41 Overwhelmed

Standing at the door of the ward, Yuelou adjusted her smile and took several deep breaths.

The room was empty, only neat bedding and various daily necessities.

"Where did they go"? Yuelou pondered.

She sat on the edge of the bed and waited, taking several deep breaths.

Yuelou smiled: "I must greet him with the warmest smile and the most pleasant mood." ”

From half past nine to ten o'clock, she finally couldn't hold it anymore, ran to the corridor and asked the nurse, "Do you know where the people in this ward are?" ”

The nurse thought for a moment and smiled, "I saw your husband go downstairs with his tightly wrapped child. ”

"Go downstairs? Approximately, when did he go down? ”

"Around seven, huh? I don't know the exact time, but I remember that I hit the child at six o'clock. ”

Yuelou smiled reluctantly: "Okay, thank you." ”

She went in again and waited, from nine o'clock to two o'clock in the afternoon. In the meantime, she read the books brought by Congshan, washed the changed diapers, went out of the hospital for lunch, and took a nap.

She also thinks about a lot of things.

"My family is very happy, I have never seen my parents blush, and I have not experienced any pain except for illness. I'm afraid he's the only one who changed me, right? What attracted me was the loneliness in his eyes, I wanted to hug the sadness in his heart, a tablespoon of what was fed was not medicine, but a long strand of love, and what was born for him was not a child, but a warm sunshine that could illuminate his heart. ”

"What's the problem?"

Of course, this cannot be entirely blamed on the birth of the butterfly. Didn't he sleep with a barmaid before the child was born? Didn't you already beat me for not believing in me? Didn't you blame my father and me deeply for going bankrupt? ”

"What exactly is the force that shapes his family and character? What was the force that prompted me to meet him? ”

"I'm afraid this is an extremely mysterious, terrifying power, right?"

She only thinks that way when she's very, very helpless.

Usually she smiles to welcome the sunshine every day, hugging the soft hearts of her husband and children.

By three o'clock, she was finally gone, and went away in tears.

"Let's go to Yunyan! At least I won't be sad to see her. ”

When Yuelou arrived at Yun Yan's house, Yun Yan led a golden retriever dog along the asphalt road with a smile on her face. Seeing Yuelou, she picked up the puppy and ran towards her.

Yuelou's face was pale, although he was smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Yun Yan looked at Yuelou's red eyes and said seriously, "What's wrong?" ”

Yuelou smiled bitterly: "I and Congshan are having trouble again, the day before yesterday, the child didn't even let me go to the hospital because I had a cold." He went outside early this morning with the child in his arms, and he didn't want to see me. ”

"Let's go, let's go in and say". Yun Yan held the puppy in one hand and Yuelou in the other.

The room was very warm, Yun Yan took off the scarf from Yuelou, took off the fur fur, and put the handbag on the hanger, turned on the TV for her, took out the fruit, and went upstairs to make tea.

When she went upstairs, she didn't forget to put the puppy in Yuelou's arms: "Take care of her!" ”

Looking at her light figure, Yuelou couldn't help but think: "She's so happy!" Wouldn't she be happier if she had another child? ”

"Here comes the tea"! Yun Yanqiao smiled and walked downstairs.

Yuelou picked up the hot tea, and tears spilled down like a broken curtain.

Yun Yan had never seen Yuelou crying.

She used to comfort herself when she was sad, so she always thought she had no tears like a fairy bathed in the sun.

But then she actually cried.

Crying so sad, so sad.

