Pei Ji felt as if he had made a very strict mistake.

He shouldn't be idle at all, he has nothing to do and study the past by himself.

Okay now, how will he look at this person directly after he returns to China!? Or confess to him directly, ah and listen, I heard a little bit of your little thing in the UK, they said that you didn't have a father since you were a child, you just graduated from high school, and you worked in large and small theaters in London to make money to support your family, and I heard that your mother seems to be an alcoholic, oh yes, it's a pity to break up with your boyfriend of four years, but you don't have to be too sad, I heard that the person recently found a new partner, the small life is nourishing, you also think about finding another one.

Pei Lao has a long-term vision, he is full of food.

He sighed deeply, said goodbye to the two conductors who were also gossipy at first glance, and then silently rode back to the hotel.

In fact, what really surprised him was not Zhou Er's listening to those tragic family affairs, but his □□ that ended in tragedy.

Pei Ji never thought that Zhou Listening would be a homosexual, in his eyes, there is a child who is much more promising as a cook than an assistant, Zhou Listening is actually a very gentleman, and ...... Didn't he also accept a gift from someone else's little girl, how do you look like a straight man with indifferent feelings, not a crooked.

But judging from the accounts of the two employees, Zhou Heting's ex-boyfriend is a typical white handsome guy with a height of nearly one meter nine, light wheat skin and smooth muscle lines, "I love to laugh and love to be funny, there is a set of ways to make Carlos laugh, and it can be seen that I particularly love Carlos, it is completely an example of a perfect boyfriend, I heard that these two people are an enviable pair in their circle." From their descriptions, how did Pei Ji ponder how to have a feeling that Zhou and Listen were the one who endured it.

After automatically making up for it in his mind, and listening to the appearance of the little bird, Boss Pei shuddered, saying that he really couldn't accept it.

He himself has always held a very enlightened view of sexuality, believing that whether it is heterosexual, homosexual or even bisexual, as long as it does not interfere in the lives of others and does not touch the moral bottom line, it is allowed. He himself has been immersed in perhaps the most open circle all year round, and it is naturally not the first time that Gay has been in contact, and there have been boys who have tried to pursue him, but Pei Ji always feels uninterested when he looks at the delicate appearance of those little boys and girls.

In his cognition, if he wants to find a boy like that as a boyfriend, what is the difference between it and finding a woman□□?

He is almost on par with Pei Ji in height, and his figure may be slightly thinner, but the skinny camel is bigger than a horse, no matter how thin Zhou Ji is, he looks like a man on the outside, and he has long been out of the kind of young man who has responsibilities and responsibilities.

Pei Ji can imagine that he spoils a boy as a baby, but he really can't harmoniously watch the picture if he is held in the arms of another big man.

Zhou Heting's indifferent face appeared in front of Pei Ji's eyes, if someone told him before today that Zhou Heting would be hospitalized because of a broken love and drinking to the point of stomach bleeding, he would definitely laugh it off. However, the two people just now are acquaintances who have been listening to him for many years, and they can be regarded as having a say in his private life, and what they said made Pei Ji have to believe it.

Depressed, frustrated, lost and even decadent, it turns out that when Zhou He heard that he was in love, he was like an ordinary person, he would be abnormal and would belittle himself. It turns out that Zhou and Ting can also love someone to such a point.

Pei Ji thought about it in his heart, and he didn't know what it tasted like, to put it bluntly, it was not a taste.

The small days of gossiping and reasoning with Zhou Heting were too comfortable and harmonious, and he suddenly received such a huge amount of information, he suddenly felt that the distance between him and Zhou Heting was like being torn apart by a pair of hands, shackling him in place, but pushing Zhou Heting farther and farther away, until he pushed back to the position where they played a wordless face in the dressing room for the first time.

For the first time, he found this feeling, and the more he knew, the more he felt unaware. When I don't know anything, I feel that I can be close to this person.

Pei Ji almost felt at a loss for a while, is a person's past more important, or is his present more real?

Pei Ji is confused in the UK, but Zhou Erting in China has a clear direction and is extremely firm.

He wanted to find the sender, no matter what his intentions were.

Fortunately, his best friend Bai Han was written very bluntly at the checkout place, which saved him a lot of trouble. And that letter is also strange, very neat and solemnly written full of the contents of a piece of paper, although it is just a trivial matter similar to how you have been doing lately, how I have been doing recently, and how the country is doing recently, but between the lines it is enough to see the sender's intentions. However, a letter that took such a lot of thought was not sent at all.

