"Yes, yes." Huang Fei hugged his fist again.

"Oh, alas, you." Xue Siyao had no way to take Huang Fei.

"My parents are ordinary workers, and my family conditions have been average since I was a child, and when I was in school, my parents told me to study hard so that I could find a good job in the future. In fact, I also understand this truth, the situation in my family is like that, there is no money and no power, if you want to get ahead, you can only study hard, get into a good university, and find a good job after graduation. But because I understand this, I feel that the burden on my shoulders is heavier, especially when I see my parents saving money for me to study, I feel even more uncomfortable, since I was a child, I told myself that I must study hard, study hard, and let my parents live a good life in the future. Speaking of this, Xue Siyao smiled self-deprecatingly:

"If I told you that I was always at the top of my studies since I was a child, you wouldn't believe me, would you?"

"I'm sure there's no need for you to brag about this kind of thing." Huang Fei shook his head, it is common sense that bad children generally have very good academic performance when they are young.

Xue Siyao nodded, and then said: "My parents are very relieved to see me like this, and I also feel that I will definitely have a future in the future." But that all changed when I got to middle school. When I go to middle school, people grow up slowly, especially like me, and there are more things, do you understand what I said? ”

Huang Fei was stunned for a moment, and then understood the meaning of Xue Siyao's words.

A woman like Xue Siyao must have been a beauty embryo when she was young, especially in middle school, when everyone was in love, she naturally became the object of those boys' pursuit.

Beautiful girls are the most eye-catching, and there will always be a group of boys around them, and the most of them are those bad teenagers in the mouths of adults, they have no intention of studying all day long, and their daily life is to gang up to drink, smoke, fight, and fall in love.

Huang Fei also came from that age, so he naturally understands this.

"I know, there must be a lot of boys chasing you." Huang Fei nodded.

"yes, I didn't know what was going on at the time? There are a lot of boys fighting for me every day, often beating their heads and bleeding, I don't want to have anything to do with these things, I want to hide away, but the more I hide, the more those people haunt you, and even when I come home from school every day, someone blocks me on the road. When Xue Siyao talked about this, she was also quite helpless.

When Ding Can heard this, he also felt a lot in his heart, as if he often encountered such a situation at that time.

"No way, who told you to be pretty, no one has ever blocked people like me." Huang Fei was actually quite envious of such youth, but he didn't have the opportunity to experience it, at that time he had already gone to the blood wolf, and the cruel training every day made him have no heart to think about girls.

Xue Siyao glared at Huang Fei, ignored him, and continued, "But if something like this happens, do you think you can blame me?" The teacher talked to me every day, told me to put my mind on studying, don't think about those useless things, I don't know what I do, the people in the school slowly began to move away from me, no one wanted to talk to me, and some people said that I was a vixen, I was a special deceitful boy, they were looking for me, I didn't do anything? I was very distressed at that time, every day it was like I had done something bad, sneaking to school, and sneaking home after school, hoping to avoid those people, but even this was useless, the teacher was still not satisfied, found my parents, asked my parents to take care of me, don't do those things that have nothing to do with study, do you know how uncomfortable I felt when my mother cried in front of me? ”

Some things are not something that she can choose, just like Xue Siyao, she just wants to be a good student, study hard, get into a good university, find a good job in the future, and let her parents live a better life, but she can't fulfill such a little wish.

Why? It's because she's beautiful that those people don't want to let her go, and they always find all kinds of reasons to get close to her, and if they want to make friends with her, others think that she has become a bad boy, can she be blamed?

In reality, there are always so many such things that we have no way to change anything.

"During that period of time, my whole body was messed up by these things, I was in no mood to study at all, my grades dropped a lot, teachers and parents scolded me, my classmates also laughed at me, I felt like I was about to collapse, and then I thought, don't pay attention to them, I can just be myself, but even so. This unfortunate fate will not let me go. I was beaten. Xue Siyao said angrily.

"Beaten? What's going on? Huang Fei was quite surprised, and didn't understand how Xue Siyao could encounter such a thing.

