(Girls' Literature)

"Okay, let's stop here today, and stop when you reach the limit, do you know? The more you behave pathetically in front of me, the more I can't control my emotions......"

"Perverted!" Qin Yafu gritted her teeth and interrupted Lin Zihang, and said hatefully, "I've never seen a bastard like you, doing bad things, and making many excuses for yourself." ”

For me, because I love you for one reason, no amount is enough. Lin Zihang saw that Qin Yafu was not really angry, where could he still endure it?

"Fight the banner of love again!" In the face of the menacing entanglement, Qin Yafu didn't even have room to dodge, only verbally and weakly compromised, "You just said that you can do it once a day, can you ......?"

"The more the merrier, otherwise, you will not fit in......"

"Your reasons are getting more and more unreasonable!" Qin Yafu sighed, there was no way to deal with him.

Seeing that his wife was depressed, Lin Zihang was not in a hurry, and lay down beside her seriously, looked at her face to face, and talked about the truth:

"Yaf, I'm not kidding, in the past, because you were annoyed, I gave you time and set you free, and I also wanted to sort out the relationship between us, hoping to improve, but in the end, it didn't grind me to the point of scratching my liver? What's the use? If you don't come back, I won't be able to live......"

"Nonsense, you are living well," Qin Yafu interrupted Lin Zihang's affectionate confession against her will, she didn't want him to hold grudges against the past again and again, life was good, even if he just needed more, she was not unbearable, why bother with those pains?

So, she raised her hand, gently held his face, pressed against his forehead, and said softly, "Zihang, in the previous days, whether good or bad, we all survived, don't ......"

"I don't hold grudges against the past, I just want to tell you that I don't want to have the idea of escaping in the future, no matter what the big reason, I won't give you a chance to leave me again, unless I die......"

"You're here again!" Qin Yafu shuddered slightly, and opened her mouth to block Lin Zihang's mouth.

After the deep kiss, Qin Yafu discussed in a hoarse voice: "Zihang, please, don't talk about life and death, you talk too much tonight, I, I'm uncomfortable......"

"I don't want to, but the reality is here, Japhe, I'm fed up with separation, and I can't live without you for a moment, so ......"

"So, unless I die, I will never leave you!" Qin Yafu was helpless, and simply gritted her teeth and swore by herself.

"Don't worry, the day you die is when I die, I won't let you wait for me for too long!" Lin Zihang was also anxious, and looked at Qin Yafu with round eyes.

"You, why bother talking nonsense, I just want you to ......"

"I can't live without you, everyone knows this fact, you don't have to be sad, don't feel guilty, our husband and wife are one. Lin Zihang's voice cannot be questioned.

"Alas!" Qin Yafu let out a long sigh, "I always thought we were the most ordinary couple, but you are so determined......"

"We are an ordinary husband and wife, but we are a unique community, with you, with me, without you, naturally there is no me!" Lin Zihang looked at Qin Yafu with a firm look in his eyes, without a trace of hesitation.

"I, I don't mean that, I mean, since you've been able to hold on before, I think, if one day, without me......

"The previous insistence was just so that you could live a better life with me in the future, but at the same time, it also caused me to fall into the sequelae, and I can no longer control my emotions, and you must be fully responsible for this consequence!"

Speaking of this, Lin Zihang became more reasonable, in fact, he had already heard Qin Yafu's heart, which was nothing more than saying that without her, he could still live.

But in fact, how is that possible?

"What? After talking for a long time, you've found a reasonable excuse for yourself. Qin Yafu smiled bitterly, she also understood that everything was the same, so he would have so many needs for her, wasn't it out of heartfelt and deep love for her?

"It's not an excuse, it's a natural reaction to love to the extreme. Lin Zihang really emphasized it, he took a deep breath, tried his best to maintain a stable mood, lowered his head and pecked the cherry lips in front of him, gently pushed Qin Yafu away, and then looked at her eyes solemnly.

"Yafu, you must understand that since we meet is a new beginning of life, then we will love each other forever without regrets and without end.

Do you still remember that in ancient times, when you worshiped your brothers, you had to say that 'I don't want to be born in the same year and the same month, but I want to die in the same year and the same month'?

When Lin Zihang spoke, his eyes were frighteningly bright, and his expression was more persistent than ever before, he saw his heart more and more clearly, he couldn't lose it anymore, whether it was man-made or providential, he had to keep her firmly.

