Chapter 144
Over here...... Where is it? Are you dreaming again? It seems that there is no other possibility than that......
Looking at the white space around him, and lowering his head to look at his hand, a wry smile appeared on Ge Yiwei's face. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ ο½ο½fo
Since the consciousness is so clear...... Then count the charges of this sinner yourself. Starting from the smallest, well, he killed his own brother; under his own command, he successfully killed his comrades in the second regiment and the second battalion and a large number of monsters; he caused serious damage to the world; destroyed the Great Barrier and completely exposed Gensokyo; caused a nuclear attack on Youkai Mountain, almost completely destroyed the infrastructure, and completely terminated the industrialization process; destroyed China's large base for antimatter research, so that China's original lead in this area almost disappeared; let China and Japan, China and Gensokyo, China and India, China and the Nazis have entered a state of all-out war, and even if they do not talk about other forces, they are already facing the problem of fighting on three fronts. In theory, the Third World War should have been provoked by itself......
To die, of course. Must die. Had to die. Must die. If you don't die, I'm sorry for them. I'm sorry...... They.
"But you did these things with good intentions, didn't you? β
No. This cannot be used as an excuse. Manslaughter is also homicide. I do have the idea of brainwashing all Chinese. So I have to take that responsibility. This responsibility must be shouldered. This responsibility must be shouldered......
But is it really possible? Can you really die like this? Really...... Is it okay to die like this?
Death has no meaning to the deceased because he is already dead. The only thing that gives meaning to death is the people around him. Their sadness or joy, loss or gain, tells of the reality of the fact that he died. This is the true meaning of death.
"yes, that's it. So think about it, what is the meaning of your death? The scientific community will lose a researcher with great potential, even if he may not make any earth-shattering achievements, but this is certainly a loss; the Chinese People's Liberation Army will lose a sniper, even if he is insignificant in the huge base, but it will certainly be a loss; your family will lose the pillars of the future, even if your parents are still quite young, it is okay to have another one, but it is certainly a loss. Then, the ...... that can be obtained Basically not, except for the loss caused by the negative side of the gain. β
It doesn't make sense. That's why I'm alive until now. Because there is no point in dying when you can endure to live......
"And then, on the emotional level, if anyone can enjoy the thrill of revenge, then your death is meaningful. But no one can do that. On the contrary, there are many people...... It's going to be sad about it. They want you to live, don't they?"
Hopefully, I, can I live...... Dad, Mom, Brother, and ...... Boss.
He raised his trembling hand and touched his chapped lips, the sensation he had just felt was still in his memory. Ge Yiwei didn't understand what it meant, it was just to get an emotional flashpoint and make a sudden move, like he was pretending to be stupid? or something else? I don't know. I don't know. I don't understand.
Do you really not understand? Or is it ...... Have you been running away?
What's wrong with running away? There's nothing wrong with running away, but when you encounter something you're afraid of, of course you have to run away. Evade...... There's nothing wrong with that.
Therefore, it should also be ...... to use death to escape the current reality that I can't bear There's nothing wrong with that......
"That's the price you should pay. To endure this reality and to let itself become a punishment. In this way, you will be worthy of the lives that have been lost because of your actions, right? β
Let's live...... Does it sound ridiculous...... But that's really what it looks like......
"So, now we should talk about something else. Like," said Ge Yiwei slowly raised his head, "Who are you?"
He was greeted by a figureβthat's all he could say. It could be seen that it was a human figure, but when Ge Yiwei wanted to take a closer look, he found that he couldn't see anything clearly, his height, body shape, and appearance all seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and he couldn't perceive it at all, and he could only barely judge that the other party should be male by his voice. However, since you can have such a superb deception method, it should be normal to use a voice changer or something, right?
"Oh, what a terrible recovery speed, and I was out of that emotion all at once. Hearing Ge Yiwei's question, the man smiled happily, "I obviously want to observe your state for a while." β
"Thanks to your guidance, I don't think I would have recovered so quickly. Ge Yiwei's voice still sounded bitter, "Of course, I still feel a little uncomfortable...... But it's okay to endure it. Thank you very much. β
"Thank me? Even if I didn't speak, you should be able to draw the above conclusions with your own logical analysis. I don't know why, but there is always a frivolous meaning in the words of the comer, "If you want to thank your boss, thank you." If it weren't for her sudden actions that allowed you to vent your emotions, you wouldn't have been able to think rationally, and what I said would have no effect at all. Besides, I didn't do this to save you. β
"Not to save me......?"
