45 Butterfly's birthday

Naturally, the lamp merchant Zhang also came. He naturally drove an excellent car, and he was naturally a very beautiful woman.

"If a man only pulls his wife when he is out socializing, he will be looked down upon. Because the wife is not necessarily beautiful, not necessarily attractive. ”

His wife is ugly.

The appearance of a rich man's wife is always extreme, either extreme ugliness or extreme beauty.

Seeing that only Yuelou was standing at the door, a vicious smile suddenly appeared on his face.

The lamp merchant Zhang pretended to be surprised and asked, "Huh?" Where's your husband? ”

Yuelou turned his face away and said lightly: "He went out yesterday morning and hasn't come back yet." ”

"Huh? A father who doesn't come back on his daughter's birthday is too much to say." The lamp merchant Zhang looked at Yuelou with a pair of mocking eyes, paused, and said, "The point is where did he go?" ”

Suddenly before his eyes, Satoyama and the young woman were naked under the cherry blossom tree. It was only a simple glimpse, but he felt his soul sucked into her mysterious, wet, soft cavern.

But if he was given a choice, he would choose the Moon Tower.

It stands to reason that twenty-six years old is an embarrassing age, and a woman at this age does not have the simplicity of twenty-one or two, nor the maturity of thirty-two or three.

Yuelou is twenty-six years old, but anyone can see that she is very mature, very sexy, and very feminine.

But she is also a 'twenty-eight girl'.

The body of the thirteen or fourteen girl began to change gradually, and she also had a simple understanding of sexuality; Seventeen or eighteen girls have basically matured physically, have love experience, and have a more comprehensive understanding of sex.

If you already have sexuality, then of course it is better.

Therefore, sixteen years old is also an age that cannot be improved, and women at this age are full of curiosity about their bodies, men's bodies, sex, and love, full of longing, and the most energetic.

The so-called '28 years' seems to mean this.

The lamp merchant Zhang Yin said compassionately: "Your husband may be running naked under the cherry blossom tree with a girl!" ”

Yuelou did not speak.

What could she say?

No?

Yes?

"A beggar is a beggar, and if you give him a piece of bread he will thank you, and if you give him yourself and give him a sack of gold he will abandon you, and go to drink, to gamble, to prostitute and to do what all men want to do but have no money for."

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

Zhang Zheng, the lamp merchant, said happily, and the scoop of cold water poured down on his head.

He turned around angrily, and saw the cloud goose with his willow eyebrows upside down.

Yun Yan's husband is the director of the Xi'an Municipal Administration for Industry and Commerce.

The lamp merchant put down his raised hand, and his angry eyes eased: "You talk, I won't bother." ”

Yun Yan said coldly: "Don't you apologize to her?" ”

The lamp merchant Zhang stood in front of Yuelou, bowed down and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Yuelou didn't look over, he didn't even look at it.

She felt that looking at such people was an insult to her eyes.

The woman he was holding had already stood aside when she saw Yun Yan, smiling at him.

"A bitch is a bitch, and you'll never be on the stage. No matter how good you are to her and how much money you give her, she will also go to other men's beds and betray you at any time. ”

He got up, slapped his beautiful bitch hard, and walked angrily towards the door.

"What a beautiful bitch is a bitch."

Yuelou said coldly: "Who allowed you to go in?" ”

The lamp merchant looked directly into Yuelou's eyes and said, "I'm here to celebrate my birthday, can you refuse?" ”

"Yes". Yuelou said lightly, "This is my home, I don't want anyone to go in, and whoever can't get in." ”

The lamp merchant stared at Yuelou for a long time, and suddenly opened the congratulatory gift.

The congratulatory gift is a beautiful jade horse: "If you don't let me in, I'll break it in front of you." ”

Yuelou took pity on this jade horse very much, but there was no color on his face.

