Chapter 251: Rebirth After Confusion
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No matter where she looked, no matter where she went, Kim Tae-yeon's position was like a dream she had recalled before, and it was pitch black everywhere. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"What the hell is wrong with me?" Tears inadvertently slid down her cheeks, and Kim Taeyeon stood still.
The strange and familiar music, she understood that it was the cause of the pain in her heart, but why did she feel this way just by hearing the music? Why did the instant pain make her unable to breathe on her own, and her whole body seemed to fall into a cold cellar, and the darkness and cold constantly enveloped her, making it impossible for her to hold on.
In this dark environment, Kim Taeyeon was numb, she could probably know that she was in a dream as before, but she didn't know how to leave this dream, maybe she could only wait for her consciousness to wake up before she could leave this place that scared her.
But just when Kim Taeyeon was still thinking about how to wake herself up, a little voice faintly came from her ears.
She held her breath and listened carefully to the sounds coming out of the dark environment, and gradually the sound became louder and louder, gradually entering her ears.
"Loving you is how I feel you~The process of wandering lovers that I once depicted~"
“!”
"Repeated sadness in this world ~ Say goodbye now ~"
“!”
It was the lyrics of their girlhood debut song, "The World Reunion Again," a chorus of the nine of them, but with each line of the song, it grew louder, like thousands of people shouting in unison.
The girl group launched has been their biggest competitor since their debut in Girls' Generation, although they have had some exchanges in some variety shows and music broadcasts, but the outside world still comments the two groups as competitors.
The captain is Min Xianyi, a classmate of Kim Tae-yeon when he first transferred to Cheongdam Middle School, and the relationship between the two can't be said to be bad, but it can't be said how good it is, because there was just a little exchange.
And after Kim Tae-yeon entered high school, they separated, and she never saw Min Xianyi again, until she debuted, she didn't know that Min Xianyi had already made her debut ahead of her.
After their debut in Girls' Generation, they officially became competitors.
Although there are people who know each other among the members, Kim Taeyeon can't get along with them, and when they are on the same stage in variety shows, they try to be polite and don't get involved with anything. (This is actually my personal thought, although it has been 11 years since I was young, but after knowing the past when I was young, I have always been hostile to the time when I hurt my youth, WG, hehe, although I became popular with a song, but in the end, I still lost to my former opponent? The Korean media were blind back then, right? actually regarded the short-lived WG as a girl group in the sky? Look at the name of this group, add a C and they can go to the mixed online game world! Or add a c and delete g, and they can open a public toilet!)
And now, in this pitch-black environment, these voices that Kim Taeyeon heard made her feel a sense of heartache.
Why is it that every time they sing a line of their song, someone shouts it? Is it a blow to their girlhood?
Kim Taeyeon is confused, she doesn't know what Girls' Generation did wrong, why so many people are targeting Girls' Generation, why are so many people not liking Girls' Generation, and even want to use their competitors to hit them? Why?
Her consciousness was already a little blurred, and Kim Tae-yeon felt very sad that her head was about to explode.
This is the first time she feels sad since she was exposed to the scandal with captain Park Jung-so, the first time she feels so small, compared with thousands of people in South Korea, they can't show their true side in front of them, and they are hurt by gossip everywhere.
"Perhaps...... Debut...... It was a wrong decision...... "Kim Taeyeon is tired, girlhood...... It may be a wrong decision to judge the future of girlhood just by the memory that her brother brought her, she shouldn't have chosen to debut as a girlhood because of that memory, otherwise she wouldn't have been so sad and sad today.
"Fart! What bullshit idea! Kim Taeyeon, if you are still Kim Taeyeon, take back the idea just now! What is the wrong decision to make a debut? Standing on the stage and singing your own songs, isn't this your dream all along? You can't even hold on to your own dream, are you still Kim Taeyeon?"
Her consciousness became more and more blurred, and two voices with the same but different opinions in her mind were entangled and arguing, making Kim Taeyeon's eyelids heavier and heavier, and in the darkness, Kim Taeyeon gradually closed her eyes, allowing the darkness to completely drown her.
Taeyeon seems to be awake. In a daze, Kim Taeyeon seemed to hear someone calling her name, and her already vague consciousness began to wake up again, and she opened her eyelids weakly.
"It's awake, go call the doctor!" A somewhat excited voice sounded, and Kim Taeyeon tried to open her eyes and saw Jung so-yeon standing next to her bed with a worried expression.