Yun Yan stroked Yuelou's trembling back and said softly, "Haven't you and Congshan always been very affectionate?" What the hell is going on now? ”

"It's not because of the children". Yuelou said hatefully, "Of course, my personality is very different from his. He is too inferior, too lonely, too cowardly, and too obstinac. Because of his personality, we have already had a lot of unpleasantness. The most important thing is how to raise children. ”

"Of course he did it for the sake of the child, but you also know that he was an orphan. Orphans always have a weird way of thinking and behaving. He asked Xidie to eat things she didn't like, and when Xidie didn't accept it, he even forced it into her mouth. ”

Yun Yan said angrily: "This is too much! Don't you just care? ”

Yuelou sipped the tea, put it down after a long, long time, and said slowly: "Of course I care!" It is precisely because of my management that he thinks that I deliberately violated his bottom line, and he will become more and more stiff with me. ”

"The bottom line? What's the bottom line? ”

Yuelou showed a helpless smile: "Actually, it's his thoughts." He wants to raise his daughter to be a strong, independent, able to endure hardships, and take responsibility, so he will force the child to stuff something she doesn't like into her mouth and wake her up before she sleeps. ”

Yun Yan thought for a long time, frowned, and said, "Then how are you going to solve it?" Ever thought about letting your aunt raise a child? ”

"Of course I did. I took the child over in the afternoon, and he came back in the evening, and he was angry. ”

Yun Yan said to herself, "What is the best way? ”

Yuelou sighed heavily and said, "What can be done about this kind of thing?" ”

Congshan originally said that he was going to buy an air conditioner for Mengci last summer, but later he directly bought a villa near Xianyang Lake.

The villa faces Xianyang Lake, and the windows are opened in the morning and evening, allowing the refreshing air to flow through the room. Of course, she sits on the balcony at the back and watches the thick shade of the trees and the occasional passerby.

She wasn't looking, of course, at the pedestrian, but at the person she had in mind.

Since Yuelou became pregnant in June the year before last, how long has she waited? How long did she wait to see Satoshi once? The good thing is that Satoyama sends money into her account every month.

At least she won't starve.

One morning in early April, Mengci looked at the villas of different shapes and the cherry trees, plum trees, tung trees, acacias, and ginkgo trees growing in the villa area.

"The cherry blossoms are so beautiful!" Meng Cijiao said with a smile.

She was dressed in a long pink dress. A twenty-two-year-old woman would look tacky in pink most of the time, but she is an exception. If you see her outside the stone wall at this time, you will definitely think that she is lovely, beautiful, and clean.

It was at this moment that a dark purple car drove outside the stone wall, and the occupants of the car parked in the parking space next to the villa.

Meng Ci pondered: "There are no other villas next to here, is he here to look for me, but I really haven't seen this car!" If he knocks on the door, I'll call the police immediately. ”

She leaned over and stared at the car door.

"It turned out to be Congshan"! She wanted to jump downstairs and hug him, even if she broke her leg.

For some reason, she didn't move half a minute. She just watched him open the door, walk past the green bricks, and watch him come up the spiral staircase.

She tried to smile at him, but tears poured out unwillingly, many, many more.

Satoyama didn't speak, just hugged her so tightly that she could barely breathe.

"What a meek man"! Satoyama pondered.

His tears actually flowed out, dripping on Mengci's hair, drop by drop, making Mengci want to cry without tears.

Hadn't she shed too many tears?

I don't know how long it took, but Mengci found that Congshan had never moved. She looked up and saw him staring at the wall in a daze.

"Hey! You go to sleep first, and then you can talk about what you have to do!" Meng Cijiao smiled.

Satoyama didn't speak, didn't act.

"Then I'll help you!"

She is very petite and has very little strength. Although he only took a few steps, he was so tired that his cheeks were red, and he was sweating, and he stumbled step by step.

But she is still helping, even if she is so tired that she vomits blood.

She held Congshan in her arms, letting his face rest on her soft chest. It has always been him who has hugged him, and he has never hugged him. For some reason, I felt that I had to hold him tight, with my love, my life.

Half a kilometer away from Mengci's house, Congshan had already seen her.

The walls are covered with green creepers, and the balconies are filled with spring flowers of various colors. A touch of pink dances among the flowers, like the sun, and like a frightening flood.

"She's still there, no matter how long I've been gone, she seems to be there all the time."

Satoyama's heart finally let go. Isn't it a great shame for a man that his wife doesn't listen to his own words and that his children can't be raised according to his own ideas? He kept reminding himself not to think about the fact that he was essentially Yuelou in terms of food and clothing, but how could he not think about it?

