Chapter 417: Low self-esteem
Bai Lixuan knelt on the ground and kowtowed, and pleaded in a trembling voice: "Grass...... Grass Folk ...... Damn it...... Public...... The princess forgives her sins! ”
"This palace doesn't punish you, but you have the courage to become an official? If you scare a few words when you encounter a bad guy, wouldn't you give away the official seal to others? ”
"Grass People...... Grass Folk ......"
Jian Beichun pulled Ling Qingcheng out of the car and helped Bai Lixuan up: "Bai Gongzi, you don't have to be so afraid, the princess just hopes that the people who participate in the imperial examination this time can be brave and resourceful." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Bai Lixuan clenched the paper fan in his hand, his eyes were full of fear, and his thin body snuggled up to Jian Beichun's side, not daring to speak.
Ling Qingcheng looked at the intimacy of the two, and couldn't help but think of it, it turned out that the scholar was so weak.
Jian Beichun's eyes were much sharper, and he coughed lightly, reminding Ling Qingcheng to stop playing tricks on ordinary people like this, he knew that Bai Lixuan was really afraid.
"Your Royal Highness, is there anything else you have to say?"
Ling Qingcheng came back to his senses and saw that Jian Beichun was a little angry, so he changed back to a serious appearance: "Bai Lixuan, is it?" This palace just wants to see your courage, and will not cure your crimes, in addition to knowledge, people who are officials must also have responsibility and courage, so weak, how to take on the big responsibility? ”
Bai Lixuan knelt on the ground and saluted: "The grass people know their mistakes, and follow the teachings of Her Royal Highness the Princess!" ”
"Come with our carriage."
"The grass people don't dare! Just now it was the grass people who were stupid and ran into the princess and the colt. Bai Lixuan kowtowed several times.
"It's okay, we are out on patrol, those who don't know are not guilty, come up, this is the will."
Jian Beichun put Bai Lixuan into the car, Ling Qingcheng didn't tease him anymore, the group arrived at Minghua City at night, Bai Lixuan said goodbye to them outside the city and went in alone, and Ling Qingcheng went to the mansion arranged by the officials.
Because it was very late, Ling Qingcheng only met with the prefect and a few examiners, and did not meet the others.
Everything was settled, Ling Qingcheng saw that Jian Beichun had very few words, so he asked him over tea after dinner.
"Do you think I shouldn't be playing tricks on Xiaobai?"
"There's nothing wrong with the princess, it's just that there are some things that the princess can't understand."
"For example?"
Jian Beichun wanted to speak and stopped, and finally left the room with the book.
Ling Qingcheng immediately became angry and pulled him back: "I asked you, why didn't you leave without making it clear?" ”
"As I have already said, the princess has not done anything wrong in this matter, but there are some things that the princess can't understand."
"I can't tell you!"
"To the people, you are high, your words can decide his fate, but not everyone in this world is as good as the people around the princess, they may be timid, they may be impulsive, but they are slowly growing, the princess feels that they are not good enough, but please give them a chance."
Ling Qingcheng seemed to understand the reason for Jian Beichun's silence, he had always felt that he was not good enough, he felt that he was a burden, and when he saw her teasing Xiaobai today, he would have empathy, and what he might hope for was not her pity, but her sincerity.
In fact, she treats him like Luo Yiyang and Huaiyu, but Jian Beichun has an inferiority complex in his heart, and he wants to stand up so hard so that he can become better.
"Am I on top of you?"
Jian Beichun nodded: "Yes." ”
"But you are a colt, I didn't choose you because I liked it, but it wasn't because I used it, you are the same as Huaiyu, you are a person who knows how to strategize, I can let Huaiyu change his appearance and become you, let him become a colt, but I chose you as you."
Jian Beichun didn't dare to think about it, he also had doubts, why Ling Qingcheng didn't choose Huaiyu, but chose him, maybe because she didn't want to use Huaiyu, and between her and him, they were not so familiar, and he was just a chess piece that could be placed anywhere.
"My existence is easier to control, and I am weaker than Lord Huai, so I will not pose a threat to them, and I will save the princess some trouble."
Ling Qingcheng nodded: "This is indeed a willing, Sheng Guo can't find a second person better than the prince, but you are not for comparison, when I thought of you at the beginning, it was indeed because I was not familiar with it, but I felt that I did not choose the wrong one, and I felt very happy and warm in the days with you." ”
Jian Beichun's eyes touched, he couldn't believe what he had just heard.
The princess said...... You...... No, it's impossible, I didn't do anything, how could it be ......"
Ling Qingcheng got up and hugged him gently: "It's true, don't be so unconfident, you and the people around me are the same, don't feel like a humble existence anymore." ”
Jian Beichun trembled a little, unable to believe all this.
Ling Qingcheng retracted his arm and leaned on his shoulder: "You are too thin, eat more to have strength, you can't let Biyu help me back outside." ”
Jian Beichun's face was slightly red: "Princess...... ...... know"
Ling Qingcheng let go of him: "My temperament is very arrogant, you are sensitive, if you have anything to say, don't keep it in your heart, after a long time, you will have heart disease." ”
Jian Beichun nodded, but he couldn't agree, there was a secret in his heart that he had to keep hidden.
His humility is not only his birth, but also his admiration for Ling Qingcheng in his heart.
When you admire someone, you become extremely humble, humble to the dust, looking up to her.
Originally, he felt that he was able to meet her, it was already the greatest luck, and later became her husband, although it was only nominal, but this had made him excited all night sleepless, and he also wore the wedding dress that day before he reluctantly took it off.
Ling Qingcheng had already changed his clothes and was ready to rest, and when he saw through the screen that the bed curtain had been lowered inside, he slowly turned around and sat on the soft couch in the distance.
He was a colt and naturally shared a room with her, but they were not husband and wife, so they would not share a bed.
Being able to hear her shallow breathing, smell the fragrance in the room, and see her every morning, he felt that he had no regrets in his life.
Huaiyu said that he should be a real colt, and Ling Qingcheng said that she was sincere, so he didn't have any reason to feel sorry for himself, and he wanted to do better and become a worthy person for her.
The next morning, as soon as the two had finished breakfast, the prefect brought someone over to report the bill.
Jian Beichun is the emperor's personal person, in charge of all the finances, Ling Qingcheng believes in his ability, so he leaves him alone to deal with it, and he is happy to be idle on the sidelines.
For a whole morning, Jian Beichun was surrounded by many officials, and finally finished handling their affairs and was about to accompany Ling Qingcheng to dinner, but she heard that she had already gone out.
"Where did the princess go?"
"The princess said that she was just walking around the city, and that she had brought a guard, so the ponies didn't have to worry." Xiangyun explained.
Jian Beichun wanted to go out to find her, but saw that the next person came to report again, saying that the examiners had something to discuss with him.