Gongziyu's mother died in a car accident a few years ago?

It's no wonder she said that there was never a second person in this house, because she was the only one left in the world, with no parents, no siblings, and no friends!

"I was only 14 years old at the time, do you know how cruel it was for a 14-year-old girl who was in her third year of junior high school? How tormenting was that? Do you know how I've been through all these years? You won't know because you've never experienced it! ”

Gongzi Yu cried, she had never cried in front of people, she always had a cold look in front of outsiders, as if she was forced to put on a mask on herself. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

And all her true emotions are obscured by this mask.

"I don't want to think about how I grew up step by step, I lost my dear mother, my father has not been heard from, so that I should have matured prematurely, I must make myself strong, because there is no family harbor around me to rely on. I once met a bad guy, and the other party kidnapped me and tried to violate me, so I desperately bit him, biting my mouth full of blood, and finally scared him away, and I cried all night long...... I have no one to rely on, only myself, and sometimes I wonder, why is this happening? ”

Gongziyu cried, letting crystal tears flow out of her eyes, at this moment she was like a helpless child, confiding all the grievances in her heart.

Leng Feng was silent for a long time, because he didn't know what to say, and from Gongzi Yu's crying, he found that his experience was somewhat similar to Gongzi Yu.

He was alone overseas.

Isn't it the same helplessness?

How many hardships he endured when he was young, how many tirednesses he suffered, and how many times he died in his life, he never mentioned these to others, and only after experiencing it himself would he know the hardships.

Although Gongzi Yu is in the city and there is no danger of fighting, but at a young age, she has to rely on herself to survive, isn't it the same hardship?

Besides, she is still a girl, and her ability to bear it is not as good as that of a man, so in a sense, Gongziyu's past experience is only more difficult and difficult than herself.

"Xiao Yu, don't blame your father, his love for you is beyond doubt." Leng Feng took a deep breath and said slowly.

"It's ridiculous, are you saying that's how he loves me? Then why didn't he come back? Why is there still no news? Gongzi Yu asked.

"Because, he can't come back!"

Leng Feng said in a calm voice word by word.

Gongzi Yu's face froze, her expression froze for a moment, she stood up suddenly, she looked at Leng Feng, and asked in a trembling and disbelieving tone, "You, what did you say?" What do you mean by that? Can't come back? What can't come back? ”

"Your father died eight years ago, so he can't come back."

Leng Feng looked at Gongzi Yu and said in a deep voice, he continued, "Your father was most concerned about you before he died, and you were the one who couldn't let go of the most." He told us that he also had a daughter, who was very well-behaved and cute, and that his daughter had a feather-like birthmark on the left side of her neck, so he named her Yu. He instructed us to take good care of his daughter if we met him in the future. He also entrusted us with saying sorry to his daughter if we met. Because he felt that he had failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a father. ”

Thump!

Gongzi Yu's body as soon as she stood up suddenly seemed to have been drained of all her strength, her body weakened, and she sat back on the sofa.

She was distracted, her eyes were empty, and the spirit of the whole person seemed to be emptied in an instant, she sat on the sofa, stunned, and the gaze in her eyes was extremely empty, just because the belief that had always supported her collapsed at this moment.

"Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu-" Leng Feng shouted a few times, looking at Gongzi Yu's reaction, he was a little worried.

"You—are you saying that my father is long gone? Not there eight years ago? Gongzi Yu muttered.

Leng Feng nodded heavily, and he said, "He was gone eight years ago. He's my big brother, I have a lot of respect for him, and I wouldn't be where I am without him. If it weren't for his protection of me, maybe I wouldn't have escaped that fate. We're sorry we weren't able to bring your father back. ”

"How did my father die? Tell me, why did he die all of a sudden? Gongzi Yu screamed uncontrollably.

"Eight years ago, in the Sussovili Desert in Africa, your father led us to break through and was about to find a way out, when your father fell and could not get back up." Leng Feng said in a deep voice.

"Africa? What desert? Why did my father go to that place? Gongzi Yu asked.

"The Sussovili Desert in Africa, this desert is also called the Desert of Death. Your father is a mercenary who takes us on a mission. In the end, in order to avoid the pursuit of the enemy behind him, he fled into this death desert. As the big brother, he led us to be indomitable, firm in our belief in survival, and to find a way out in that vast desert.

At that time, we were starved of food and water, and we couldn't hold on anymore. It was your father who remained steadfast in his belief and finally succeeded in leading us to find an oasis...... But he fell. ”

Leng Feng spoke slowly, with an unrelieved sadness in his tone, although it had been many years, every time he thought of it, his heart was still like pressing a heavy stone, which made his mood become heavy.

"How so? How so? Is this fate playing a joke on me? Why is it so cruel? Gongzi Yu wanted to cry without tears, her eyes were red and swollen, and she said intermittently, "The main purpose of my establishment of Tianxianglou is to find my father, through Tianxianglou I can greatly expand my contacts, and through various levels of contacts, I will do everything possible to inquire about my father's news." And yet, you're telling me that my father is dead? So what's the point of all this I'm doing? What's the point of all this I'm holding on? ”

"Xiao Yu, don't be like this, calm down. People cannot be resurrected from death, and my grief is no less than yours. I understand how you feel right now, but people have to learn to move forward, to look forward. No matter how many vicissitudes you have experienced, as long as you live, you will live well. This is the best reward for your father and your mother. Leng Feng said.

"No, you don't understand at all. If I could do it all over again, I'd rather not go to Tianxianglou that night, and I'd rather never meet you. Eight years ago, I would have looked for my father as a belief, a dream, to sustain my life. But your appearance shattered my dream to pieces. I couldn't find my father all these years, but I still had at least one more thought, one hope, and one hope. But now? Nothing, nothing......"

Gongzi Yu muttered, her eyes were empty, her face was blank, and the whole person seemed to have lost her soul, which was a kind of sadness that was greater than death, and she had no nostalgia for life and was completely desperate.