Chapter 155: I Have Three Months Left
Guan Enoch woke up lying on a hospital bed, and Ou Chenye leaned against the window and looked at him.
"Since you're awake, go back early. After saying that, Ou Chenye was about to walk out of the ward, and Guan Enoch removed the needle before he left.
"Ou Chenye, don't you understand? Only if I followed Ning away, you and Che'er would stay away from her surveillance and terror, for you I am the heart, but for me, you are all, do you understand? Sui Ning's goal from beginning to end is only me, even if you go, in the end, I still have to go with her, is it only when I die that you will no longer torture yourself," Ou Chenye did not turn around, "If so, I don't mind shortening the time of three months to three minutes." β
Ou Chenye's fists tightened, an hour ago, he had obtained her medical examination report, and when he woke up suddenly, these were all things he ignored.
Guan Enoch hugged Ou Chenye from behind, and there was a strong smell of wine between his snorts: "Ou Chenye, I'm sorry, if I can do it all over again, I will definitely not choose you." β
Rather than suffering together, it is better to be alone.
Ou Chenye turned around, tightened the official Enoch, tears fell directly, and the official Enoch leaned his chin on Ou Chenye's shoulder and cried.
"I'm sorry. After a long time, Ou Chenye choked up and said three words.
Guan Enoch buried his head in Ou Chenye's arms, but tears flowed. Attitude in the world of feelings is often everything that can be decided without any consideration.
Back at Ou Mansion, when Ou Xiche saw Guan Enoch, he turned his head and left, Guan Enoch stopped Ou Chenye and entered Ou Xiche's room by himself, Ou Xiche's small body was sitting on the windowsill, and Guan Enoch's heart seemed to be pierced by a knife.
"Che'erβ" Guan Enoch called out to Ou Xiche softly, but Ou Xiche spoke in a calm tone like an adult.
"Mommy, am I really dispensable to you?"
Ou Xiche's words were like a steel knife, piercing his heart more painfully than the pain caused by the illness: "Che'er, Mommy is sorry. β
"Actually, you don't need to come back this time, because I told myself that I don't have Mommy anymore. β
Ou Xiche's small body, small age, but he said words with desperation, but no one could blame him, Guan Enoch said goodbye without saying goodbye, and left their father and son without any greeting, which is tantamount to not putting the two in his heart at all.
Guan Enoch sat on the ground, facing Ou Xiche on the bed, even if he had a thousand words, he couldn't say anything.
"Che'er, Mommy is really sorry, I haven't seen you babbling, I haven't seen you when you learn to walk, and I don't know what you like, Mommy knows that she is very selfish, Che'er, you are very sensible, I originally thought that leaving you to your daddy should be the best choice. β
"Now that you've decided to leave me to Daddy, what are you going to do when you come back. β
"Che'erβ"
"Now Daddy may just be sad, but in the future he will be fine, he will be the same as before. β
Ou Xiche's words are all true, yes, without himself, they will all be fine, what qualifications do he have to ask them to forgive him.
"I have grandma, grandpa, and daddy, I don't lack anything, and mommy is not there for me. β
Guan Enoch wanted to reach out and touch Ou Xiche's little face, but he hung in the air for a long time, and he didn't dare to touch him, yes, she didn't give him anything, why did she be his mommy as soon as she appeared.
The official didn't say a word for a long time, and the mother and son were silent for a long time: "Che'er, I didn't come back to take you away, nor did I want you to forgive me, I just want to see you, can you, turn your head and let me see?"
Ou Xiche did not respond to Guan Enoch, and stubbornly twisted his head, and Guan Enoch smiled bitterly.
"Che'er, Mommy is leaving, and she won't come back in the future, this is the last time, and you still won't let Mommy take a good look?"
"Che'er, in the future, when Mommy is away, you must take good care of yourself, your daddy is a good daddy. β
Guan Enoch looked at Ou Xiche, and finally stretched out his hand to stroke Ou Xiche's head, Ou Xiche stubbornly did not turn his head to look at Guan Enoch, Guan Enoch finally got up and walked to the door, looking back step by step, hoping that Ou Xiche could turn his head to look at himself, but until Guan Enoch disappeared at the door, Ou Xiche still did not turn his head to look at her.
Before coming back, Guan Enoch agreed with Ou Chenye that if Ou Xiche was willing to forgive Guan Enoch, he would accompany her back to the United States, and if Ou Xiche was unwilling, he would accompany Ou Xiche well, and Guan Enoch would leave City A and disappear forever.
When the official Enoch walked out of the gate of the Ou house, Ou Chen was guarding next to the luxury Bentley, and when he saw the official Enoch coming out alone, Ou Chenye's heart hurt, they, is there really no future?
Guan Enoch walked to the front of Ou Chenye, endured the pain in her heart, and smiled indifferently with her last strength.
"In the future, take care of Che'er," Guan Enoch choked up, didn't get into Ou Chenye's car, just glanced deeply behind him, his nose was sour, he forced himself to hold back his tears and walked outside, and after walking a few steps, he stood up and turned his back to Ou Chenye, "Night, no matter what happens in the future, you must be happy." β
After speaking, he walked out of Ou Mansion alone, and when he came, they had already said that everything was decided by Ou Xiche, Guan Enoch got into a taxi and drove in the direction of the airport, Guan Enoch hurriedly took out a bottle of medicine from his bag, stuffed two pills into his mouth, and his rapid breathing made the master also worried.
The official Enoch knew that three months ago, she had lost her last trust.
Every time she leaves, it is regarded as the last time, and this kind of last time is no wonder for her.
Goodbye, City A, my hometown, goodbye, my child, myself my love.
Official Enoch disappeared at the ticket gate, but Ou Chenye appeared at the entrance of the airport, when he went to the front desk to ask, there was a commotion at the entrance, a flight attendant rushed out with a person in his arms, and put it on the stretcher prepared by the airport.
"No, Norβ"
Ou Chenye ran into the hospital with Guan Enoch in his arms, Chu Yanxiao greeted him, and stopped Ou Chenye outside, without saying too much, just giving him a firm look.
Ou Chenye stood at the door of the operating room alone, sitting quietly on the stool, imagining what would happen to Guan Enoch if he couldn't hold it now, at this time he suddenly despised himself a little, he had always boasted of his dedication, but he couldn't even protect the woman he loved, maybe Tian Yufei was right, he didn't know how to deal with her, or, he didn't love her so much.
Maybe she knows that she doesn't love her so much, so she chooses to leave again and again, and even chooses to bear it herself, it was like this five years ago, and it is still like this now, Guan Enoch, when will you be willing to confess your heart to me, am I so unworthy of your trust?
Maybe I really don't deserve your trust, your name, your heart, your looks, everything, it seems that we can only stay in the past, we may be like your existence, there is no future.
We've never been honest with each other.
A day later, Guan Enoch was still not awake, and when the next day was about to come, Ou Chenye was told that it was possible for Guan Enoch to be like this and not wake up.
Ou Chenye did not hesitate, took Guan Enoch and Ou Xiche to the United States, only American medical treatment can make Guan Enoch live and alleviate the pain at the same time, Ou Mu no longer insisted, seeing Guan Enoch come back, although with reluctance to Guan Enoch, but thinking of his favorite son and the most painful grandson, he couldn't say anything, so he had to not object, but he didn't agree frankly.