CHAPTER XIV
"Ever since I was a child, I've been praised for being smart β not the kind of flattery, and indeed, my brain seems to spin faster than others. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info though I don't think that's smart right now. β
"Well, it's not a good thing to get your brain spinning too fast. In kindergarten, I learned one thing: telling the right lie in the right place at the right time often brings some unexpected benefits. β
Although I understood this truth, it was useless. After all, it's a child, and the kind of lie he tells can be seen at once. After 'training', when I was in the first grade, my level of lying was already very high, but I still couldn't deceive my relatives. They knew me too well. β
So I thought, "How can I lie without leaving a trace?" This is where the disadvantage of the fast turn of the brain comes in, and it didn't take long for me to figure out how to do it. β
"If you want to fool someoneβ"
"Fool yourself first?"
"That's right. You must believe that the lies you make up are true, so that you can tell the lies in front of others without revealing any flaws, and even if the truth is discovered, you can use excuses that you don't know. β
"Then I learned self-hypnosis β self-hypnosis, but technically a form of autosuggestion. I don't know a lot about psychology, but it's not wrong to say that. β
"So, Miss Yakumo, let me warn you first, never believe what I say, because even I don't know if I'm telling the truth. β
"Including this one?"
"Who knows? I don't know anyway. Ge Yiwei shrugged, "Go on...... Well, just like that, I mastered the skill of self-hypnosis, although it seems that I can only use it to tell lies, and I can't hypnotize myself into a superman like in some works to make my combat effectiveness explode or something. β
"Then, I went to junior high school. β
"When I was in junior high school, I stumbled upon a piece of literature and then adored one of the characters in it β it's stupid to think about it now, and the act of worshipping itself is stupid enough, let alone a fictional character. β
"That character, how to put it, is the kind of person who gives up all emotions and is able to think absolutely rationally. Of course, this is absolutely impossible, but at that time, it was worship, and there was no way. β
So, I kept trying to be that kind of person. Even if you can't become, it's better to get closer, that's the way it was thought at the time. β
"I began to try to suppress my feelings with self-hypnosis, to look at things around me with a rational and calm eye, and to try to initially establish my own logical thoughts, which are much more complex than ordinary people. This behavior continued until I was in high school, and it was only then that I figured out that I was who I was, and I could never be someone else. β
So I gave up stupid worship and imitation. Ironically, I found that under damn self-hypnosis, some feelings really disappeared like that. β
"It's probably a bit incorrect to say that it's gone, like today I experienced a long-lost fear β but it's definitely light. β
"That's why you were able to accept Gensokyo so quickly?"
"Maybe, I don't know. I don't really know much about myself. Like now, I think I should have a funeral for them, but I don't know why. I didn't feel any pain or sadness, and I didn't feel a little sad in my heart, but I just felt that I should do it. β
"I know it's not called being strong. Crying and moving forward is what makes you strong, isn't it?"
"It's always the case that things come up after some of my feelings are weak. β
Of course, it is easy for a person to exaggerate a certain aspect descriptively and not notice it when doing self-analysis, and I don't know if I have made such a mistake, but I always think that if my part of the relationship had not been weakened, I might have been in pain and cry, so that the funeral would have made sense: I had provided myself with a way to vent my feelings. β
"And now, it doesn't make sense at all. I just thought I should do it, so I did it. But why?"
"I also know that there should be many people who think this way. They all seem to have given up thinking about it eventually, thinking that it should be too much to think about...... However, once I have free time, I can't help but think too much. Why? What's the problem? I did it when I didn't have the motivation to do it, and it wasn't a random incident......
Looking at Ge Yiwei's confused expression, Yayun Zi shook his head gently: "I can only say that it's better to cry." β
"But," said Ge Yiwei with a wry smile, "I really can't cry." β
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Why on earth patrol in low earth orbit has become a matter for the Air Force? No matter how you think about it, it's not normal!
Wei Zhaoming looked at the darkness "outside the window" and the few stars dotted in the darkness. Here, they won't even blink. Of course, this is not a scene seen through glass, but information collected by external sensors that have been transformed into a space form, processed by a computer, and then expressed through a projection device. No idiot would use the Atmosphere Form after entering low Earth orbit, unless he was looking for death.
Since the last time I was honestly taught a lesson, the enemies no longer dared to come to the near-earth orbit to play soy sauce. This also made the air force generals of the People's Liberation Army very depressed: they originally expected to be able to brush up on the experience of space warfare, but the other party did not dare to play with them!
As for why the air force generals want to brush up on the experience of space warfare, let's not care......
