Chapter 474: That's it!
"Sister Shan, what do you mean by that?" Hearing Sister Shan say this, my face changed suddenly, how could I answer this kind of question, it is indeed a choice of two or the other, but this choice does not exist at all.
I've made a lot of choices, but this is the hardest, not one of them.
"It doesn't make sense, just tell me your answer." Sister Shan was still expressionless, as if the problem did not involve herself, and that calmness made me even a little scared.
"But this kind of problem, how can I choose it, you and Sister Xue are both very important people to me, and I can't give up any of you." I said categorically, I didn't lie about this, even if I still don't know if Sister Shan really has someone else, but at least that's what I think in my heart.
"Enough, why are you talking so much nonsense, you can choose if you choose, grinding and chirping like a man." Who knew that I said this, but Sister Shan suddenly became angry, like a little rabbit that had guessed its tail and suddenly jumped up and yelled at me, after roaring, Sister Shan took a deep breath and regained her previous calm again.
I looked at Sister Shan blankly, at this moment I seemed to understand a lot, this seemingly incomparably calm woman, how complicated her heart must be, before she suddenly lost her temper, just like Zhang Hao at that time, but she was more tolerant than Zhang Hao, but no matter how capable she was, she couldn't hide the uneasiness and pain in her heart.
"I don't choose, yes, whether I'm a man or not has nothing to do with this question at all, it's okay to say whatever you want, but let me tell you, I want both you and Sister Xue, it's impossible to choose one or the other."
"Didn't you ask me if I was a man, okay, let me tell you, sometimes I don't feel like a man, otherwise I don't even know where my woman has been these days, I don't know if she still cares, and I don't know if she still cares, and I won't hurt my woman's heart again and again, you want me to choose, you want me to choose Sister Xue, you can leave with peace of mind, right, but I told you that I won't choose, I want you to stay with me all the time, you can scold me for being a scoundrel."
I didn't want to give all these words, but after saying that, my heart seemed to calm down a lot, and that feeling was really like something that I had been aggrieved for a long time to say.
Damn, isn't it just a scoundrel, I Yang Zhi confessed, I have been aggrieved for many days, and a lot of words have been in my heart, if I don't say it again, I won't be able to stand it.
I do like Sister Shan very much, this is what I learned later, I am like this, I don't have that kind of invincible strength, but I have a greedy heart, I admit that I am selfish, but I am like this.
"You!" After listening to this, Sister Shan's face changed slightly, her eyes also showed a complicated color, and the gaze looking at me also changed, and even showed a little grievance, but this look lasted for a short time before disappearing again, Sister Shan's face returned to coldness again, and the weakness was completely retracted.
I was stunned, when I saw Sister Shan revealing that grievance, my heart was really happy, because I knew that she was moved by my words, and I also knew Sister Shan's inner thoughts, but her stubbornness was far beyond my imagination.
How I wish she could be softer, threw herself into my arms and cried, telling me why she was pretending to be so strong, but I thought too much, Sister Shan is Sister Shan, this woman can never be like others with the posture of a little daughter, no matter how painful it is, she will finish the path she chooses when she kneels!
"Tell me your answer." A slightly hoarse voice came out of Sister Shan's mouth, making me shudder and stare at Sister Shan.
At this moment, I didn't hesitate anymore, I hugged Sister Shan all of a sudden, hugged the stubborn and struggling Sister Shan into my arms, sniffed the fragrance on her body, tightly, as if she would run away as soon as I let go of my hand.
"If I don't choose, I won't give up on anyone." As I spoke, I hugged Sister Shan, held her head and kissed her directly, and suddenly the familiar touch and the soft smell made my heart tremble.
I remembered being entangled with Sister Shan. Again and again, no matter what, I can't be obsessed with this woman, although I know my greed and myself, but I just can't restrain my thoughts, my self-control is too poor, I just want to take her for myself, don't share it with other men.
This is me, the one who is out of the way!
"Miss Ling, ...... just now"
At this time, two security guards suddenly walked out from the side, just about to say something, but just halfway through the speech, the voice stopped abruptly, looking at me and Sister Shan blankly, their eyes were about to pop out, and their eyes were full of envy and jealousy.
"Let's go." Seeing that Sister Shan and I were kissing, the two security guards turned around and walked away.
In this way, I am even more unscrupulous, kissing Sister Shan wantonly, asking for it, as if I want to integrate her into my body, at this moment, my thoughts about Sister Shan have been liberated these days, and I don't even want to think about where she has gone these days, why she didn't answer my calls, and who she was with.
I'm so bad, Sister Shan doesn't mind if I'm not handsome, I don't have money, and my ability is very average, what qualifications do I have to care so much, as long as she is willing to nod, I think everything can be considered in the long run.
Syllable!
However, before I could even react, Sister Shan didn't know where the strength came from, so she pushed me away and slapped me in the face hard, making me stay there for a while.
My face hurts, but it's nothing compared to my heart.
"You're enough." Sister Shan said coldly, and turned around directly, "Since you don't want to choose, then I'll help you choose, from now on, you and I still don't want to meet again." ”
"Sister Shan."
"Hehe, I shouldn't have seen each other." Sister Shan said, her tone suddenly became a little sour, and she laughed at herself, "Time will give you everything you want, and it will also take away what doesn't belong to you, sometimes, it's fate." ”
Sister Shan's words were very bitter, I don't even know why she said such sour and weak words, why she said so self-defeating, which was completely different from her style.
But I don't understand.
I reached out to grab Sister Shan, but Sister Shan shook my hand away, "Enough Xiaozhi, I'm too tired to be with you, I don't have Xue'er's courage, and I can't stand this kind of life, you can't give me what I want, and I can't give you what you want, so let's stop here, cherish her." ”
After Sister Shan finished speaking, she left directly, my head was roaring, I didn't understand what Sister Shan meant, I just knew that now I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, and even breathing became difficult.
Compared to these words, I'd rather Sister Shan slap me a few more times, it will come a little more comfortable!
"Sister Shan, don't go, wait." I was in a hurry, and I didn't even have time to figure out what Sister Shan meant by what she said to me, and how could I be so pessimistic.
But the thought that her relationship with me was going to end here made me completely lose my mind, and I didn't want that to happen anyway.
I don't want it, that's it!
"Stop him." I chased after me, Sister Shan spoke to the two security guards who were whispering on the side, and the two of them were stunned for a moment, as if they couldn't understand what kind of trouble I had with Sister Shan.
But the two security guards still stopped me very obediently, I rushed forward, and the two of them clashed, knocked the two of them staggered back several steps, these two people were also a little hairy by me, and the shot was a lot stronger, in a hurry, I was made to the ground by the two, and it hurt for a while.
"Just get out of here."
At this time, Sister Shan paused, and a cold voice came, although there was no fluctuation, but I could feel a strong attachment from it.
She still cares about me, and she is not so ruthless and cold as she seems.
"Yes, Miss Ling."
The two security guards responded, but they just stopped there, and they didn't dare to make a move on me.
"Sister Shan!"
I shouted, and when I heard this, Sister Shan's departing back trembled, turned her head, just a side face, glanced at me, and turned to leave again.
That glance seemed to become an eternity.