"She's still there! Mengci is still there"! Congshan shouted, "It turns out that she is the one who really loves me, and she is the one who really can't do without me." ”

She watched herself open the door, walked into the living room on the green bricks, and watched herself walk up the spiral staircase.

When I hugged her, my mood completely relaxed. He couldn't describe what it was like, like the spring swallow flew back to the old nest under the eaves, and the prodigal son returned to his long-lost home, where he saw his wife and children. That's why he cried, looked at the wall, and recalled countless sad things.

Yumeci hugged Satoyama and buried his face in his chest. Satoyama sobbed, and Yumeko caressed his back, coaxing him with the softest voice.

"I know your background, you don't know my background yet, do you?" Mengci smiled innocently like a child, "My story is actually very simple. My family is in Wuzhen, a water town, and my parents are farming, and they are very affectionate. I also have an older sister who is married to a boy from the neighborhood. My mother said that I should also start a family in Wuzhen, so I won't do it! ”

"Do you know why I came to Xi'an?"

"I don't know". Congshan sneered, "Is it here to find a lover?" ”

Mengci Jiao said angrily: "How can there be? What attracted me was actually the word 'Chang'an'. 'Chang'an', 'Chang'an'. ”

"Although I am illiterate and uneducated, these two words themselves seem to have an attractive charm."

Mengci said dejectedly: "After coming to Xi'an, I found out that this 'Xi'an' is not the other 'Chang'an'. ”

She became elated again: "But God has made me meet you." Do you know? The day I met you happened to be the fifth day I came to Xi'an! 'Five' is my lucky number! ”

Congshan said with a smile: "You are so cute, every word you say makes people laugh." ”

"You're finally smiling"! Mengci said happily, "Let's go and relax!" ”

Congshan said: "Where to go?" ”

Mengci pursed his lips and said, "Hmm...... It's up to you! ”

Congshan looked at her gently and said, "You say." ”

Mengci's eyes widened: "Go to the botanical garden?" The botanical garden in spring must be very beautiful! ”

At that time, the Xi'an Botanical Garden was near the present-day Cuihua Mountain Geopark.

There is a white and black plaque on the big iron gate, on which are written 'Xi'an Botanical Garden'. Since private cars were not allowed to drive into the botanical garden, Congshan parked his car in the parking lot opposite and walked into the garden with Mengci.

Once inside, there is a wide asphalt road to the right against the wall, with a narrow road in the middle that curves into the depths of the garden.

The outermost ring of the garden design is the widest road.

Mengci looked at the sign, pointed to a huge square building on the right-hand side, and said, "It's a tropical plant there, let's go take a look?" ”

"Okay."

Due to the high temperatures, the building is stuffy and most visitors have thin sweat on their sideburns. Yumeci was no exception, taking out a handkerchief to wipe the sweat from the tip of his nose and sideburns. Looking at her movements, Congshan's heart suddenly began to stir.

"What's that? How is it so high"? Yumeci stared at a tall columnar plant.

"It's a giant pillar cactus, right?"

"Cactus? A cactus more than ten meters high"? Her astonishment was palpable, and she took Satoyama's hand and deftly shuttled through the crowd, approaching the columnar plant as fast as she could.

"'Giant Pillar Cactus'! It's really a cactus! How can there be such a tall cactus in the world? ”

Satoyama said, "Of course, this is an adaptive evolution. ”

He didn't talk to her about evolution, he just said, "If it wants to grow taller, it will grow taller." ”

Mengci stood on tiptoe and blinked: "I also want to grow taller, but why can't I grow taller?" ”

"Are those palms the palms?" Her gaze was on the tall trees against the wall opposite.

The trees are about 10 meters tall and have peacock-like feather-like leaves and fish scales on their trunks.

"Yes."

"My usual palm trees are only three or four meters tall, how can these be so tall?"

"Because they live in the tropics and subtropics, they always grow better in their homeland. This is like a person who lives happier in his hometown. ”

"That's just as well."