"This is Tiangong No. 5, Yellow Sparrow Squadron, please receive guidance for landing. β
"Yellow Sparrow 01, bootstrap loading complete. β
"Yellow Sparrow 08, bootloader load complete. β
"Yellow Sparrow 11, bootstrap loading complete. β
"Yellow Sparrow 20, bootstrap loading complete. β
"Prepare for landing, turn on the magnetically guided landing equipment. β
Wei Zhaoming looked at the projected Tiangong No. 5. In fact, he also knows that if it is really a war between two big countries, these big guys under the establishment of the space army will definitely not be able to stay in low-earth orbit, and ground-based anti-satellite weapons will bomb them into slag. At that time, all that will be left in low Earth orbit is a network of small satellites and the hunting of these satellites and similar aerospace fighters.
Aerospace fighters, on the other hand, are owned by the Air Force β because they can also be perfectly adapted to combat in the atmosphere.
What a sad story.
"The landing is complete. Welcome home, lads. β
Wei Zhaoming heard the airlock outside close heavily. He breathed a sigh of relief: although he encountered the EU reconnaissance plane, he survived this patrol.
Then there was an explosion in his plane.
The sudden explosion almost scrapped Tiangong-5, China's earliest militarized space station, but in the end, after all kinds of desperate efforts, only one hangar was completely damaged, which can be described as a blessing in misfortune.
The report of the incident was made public only after the war had fully erupted: the Yellow Sparrow squadron was one of the last squadrons to be upgraded, and the EU "reconnaissance plane" they encountered was actually an electronic warfare aircraft that had successfully implanted a virus into the operating system using remote intrusion technology. After the landing boot program ended, the virus program began to run, causing the aircraft engine to explode due to overload......
However, no one knows what the truth is.
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"Thank you for listening to me complaining about being idle here," Ge Yiwei rubbed his face and replaced it with a relaxed expression, "But maybe I can't listen to you right now, I still have things to do." β
"Is there anything else?"
"Ah, it's good to be done. Ge Yiwei kicked the bicycle support up and nodded, "Do you know where Miss Shotimaru is now?"
"Wenwen?" Yakumo asked a little strangely, "What are you looking for her?"
"Go and make amends. β
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Hearing a knock on the door, Shotimaru put down the digital camera in his hand and walked to the door.
"Who?" said her, opening the door and slamming it again, "what are you madman doing with me!"
"Miss Shotimaru, don't get me wrong. Rubbing his reddened nose, Ge Yiwei said, "Didn't I say it before? Now it's time for me to make amends. β
"Reparation?" Hearing this, Shotimaru reopened the door, "What can you do to make amends?"
"I don't know what to use to make amends...... Ge Yiwei scratched the back of his head, "It's really not good, you also hurt me." β
"Hurt you, why should I do that?"
"Isn't it just to experience the thrill of revenge?"
"I'm not so a**!"
"I also thought about this situation...... Is that all there is to it? β
Seeing Ge Yiwei bending down, Shooting Pill Wen immediately became vigilant: "What are you going to do?"
Immediately afterwards, a series of things happened that stunned her: Ge Yiwei took out the field dagger, forced it into her hand, and then suddenly grabbed her hand-
He stabbed himself in the left chest.
It was all happening so fast, even that sneak attack was a little slower. Shooting Pill Wen's eyes widened, looking at the dagger that pierced Ge Yiwei's left chest, his own hand holding the dagger, Ge Yiwei's hand holding his hand, and the blood that flowed down.
Left chest. The seat of the human heart.
"Hey, hey, what are you doing all of a sudden! Wake up, wake up! What are you doing with this kind of joke! I don't accept this kind of reparation! Wake up!"
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"Here it is...... Where?" Ge Yiwei shook his head, "Didn't I get stabbed to death by Miss Shotimaru in the heart?"
"Come on, you mirror right-minded patient, how can you deceive others like this? Do you know how to deceive a girl's innocence?"
"Who's talking?"
"Don't worry, you can't see me," the other party's voice was smug, "I heard the ** mention you, so I want to come and see." What, it turns out that you strayed into ......"
"A familiar name...... Oh, come to mind, the Ten Marshals of the Republic? Wasn't he long dead?"
"Well, carbon-based lifeforms are brittle and weak enough...... Can I ask you a question?"
"You haven't asked yet, how do I know if it's okay?"
"Then you can listen," his voice became very serious, "because of you, in a century there will be a very serious conflict between humanity and Gensokyo, and I want to know your choice then." β
"You're kidding. Without thinking about it, Ge Yiwei replied, "Not to mention a hundred years from now, even now, if Gensokyo is the enemy of all mankind, it will definitely not last for five hours." β
"Ah, yes, that's exactly what it is...... Hehe," the other man smiled, "I can't say any more, or the entropy will increase beyond the tolerable range." But it's a shame that we didn't ask for the answer. β
"With all that said, who the hell are you?"
"I can't remember the name for a long time, and I don't want to tell you the number. Let's call my job as an observer. β
"Observer?"
"Don't think too much, you can only think about it now. Well, there will be a period later. β
"Non-observers, Ge Yiwei. β
Then, Ge Yiwei's consciousness fell into darkness again.