11 I am who I am
Satoyama stood in front of the window. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The wind and rain were raging outside, and Fa Tong was blown by the wind, like a woman's sad whimper.
A woman walks with an umbrella and against the wind. Her skirt was clinging to her legs, and her back was bulging, like several children standing.
With each step she took, she had to take a few steps back, but she still tried to walk.
Here comes another man in a gentleman's hat. He walked steadily, holding an umbrella in one hand and holding his hat in the other.
Suddenly, the wind rose fiercely, and he hurriedly held an umbrella with both hands. At that moment, the hat flew far away. He smiled wryly at the tumbling hat and continued walking.
The windows are full of rain, and the city lights look like they are from another world, so beautiful, so romantic.
At this moment, Satoyama was surprised to see a cat!
Yes, it's a cat!
It curled up under the eaves of the wall. Although the wall has eaves, it is actually exposed to rain. The icy rain fell on it like hail. Satoyama could clearly see the trembling of its whole body, and also heard its weak wail.
He felt that his life was as miserable as this kitten.
He felt like he had never been happy.
Words like happiness are as unthinkable to him as pearls in a snail's shell.
"Just like last time I went bankrupt, one day, I'll have nothing left. My fate was originally miserable and lonely, and no matter how hard I tried or how extravagant I was, nothing could be changed." As he thought so, tears rolled down his cheeks.
It took a long, long time for him to come out of his thoughts. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the sleeping Mr. Lin, and he didn't know how long.
"Doctor, come here, my father, him!" Congshan rushed to the doctor's office early in the morning.
"What's wrong?" the doctor frowned.
Congshan said in tears: "I called him for breakfast, and he screamed several times, but he didn't wake up. I panicked and put my hand under his nose only to find that he was not breathing. ”
"How is that possible?" The doctor was completely unconvinced.
He rushed to the ward, put his hand on Mr. Lin's neck, and found that he was really dead.
He raised his head and said, "Did Mr. Lin do anything unusual yesterday?"
"Nope". Satoyama affirmed, "I didn't fall asleep at all last night. ”
"That's weird, he's already fine, right?"
As soon as Mrs. Lin entered the ward, she lay on her husband's body and wept bitterly. Yuelou hugged her mother and cried bitterly.
"You've struggled all your life, you've worked hard all your life, and in the end, why did you die so easily?
Didn't you promise me that in the future we will travel together and raise our grandchildren together. We've been married for more than 20 years, and you and I have long been one. How do you want me to live if you leave so suddenly!" Mrs. Lin cried.
Her cry grew louder and sader: "How can you bear to leave me alone? Now that you are gone, what is the point of my life? ”
Congshan leaned down to Yuelou and said, "Why don't you persuade your mother?"
Yuelou raised her eyes, her eyes were red and swollen.
She said softly, "How can she not cry for such a big thing?"
"But it's not good for your health to cry like this. ”
"It's okay, she doesn't cry now, she will always cry, it's better to let her cry to the fullest." Yuelou looked at her mother's thin body and said.
Mrs. Lin suddenly stopped crying, she had fainted, and slid diagonally towards the bed. Yuelou was startled, and hurriedly helped her to the bed with Congshan.
"Ever since I was a child, my dad has always been very good to me, he always comforts me when I am sad, and he always teaches me when I am impetuous. I really didn't expect that people were so fragile that he suddenly went without any warning. ”
"I've always resented him, resented him for not helping you, resented him for not agreeing to our marriage. Now, now......"
Yuelou couldn't cry, Congshan put his hand on her back and said, "I will take good care of you and my mother." ”
Yuelou stared at Congshan's eyes and said word by word: "People have a long life, even if they are like husband and wife, there will always be a lot of unpleasant things happening. We must learn to understand and cherish each other. ”
"Promise me that you will stick to it until the end. ”
"I will. ”
As soon as Mrs. Lin woke up, she continued to snuggle up to her husband and cry. Her cry was low and heartbreaking.
Yuelou looked at her mother's figure and couldn't help but shake her head and sigh.
