Chapter 364: Red Beans Exhausted Physically and Mentally
As if he hadn't heard, Red Bean walked straight back to his room, locked the door, soaked himself in the bathtub, and lay down like that.
Ou Yuntu looked at his daughter and didn't speak, "What's wrong, do I blame her, it's just a joke." ”
Ou Yuntu thought, in fact, he knew that Hongdou should be with An Xiaomo, and with An Xiaomo here, Ou Yuntu was still very relieved. Oyuntu went back to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.
Hongdou's eyes have always appeared in front of An Xiaomo's expression, "I'm sorry", so ruthless, so easy to say, I have never considered Hongdou's thoughts.
Hongdou was silently shedding tears, his mind was full of An Xiaomo, An Xiaomo's expression when he was strange, his happy smiling expression, his cold expression thousands of miles away, and his expression when he looked at Hongdou warmly, staring with deep eyes, making Hongdou sink.
If a person says he doesn't love it, he won't love it, and if he says he doesn't want it, he won't want it. If everything were so simple, then the world wouldn't be so complicated and entangled.
"An Xiaomo, how can you be like this. Hongdou has to admit that such a person's love is too heavy. What kind of degree does her heart have to go through to withstand this unspeakable love for An Xiaomo.
Red Bean is now physically and mentally exhausted, and she no longer has the strength to think about so many things. Red Bean washed himself fiercely, as if he wanted to wash away some dirty things, and then threw himself into the bed.
"When I fall asleep, I don't know anything. Azuki comforted herself, Azuki only wanted to sleep, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she could remember what she had seen when she opened her eyes in the morning. So naked, Red Bean gave herself to someone she didn't love.
It's resentment, there's uneasiness, and more so shame and remorse. "It would have been nice if I hadn't gone to drink, and if I hadn't gone to the bar, it wouldn't have happened so much if I had just gone home. "But there are no ifs.
We have a lot of choices in our hands, but there is no regret medicine. Each choice is made by oneself, so the rest of the road, even if you are on your knees, must be walked alone.
And we don't even think about where and when, so suddenly, everything changes. Willing or unwilling, it happens.
Red Bean closed his eyes and tried not to let himself think about anything anymore, anyone, too much work.
"Red beans, red beans, are you there, if you don't promise me, you can go in." "This is the first time Ou Yuntu has called the door without knowing how many times, and I thought that Hongdou would just go back to the room to change clothes and come down for breakfast.
But Ou Yuntu waited for a long time and didn't find that the red beans were about to come down for breakfast, so he came up to take a look.
It turned out that Hongdou not only locked the door, but also didn't respond at all, no matter how he called, as if no one was there. Ou Yuntu realized that something was not quite right with the red bean, something must have happened.
Ou Yuntu went to get the spare key, and planned to break in, so he was a little uneasy to let Hongdou alone.
"Then I'll go in. Ou Yuntu finally asked Hongdou, but there was still no response, Ou Yuntu opened the door with the key, he was not worried that Hongdou would make any suicidal thoughts, this child is still quite optimistic.
Ou Yuntu entered the door and didn't see a figure, Hongdou hid himself in the quilt, Ou Yuntu walked to the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, and then put it down again.
"What's the matter, you quarreled with An Xiaomo again?" Ou Yuntu plans to enlighten and enlighten his daughter, and he can't hide under the quilt when he encounters something, so how can he solve the problem.
"Come, get up first, eat first, everything will be solved when you are full, okay?" Ou Yuntu lifted the quilt and saw Hongdou's trembling shoulders, and Hongdou couldn't suppress his low cry in the first sentence Ou Yuntu said.
Ou Yuntu's nose was sour for a while, and tears wet his eyes, what the hell is going on, the red bean is so sad and sad. Oh my precious daughter.
Ou Yuntu pulled the red bean up and held it in his arms, the red bean cried louder, and the tears and snot flowed all over Ou Yuntu.
Life is like a piece of paper, before the suffering comes, clean and beautiful, whatever you want to depict it. But when you encounter deep suffering, no matter how you depict it, how good the paint pen is, it is all a crumpled paper, and there is no neatness.
On the blank paper of life, we can't avoid wrinkles and suffering.
Ou Yuntu stopped talking, and let Hongdou cry and vent until Hongdou was tired of crying and crying hungry.
"Goo~" Hongdou gradually stopped crying, but her stomach screamed again.
"Hungry, let's go, I'll reheat the porridge for you." Get up and get something to eat. Ou Yuntu turned around and went to the kitchen to give red beans hot porridge.
Hongdou looked at Ou Yuntu's back and thought to herself, in this world, in addition to her father Ou Yuntu, there is also that man who will be so good to her. It's all just a wish.
Red Bean was really hungry, wiped her tears, got up and went to wash her face and go to the kitchen to eat. It's almost noon after such a toss. Breakfast was served as lunch.
Ou Yuntu sat aside and took it quietly, just watching the red bean eat, and the red bean didn't speak, just ate quietly.
"Dad, I'm fine, I just want to rest, I don't go to work these days, I'm sorry to worry you. ”
After eating, Hongdou first told Ou Yuntu that he was his father, and he would definitely see something after a long time, so it was better to explain it himself.
"I don't ask you anything, I'll ask if you have something to do with An Xiaomo?" Ou Yuntu looked at his baby daughter, with such a negative look, now that she can't even go to class, the matter must be very serious to affect her so much.
"......" As soon as An Xiaomo was mentioned, Hongdou couldn't stop crying, Ou Yuntu was simple, guessing that it must have something to do with An Xiaomo, otherwise Hongdou would not be this reaction.
"Okay, okay, I won't ask, since I'm tired, I'll have a good rest. Ou Yuntu has his own plans, he doesn't have to know everything from Hongdou's mouth, but he can also guess it.
The children's affairs, Ou Yuntu still hopes that they can solve it themselves.
After all this, Hongdou was a little depressed, and locked himself in the room by himself, doing nothing, and sleeping all day.
Ou Yuntu watched his daughter become more and more depressed day by day, for so many days, An Xiaomo had never come to see Hongdou, nor had he made a phone call to Hongdou, and Hongdou had never called An Xiaomo, and he didn't even want to think about it.
Hongdou has been locking himself in the house all the time, not seeing anyone, not going to work, not putting on makeup, not even going out of the door, Ou Yuntu feels more and more that things are really too serious.
Ou Yuntu found an opportunity and dialed An Xiaomo with Hongdou's mobile phone, but no one answered, one by two, three, Ou Yuntu kept dialing.