Not only Jung so-yeon, but all the sisters of Girls' Generation were here, and the moment they saw her wake up, everyone gathered around Kim Tae-yeon and asked her.
"What's wrong with me?" Consciousness also regained some of her strength, and with the help of Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon sat up against the hospital bed, a little strange why she was in the hospital.
"Taeyeon, don't you remember? During the rehearsal, you suddenly collapsed and passed out, and it was Hee-cheol who called an ambulance to take you to the hospital. Jung so-yeon explained, but Kim Tae-yeon was even more confused, "I passed out, what happened?"
"The doctor said that you were severely stimulated, and you couldn't bear the stress for a while before you fainted. What the hell is it that makes you stimulated? I just passed out during the rehearsal scene, and he couldn't understand it after we told the doctor. ”
"Did you faint during the rehearsal? Why don't I have any impression at all?" I don't know if it was because of the dream after waking up, Kim Taeyeon didn't remember why he passed out after waking up, and he didn't remember what happened to him in the dream just now, but he vaguely felt that this scene was a little familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen this scene.
After the doctor came to check on Kim Taeyeon's condition, everyone finally relaxed.
The results of the examination are fine, there is no problem in the mental aspect, the body is still a little weak, and I need to recuperate for a few days.
But the dream concert is just two days later, how can Kim Taeyeon stay here to recuperate? But her body is very weak, and she can't go to the rehearsal with her sisters to familiarize herself with the venue in advance, which makes the girls worried.
"Or ...... Let Shi Yao replace it?" When everyone was worried, Huang Meiying came up with an idea.
This scene...... Why is it so familiar?
"Is it okay to let Shi Yao replace Taeyeon?" Zheng Xiuyan didn't approve very much, but Huang Meiying said clearly: "Shi Yao, she has now been promoted to a B-level trainee, and her dance level is about the same as when we first debuted, plus she is now very similar in height and body shape, why not?" What's more, during the rehearsal before, I paid special attention to the venue, and saw that there was only a big screen behind the stage, and there was no other screen, so when the time came, I just asked the organizer not to put the pictures taken by the camera on the big screen when we performed, and only play our photos. ”
Her proposal silenced the girls. The current situation Kim Taeyeon needs to recuperate, and their dance lineup needs nine people to form a complete lineup, at this time, let Lim Shiyao take the place of Kim Taeyeon, although it is a bit risky, and if it is discovered by fans, there will be some bad rumors, but this may not be a solution.
Although Lin Shiyao said that S.M was a trainee simply because she didn't want to be alone in school, she did not live in vain in S.M, and her promotion from dance class C to class B was completely based on her strength, and she entered class B with Cui Xueli and Zheng Xiujing. What's more, she usually gets very close to Girls' Generation, and when she has time, she often comes to them to play when she goes back to the company to practice when she is a girl, and she is learning Girls' Generation's dance intentionally or unintentionally, and their songs and dances can be said to be basically able to perform by Lin Shiyao, and she can do it by taking the position of any person.
So after Huang Meiying's proposal came out, the girls thought for a while and decided to follow Huang Meiying's proposal, planning to contact Lin Shiyao and ask her to come over and help with the rehearsal first.
But at this time, Kim Taeyeon said very resolutely: "You can't look for her!"
"Why?"
"Even if I drag this body down, I won't let you call her over to replace me! If you call her in her to replace me, and the fans find out afterwards, not only will Girlhood be scolded, but even she will be scolded. It's not that I don't want to, but my brother will definitely turn against me and you because of this, he just wants to protect Shi Yao from being hurt, you are forcing Shi Yao to a dead end, you know?"
Kim Taeyeon's attitude was very resolute, and Hwang Mi-young wanted to say something to save Kim Taeyeon's idea, but Kim Taeyeon said very strongly: "Don't persuade me anymore, I've already decided, I'll leave the ugly words here, and whoever dares to find Shiyao to come over, I will break off my friendship with whomever I want." To put it mildly, Shi Yao is not a member of our Girls' Generation, she can't and is not qualified to replace any of us. ”
The girls were silent, they didn't expect Kim Tae-yeon's attitude to be so resolute, and they even didn't hesitate to say such things that would make the person concerned very sad when they heard it.