More than two dozen extended Lincolns drove from the hospital to the crematorium.
Mrs. Lin looked at her husband with tears welling up. She lay childlike on her daughter's lap. Yuelou didn't speak, just quietly watched her mother cry.
When Mr. Lim's body was brought to the crematorium, Mrs. Lin threw herself on her husband and wept, while everyone else shed tears. Yuelou easily pulled her mother away.
She said quietly: "We will get married in three years, and I want to keep filial piety for my father for three years." ”
Firecrackers rang out, and Hong Xing led Yuelou into the auditorium.
Everyone's faces were filled with joy, silently wishing the couple to grow old. Mrs. Lin sat alone on the top, looking at her daughter and son-in-law, laughing to tears.
"Worship heaven and earth!"
Hearing this loud shout, Yuelou trembled and knelt down.
It was as if she couldn't hear anything, and she couldn't see anyone.
Congshan!Congshan!Congshan!
What a lovely name, she only had him in her eyes.
Yuelou sat in the new house, it was very dark, but he still didn't see Congshan come back.
She lifted her hijab and looked involuntarily at the new house. Towels, scrolls, porcelain, stools, bed sheets, etc., all turned red, and even the Guanyin in the painting was dressed in bright red.
Looking at all this, Yuelou's heart swelled with infinite sweetness and happiness.
She couldn't help but think back to the past: her mother's meticulous care from childhood to adulthood, the warmth in her father's arms, her mother's red and swollen eyes every time she was sick, her father's happy face every time she recited a poem, bags of sugar during the New Year's holidays, and new clothes one after another.
She almost remembers every care of her mother when she was growing up, and remembers every scolding of her father. When she thought of her father's sudden death and her mother's lifelong loneliness, her tears flowed again.
"I'm back!"
Hearing Congshan's voice, Yuelou quickly wiped away her tears and re-covered her hijab.
Congshan stood in front of her and looked at her bright red clothes, and couldn't help but get excited: "Do you take off the hijab yourself or let me come." ”
Yuelou laughed wildly, but didn't say a word. Satoyama finally lifted her hijab with trembling fingers.
Once again, he was completely stunned:
The bright red clothes lined Yuelou's snow-white face was charming and charming, and her affectionate eyes were looking at her spring-like slender fingers shyly.
Satoyama even felt like her earlobes were dripping with drugs that made her dizzy.
He stared at the moon tower like he had lost his soul.
It wasn't until Yuelou raised her face and looked at herself with a pair of affectionate eyes that she woke up from her drunken dream.
Congshan lowered his head, not daring to look at Yuelou again.
Yuelou looked at his flushed face, blinked, and said, "Hurry up and throw me on the bed!"
Congshan raised his head and hugged Yuelou, who was trembling lightly, to the bed.
He deliberately said like a hooligan: "Is it the uncle who takes it off for you? Or do you come by yourself?"
Yuelou shrank in the corner of the bed, hugged her neckline, and blinked again: "You should take it off for me." ”
Congshan unbuttoned Yuelou and gently took off every piece of her clothes. Soon, Yuelou became naked.
He hugged her from behind and gently bit her shoulder.
Just as the volcano in Congshan's chest was about to erupt, Yuelou turned around as if he remembered something, pointed at Congshan with his chest, and said, "Don't worry, I have something to tell you." ”
"We've lived here since we got married, and I'm afraid my mother will be lonely, okay?"
"Absolutely. ”
"How many children do you want when you get married? Do you want boys or girls?" Yuelou smiled sweetly.
"I want two boys, boys are better educated. "Congshan Road.
"Oh, I want a boy and a girl. You will educate the boys, and I will educate the girls. We always think differently to see who can educate our children better. ”
"You're too individual, you won't bow your head". Congshan shook his head and said, "This kind of character is very inappropriate in society. ”
"Let's not discuss this. You are you, I am me. Husband and wife are both one and two people". Yuelou said solemnly.
"And where should we go for our honeymoon?"