The envelope containing it was blank and sandwiched so tightly between the two pages of the book that it did not fall out at all.

Zhou Jiting sensitively sensed something, and he noticed that several of the things written in the letter had only happened in the year he was born, so he also deliberately searched the Internet for this. There are two reasons why such a detailed letter was not sent, one is that the recipient has changed the address, and the sender only knows that the original address is invalid, but does not know what the new address is. Two: What was in the letter that was appropriate was taboo on the day when the letter was decided to be sent out, so the sender invalidated the letter or drafted a new letter.

Although there is no basis for this, Zhou Erting intuitively feels that it is absolutely impossible to be as simple as the former.

Going back and reading the letter carefully, Zhou listened to it with a frown and looked at it word by word, and finally found a clue.

“…… When I heard that the royal family was planning to set a new show for this season, and that they were going to invest in touring the whole country, I seemed to see the huge repercussions you would have in the European theatre world by that time. Ru Chen, this has been your dream for many years, and I firmly believe that you will achieve ......"

Zhou Erting's eyes darkened a little.

He remembered the play, and he was sure he would never forget it for the rest of his life.

Zhou Ruchen is not a competent mother, but she is a rare teacher.

She didn't let Zhou Ting feel the same amount of maternal love as a normal person, but she taught him how to be an actor. Zhou Heting remembered when he was very young that his mother performed "The World of Susie Huang" alone in a crowded and messy small apartment, the woman's graceful and slender figure shuttled through the dust, she walked from one end to the other, but a few feet away, the light in her eyes seemed to contain the brilliance of the entire theater in an instant.

Zhou Ruchen does not look foreign, she has studied in Europe for several years, but she still likes curved and soft willow eyebrows, her eyes are not big but full of aura, her cheekbones are round, and her cheeks are a little fleshy. Such a woman, when she is not looking at you, you will find her charming. Because when she looks at you, anyone can only stare at her dark eyes, and have no time to admire the rest of her beauty.

Zhou Ruchen looks like a typical oriental woman, mysterious but clear, her eyes are like black grapes drenched in the spring rain. She also always likes to wear red lipstick, which is elegant and gorgeous, like a red rose that can bloom.

However, although the rose is beautiful, it is covered in thorns. Such a seemingly delicate and weak woman, what she does is resolute and full of strong emotions. She divides all feelings extremely clean and clear, love is love, don't ask about it, hate it, and don't love the past. So she can leave her lover so simply that she is stunned to leave and betray her lover, live alone and listen to everything, even if she is reduced to the point of shuttling between bars and laughing and never looking back.

Zhou Erting doesn't think she is a good mother, but it is undeniable that she is very talented in acting. In his childhood life, he did not have the memory of walking in the park with his mother, going to the amusement park to buy cotton candy and riding the Ferris wheel, and he did not share the memory of his innocence with his mother.

Instead, there are scenes of drama, lengthy dialogues, and absurd one-man shows. A considerable part of the classic drama he was exposed to was not first introduced in the theater, but in a small dilapidated apartment, beside a couch that smelled of musty, and watched his mother devoke herself to the point of almost madness, in the glimmer of the morning light.

Mother really loves the stage and performs, so when he saw that paragraph, he instantly knew what was going on.

At that time, my mother had just conceived herself, had just been deprived of the right to perform on stage, and had just fallen.

Zhou Heting's hand holding the letter paper instantly used his strength. The Bai Han who wrote the letter, although this person is not in the UK, is so well-informed, and her mother has just had an accident, and she already knows about it. That was more than 20 years ago, and it was a time when communication was still needed on letterheads.

Zhou Listen dared to conclude that this person must know the secret of that incident back then, and even, she may have an inextricable relationship with Yan Ru, and Yan Ru informed her as soon as something happened to her mother, otherwise how to explain this waste letter?

Thinking of Yan Ru, Zhou Erting only felt slightly evil. He carefully folded the letter and put it in his pocket, got up and walked to the computer desk, and quickly typed the word "white cold" into the web search box.

He actually guessed what happened to his mother back then, otherwise he would not have repaid such deep hostility to Yan Ru. He just wanted to confirm how many people were involved.

The old things that have been dusty for many years are finally and inevitably remembered again.