283 How to end a relationship properly.
When Lin Xiaojue returned to the medical hall, it was already dark, and the faΓ§ade was open all day and night, for fear that the guests would have an emergency, but now there were no guests in the front hall, only two guys who grabbed medicine were on duty. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ ο½ο½ο½ο½
Seeing her come back, the dozing heads of the two hurriedly raised their heads, and called Miss tremblingly.
Lin Xiaojue usually doesn't come to the hospital by surprise, so I don't know what their state is.
Seeing their tired faces at this moment, he said, "If there is no one at night, you can set up a bunk in the hall to sleep, but don't sleep too deeply, as long as there are guests knocking on the door and not being able to hear." If she was so tired and suffering all night, she was afraid that she would catch the wrong medicine for the guest again.
Originally, the door was opened at night to meet the urgency of others, but if you caught the wrong medicine, it was better not to open the door.
The guys in the medical hall can't see Miss often, they all gave orders from Wang Shengsheng, and they saw that although Miss looked cold and indifferent, they didn't expect to be so considerate, and the two of them hurriedly agreed.
After the front hall, Lin Xiaojue returned to the backyard, and saw that the candlelight in Zhou Qingchi's room in the west wing was still lit, so he thought about it and walked over.
She tapped the door gently, but no one answered, and patted it again, only to hear a slight movement from inside, and after a while, there was a low voice of inquiry at the door: "Who?"
Lin Xiaojue heard a small voice and said, "It's me." β
Immediately, there was the sound of the wooden latch opening, and then they opened, and the little one stood at the door with a nervous expression: "Miss, are you back?"
Lin Xiaojue nodded and entered the house, and when he went to the house, he saw that Lingnan was asleep outside, and Zhou Qingchi's bed tent was drooping behind the curtain, looking like a person had not woken up yet.
Lin Xiaojue asked Xiao Xiao who was following behind him in a low voice, "How is Miss Nine?"
Xiaoxiao said softly: "Miss Nine woke up once, looking for you, on Wednesday my sister said that you went out, she sat on the bed and cried for a while, we can't persuade us, and when we cry enough, drink the medicine, and fall asleep again." β
Lin Xiaojue thought that if he drank medicine and slept well, he would be more steady, and said with a slight relief in his heart: "Don't pull the curtain for Miss Nine next time, lest you can't see anything inside." β
Only then did Xiao Xiao know why this young lady kept looking at the tent and frowned, whether it was her relatives and sisters, they would not think that someone would die in bed secretly, and they suddenly felt ashamed and worried, worried that this young lady would blame.
But Lin Xiaojue didn't say anything after that.
She opened Zhou Qingchi's bed tent, saw who was there who was fine, breathed evenly, the stone in her heart fell to the ground, looked at her face and thought, don't think about it, just grit your teeth and get through this while.
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In the morning, Zhou Qingchi saw Lin Xiaojue as soon as he opened his eyes, and in vain he thought of what he was being played with, his heart was sad and warm, the sad thing was not a dream in the end, he remembered everything when he woke up, and the warm thing was that there was someone to accompany her and encourage her.
But it also makes people feel very guilty, because she didn't like this person before, and she didn't respect her very much.
Let's not talk about Zhou Qingchi's thoughts, with the help of Xiaoxiao and Lingnan, Zhou Qingchi was dressed, the food in the hospital was cooked, Lin Xiaojue accompanied Zhou Qingchi to eat together, but it is conceivable that Zhou Qingchi couldn't eat anything at this time.
Lin Xiaojue said: "If you can't eat, you have to eat some, you are weak now, and you have one in your stomach." β
Speaking of her stomach, Zhou Qingchi's tears couldn't be stopped, she stroked her stomach with her hand, her face showed a sad expression, and she said in a low voice: "Sister, will I never have children in the future?"
Lin Xiaojue didn't know what she meant by asking, and asked, "Are you afraid of drinking medicine?"
Zhou Qingchi looked at her and shook his head slowly, and said, "Since then, I am an unclean woman, I want to go to the temple to become a monk, and I will never have children in the future." β
Lin Xiaojue sighed in her heart, she was disheartened.
"I came from the temple, and the most unclean thing is there, do you think there is an empty door in this world? β
Zhou Qingchi's face changed: "How could it be?