"Personal interest only. Although there is a high chance that something will go wrong with this kick...... Ah, sure enough, the entropy value is unstable again, it's really a headache......" There was obvious helplessness in the tone of the comer, "You have to adjust your observation well......"
"Entropy...... What are you worth...... The observer who appeared before!?" subconsciously took two steps back, and Ge Yiwei looked at the "person" in front of him again, "You...... What the hell do you want to do?"
"Nothing. This scene is about to fall, just to comfort the actors. Because some dishonest guys know some clips of what might happen in the future, I'm looking forward to it," the other party said with a smile in his tone, "I'm looking forward to your next great performance...... But it will probably take a while for you to lead your army to destroy Gensokyo. β
Will the script continue to run in the direction I know, or will it be shifted by my own small movements? Will what I do is like getting a bucket of paint into the ocean without any effect, or is it like a butterfly that stirs up a storm and flapps its little wings?
Interesting. It's so much fun. Hahaha.
"Well, there will be a period later, non-observer, Ge Yiwei. β
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"I fell asleep when I was tired of crying......" Sanae whispered looking at Ge Yiwei, who was still holding his head by Reimu but no longer making a sound. The former was still beating the beat softly, humming a lullaby that he didn't know where he learned it, "Mr. Ge has always given me the feeling of a child in the last two days. It's weird, he's supposed to be a very strong person......"
yes, it's weird, it's really weird. Obviously, Mr. Ge has already cried, this should be the change he wants him to make, right? Then he should be happy...... What's going on with this sour feeling in my heart?
"Sanae?" Rinnosuke's voice came from next to him, "You...... Are you okay and why ......?"
"It's okay, Mr. Rinnosuke, it's okay. Hurriedly waving her hand, Sanae took out her handkerchief and wiped away the tears that ran down her cheeks, "I...... I'm just a little too happy. Mr. Ge finally cried, he must have suppressed a lot of pain in his heart, crying so hard...... Leave me alone, really leave me alone. It'll be fine in a while......"
"Don't cry, Sanae. Still holding her broomstick, Marisa lowered the brim of her hat to cover her face, "I don't know why I feel like I should be able to understand your mood right now...... Don't cry anymore, though. Otherwise......"
As she spoke, she gradually lowered her voice: "I always feel like I'm going to cry together." β
"It's really an unexpected reward. Just as he was about to sigh, Linnosuke suddenly heard Lin's voice, "A blessing in disguise, a blessing in misfortune, but in this way, his life may not be very easy in the future." β
"Isn't it better? I don't think so. Pushing the glasses on the bridge of his nose, Rinnosuke looked at the two girls beside him and shook his head, "Maybe you don't spend a lot of time with him so you won't understand, he's a person, this is the kind of thing he hates the most, and combined with the current situation, his choice is probably ......"
"Hey, Xiaowei," suddenly, the lullaby in Reimeng's mouth stopped, "You should be awake by now, right?"
From below, a dull voice could be heard by everyone present spread through the air: "Ah, I think I'm awake." β
"That, that," Reimu's face turned red all of a sudden when he heard this, "Then, then you hurry up! This, such a posture, feeling, feeling, feeling very shy...... So since it's all right, get me up quickly!Ah, yes, don't you want to find death anymore, do you know? Otherwise...... I won't show mercy anymore and knock you out!"
"Wouldn't it be nice to just smash me to death with yin-yang jade? You have fun, save trouble, save energy, and protect the environment without pollution......
"What nonsense! Don't try to take the gun away from me now that it's in my hands! Sanae, quickly hide the Type 03, I can't let him take it again!"
"Yes, yes!" Hearing Reimu's words, Sanae hurriedly ran two steps and grabbed the 03 style on the chair tightly, "Okay! This time I will definitely not let Mr. Ge snatch it again! Mr. Ge, you really can't find death again!"
"What's with what...... Think I can't kill myself without a gun?" Ge Yiwei's voice was still so dull, "It's so naΓ―ve, girls...... By the way, Miss Dongfenggu, remember to make sure to blush my body, don't steam it......"
"Ge, Mr. Ge!" Sanae's voice sounded rather sharp, "Don't say that again! Mr. Ge must live!"
"By the way, Reimu, restrain Xiaowei from moving!" Suddenly remembering something, Marisa took off her hat and took out a book from it, "That, hypnotic magic...... Page 286...... Hmm, it seems a bit complicated......"
"Ah, hypnotic magic. Marisa, you're not going to instill some strange ideas while not letting me die, are you?"
