Chapter 03 Justification
"It's not a mobile phone...... Ah Jiu said with a sigh, Taeyeon looked at him strangely, his face turned red all of a sudden, he quickly glanced at him, and scolded softly: "Hooligans! ”
"You can also blame me for this...... Ah Jiu's hand just paused, then returned to normal, and continued to pat Taeyeon's smooth back: "Although I am curing diseases and saving people, but after all, I am also a human being, if I don't react at all, doesn't that mean that you are not attractive?" ”
"Charm?" Taeyeon recited the word, smiled sadly, and whispered, "Do I have the charm to attract you too?" If I really had this kind of charm, would you be so ruthless? ”
Ah Jiu didn't say anything, and after a while, he spoke, "I really just don't want to hurt you, I'm an idiot in terms of feelings, I can't handle anything well, and with me, you won't be happy." ”
Taeyeon's tone was a little agitated, "How do you know I'm not going to be happy?" Why are you always so self-righteous? You think you're thinking about me, so noble, so great, but do you really know what I want? Do you know?! ”
Ah Jiu didn't say a word, the force in his hand slowed down, slowly tended to stop, pulled down the rolled up cardigan, and then got off the bed and covered Taeyeon with the quilt again.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Taeyeon was even more angry, I have already taken the initiative to talk to you, you still don't talk, do you really not care so much? I was angry, and I couldn't care about the backache, Taeyeon supported her hands, and suddenly turned over and sat up, Ah Jiu was startled, and before Taeyeon's ass fell, he reached out first, and then, Taeyeon's ass didn't fall on the bed, it didn't turn upside down, but it sat on his hand, no matter which angle you looked at, there was a little bit of suspicion of obscenity. The two looked at each other, so they weren't embarrassed.
Originally, there was still a little pain in my waist, but because I was too shy, I couldn't feel it. The anger in her belly was also disrupted by shyness, and Taeyeon glanced at Ah Jiu and said, "Don't you take it away?" ”
"Oh-oh," Ah Jiu smirked. Took his hand out of Taeyeon's buttocks, the touch of the tips of his fingers was too soft, Ah Jiu endured, endured, and finally endured it, without taking advantage of the danger. Taeyeon stared at Ah Jiu, angry and funny, grabbed one of his hands and pinched the back of his hand 'fiercely'. "Tell me, why do you think I'm not happy?" ”
Ah Jiu held Taeyeon's hand, smiled bitterly, and said, "Isn't this something obvious?" You must have been angry when you knew about Sika...... And," Ah Jiu sighed and said, "There is still ...... I'm really not good at emotional things, and I can't do anything well. It's a good thing that you're not with me, maybe one day. I'm going to hurt you......"
The more Taeyeon listened, the more angry she became, and she couldn't help but interrupt and said, "You always say that it hurts, but you say, how do you hurt?" How do you know you can hurt? When did you learn to speak so verbosely, you were dying! ”
Ah Jiu looks at Taeyeon. Hanging his head, he told what had happened three days ago. If it were someone else, Ah Jiu might not be so 'confessed', but he has never had any secrets about Taeyeon. He loves to talk to Taeyeon because she is a very good listener.
“…… That's it, it's all my fault, I can't handle emotional things well, I'm sorry for them. He laughed miserably and said, "Now you know why I said that, right?" If you're with me, you'll definitely be ......."
"How do you know I'm sure I will?"
Ah Jiu was stunned for a moment and looked up at Taeyeon: "Wouldn't it?" ”
Taeyeon looked him in the eye and said seriously, "I won't." ”
"Won't?" This was so unexpected, Ah Jiu's brain couldn't turn around, and he stumbled: "Then why are you still angry, if you really can't?" ”
Taeyeon sighed and said, "I've been thinking about this question these days, I'm angry with you, is it because Sika is pregnant, or something else. I even complained to myself, why am I so uncompetitive and hurt so deeply, and I can't forget you...... Do I deserve to be bullied by you? I tried hard to think about the places where you were sorry for me, but every time I thought of one, I would subconsciously find a reason for you, and in the end, all I could think of where you were sorry for me were persuaded by the reasons I found. ”
"And then I thought, what the hell is wrong with me?"
Ah Jiu's heart tugged, and he asked eagerly, "Have you thought of it?" ”
"Hmm," Taeyeon nodded, and continued, "There are several girls around you, and speaking of which, I'm a latecomer. In the beginning, I thought about trying to get you over. But this can't be, I'm originally a latecomer, and if I snatch you away, won't I become a bad woman? And with your character, you won't leave Xiujing either...... Since I accepted the relationship between you and Xiujing, I should have expected what I saw that day, since I have accepted it, why am I still angry? So that's not really a reason. ”
"I thought about it for a long time, and found that there should be two reasons why I was angry that day. The first one is, I don't know about it, I don't know at all, so I feel betrayed. And the other is, perhaps, jealousy. ”
"From the time I was a trainee, I had a competitive relationship with Sika because we were both lead singers and we were very close in strength, and at the same time we were candidates for captains. At that time, the heart of competition was more important, and we were often called by teachers to compare together. I always say that I don't care if I win or lose, but I do. When I saw Sika that day, I suddenly felt that even though I had won against her, at that moment, I had lost them all. Maybe it's not Sika, and if I were a different person, I'd be uncomfortable, but I shouldn't be uncomfortable. ”
"If I had known about it, I might have felt bad, but I would never have said those things to you. There are already other girls around you, since you can't change it, so many and one is less, it's all the same for me. I will be jealous and I will forgive you. As long as you're good to me, you should be fine......" Saying that, Taeyeon blushed a little and whispered, "Like, Sika is pregnant, if I get pregnant before her, there's nothing to be jealous of." ”
Ah Jiu couldn't cry or laugh, women are so difficult to understand. When he saw the attitudes of IU and Krystal, he thought that Taeyeon would be the same, but he didn't expect Taeyeon to be completely different, so where did he guess?
"Later, I thought, can I get pregnant and have a baby now?" Taeyeon sighed and shook her head slightly, "At least not right now, so, in fact, the answer that comes to mind in the end is that the reason why I'm really angry is,"
"She's your woman, and I'm not, insecure." (To be continued.) )
PS: The third update!