Chapter 55: I Lost

The darkness tightly wrapped the thin body, and in the small space, the official Enoch held the box that the official mother gave her, and inside was a set of dresses designed for her by her grandmother. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Grandma, what is this?"

"This is the dress that grandma prepared for Nuo, you must wear her when you get married, even if grandma can't wait for Nuo'er to get married, you can let grandma's blessing accompany you."

"Grandma, you will definitely live a long life."

"No'er, my heart is so big, I can't accommodate anyone else except you."

"Ou Chenye, your fingers are better than mine." "My whole being is yours, do you still care about my fingers?"

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Memories play in my thoughts, but now there is no trace of the past.

"Grandma, I lost, if that day comes, will you forgive me?" In the dark, the only audience of the official Enoch, this dress.

The sun shone through the rattan on her thin body, Guan Enoch sat on the rattan chair, cut off Xu Haoyang's phone, held two physical examination reports in his hand, stared at the grass under his feet in a daze, did not feel a trace of warmth at all, and only left what the doctor said in his mind.

The doctor looked at the two reports in his hand, frowned and furrowed, wanted to speak and stopped, and finally asked, "Didn't your family come with you?"

Guan Enoch was stunned for a moment, and he was still a little scared in his heart, "My family is abroad, doctor, just say it." ”

"What about your husband?"

The doctor's question made Guan Enoch's body tremble: "He's also abroad." ”

The doctor looked at the thin Guan Enoch, and finally after frowning for the fifth time, he handed both reports to the official Enoch.

"Two reports, two news, one good news and one bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"

Guan Enoch looked at the old doctor, and he had already guessed nine times out of ten in his heart, but he just wanted to determine something.

"What's the bad news?"

"You've got a recessive genetic disease with X, which is very rare and only shows up in the late stages, and so far, there have been no cures. Irregular episodes of the disease can be accompanied by angina, and there is no limit to the degree and severity of the pain, and even shock may occur. On top of that, the terrible thing about this disease is that it can silently take your life while you sleep. ”

The old doctor paused for a moment and continued, "In view of the terrible and domineering nature of this disease, I suggest that you immediately undergo surgical chemotherapy. ”

"The good news?" Guan Enoch didn't seem to have much interest in this chemotherapy, and asked calmly.

"The good news is that you're more than a month pregnant." The old doctor sighed, "Actually, it's not good news. ”

Guan Enoch didn't expect that he would get pregnant at this time, maybe it was the last time he was in the hotel, and it was also the last time the two were together.

"And how long will I live?" Guan Enoch opened his mouth in a daze, and only the words 'pregnant' were left in his mind.

The old doctor lifted his glasses and looked at Guan Enoch with some reluctance: "If you don't receive chemotherapy treatment in time, it will be half a year at most, if you start receiving chemotherapy now, it won't be a problem to last for two or three years, think optimistically, now that science and technology are developing so fast, maybe you can cure this disease after three years."

The old doctor took a sip of water and continued, "It's just that if you are receiving surgery and chemotherapy now, you must remove the child, because the effect of drugs and radiation, even if you keep it, you will not be born a healthy child." Chemotherapy is extremely hard, you need to take a lot of medications and a lot of chemotherapy, and most likely, you won't be able to conceive again. ”

As soon as the old doctor's words fell, Guan Enoch's hand unconsciously stroked his lower abdomen, this is his first child, will he also become the last? Why be so cruel?

After a long time, he slowly spoke: "What if, I give up treatment?"

"We don't recommend it, you know, if you give up treatment, you are undoubtedly exchanging one life for another, not to mention, the change of this disease is irregular, and if you don't pay attention to it, you may have two lives. In your current situation, you may not have the opportunity to wait until the day your child is born. The old doctor couldn't bear it, but he didn't expect that when he was about to retire, he would meet such a young girl and get this disease.

"Doctor, isn't it, even if I succeed in chemotherapy, I won't be able to live like a normal person in the next two or three years?"

"It is inevitable to be bedridden, but more importantly, you should have an optimistic attitude, there will be miracles in medicine, how many people who have survived from the edge of life and death, you are still young, you should have a better life in the future, and you should not give your life for this child." The old doctor just wanted to persuade Guan Enoch to undergo chemotherapy, and he couldn't bear to watch such a good girl give up her life like this.

The official Enoch himself didn't know how he got out of the old doctor's office.

stared at the grass on the ground in a daze, his hand kept staying in front of his lower abdomen, maybe it was the blood and blood affection, Guan Enoch felt his existence, and there was a trace of comfort in his heart. The sky began to get dark, a gust of wind blew, Guan Enoch shivered, put the report in his bag, but Gao Ziqi unexpectedly appeared beside him.

"Noir? It's really you, I thought I was wrong. Gao Ziqi smiled proudly, "Nuo'er, why are you in the hospital, are you uncomfortable?" ”

Guan Enoch didn't intend to pay attention to her and walked past her.

"I'm pregnant, it's the child of the night, and the night came with me," Gao Ziqi shouted at the back of Guan Enoch, with a smug smile on his face, "The night is already married, so I hope to divorce the night as soon as possible, so as not to embarrass myself in the end." ”

Guan Enoch took a deep breath, took his hand away from his lower abdomen, and turned to look at her: "Then I want to congratulate you, it's just that if I were you, I would choose to raise the fetus at home before Ou Chenye's divorce, so as not to get the child to be saved in the end, and you don't even have the pass card to enter the Ou family."

"Eno, do you think I'll be afraid of you? Now you're the one who is outcast, you haven't divorced yet, you're hooking up with other men, do you think you are so important to the night? You're nothing more than a worn shoe. ”

Official Enoch will never tolerate insults to oneself and one's feelings. slapped Gao Ziqi's face, she thought Gao Ziqi would dodge, but she didn't expect that not only did she not dodge, but she also slapped her alive and fell to the ground.