Chapter 319: Bad Fate is Bad Fate
My vision was blurred by tears, and I reached out to wipe it to see clearly, Lin Shishi, who was originally asleep, had opened her eyes and looked at me like that, with a weak face.
I crawled to the side of the bed, and as soon as I grabbed Lin Shishi's hand, Lin Shishi's little hand was a little cold, which made my heart feel uncomfortable.
Lin Shishi is very beautiful, even if her face is pale, she is still thrilling in beauty, the cat's eyes are staring at me, and her lips are a little pale.
"What are you crying about?" Lin Shishi's voice was very soft and soft, revealing a sense of concern, and I couldn't help but clench Lin Shishi's little hand.
"Shishi, let's get married. I opened my mouth in a hoarse voice, I didn't know what I was thinking, and when I said a word, Lin Shishi was directly stunned.
To be honest, I have never thought about the topic of marriage, I am not big, and I haven't even graduated yet, and it is a bit unreasonable to get married now, after all, not everyone is the same as Zhang Yu and Zhou Pengfei.
But at this moment, I blurted out that I didn't care about anything else.
"Y-You're mistaken. ”
What I didn't expect was that Lin Shishi retracted her hand, didn't dare to look into my eyes, and shook her head gently, "It's impossible for me to be with you." ”
"Who said it, who said it was impossible, I said yes, Shishi, let's get married, let me take care of you for the rest of your life. "My heart hurts so badly that I can't figure out why Lin Shishi rejected me.
Lin Shishi avoided me, so I held her hand again and put it on my face, her tender little hands were very cold, and when I did this, Lin Shishi was even more flustered.
"Don't do that. Lin Shishi struggled weakly, "It's impossible for me to talk to you, I'm not clean ......"
"Enough!"
I can't listen to it anymore, my heart hurts, Lin Shishi is so stupid, stupid makes me feel distressed, obviously she is such a bastard right in front of her, but she still doesn't say a word and pretends not to know, and wants to continue to hide this matter.
She didn't know that I had learned everything, and she wanted to continue to hide it, because she was afraid that my mother and Uncle Lin would know about it, especially Uncle Lin, who would definitely be mad and target me everywhere, and would not allow her to be with me.
My mother and Uncle Lin are married, nominally Lin Shishi and I are still brother and sister, even if I have no blood relationship with Lin Shishi, but the public opinion of this society is far more terrible than imagined, not everyone understands.
Lin Shishi is doing this to protect me, but the price of protecting me as a bastard is to hurt myself again and again, but is it really worth it to protect a bastard who hurts herself like this.
"Shishi, how long do you want to hide it from me, the girl in my bed that night is you, right, the child in your belly is also mine, right, the boy who picked you up that night was just the landlord's son, right, how long do you have to hide it from me, do you really want to treat me as a fool for the rest of my life?" I said hysterically, I really think enough is enough to be a fool for so long, if I continue to be a fool, I will go crazy.
A series of words were accumulated in my heart, suffocating me to the point of madness, and I almost roared out of my voice, which made Lin Shishi stunned all of a sudden, and her little hands trembled obviously.
"You—how do you know?" Lin Shishi said in disbelief.
I didn't answer, but leaned down directly and kissed Lin Shishi on the lips, a deep kiss.
Raising my head, I looked at Lin Shishi with a sluggish face, reached out and stroked her face, maybe I pierced everything, Lin Shishi was speechless, just kept biting her lip.
"But you're my brother, we can't be together. Lin Shishi opened her mouth weakly, her eyes a little dim.
"Fuck it!" I shouted out all of a sudden, "I haven't agreed to call me brother, I only know that you Lin Shishi is my Yang Zhi's woman, it was, it is, and it will be in the future!"
I exhaled hard and glanced at my mom, who kept her head down and didn't speak.
"Yang Zhi ......"
Lin Shishi still wanted to speak, but I shook my head, reached out and stroked Lin Shishi's cheek, just one action, Lin Shishi stopped talking, cat's eyes looked at me, and there was a sparkle in it.
"Don't cry, don't cry. I wiped away Lin Shishi's tears.
At this time, there was a sound of footsteps outside, it was Zhou Pengfei and Xiao **si who also rushed over, seeing the scene in front of him, Zhou Pengfei was silent, and left with Xiao **si very interestingly.
My mother sighed, rubbed her forehead painfully before leaving, I sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out my hand and hugged Lin Shishi, followed to the bed, and stayed by Lin Shishi's side.
After a while, the little nurse I met before came in and pulled out the drip, looking at me with a very complicated look, I know what kind of eyes it is, maybe in her eyes, Lin Shishi and I are two brothers and sisters who have crossed the taboo.
Lin Shishi obviously also discovered this, her eyes flickered a little, but I kissed Lin Shishi without hesitation, and said softly: "Shishi, don't worry, what others think is their business, we live our own lives, don't say that we are not brothers and sisters, even if we are brothers and sisters, as a man, we should take responsibility, it's a big deal that we go to Sioux City, I will take care of you for a lifetime." ”
"Hmm. Lin Shishi nodded, agreed, and leaned her head against me.
After a long time, Lin Shishi fell asleep, with a sweet smile on her pretty face.
Looking at this sweetness, my heart is about to melt.
I put Lin Shishi flat, carefully covered Lin Shishi with a quilt, and walked out, Zhou Pengfei and Xiao **si were sitting on the chairs in the smoking area, Zhou Pengfei was smoking, and Xiao **si was holding a cigarette, obviously not smoking, and didn't know how to put it down.
"Give. Zhou Pengfei threw a cigarette to me and looked at me deeply, "If you want to beat me, you can beat me." ”
I glanced at Zhou Pengfei and lit a cigarette, "Why should I hit you." ”
"I ......" Zhou Pengfei took a deep breath and slammed his fist against the wall, "Paralyzed, I'm a fucking fool too, I thought you knew, if I had told you earlier, it wouldn't be like this, grass!"
Looking at Zhou Pengfei's annoyed look, I spit out a puff of smoke, "I'm more stupid than you!"
Zhou Pengfei and I were silent for a while, just smoking, Xiao **si couldn't smoke, and her eyes couldn't open because of the smoke of both of us.
"Have you decided, do you want to take her away?" asked Zhou Pengfei.
"Otherwise, do you want me to jerk off again, besides, Shishi has dropped out of school. ”
"You don't care about your relationship with her anymore?"
"Lao Tzu never cared!" I said disdainfully, "Bad fate is bad fate, fuck it!"