Chapter 173: Back to square one

Qin Yafu remembered the old saying: "I don't want to be born in the same year and the same month, but I hope to die in the same year and the same month".

The love story in "Snow Mountain Flying Fox", what touched Qin Yafu's nerves the most was not the emotional entanglement between Hu Fei and the three beauties, but after his father's death, the tragic scene of the irresponsible mother's suicide by her husband's side has always been deeply imprinted in her mind.

In reality, people are unlikely to be so decisive, but they are miserable because of it.

The Buddha said that looking back 500 times in the past life can be exchanged for a passing shoulder in this life, and that only by cultivating a hundred lifetimes can we cross the same boat, and only by cultivating a thousand lifetimes can we sleep together.

Two people can go from knowing each other and loving each other to staying together.In fact, they have gone through an unknown amount of tempering in exchange.Since they are destined to become husband and wife.Shouldn't they cherish it more?

Qin Yafu's brain has been tormented by illness recently, and her brain is very chaotic.She holds her head and thinks about what has happened these days.The more she thinks about it, the more she feels that her recent relationship has become unreasonable.Unprovoked cautious eyes.Unwarranted random speculation.Unprovoked hurt to the people close to her.

Her mind turned a thousand times, she didn't dare to think deeply about her grandmother's affairs, the deceased was gone, the living were like this, even if she lived for her grandmother in the future, she had to live well.

Lin Zihang's eyes became brighter and brighter as he looked at her, and the previous sadness and helplessness gradually subsided, and his expression became more and more gentle and calm.

He took the photo in her hand and looked at her warmly: "Aunt Yafu said that the people who live on that mountain say that the couples and husbands who have taken pictures under those two trees have lived very happily all these years.

Qin Yafu sighed in her heart: He is embarrassed to say such an obvious advertising psychology, but he pities his heart.

Thinking like this, she didn't bother anymore, raised a bright smile, nodded her head and said, "Okay, we will go there often in the future, and guard the testimony of their love for grandpa."

The tense hearts of both of them finally relaxed.

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After another night's rest, Qin Yafu felt that her physical condition had recovered a lot.

The next day, the two of them returned to Lin's house early, everyone deliberately avoided the previous knot, comforted each other, and tried to pick up some light topics to adjust the atmosphere.

The third aunt was reprimanded by her husband last night, goodbye Qin Yafu, her face was always a little unbearable, and Ai Ai was reluctant to meet Qin Yafu.

Qin Yafu deliberately acted as if nothing had happened, and was very close to everyone.

Slowly, the third aunt is no longer awkward, but she still refuses to take care of her, and the eyes in her eyes are still unfriendly.

Qin Yafu knew in her heart that some knots had already been tied, and it was impossible to untie them all at once. There was no need to rush to investigate the rights and wrongs in them.

It's just that the Lin family has no grandmother.The warmth is no longer there.Her heart is always cold.

Qin Yafu and Lin Zihang accompanied the elders for a few days, and went back to their own house to rest for two days.

A qiē seems to be back to square one.

After Lin Zihang left, Qin Yafu moved back to her parents' house to live, every weekend, even if Lin Zihang couldn't come back, she would take time to go back to her mother-in-law's house to have a meal.

Father Lin has always been cheerful and atmospheric, although he didn't say anything, but he was still very happy in his heart.

As for Mother Lin, since the death of her grandmother, she has become more and more nervous, and she has to cry if she doesn't say a word.

Qin Yafu also learned not to be reckless, and Lin Ziyao took her mother-in-law to the hospital to have a look.

Slowly, Qin Yafu gradually learned to accept her mother-in-law's unreasonable trouble.

She even went to check a lot of treatments for menopausal symptoms in private, discussed with Lin Ziyao, and began to buy a lot of nutritional products for her mother-in-law.

Now it seems that Mother Lin's situation is not bad.It is said that after surviving the fluctuations of the past few years, it will get better.Qin Yafu tried to relax.Get along with the Lin family calmly.She can be regarded as finding more and more self-confidence.More and more I feel that as long as I don't drill the horns.This business is really not a big deal.