"Well said, you know me quite well, sis. Just when the girls were collectively silent, the door of the ward was opened, Chen Yu walked in with an insignificant smile, took Lin Shiyao's hand and walked to Kim Taeyeon's bedside and said to her: "Sister, you are right, if you really call Shiyao to replace you, I will really turn against you." ”
"Chen Yu, don't say a few words!" Lin Shiyao pushed him a little angrily, and explained to Kim Taeyeon: "Sister Taeyeon, don't take it to heart, he is like this." ”
"I know, Shi Yao, don't take what I just said to heart, girlhood...... We'll always be of one mind, so ......"
"Sister Taeyeon, no, I won't care, he won't let me do such a thing in the first place, and I'm also afraid to face so many audiences, even if you really want me to help you instead of you, I'll refuse. ”
"That's good. ”
There was silence in the ward for a while, and after a long time, Kim Taeyeon said: "You all go back first, I'll go through the discharge procedures in a while, and I'll ask Uncle Yangu to help us go to the rehearsal again in the evening of the rehearsal, this time...... I won't be the same again. ”
She had already made a decision, because after Lin Shiyao came, she recalled yesterday's dream, and at the same time, she also recalled everything she had dreamed of before she woke up just now.
Since she is the captain of Girls' Generation, then she has to be responsible for Girls' Generation, and she will definitely not take a step back regardless of whether those encounters in the dream will actually happen in reality.
Because she's Kim Taeyeon!
…………
On June 7th, it was the day when the Dream Concert was officially held.
The concert started in the evening, a few hours before the start time, and Girls' Generation had already arrived early in rehearsals.
In two days, Kim Taeyeon's body recovered quickly, perhaps because she had her brother's memory, and also had part of her brother's physical fitness.
It's just that everyone knows that although Kim Taeyeon has no physical problems, she will always have some abnormal movements during rehearsals.
Because the "World Reunion Again" to be performed this time is a two-part music, the first part is adapted, and the second part is the original version, with Kim Taeyeon's usual state, even if her dancing skills are worse, she will not miss the beat.
But now the situation is that every time Kim Taeyeon hears the music adapted from the first part, her dance moves are always one beat slower than the others, and when it comes to the original music, her movements are very consistent with those of the sisters, and there are no mistakes at all.
This mistake was reminded by the sisters, and Kim Taeyeon himself discovered it.
But after many trimmings, she still couldn't get in sync.
Because she has never been able to forget the tingling feeling in her heart when she heard this music, although she has tried her best to control and endure it as much as possible, she still can't keep up with her sisters.
And in another part of the concert venue, there was a person who had the same problem as Kim Tae-yeon.
Whenever it was Girls' Generation's turn to rehearse on stage after the rehearsals were over, they would go to an open place to replay the music and rehearse themselves, and he was near that spot.
Whenever the music that bothered Kim Taeyeon sounded, not only did Kim Taeyeon feel uncomfortable, but he was also very uncomfortable.
"! I finally remembered!" After slamming his fist on the seat, Chen Yu was sweating profusely, and his hand covering his heart was also released.
"Black Sea! It's actually the Black Sea! Why didn't you remember it earlier, and you had to wait until this time to remember?" The position of the heart was no longer painful, but Chen Yu clenched his fists, and his expression became very hideous.
"Sister, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I'm going to miss your concert for the first time, if I'm here, I'm afraid things will get more serious!" Chen Yuqiang held back the anger in his heart, and staggered out of the concert venue while Kim Taeyeon and the others were still rehearsing and didn't notice him.
Because he knew that once it really happened as in his memory, he would definitely be the most violent one in the audience, so in order to prevent things from really happening like those things in his memory, he chose to leave temporarily.
(Seriously, the first time I saw the Black Sea video, I smashed the monitor, the second time I rewatched the Black Sea, I smashed the keyboard again, and later when I watched the Black Sea video again, every time I watched it, my heart hurt once.) I just want to ask those sunspots, you were very cool when you were a black girl, right? Have you ever thought about how they felt? How old were they when the Black Sea happened? At this time, they are still a group of students who are studying, what did they do wrong to make you so black them? Because of WG? I hehe, WG is now a first, third-rate or even low-rate combination, how many people in South Korea can remember WG? Only rely on a song to become popular, and then it fell again, this is what you call star-chasing vision? Since the debut of Girls' Generation, which girl group can surpass them? Not to mention anything else, Taeyeon's song why is enough to crush all Korean girl groups, even a song UR can also make all those who sing high notes ashamed, just a song that can be heard can be heard in tears, which other girl group in South Korea can do it?
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