If a person's nerves are tense all the time and it is difficult to vent, it will be a painful thing. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Ever since he walked out of the grove, or when he was still in the grove, Tang Yan's nerves have been tense, of course, he may not only be nervous, but also the heart that has been closed for a long time.

Time flies, and another three years have passed in a blur.

But the old thing three years ago is like taking root in my heart, and the more I desperately want to forget, the more ... It's getting clearer and clearer.

A long time ago, Tang Yan's mother passed away, and his father was a pig killer, a pig killer who didn't like to be active.

It can be said that before Tang Yan was sensible, the family situation was really not ordinarily bad.

Fortunately, Tang Yan was sensible early, and he began to support himself at a very young age.

Fortunately, his father still has the leisure to teach him some skills that are not very practical in real life. For example, cramping and peeling, such as disemboweling, and then fast, accurate, and hateful.

may have really gotten the true inheritance of his father, coupled with his own talent, Tang Yan can be regarded as thriving in this industry. Over time, whether it is neighbors and relatives, or the surrounding vegetable markets, they are very willing to cooperate with him.

Why would you like to work with him?

Because he's fast!

Normally, it might take two or three people three hours to deal with a big fat pig, but Tang Yan only needs an hour.

One person, one knife, one hour, a big fat pig, one hundred yuan....

Such a business, if you calculate it carefully, the income is still considerable.

In junior high school, Tang Yan could earn two hundred yuan in two hours for self-study in the evening, and if he had a long vacation, his monthly income could reach eight or nine thousand.

As for high school, maybe it's because I was thinking about these disemboweling things all day long in junior high school, and I didn't even get into high school...

It doesn't matter if you can't pass the exam, professional pig killing can also ensure life.

It's just that this profession seems to be a bit unpopular, more or less those girls are a little taboo, in the few years that Tang Yan killed pigs and sold meat, no girl took a fancy to him.

It wasn't until he was eighteen years old that his aunt in the city brought a girl to him and told him to be his daughter-in-law.

Tang Yan is an assertive person, looking at the weak appearance of the little girl Wenwen, he has no experience at all... Of course he didn't, but before he could say no, his father Tang Laosan rushed out, punched and kicked, leaving a scar, and finally recuperated in the hospital for a month before recovering.

During the month in the hospital, the little girl came to take care of him every day, brought tea and water, and did everything, even the little girl helped him go to the toilet, but he didn't pull the trouser chain for him.

Such a situation, this situation, how could an eighteen-year-old boy be able to withstand it?

So, slowly... Tang Yan also seemed to be tempted by this little girl named Bai Lu.

Bai Lu said that she was not in good health, and when she was cold, she would think wildly, and she would see some things that others could not see, and said that there was a group of people in the corner of the world who could not be seen by ordinary people, who were in dire straits, and they were shouting every day....

Tang Yan finally understood why such a good thing would fall on him. Originally... She's sick!

What if you are sick?

Is it possible to stop the heart of an eighteen-year-old boy who is sick and strong?

Of course not.

So less than a week after being discharged from the hospital, Tang Laosan sent invitations door-to-door, and Tang Yan also went door-to-door to meet with the elders.

During this period, through a video, I met Bai Lu's father, who looked at Tang Yan seriously for an hour, and nodded in agreement, and Tang Yan and Bai Lu's family affair was done so hastily.

It's a pity that the heavens may have made a joke, when he was in the cave room, Tang Yan, who was forced into the cave room by the seven aunts and eight aunts, ran out in less than half an hour, and then cried loudly into the night sky.

The old grandmother next door Daqi walked into the cave room, only let out a scream, and then passed away.

The second aunt and the third cousin were not at ease, and then they also followed, but they didn't know what they saw, they were stunned on the spot, and they were both sent to the hospital.

When this happened, the neighbors who drank the wine rushed into the cave house, but there was still the shadow of Bai Lu.

The third cousin was in a slightly better condition and was only hospitalized for more than 20 days, but the second aunt became delirious and talked nonsense, and was finally sent to a psychiatric hospital, where she has not been discharged until now.

The third cousin said that she had met a ghost, and Bai Lu was the ghost who scared Grandma Song to death.

But no matter what, since Tang Yan walked out of the cave room, she hadn't seen Bai Lu again, and she seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.

Tang Yan asked her aunt, but her aunt only said that Bai Lu was gone and was picked up by Bai's father, but as for where she went, even she didn't know.

Bai Lu's father was not a local, so he just sent a sum of money to Aunt Tang at the same time as Bai Lu, and asked Aunt Tang to help find a good family.

This is a lot of money, but after this incident, I had to take out the money to send the neighbors.

As for the future, of course, it is indispensable to rip off, but fortunately, Aunt Tang is very rich and very good at doing things.

From beginning to end, Tang's father didn't say anything, and he didn't even ask Tang Yan what he saw, but when he moved, he said to Tang Yan seriously: "Bai Lu is a good girl, if you can see you again in the future, cherish it...".

When Father Tang said this, it seemed that the whole person's temperament had changed. But there has changed, Tang Yan can't see it after all, he just feels that his father who is lazy, at that moment, it is like a different person, and it can also be said that this is the temperament that a father should have.

With a change of environment, it is impossible to kill pigs to make money like before, but fortunately, Aunt Tang has the means to send Tang Yan to the university with a pull, so that he can receive higher education like a normal child.

Going straight from junior high school to college can be a bit of a fantasy.

But a private college like A University, as long as you hold hundreds of thousands to smash, it is not impossible. Of course, there may also be a back door to go, but this back door is not something that ordinary people can walk.

If it weren't for Aunt Tang being one of the big directors of the college, and Uncle Li having the position of vice dean, Tang Yan wouldn't have to think about it if he wanted to come here to study, and his college entrance examination score would be less than 600 points.

There must not be many like this, but there will be one or two, maybe the first Chinese certificate is really not the lowest.

Anyway, I studied in college, but what happened three years ago was like a thorn in Tang Yan's heart.

He regretted that he had walked out of the cave at that time, and he still had the idea of what to expect, hoping that it was just an illusion, just like the scene that appeared in the grove before, it was just an illusion.

But is it really a hallucination?

Why is it so clear....

After finding a street lamp that couldn't reach the place, Tang Yan sat quietly for an hour, and finally decided to go back and have a look.

Not for anything else, just wanted to see...

The night breeze is still cold, the lake level is as calm as ever, and there is no one in the pavilion.

Tang Yan walked into the pavilion and sat down where the girl was sitting just now, and couldn't help but hug her head and cry, her hoarse cry made people helpless, but no one listened.

After almost half an hour, the crying gradually stopped, and only a pop was heard, and Tang Yan had already jumped into the lake.

The sky in November was already cool, and the lake water was even colder, but Tang Yan felt that the cold water brought an indescribable steadfastness, and I don't know how many times better than Fang Cai's cranky thinking.

At least she already felt cold, just like when she was holding Bai Lu, her body was also so cold.

After staying in the lake for a long time, Tang Yan's mind was finally completely clear, he took out his mobile phone to check the time, but found that the mobile phone was damaged by blisters and could not be displayed at all, but at this time, it was probably after one o'clock in the morning.

He didn't want to go back to the dormitory tonight, he didn't want to listen to the chirping of his roommates, he just wanted to find a quiet place to spend the night quietly.

Got up and went ashore, walked aimlessly, and before I knew it, I was in the library.

The lights in the library have long been turned off, and the front door closes at 11 o'clock, but there is also the back door, which leads to the rooftop.

There it is!

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