Yun Yan smiled politely, "You give it to me, okay?" ”

Zhang, the lamp merchant, is also a person with backbone, but thinking of these two women, one is the richest man in Shaanxi, and the other is the wife of the director of the Bureau of Industry and Commerce, he had to reluctantly bow his head, hand over the jade horse with both hands, and said, "Okay, I'll give it to you." ”

In order to prevent anyone from asking back, Yun Yan accompanied the Yuelou to greet the guests.

As long as someone mentions Congshan, she will frown. If he didn't understand what he meant, she would cut him off. If someone looked at Yuelou with a mocking look, she would scold him and tell him to go back.

When the number of guests was decreasing, Yun Yan took Yuelou's hand and said with a smile: "Let's go in?" I'd love to see the butterflies sooner! ”

Yuelou walked with her for a while, and said, "Xidie is at my mother's place, you can go by yourself." ”

"What about you"? Yun Yan Road.

Yuelou lowered her head, frowned slightly, then raised her head again, and said, "You go over first, I want to go back to the room to get something." ”

Yun Yan looked at Yuelou's haggard appearance and said with concern, "Shall I go with you?" ”

Yuelou sighed lightly: "No need. ”

After breaking up with Yun Yan, Yuelou went to the small building in the middle of the lake, the place where Congshan dived when she was sick, and the mysterious place where she and he often had sex......

So many memories, so many tears.

"What is he doing now?"

She lay down on a tiger-skin couch in the small building, closed the door, and thought in the darkness.

It's a banquet again.

Yuelou remembers that the last banquet was eleven months ago, when the butterfly was full of moon.

She looked around.

There were as many people as there are today, and the atmosphere was as lively as it is today.

But there was one less person next to her after all.

Her husband, the father of her children.

No matter how warm the atmosphere was, no matter how bright the laughter of the guests, how could she be happy?

At the beginning of the feast that day, he bowed with himself and poured wine for his guests; He served himself vegetables and persuaded himself to eat more; Chat with his hate.,His best friend Mengci.。

There is also the snow-white moonlight in front of the steps, the flying fireflies, the soft and pleasant feeling of the tip of his tongue wandering on his chest, and the exhilarating sex*.

What a happy day!

After the first wave of dishes came up, Mrs. Lin wanted to remind her daughter to thank the guests. Before she could say anything, Yuelou had already stood up.

She bowed and said, "Thank you for coming to my house." ”

"Why are you alone, Satoshiyama?"

"Yes! Why didn't you see him? ”

"It's strange, how could he not be there for his daughter's first birthday?"

……

Every sentence was like an arrow, shooting straight into Yuelou's heart, shooting her bloody.

Yuelou didn't cry. She was a strong woman, and she had shed too many tears.

A strong woman who sheds a lot of tears will naturally have many fewer tears, but this does not mean that she is numb and does not feel pain.

Mrs. Lin got up and said, "Congshan took a night train to the Northeast on a business trip the night before yesterday. ”

She said as she pulled her daughter to sit down and scooped her a bowl of hot soup.

At noon the next day, Yun Yan had dinner at the Huacai Hotel on Fengcheng 2nd Road.

As she ate, she suddenly saw a person who seemed to be standing in front of the counter.

"Why is it so much like Satoyama"? She looked at the man's back and thought.

She also felt that that person was definitely not Congshan, because he was still holding a lovely woman.

Yun Yan stared at the man. As soon as he turned around, she was shocked to find that the man was really Congshan. Yun Yan ran over like a frenzy and slapped the woman in the face. The woman was stunned, her hands covered her face, and tears flowed.

Congshan was also stunned, he already had a premonition of the seriousness of the matter.

He stroked Mengci's soft hair and said gently, "You sit there, I'll go over later." ”

Mengci looked at Yun Yan's fierce expression and said softly, "You'll be fine, right?" ”

Congshan comforted her: "No, don't worry." ”

Although Mengci walked towards the corner of Congshan's finger, he still couldn't rest assured in his heart after all, and turned around to look behind him from time to time.

Yun Yan said hatefully: "Do you know what day yesterday was? ”

Congshan said hesitantly: "What...... Miscellaneous...... What day? ”

Yun Yan said loudly: "Cherish the butterfly's birthday!" ”

"What"? Satoyama was taken aback. It suddenly occurred to him that yesterday was indeed Butterfly's birthday.

