Red Bean pounded his stomach hard, not distressed at all, as if there was something that shouldn't have appeared, a demon. This unwelcome child.

In the end, what should have happened happened, Hongdou was tired of crying, and he really didn't have the strength to toss, so he lay quietly on the bed, his head was empty, he didn't think about anything, he couldn't think of anything. Hongdou turned her head and looked at the day on the table and circled around with a red pen on the calendar, which was the day she and An Xiaomo got married.

Hongdou looked at the day of the circle, and thought of An Xiaomo, the gentle and domineering man, they are about to get married, and they will get married soon.

"Hongdou, An Xiaomo agreed to marry you. ”

Memories are like a silent movie in front of Hongdou's eyes, one by one, when she knew that An Xiaomo would marry her, how happy she was, the whole world brightened, but in less than two months, has everything been overturned again?

Everything will return to square one, and the relationship between her and An Xiaomo will become indifferent, and even more unfamiliar relationships.

"He will never marry me again, I am already a woman who has lost her virginity. ”

"He will never marry me again, I am already a woman who has lost her virginity. ”

"He's not going to want me anymore, definitely. ”

Hongdou has been saying such a sentence mechanically, and in her heart she has denied everything about herself.

Hongdou's mind kept repeating what happened with Qiu Hao that night, while repeating this sentence. Red Beans are on the verge of collapse.

"Qiu Hao, I hate you. After saying this, Azuki made a decision.

Hongdou took out a fruit knife from the drawer, slowly stood up and walked to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and the sound of "whooshing" water flowed, as if he was whispering something, and he couldn't tell the truth.

Now that she already knows the ending, An Xiaomo will not marry Hongdou again, so what is the point of her living? I slowly understood that many questions that can be asked have answers in my heart, and I dare not ask questions that I don't know the answer.

Hongdou already knows the answer in her heart, and knows the answer with An Xiaomo, she can't accept these endings, and she can't accept the days without An Xiaomo.

The red bean slowly lay down in the warm water, and then took out the fruit knife on his slender arm, the artery of the place slashed fiercely, without the slightest hesitation, a deep cut spread in the sight, blood flowed out of it little by little, and gradually connected into a blood-red line, drop by drop along the finger on the floor.

With a smile on his face and a farewell to this world, he closed his eyes and felt the message of death coming.

"Some people live under the sun all their lives, and some people have to live in the dark night, what people are afraid of is that the sun that exists will not rise again, that is, they are very afraid that the sun will disappear from the original body. ”

Just like a plant without light, it can't live long on its own nourishment, and it will soon die without the photosynthesis of the sun. And An Xiaomo is the sun of red beans, and red beans are that plant, plants that need sunlight.

"Hongdou, An Xiaomo promised to marry you. ”

When Hongdou felt that he was about to be separated from this world, Ou Yuntu's words were still echoing in Hongdou's ears.

"Could it be that when I die, what I care about most is whether An Xiaomo will marry me?" Hongdou tugged at the corners of his mouth, and he didn't even have the strength to laugh.

"Dad, Dad," Hongdou suddenly opened his eyes and thought of his father, Ou Yuntu.

"Dad~" Hongdou burst into tears, and once again shed tears. There is such a unique person in this world, the only relative who is related to Hongdou by blood.

"Dad~" Hongdou shouted softly, Ou Yuntu should be playing chess with his old friend now.

"He loves me the most, and the person who loves me the most is my father. Hongdou kept shouting to Ouyuntu, "I'm leaving, what should Dad do?" Hongdou cried silently.

"Do you really want to abandon your relatives so cruelly and leave first? Are you really willing?"

"Hongdou, don't forget your mission, your beliefs, that's An Xiaomo, he is the person you have pursued all your life, do you think he will look at you again now? ”

"But that's your father, your father, your only relative in this world, and he's the only one left when you're gone. ”

In Hongdou's mind, there are two villains arguing fiercely, and they have to fight to the death.

In the end, Hongdou still opened his eyes, struggled to get up, held the wound on his wrist with his hand, and walked out of the water.

It was three o'clock in the afternoon, two hours before Ou Yuntu went home, and Hongdou propped himself up to wipe the blood on the floor and restored the bathroom to its original state, as if nothing had happened.

Hongdou took out the medicine box, carefully bandaged his wounds, and changed into clean clothes, with long sleeves covering the bandages on his wrists, not showing a trace. It's like returning to the original life, and the red bean is still the red bean that loves to make trouble.

"I can't die, otherwise I'll be really sorry for my father, he thinks about me so wholeheartedly, for my good, I can't be so selfish and leave him alone and leave by himself. ”

Hongdou sat down and drank hot water, looking at everything in this family, which was built by Ou Yuntu single-handedly, how could she be so ruthless and not want it all, just leave?

It turned out that she was so reluctant, reluctant to leave this home, reluctant to leave everything here.

Hongdou ate a little to replenish her strength, and for a whole day, she didn't eat well, she was hungry one after another, and now she has figured it all out, and she realizes that she is indeed hungry.

"Dad, I will live well, for you and for myself. Hongdou looked at the photo of himself and Ou Yuntu, and said very seriously, his eyes were not as godless as just now.

Now the red bean's eyes are full of fighting spirit, "I will definitely get what I want." ”

Hongdou has already planned, she will go to the hospital for an abortion tomorrow, she will not stay with this child, this is Qiu Hao's child, but Hongdou has no intention of telling Qiu Hao, Hongdou only has hatred for Qiu Hao now.

In the company, Liu Chengcheng and An Xiaomo are sitting together to discuss tomorrow's meeting with Mr. Li.

Liu Chengcheng and An Xiaomo sat side by side in the sun, leaning very close, An Xiaomo's chin was against Liu Chengcheng's head.

"Ah~hiss~" Liu Chengcheng covered her head and turned her head to look at An Xiaomo, only to see An Xiaomo covering her chin, frowning and looking very painful. Liu Chengcheng originally wanted to get up and stretch some of her waist, but she didn't expect her head to hit An Xiaomo's chin.

"Are you okay?" Liu Chengcheng looked at An Xiaomo's brows and asked worriedly.

For some people, no matter how much you tell yourself to stay away from them, you still can't help but get closer, get closer.