Qin Yafu lowered her eyes, she didn't dare to say anything more for a long time, she wondered if her husband was stimulated by something today, why did she have to talk to death to be comfortable?

"Don't question whether our meeting is a mistake at every turn, think about it, if there is no meeting, you and I will have an ordinary life, and it is very likely that we will live a life so sad and boring.

But without passion, infatuation, and love, would you still be happy? Is a life like a walking dead what you want?

The more Lin Zihang spoke, the more excited he became, he understood Qin Yafu's sensitive heart, and he was afraid that she would think crankily again, so he simply dispelled all her thoughts, and concluded in a firm tone: "Our lives will only be complete when we meet each other, this is a doomed marriage, and we can't escape ...... at all."

"Got it, let's sleep!" Qin Yafu's heart became more and more uncomfortable, and she couldn't tell why, obviously the two of them were just talking about love as usual at first, but I don't know when it started, and it slowly changed its taste.

Maybe it's because the honey is so sweet that it becomes bitter, or maybe if you get too many good things, you will also feel weak? Unexpectedly, a word that Qin Yafu saw before flashed in her mind, called "When the water is full, it overflows".

She was suddenly very afraid that the love between them would last a long time.

This feeling is different from Qin Yafu's sadness purely out of inferiority complex when the two of them first got married, and it seems to be more like a kind of torture that is difficult to hide under calm.

Is it an illusion, or is it that she is overthinking? Qin Yafu also couldn't think clearly, in short, because of her words, Lin Zihang still collected his enthusiasm and slowly stopped.

After being silent for a while, Qin Yafu finally couldn't resist the heavy fatigue and quickly fell asleep.

It's just that after Qin Yafu fell asleep, she subconsciously breathed a long sigh of relief, which made Lin Zihang, who was still awake, feel slightly embarrassed.

He looked down at his frowning wife in his arms, and had to admit that he was a little fierce tonight, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

If you want to say that "demand" is a thing, it cannot be seen or touched, but it is real, and it is extremely depleting of people's will.

Before he met Qin Yafu, Lin Zihang never knew that he would be so gluttonous in this regard, including when they first got married, no matter whether he was happy or not, Qin Yafu insisted on refusing to have sex with him for half a year, and he also endured it.

Later, the two of them had an awkward quarrel for three days, Qin Yafu said that he would ban him, there was no room for negotiation, and he didn't dare to force it.

After that, it was a long five-year separation that completely broke off his thoughts, during which Lin Zihang was unwilling to think about it, the discomfort was certain, and to what extent it had reached, only he himself knew, perhaps from that time on, his subconscious mind changed, and secretly planted the seeds that could no longer be restrained.

After they reconciled, there seemed to be a gradual process, and he tried to make her healthier.

As for when Lin Zihang touched his wife's body, he was so crazy that he couldn't even remember himself.

How many times he was reluctant to stop possessing, until she fell asleep, and the next day when he looked at her haggard face, he was not distressed, but the kind of arrow on the string, the taste that had to be sent made people scratch their hearts and livers, and they really couldn't let go.

This feeling is really depressing and helpless!

Therefore, Lin Zihang had already thought clearly that there could never be another separation between him and Qin Yafu, and in the days to come, even if the sky fell and the sea withered and the rocks rotted, he would not give her a chance to escape again, even if she died, she had to be tied together.

Or, if she is in a hurry, if she really can't bear it, he himself will die first, anyway, let him bear the torment of leaving her for a minute, a second, he will have to go crazy, the word "separate", from now on, will completely disappear from their dictionary.

Fortunately, Qin Yafu seems to have figured this out, even if she is annoyed, she doesn't see her like before, she will take the separation as she used to be, and she understands and messes around with her husband's temperament more and more, and tolerates what she can tolerate, no matter how annoyed she is, she just complains a few times, like tonight, she made such a fuss, in addition to verbal complaints, she no longer sees the desperate resistance in the past.

Lin Zihang finally figured out that when Qin Yafu no longer had a knot, she could really accept all his willful tricks.

Thinking of this, Lin Zihang became more and more guilty, and couldn't help but kiss his wife's full and smooth forehead again.

Speaking of which, how do you feel that this honest woman has fallen into his hands, and he has always wronged her? The corners of Lin Zihang's mouth twitched, and from his heart, he was actually uneasy.