For him, the blow of this news was no less than the blow of five thunderbolts.

For he is a father and a husband.

Father, husband is not a title, but a responsibility.

This kind of truth is like sadness, pain is not a word, but an emotion, a life, which can never be changed.

Congshan lowered his head and looked depressed like a prisoner who had committed a serious crime: "Why did I forget to even cherish Butterfly's birthday?" ”

He wanted to ask Yun Yan, did Yuelou look for him all day yesterday, did she go to her house and shed a lot of tears in front of her, did she greet the guests alone yesterday afternoon, did anyone mock her during the feast, did she cry?

He didn't ask a word, because there was no need to ask about such a thing.

Yumeci had been listening intently to their conversation.

She listened with her face covered and tears in her eyes.

"Yesterday was Butterfly's birthday!"

"What? Yesterday was Butterfly's birthday"? Mengci couldn't imagine that yesterday would be Xidie's birthday.

"Why was he so careless that he even forgot his daughter's birthday? How sad Yuelou should be! What if Yuelou knew that Congshan was with me yesterday? Will she lock Satoyama in the house and never allow him to come out again? Will you ignore the child and let Satoshi take it alone? Will you scold him, beat him, ignore him? ”

"Will you divorce him? How painful it should be for that Congshan! He loved her so much. ”

"Humph"! She thought for a moment, "If you leave, you will leave!" Satoyama is definitely happier with me than with her. Even if he brings Xidie, I will love her well, because she is his daughter! ”

"But will she really divorce Satoyama? Even if she wants to divorce Satoyama, will he be able to let her go? ”

Yun Yan took Congshan's hand and said angrily, "Go!" Let's go see the Moon Tower"! She said and glared at Meng Ci fiercely.

Congshan frowned and said, "Don't tell Yuelou, it will only make her sad." ”

"Sad? She's sad enough now, it's best to know that this matter is divorced from you! ”

"There's no way I'm going back with you, and there's no way I'm going to get a divorce. Don't you tell her, okay?" Satoyama pleaded, "I'll take care of this." ”

"And what are you going to do about it?" Yun Yan said it by looking directly into Mengci's eyes.

Mengci was already standing beside Congshan at this time, holding his hand to prevent him from going with this woman.

She turned her head and looked at Satoyama's side face, waiting for his answer.

"Let me settle her down first, and then I'll cut off all contact with her."

"Did you hear me"? Yun Yan's gaze was nailed into Mengci's eyes, "The weight you have in his heart will never be as good as Yuelou!" ”

As soon as Yun Yan got out of the hotel, he took a taxi to Yuelou's house. She learned from the servant that Yuelou was still in the bedroom, so she went to her bedroom.

Yuelou was teaching Xidie to walk at this time. I saw the two of them standing facing each other, and Yuelou stretched out two fingers for Xidie to hold. She took a step back, and Xidie smiled and took a step.

Yun Yan said with a calm face: "You sit down, I'll tell you something." ”

Yuelou had never seen Yun Yan with such a gloomy expression, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?" ”

Yun Yan looked at Yuelou's emaciated cheeks and sighed softly: "You sit down first, I'm afraid you can't afford it." ”

Yuelou sat down, she trusted this friend.

Yun Yan said hatefully: "I saw Congshan in the hotel just now, he was with a woman. I slapped that, I wanted to bring him back, but he didn't dare to see you. ”

Yuelou half-tilted his head and didn't speak for a long time.

No one knew what she was thinking, but anyone could see her expression.

Sadness, disappointment, loneliness, pain, sadness, loneliness, sorrow, loneliness, loneliness......

It's a look that mixes almost all the negative emotions of a human being.

It's emotion, not emotion.

Emotions are short-lived, whereas emotions are long-lasting.

