”
Feng Fei hugged Liu Qingqing, hugged her tightly in his arms, touched her long hair with pity, and said gently, "I have money now, Qingqing, I have earned money, it only took less than a week, I earned more than 100,000 yuan, come back, I will return 500,000 yuan for you, let's start again, okay? Let's earn money together and let my father and mother live a good life together." ”
Liu Qingqing pulled out his body, looked at Feng Fei who was full of anticipation in his eyes, his heart hurt like a knife, gave him a kiss stained with tears, shook his head painfully and said, "It's too late, it's too late, I've already become his person"
"I don't care!" Feng Fei stretched out his hands, wanting to hold Liu Qingqing into his arms again.
"But I care! I can't let you be hurt again, I owe you too much in this life, I can't pay it back in my life, in the next life, I hope I won't be so bitter, I hope I can really love once, promise me, don't change your name in the next life, so that it will be easier for me to find you." ”
After Liu Qingqing finished speaking, he broke free of Feng Fei's hand, took a deep breath, and said in a calm tone, "Feng Fei, I'm very happy to meet you in this life, we're over"
After speaking, she walked away without looking back, but the moment she turned around, Feng Fei clearly saw that her eyes were shining with tears.
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