"Hey, can it be like this? Maybe it will make you forget about kissing Reimu just now?"
"Alright, stop messing around. As he spoke, Rin Nosuke turned his sharp gaze to Ge Yiwei, "Since you're in the mood to joke, you must have no intention of committing suicide, right?" Hurry up and stand up, you must have thought about what you're going to do next." β
This is quite true. Ge Yiwei's answer made several people who were in a state of panic suddenly breathe a sigh of relief. Relaxing the strength of holding his head, Reimu immediately took out the imperial coin and slammed it towards the head: "You know that this kind of joke will make people die in a hurry, okay, stand up quickly...... That's really ...... in this position."
"It's not hard to stand up. "But my leg is numb." Miss Togashiya, Marisa, come and help me. β
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"Huh-" Blowing the heat on the tea, Ge Yiwei took a sip of tea, put the teacup on the table, and then suddenly raised his head, his eyes were looking at Reimu here, "Boss, you've been looking here many times since just now, you should just say anything, right?" Now I can accept anything except that you are a man." β
"What are you talking about, I, how can I be a man! For example, if I were a man, how could I do something like that!"
"It's not necessarily, between the two men now...... Hey, Miss Dongfeng Valley came back to her senses, and quickly got out of her bad delusions. Shaking his hand in front of Sanae's eyes, Ge Yiwei said loudly, "The boss is a woman!"
"You, what the hell are you trying to do!Sanae has been ruined by you!" Standing up in a frustrated manner, Reimu suddenly lowered her voice again, "And, besides, why can you still keep such a composure after all that kind of thing, stupid ......"
"Mount Tai collapsed in front of me and his face did not change color, this is the realm I pursued. Ge Yiwei replied calmly, "Speaking of which, I want to apologize to you, boss, it seems that I bit your tongue just now...... Of course, I shouldn't be responsible, but you stuck your tongue in when someone else was talking......"
"You, you, why are you like this! I would have let you die if I knew you, why did I stop you, damn it!"
"Hey, Xiaowei, Reimu. At this time, Marisa suddenly interjected, and her voice seemed to have an awkward look, "Didn't you say that you want to talk about business? β
"Who showed affection with him!"
"Okay, let's get down to business. Stretching, Ge Yiwei stood up, "Let's talk about business...... It's time to get down to business......"
"Young man, I think the first thing you should do is," Lin's voice rang out again, "use this system to correct the mistakes you made before, and there will definitely be no more accidents due to the failure of the contact device......
"Correcting mistakes? Does it mean that the paranoid notion of Chinese people other than me is eliminated?" looked down and thought about it, and a surprising sentence came out of Ge Yiwei's mouth, "I'm sorry, I didn't plan to do this." β
"Not going to do that, that is, to let the mistake continue? Why?"
"I'm a pragmatist. In my opinion, mistakes can never be corrected. Once we have made our choice, all we can do is try to undo the bad consequences of our mistakes. Pacing in front of his seat, Ge explained, "So, what will be the consequences of letting this paranoid notion disappear in this current situation?"
"The motives of Japan's war will be questioned, the prestige of the government will be seriously reduced, and the national cohesion that was originally generated by this obsession will be completely lost or even cause a backlash. At a time when the Nazis have declared World War III, all this is not conducive to the survival of the Chinese nation. And in fact, and in fact, from the moment the People's Liberation Army stepped on this land, the country of Japan has existed in name only. If China's serious disadvantage in the Great War can be exchanged for the reconstruction of Japanese culture, I can also recognize it, and it will be regarded as the atonement of the invaders," he said with a wry smile, "The entire Chinese nation atons for me alone...... But in fact it can't be done, is it? Why do it do anything other than comfort to me?"
"If that's your decision," Lin replied after a moment of silence, "I'll take it." β
"Ah, I'm sorry for the soldiers who are still resisting, but Japan is really dead. Saying that, Ge Yiwei glanced at Sanae, "I'm really sorry, Miss Dongfeng Valley, I can't save your country." But let me show my respect to this people who have been fighting for so long on the tiny island nation: you are great. β
ββ¦β¦ Well, it's okay Mr. Ge. This decision...... That's right. Nodding gloomily, Sanae suddenly smiled, "But let me represent all of Japan...... I'm really flattered. β
"They should be happy to have such a lovely girl as the representative of Japan. With a relieved smile on his face, Ge Yiwei turned his face to Reimu, "Then boss, next, let's ...... Let's solve this anomaly once and for all. β