Chapter 49: Never Regretted
Guan Enoch looked at the comments on the Internet, and thought of the phone call he had just made that no one answered, and suddenly felt a little ridiculous. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info released his own pigeon to accompany his lover to a recital, is it because of the difference between love and non-love? People who never say "love" on their lips, even if they don't say "love" when the two are in the most harmonious, but for Gao Ziqi to say it in front of the media camera.
Sure enough, is he really a third party?
It wasn't until the hotel closed that the official Enoch walked out of the hotel, sat in the car and wanted to drive, but he didn't know where to go.
Back at the villa, she didn't even dare to lie on the bed, she only knew that she was afraid, but she didn't know what she was afraid of, maybe she was afraid that she would never wake up again, maybe she was afraid that Ou Chen would leave her, maybe she was afraid that she would never wake up again.
As expected, Ou Chenye did not return to the villa, and Guan Enoch did not call Ou Chenye again, Guan Enoch put the pin into the drawer on the top of the bedside cabinet and closed it gently, but as everyone knows, this is the last time he opens this drawer.
Guan Enoch didn't cry, just hugged the pillow and stayed on the sofa in a daze for the whole night.
The next day, Guan Enoch casually cooked a bowl of noodles in the kitchen, although it could not be said to be delicious, but at least it could satisfy hunger, which was already satisfied.
For two whole days, Guan Enoch never left the villa, either in a daze or sleeping. A few orchids in the garden were planted by themselves and have now bloomed, and the row of bamboos in the distance was also planted with Ou Chenye a few years ago, and now they are growing very well.
That year, when they planted bamboo, she said to him, "Night, do you know? Bamboo blooms only once in its life, and when it blooms and falls, it is the end of its life." All of us have the same life as this bamboo, only one lifetime. ”
He chuckled and stroked her hair, but he didn't understand the meaning of her words, he didn't know that her life, like this row of bamboos, only bloomed once in a lifetime.
Guan Enoch returned to the living room and saw Ou Chenye's key, she knew that he was upstairs, but she didn't dare to go up to him, she didn't know, she saw what she could say to him, what to say, and even she began to think that she was sorry for him, and she destroyed his purest feelings.
When Ou Chen went downstairs on the night, Guan Enoch was looking out the window in a daze, and his heart was in endless pain hidden on his calm face.
Ou Chenye's lips moved, and he still spoke: "I went to the company, and if the company has something to do in the past few days, I won't come back, take care of myself." After thinking about it, he added the latter sentence.
When Ou Chenye walked to the entrance, the official Enoch stopped him.
"Night," Guan Enoch turned to look at her, the light outside the window was shining behind her, and she couldn't see her expression clearly, "Have you ever thought that once the relationship between us is broken, there will never be a return to the past, and in the future, will you regret it?" Just like her now, perhaps, there will be no chance to start over in the future.
Guan Enoch stared at Ou Chenye's face tightly, she really wanted to tell him that she didn't want to leave him, and she wanted to beg him not to let go of herself, but as a third party who was silently confirmed, did she have this qualification?
Ou Chenye looked at Guan Enoch calmly, with some indescribable feelings in his eyes.
"Time can never be turned back, and Ou Chenye has no regrets about the decision he made. ”
Guan Enoch didn't expect him to answer so simply and straightforwardly, Guan Enoch suddenly found that he couldn't handle himself, all these years, is it really just playing?
"Have you ever hated me?" Guan Enoch approached Ou Chenye and forced him to look at him, "Hating me has caused you and Gao Ziqi to be forced to separate for so many years, and she has suffered so many grievances?"
The interweaving of various feelings has made Guan Enoch begin to position herself as a third party, she doesn't even know if she has ever existed in Ou Chenye's psychology, but the bitterness in her eyes makes Ou Chenye's heart tighten for a while.
Even if you don't love me, hate me, at least let me feel that I have existed in your heart.
Seeing that Ou Chenye didn't speak, Guan Enoch smiled with the corners of his mouth, and turned away from looking at him: "Night, do you regret it now?"
Ou Chen's fist next to him tightened, but his face was flat and indifferent: "How can you know your heart if you haven't walked it, I never regret what I said." ”
Ou Chenye glanced at Guan Enoch deeply, "I'm sorry." Then he opened the door and left.
Behind Ou Chenye, who couldn't see it, Guan Enoch had already burst into tears. Don't hate, don't regret, isn't it all because you don't love?
Guan Enoch never stood up to make any remarks in the face of any reports, and the Ou family members who attended the business event also kept silent. And their silence, on the other hand, is the rumor of the identity of the third party of Enoch, the official of the real office.
Because Guan Enoch never showed up, Gao Ziqi and Ou Chenye also began to hold hands to attend events and parties in a high-profile manner, Gao Ziqi completely regarded himself as a girlfriend, and Ou Chenye seemed to have forgotten the fact that Guan Enoch was his wife and not his girlfriend.
Gu Yiyi came to the door and saw the haggard official Enoch, and felt a little distressed. Although she didn't know what was going on, she always believed that it was impossible for Ou Chenye not to love Guan Enoch. What kind of person Ou Chenye is, the Ou family knows better than anyone else, as for why Ou Chenye didn't let them disclose the fact that he and Guan Enoch were married, saying that it was because he didn't want Gao Ziqi to think about it more, but he didn't think so, and things were as simple as he said.
"Sister-in-law, why are you here?" Guan Enoch was not surprised by Gu Yiyi's arrival.
"I'm here to see you. Gu Yiyi couldn't echo the far-fetched smile in the face of Guan Enoch, "Daddy Mommy is a little worried about you, let me come over and take a look." ”
"Thank you," Guan Enoch poured her a glass of water, and she smiled indifferently on her face, making Gu Yiyi a little unsure of what to say below.
Gu Yiyi sighed, stretched out her hand and grabbed the official Enoch who wanted to water the flowers: "What happened?
Guan Enoch turned his head to look at Gu Yiyi, and asked with a smile: "Sister Yiyi, before he made it public between me and him, did you also think that they were the most suitable pair?"
Gu Yiyi was stunned by the official Enoch, and she didn't notice the change in the title of the official Enoch.
"Noel, you should believe in the night, he ......"
"Sister Yiyi," Guan Enoch interrupted Gu Yiyi's words, no matter how painful his heart was, but there was a strong smile on his face, "How could I not believe him? It is because I believe in him that he will tell me that I am just a passerby, and I have never been a good person." ”