Lin Xiaojue smiled: "You are still young, there are so many pickled things in this world, what are you?"
Zhou Qingchi was stunned, isn't she nothing? her chastity is gone, and she is still with the enemy, she is no longer in a catastrophe.
Lin Xiaojue saw that she didn't eat, just lowered her head and sobbed, and took the trouble to comfort: "I know that you are very uncomfortable now, and you can't let go of your feelings for that villain, and you feel that you have done a great wrong, you are remorseful, desperate, and want to ask him why he is so bad, why he treats you like this, and I feel stupid, I am stupid, I have fallen into the hands of others, and I hate him for not only insulting your personality, but also insulting your IQ." β
Every word she said reached Zhou Qingchi's heart, and Zhou Qingchi couldn't cry.
Lin Xiaojue continued, "You don't want to forgive yourself, and you want to see him, what you hope most is that the two families resolve their hatred, and he didn't lie to you, it's best for you to be together." β
Zhou Qingchi said vaguely: "Sister, am I really cheap?"
Lin Xiaojue said solemnly, "Of course not, people have seven emotions and six desires, people's behavior is not only affected by internal factors, we often ignore the importance of external factors, he says good things to you, he is obedient to you, and he may not be able to hide from others, he is premeditated to harm you, you can't prevent it, it is normal to indulge at that time, don't blame yourself." β
"Others do the same?"
Lin Xiaojue thought to herself, of course, not everyone will be like this, and comforted her: "Those who accuse you are more likely to have no chance to make mistakes at all, and if they do, maybe they are not as good as you." β
Zhou Qingchi thought to himself that I was really out of control at that time, what he said was so good, and his body and mind were numb, where could I resist it?
Thinking of all the flattery that the famous doctors used to give to him, now they are all empty, and he couldn't help but cry again, "But these are all fake in the end, right? Why am I so stupid? β
Lin Xiaojue stood up behind her, patted him on the shoulder and said: "You blame yourself now, don't believe it, these are the emotions that normal people have, you don't have to panic, try to accept him, that person is a bad guy, accept that he is hurting you, accept the problems you are encountering now, and then correct them one by one." β
Zhou Qingchi couldn't hold back his tears, and looked back at Lin Xiaojue reluctantly: "So he doesn't have any sincerity towards me?"
Lin Xiaojue thought, although he is an enemy, but any girl wants to ask at this time whether that person has any sincerity.
She groaned, " Your reaction now is really normal, you don't have to control it, you can vent, when you have someone you like, your body will produce dopamine, very happy, once you know that this relationship can not be maintained, dopamine will no longer be secreted, hormone fault, your body can't stand it, so you will be sad, you will commit suicide, you will be disheartened by everything, you will repeat thinking about him, want to see him, hate him, feel like you miss him again, and don't hate, hate, but he begs you for forgiveness as if he doesn't hate, forgiveness is the process of loving him, keep repeating until you fully accept it, you can't be together at all, put yourself to death and then live, and then after this period of time, let the body adapt to the heartand slowly forget about it. β
What she said, Zhou Qingchi understood some things and didn't understand them.
Lin Xiaojue smiled gently: "Just remember, if you want to do anything now, it's actually irrational, but you can't control it, now I really can't blame you at this time, body hormones are not controllable when people say they can control them, this is a physiological phenomenon, so I will forgive you for anything you do, but you just don't hurt yourself." β
Zhou Qingchi understood this sentence.
It's her who does everything she wants.
Zhou Qingchi thought to himself, since I was a child, my parents have never said such things to me, and when everyone dislikes me, this sister said that even if I am a sister, what more can I ask for such a husband?
Suddenly hugged Lin Xiaojue and cried bitterly: "This bastard, I'm going to kill him, he makes me so miserable." β
Lin Xiaojue patted her on the shoulder, thinking that hatred is the best, hatred is not the opposite of love, and hate is the beginning of forgetting.
After hating and crying, Zhou Qingchi's mood slowly stabilized, she touched her stomach and smiled bitterly, why are you the enemy's child? Why are you the enemy's child? Suddenly looked at Lin Xiaojue again, and pleaded: "Sister, I want to keep him." β
Lin Xiaojue had already sat back in his seat at this time, without pause, and listened and promised: "Okay." (To be continued.) )