"At that time, there was a very good boy in the school, he studied well and was handsome, he was the object of crush in the hearts of many girls, I knew this person, but I never had any thoughts about him, I was really, just a mind to study, as for the rest, there was no idea, but you don't make trouble, things will look for you, I don't know what's going on, that boy fell in love with me, and found someone to send me a love letter. I threw away that love letter without even reading it, I thought it would be fine, but who knew that there were rumors in the school that I was with that boy, and it was just out of nowhere.

At that time, I thought, I can say whatever others like, I can sit upright, and I just don't take it seriously. But I didn't expect that my idea was a little too naïve. Xue Siyao said and suddenly smiled bitterly.

"What's going on?" Huang Fei has been attracted by this story, not only him, but even Ding Can who was eavesdropping outside.

"At that time, there was a girl in our school, in today's words, it was the kind of big sister in the school, she also liked that boy, but when she heard that I got along with that boy, she brought a group of people to block me in the classroom and beat me up, do you think I was wronged? I didn't even say a word to the boy, so I was beaten in a daze. I was just a little girl at the time, how could I ever encounter such a thing? I went to the teacher to complain, guess what the teacher said? The teacher actually told me that this is the end of your day's confusion, you don't study hard, you fall in love with others, and now you have tasted the bitter fruit.

The teacher in the school doesn't give me the decision, so I think I'll go home, and my parents will always know that I was wronged, right? But I didn't expect that as soon as I got home, my parents saw that I was beaten, and instead of comforting me, they scolded me, saying that they worked hard all day to provide me with education, and I actually caused trouble outside, and asked me if I was worthy of them.

Really, can you relate to the feeling of despair I felt at that time? I felt like the whole world was working against me, and I didn't understand why they were doing this to me. Am I the one who is being bullied? But why is there no one who can put myself in my shoes and think for me? Speaking of this, Xue Siyao's eyes had already begun to redden.

Huang Fei was also wronged a lot in the orphanage when he was a child, no one could understand him, and no one helped him, and he could deeply understand the feeling of disappointment in the world.

There are many loopholes in the current education model, once a child has a problem, parents and teachers rarely think about why this happened, they are more often thinking about what the child has done?

Problem teenagers have always been a big problem in the education industry, but no good solution can be found, many experts after research believe that the child is young, can not resist the temptation from the outside world, this let the child step by step on the wrong path.

But the main reason is actually that parents and teachers do not face up to the problems that occur in their children, blindly use violence to educate or blame all the faults on the children, causing the children's own rebellious psychology, leading to more serious problems, which is really pushing the children down the wrong path.

Just like Xue Siyao, that is just a little girl, and she does not have a fully mature mind and ability to judge problems, once she encounters this kind of thing, the blow and damage to her is very big, Huang Fei believes that Xue Siyao can develop to this point, and this incident she encountered back then has a lot to do with it.

"I hid in my room by myself and cried all night, I felt that no one in this world was facing me, and I suddenly felt so hopeless, I felt that the world had abandoned me. Actually, I am a person with very strong self-esteem, and this kind of thing is not what I want to see, and when it was almost dawn, I thought about it, I can't be beaten like this for nothing, I can't swallow this breath, so I decided to take revenge. When I went to school that day, I didn't carry my school bag, but took a fruit knife from my kitchen and hid it in my sleeve, and I stood at the school gate and waited, waiting for the girl who beat me to come.

Actually, I was a little nervous, but when I thought about being bullied by those people in the classroom, I hated it even more. When I saw the girl walking towards the school gate from a distance, I didn't hesitate any longer, but took out a knife from my sleeve and walked towards him, and when we stood face to face, I saw the fear and fear in her eyes, and at that moment, I suddenly felt very refreshed, I felt that I stood up all of a sudden, and no one could bully me anymore.

I stabbed that girl three times, her blood flowed all over my hands, and when the other classmates screamed for Wang Sizhou to run, I had a sense of accomplishment, that is, the feeling that no one could defeat me, and no one could bully me.

But strangely, I didn't feel scared at all, and when I knew that the police were coming, I was still very calm, still holding the knife in my hand, and looking at the girl who fell to the ground with a smile. When Xue Siyao talked about this, she actually felt excited.