Chapter 379: Memories
Between the words, it was as if she was about to burst into tears, but she still held back the tears in her eyes, and Bing didn't say much, and she kept her head down, and she didn't see Li Nianze looking at her eyes at this time, but heard his voice that seemed to be hesitant, "I don't hurt at all, it really doesn't hurt at all, Tongtong, you still don't blame yourself." ”
When Li Nianze said this, his eyes were obviously very worried about Tongtong, and although she didn't tell the truth, the burning * spicy pain from the skin almost made Li Nianze grin, but he still barely squeezed out a hippie smile, because of this, it seemed that the appearance on his face was more and more joyful and distorted, Tongtong suddenly raised his eyes, and met such a look, so he couldn't help but laugh out loud.
And Li Nianze looked at Tongtong's appearance of finally smiling, and that expression was involuntarily natural, "Hehe, I just said, I don't hurt, Tongtong, you have to smile more, if you cry again, it will be even uglier!" Such extremely serious words in Tongtong's ears once again made her laugh, and she couldn't help laughing, "What, in your heart, am I so ugly?" This is also a joke, she naturally knows that Li Nianze does not mean this.
However, Tongtong didn't expect that when he said such a thing, Li Nianze suddenly became flustered, his eyes were burning and firmly staring at Tongtong in front of him, and his voice was extremely serious, "How come, you are the most beautiful in my heart!" When he said this, there was a clear and sincere look in his eyes, that is, when Tongtong met a pair of eyes like Li Nianze, at that moment, she couldn't help but seem a little distracted, as if at that moment, her thoughts suddenly drifted to a far away, such a pair of eyes. The facial features that were close at hand were all full of inexplicable familiarity, and she seemed to have seen Li Nianze somewhere, or a long time ago. She'd seen him before!
Tongtong thought like this, frowned, and his expression became more and more deeply puzzled, and at this time, Li Nianze was embarrassed by Tongtong's complicated look, and smiled wryly, the corners of his mouth twitched and opened, "Could it be that I burned my face and disfigured it just now?!" he said and quickly raised his other hand to grope his face, it was really strange. I don't feel any pain!
Tongtong was amused by Li Nianze again, but he still felt a little relieved by the lack of oxygen in his heart, although the eyes of the person in front of him were always clean and spotless, and that kind of face was stained with a few traces of wind and frost. Probably also caused by Li Nianze's wandering around in the past few years, when she thought of this, Tongtong couldn't help but sigh in her heart again, she naturally didn't know what kind of thing the man in front of her had experienced, how he was chased and killed by those dead soldiers in the first place, and where did such a weird and familiar feeling come from.
Too many doubts swirled in Tongtong's mind. Tongtong looked stunned for a while, but in the end, the bewitching smile from Honglian's face with undisguised ridicule flashed in Tongtong's mind, and she couldn't help but look stunned, and it was at this time that she showed a frightened look, and quickly relaxed her hand. She didn't notice the disappointed look in Li Nianze's eyes at this time, she staggered her eyes, and when she turned around, her voice was not as familiar as before, "Ah Luo's medicine is a baby, you have such a wound." You should apply it once and you'll be cured, or I'll do it again for you later, just in case. Saying that, his eyes fell on the bun again, thinking that if he didn't eat it, it would be cold, so when Tongtong turned around, he smiled again, but the smile at that time was already from a stranger, and Li Nianze only heard her urging, "Don't you want to eat the bun, if you don't eat it, it will be cold." ”
Between words, she hurriedly began to clean up the mess on the table caused by her own negligence, she wanted to keep herself busy, only in this way could she forget what Honglian said to herself, and when she was thinking like this, Tongtong's body was stunned, because at this time, Li Nianze's almost hesitant voice suddenly appeared in her ears, "I met a girl before, she is also called Tong Tong." ”
Tongtong didn't know why Li Nianze suddenly wanted to say this, a few vague fragments suddenly flashed in her mind at this time, but because it was really vague, she didn't know what she remembered at all, maybe she forgot something, and when she frowned like this, thinking about it and hurting her head, she finally gave up, just smiled and said to Li Nianze, "I know, you told me about this matter before, didn't you say that this girl looks exactly like me?!" She didn't know what Li Nianze had suddenly meant when he talked about this matter at this time, but she still patiently listened to him and asked word by word, "So would you like to hear me tell me about her?" was still clearly hesitant and overwhelmed, with a little inquiry.
At this moment, Tongtong's expression was stunned, and it seemed a little unnatural, but at the same time, she quickly smiled and agreed. She doesn't deny that she has always been very curious about the girl in Li Nianze's memory, the woman who has a similar name and a similar appearance to herself, where does she come from? !
Now that he heard Li Nianze take the initiative to mention this matter, although Tongtong's heart was not ready to go at this time, he still responded, and Lin Nianze took a deep breath again, and between speaking, his thoughts seemed to drift to a long time ago, and when he first spoke, the words in his mouth still let out a long sigh, " That girl, I never realized that one day, she would leave me like this, and go away forever, and sometimes I wonder if she has ever been by my side again, or if everything about her has always been just my delusion!"
Tongtong didn't expect that Li Nianze would be the end of the whole story as soon as she opened her mouth, she just felt that when she heard Li Nianze open like this, her heart had already begun to hurt, and seeing that he was lowering his head slightly at this time, she didn't know what he was thinking, but the redness of his eyes still fell on Tongtong's eyes, and at that time she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to hug the young man in front of her.
Li Nianze said that when she first met Tongtong, she felt that she was a very smart girl, brave and decisive, and she found a lot of ways to find that girl, and even when she started to meet, he was teased several times, at least Li Nianze has been talking to her so many times, but he hasn't seen her fall behind once.
Until now, Li Nianze will also think that it may be the happiest time he has experienced in his life, although in the days to come, she never thought that such joy would become unbearable torture for himself after all, when thinking like this, Li Nianze couldn't help but slowly lower his head, took a deep breath, and tried to adjust his mood, and finally squeezed out a reluctant smile, and Tongtong looked at Li Nianze like this, it seemed that he couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but say, "If you don't want to......"
She thought that girl was very important to Li Nianze, but she never thought that it would be so important, and when she thought about it like this, looking at Li Nianze in front of her who was so painful but trying to endure it, she couldn't help but feel unbearable.
But Li Nianze shook his head, since he decided to tell her everything on his mind now, he had already made up his mind, and he had already expected that he would be so choked up that he couldn't say a word, and when Tongtong was still losing his mind, he heard Li Nianze's almost choked voice and continued to speak, "If that hadn't happened later, maybe now, it wouldn't have become like this......"
When everything in Li Nianze's mouth fell into Tongtong's ears, Tongtong couldn't help but be deeply stunned, and her face showed an unbelievable look, she naturally didn't expect that the young man in front of her had experienced so many things, that's it, Tongtong was suddenly so surprised that she couldn't say a word.
She suddenly felt that one of her hearts was beating hard, but it was not entirely because of Li Nianze's words, but she suddenly realized that she had no memory of what Li Nianze said, and it was clear that she had gone down the mountain at this time, but in her memory, there was still no such paragraph, Tongtong only felt that her heart suddenly panicked.
What the hell is going on!?
And Li Nianze said that at the end, he suddenly hesitated, but he still slowly took out a short Xiao on his body, and Tongtong looked at it, and finally showed an unbelievable expression at this time, "This...... What the hell is going on?!"