Lin Zihang couldn't come back every week as he hoped.After all, he had to make up for the homework he had fallen.He had to deal with the affairs of the studio.Especially when it was close to the end of the year.The business was even busier.A lot of things dragged him down.It was difficult to get out.

The work of Qin Yafu's unit continued to be done not badly.Han Lin's sudden departure did not alarm her.After all, she was just an intern.No one specifically pursued her whereabouts.People just speculated.But they didn't know the point.

The typing room of Qin Yafu and Chen Xi is left, it seems to be peaceful, but it makes Qin Yafu's heart unsteady.

Qin Yafu also said that it was not easy to face her feelings.Maybe she was more suitable for this environment.Maybe she was just more easily assimilated by this environment.Qin Yafu just saw her insincere smile, and the more she felt that she couldn't learn how to get along with the people here.

However, it doesn't matter. She always thought that right and wrong should be clear and clear, but after going through a lot, she realized that many times an ambiguous lifestyle is not necessarily bad.

Qin Yafu called Chang Yuan several times, and the news she got was that she was safe, and Wu Shanshan's condition was quite stable, and there was no sign of further deterioration.

Chang Yuan's wish is to hope that Wu Shanshan can survive this year, and if he can leave with one more year old, his heart will be better.

In fact, what does it matter.Qin Yafu can't tell whether Chang Yuan's idea is pious and selfish.Because Wu Shanshan's life is more like suffering now.Every minute of her life is not lingering.

It's just such a cruel thing.How dare she say it.I can only silently bless in my heart.I hope Sister Wu can live a more comfortable life.

Qin Yafu wanted to see Wu Shanshan more than once, but Chang Yuan refused without any negotiation, saying that Wu Shanshan couldn't stand any fluctuations, and seeing acquaintances still had too much impact on her, which made her even weaker.

Qin Yafu sighed and sighed.Chang Yuan said that after seeing Qin Yafu last time, Wu Shanshan tossed for several days before she recovered.

She asked if Wu You's hair would grow again.Chang Yuan sighed: A woman who loves beauty so much in her life, since she had chemotherapy, her hair doesn't grow anymore.

Chang Yuan also searched for home remedies for her.Unfortunately, to no avail.Later.Wu Shanshan refused to use it.Said that she liked the way she was now.Since her parents couldn't save her body.What does it matter if you want three thousand troubles.

And she is stubborn.She said that she has long hair and shawls since she was a child.If it weren't for this reason, she would definitely be reluctant to cut off her hair.And boasted that her head shape was very punctual.I like this alternative image.What's more.Originally.She's a special existence here.There is no need to deliberately hide it.

Chang Yuan also knew that she didn't want to let herself spend any more money.No matter how capable he was, he didn't have a job unit to perform.24 hours a day with her.The two of them were tantamount to sitting on a mountain and eating nothing.Spending a penny was a penny.

In order to maintain Wu Shanshan's body, Chang Yuan spent a lot of money, where did he have much spare money, so he had to go with the flow.

Although Qin Yafu often sees the big leader Director Sang in the Education Commission, she is a little typist and has nothing to say to others.

People talk behind his back and say that he is getting more and more capable, no matter how big or small, he grasps everything in his hands, and he can still turn a blind eye.

Qin Yafu often saw him stay in the office after everyone left, and I didn't know if it was hard work or troubles.

Sometimes, she would impulsively want to ask him, remember that there was such a number one person as Wu Shanshan, how could she be so indifferent to Cheng Dù who didn't mention a word.

However, she didn't have the courage after all, what kind of identity was she, why did she go to Director Sang, if he still had that person in his heart, it would be okay.

But if he didn't care about it at all, everyone already regarded Wu Shanshan as a stranger, and he was just lifting a stone to shoot himself in the foot.

Besides, with Qin Yafu's personality, how can he be a person who has so many things, since the person concerned wants to be peaceful, then he has to respect Wu Shanshan's opinion, as if he doesn't know anything, only secretly feel sorry for Wu Shanshan in his heart.

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