Yun Yan couldn't bear to look at her expression, hugged Xidie in her arms, and said, "Divorce!" You can't bear to tear this skin, I'll tell you for you! ”

"You go back"! Yuelou sighed, "Don't let him see you, and don't tell him that you told me." ”

Yun Yan hurriedly said: "Even if you don't divorce him, you should let him know that you already know his secret!" So that he won't do it again in the future! ”

Perhaps he would have been happier because he felt his pride had been hurt. An orphan who feels that his self-esteem has been hurt is often even more depraved. ”

"Really? So what are you going to do? ”

"I love him even more! Maybe I love him more, and he will make fewer mistakes. ”

"Good, good! But if he makes you sad again, I'll break you both up. ”

"If he had been the same with Xidie, I would not have divorced him; If he even changed his mind about Xidie, I would have broken up with him if you didn't say it. ”

Congshan didn't immediately go home to find Yuelou. He needed to calm his emotions, and he couldn't just leave his dreams behind. After he finished eating with Mengci, he took Mengci home, wiped away her tears, and told her that he would come again.

"Can I really come back?" He stroked the smooth body of Dream Porcelain and asked himself.

"I really love you, but I have to give it up. Forgive me, Yume. ”

After settling in Dream Porcelain, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon. Satoyama's driving hand was shaking all the time, and he almost crushed a dog that was struggling to walk with his unconscious lower body.

He felt that Yun Yan must have told Yuelou that she would slap herself a few times as soon as she went home.

And after that?

He couldn't even think about what happened after that.

Will she throw a signed divorce agreement in her face?

Will you tell your mother? Said it to Hongxing? The four of them beat themselves with wooden sticks?

If they try to beat themselves, they will never fight back.

If Yuelou threw the divorce agreement in her face, she would definitely hug her leg and beg bitterly.

Their courtyard is separate, and the courtyard also has a door.

The door was not closed.

Yuelou sat on a rattan chair, holding a butterfly.

Sit outside the door, sit on the steps.

Satoyama peeked into the house.

The cloud goose is not there, and the red apricot is not there.

"What are you doing sitting outside the door?"

"Wait for you, you're finally back."

"What are you waiting for me for?"

"I'm waiting to train you, because you didn't come back yesterday."

"I was wrong, you must have known everything."

"What's the matter?"

"Has Yun Yan ever been here?"

"Nope."

"Really?"

"Not really."

It was a wide, long rattan chair, and Satoyama took a few steps closer and sat down next to his wife.

"I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for my daughter. If it weren't for Yun Yan, I wouldn't have known that yesterday was my daughter's birthday. ”

"You're sorry for me."

Cong Shan chuckled in his heart, and unconsciously moved away from the Moon Tower.

"Did she know, deliberately pretending to be nothing?"

"Do you know why you're sorry for me?"

"I don't know ......"

Yuelou said coldly: "No matter where you want to go or what you want to do, you should at least tell me." Yesterday, the day before yesterday, I was looking for you. I originally wanted to go out this morning, but unfortunately I didn't go out because I was crying. ”

"Sorry". Satoyama said ashamedly, "I will never make the same mistake again." ”

Yuelou's tone was still cold, but if you were careful, you would see her fingers trembling gently: "Okay, you can hug the butterfly." ”

Congshan didn't understand what she meant. He rarely cherishes butterflies. Because he felt that Xidie was too fragile, and he might hurt her.

He took the butterfly in his arms.

If a person does something wrong, he has to do something that he is not willing to do.

Yuelou asked, "How do you feel?" ”

Satoyama said: "I feel that she is vulnerable. ”

"And what"? Yuelou looked at Xidie and said softly, "Do you think she is very small and light?" ”

"Hmm."

Yuelou looked directly into Congshan's eyes and said, "Then does she need your love very much?" ”

"Of course I do."

"Since you think so, you should love her with your own life, instead of not even remembering her birthday, you know?"

"If you don't say I will, I will love you with my life."

Yuelou's fingers trembled even more, but Congshan still didn't notice it.

Her eyes also became sharper: "It doesn't matter if you love my words or not, but you must cherish butterflies for the rest of your life." ”