"Didn't you say that you like ancient buildings, grasslands, and the sea? Then let's go to Bei*, Suzhou, Nei*gu, Xiamen. ”
"You're quite thoughtful." Yuelou praised, "But, do you know what the most important thing is?"
Congshan thought for a while and said, "Of course, I love you and love you for the rest of my life." ”
"Yes, what a woman desires is that her man can love and love herself for the rest of her life.
Women are women after all.
Always weak.
No matter how strong a woman is, she needs the love and protection of a man. ”
Yuelou stared at Congshan's eyes and said word for word: "You must not break your word." ”
"Of course not". Cong Shan hugged Yuelou and said, "No matter when, no matter what happens, my love and loyalty to you will never change. ”
Yuelou opened his eyes and saw that Congshan was sleeping deeply.
He curled up, his brow furrowed. She gently smoothed his brow with her fingers, but his brow immediately frowned again.
Suddenly, she saw a white hair on his head, and she pulled it up.
"What are you doing?" Satoyama asked with a smile.
"Look". Yuelou stretched his white hair out in front of Congshan's eyes.
"Oh, it's not strange to have gray hair! you don't sleep anymore? It's still early. ”
"You know I never sleep in. ”
"You don't sleep and you won't let me sleep?"
"I didn't say I wouldn't let you sleep!" Yuelou said coquettishly. She said, sitting up and slowly getting dressed.
Congshan looked at her silky and delicate back, and couldn't help but caress it gently with his hand. He felt like his heart was about to jump out of his throat.
"You're such a pervert!" Yuelou put her nose against Congshan's nose and said.
Congshan didn't speak, but his expression was a little embarrassed.
"I'm going to cook, I'll call you later". Yuelou patted Congshan's chest and said.
Satoyama watched her put on her underwear, socks, and shoes. Her every movement is so elegant, so charming.
Aren't all beautiful women's movements elegant and charming?
Finally she smiled back.
The smile that suddenly bloomed on her face was like a red rose suddenly blooming in the valley.
At the dinner table, Mrs. Lin smiled and said, "You got married yesterday, what are you going to do today?"
"We are going to worship my father-in-law first, and then my mother." Satoshi Mountain was gloomy.
"Yes, that's how you should be. ”
"Mother, what do you think we're going to do?" Yuelou said mysteriously.
"I can't guess what you young people are thinking." Mrs. Lin glanced at her daughter and said with a smile.
"He and I are going to Xiamen and Suzhou for our honeymoon." Yuelou looked at Congshan warmly.
"Yes, you young people can go wherever you want. ”
"But if I leave with Congshan, you will be lonely alone, so it is better for you to travel with us. ”
"It's not like you're not coming back. ”
"Aren't I worried about you?" Yuelou hugged her mother.
"You are so clingy and so willful, so Congshan can stand you." Mrs. Lin gently stroked her daughter's long silky hair and said.
"When you say that, I'm angry." Yuelou pouted and said.
"I'm not your man, but I'm not afraid of you being angry." Mrs. Lin said with a wink.
"Mother"! Yuelou said coquettishly.
Yuelou and Congshan rode towards the Phoenix Slope. They were still far away from the Phoenix Slope, and they smelled the faint scent of flowers in the air.
The slope is indeed full of flowers. They walked among the flowers, and even the ends of their hair and fingertips became fragrant.
Congshan couldn't hold back any longer, hugged Yuelou violently, pressed her to the ground, and kissed her lips and tongue......
It's another tumultuous rain!
After the passion, they did not wear clothes. Congshan spread out the mats and arranged the fruits, cooked meats, etc. one by one. They were already so hungry that even Congshan couldn't care about elegance, and drank wine and ate meat in large gulps.
The eyes of the moon tower are full of stars in the sky, and it becomes quiet and elegant. The pine waves and the twinkling stars also seemed to be talking to each other.
Everything seemed just right, as if it had been carefully prepared for the couple.
She looked at the distant mountains, and suddenly said faintly: "If you lose me, I will definitely kill you with my own hands." ”
"Why do you keep thinking that I will be negative? I won't, I love you with all my heart, and I want to cherish and care for you with my life. ”